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1 00:01:58 Violet Markey?
2 00:02:02 Oh, my God.
3 00:02:10 Please go.
4 00:02:13 -Well, I don't think that's very---Just go!
5 00:02:31 What are you doing?
6 00:02:33 I asked you first.
7 00:02:38 This is higher than I thought.
8 00:02:44 Hey.
9 00:02:46 Hey, look.
10 00:02:48 Look what I can do.
11 00:02:51 Stop. Stop!
12 00:03:05 Hey, Violet.
13 00:04:04 Hey. Do you have plans this weekend?My parents are gonna be out of town.
14 00:04:07 I was thinking about having a partyor something.
15 00:04:16 Violet?
16 00:04:18 You OK?
17 00:04:26 "Everything" is a really big word.
18 00:04:28 -Let's start with--- Do you mean physically?
19 00:04:31 Emotionally?Those both could encompass "everything."
20 00:04:34 Or is "everything" encompassedby both things?
21 00:04:36 Are you feeling overwhelmed by anything?
22 00:04:38 If "everything" is encompassedby both things,
23 00:04:39 are they a part of our reality,or are they somewhere else?
24 00:04:42 This isn't funny, Theodore.
25 00:04:45 Finch.
26 00:04:47 I need youto take these meetings seriously.
27 00:04:49 I get it.
28 00:04:51 OK, do you "get"that you're on probation,
29 00:04:54 and in danger of not graduating?
30 00:04:58 You've already missedtwo weeks of school this year.
31 00:05:01 Yeah, um...
32 00:05:04 -my grandma---Stop one second.
33 00:05:06 I just wanna clarify real quickly.
34 00:05:08 Is this the grandma who's died four timesover the past three years?
35 00:05:12 Five times, actually.
36 00:05:14 This is the fifth.
37 00:05:18 She's our miracle.
38 00:05:21 I really wanna help you,but you've gotta take this seriously.
39 00:05:26 I mean, you agreed to these terms,these weekly counseling sessions,
40 00:05:30 maintaining a B-average,extracurricular participation.
41 00:05:33 And I am loving pottery.
42 00:05:36 Come on, man.
43 00:05:37 Look, I get it.
44 00:05:38 If I screw anything up, I'm out.
45 00:05:41 We're not askin' a lot of you, Finch.
46 00:05:45 You just need to show up.
47 00:05:48 My parents are pissedbecause I missed early admissions,
48 00:05:50 but it's not like that matters, anyway.
49 00:05:52 I mean, I know I'm gonna get in.
50 00:05:56 Did you apply anywhere yet?
51 00:05:59 -Hey.-Hi.
52 00:06:01 So, you going to Amanda's party?
53 00:06:05 It'll be fun.
54 00:06:07 So I've heard.
55 00:06:08 It couldn't hurtto have a little fun, right?
56 00:06:11 Yo, do you think it'd be weirdif I named my kid after a famous person?
57 00:06:15 Like, if I named him Danny DeVito Donahue,
58 00:06:18 do you...do you think he'd be mad about it?
59 00:06:22 Is "DeVito" the middle name?
60 00:06:24 Yeah.
61 00:06:25 Follow-up question:how high are you right now?
62 00:06:29 On the scale,I'd probably say very... this way.
63 00:06:33 - On the scale...- Yeah?
64 00:06:37 What are you looking at?
65 00:06:39 Just admiring the social normsof teenage angst.
66 00:06:42 -Are you looking at Violet Markey?-Yep.
67 00:06:46 Her, um...
68 00:06:48 her sister died, right?
69 00:06:50 Yeah, dude.
70 00:06:51 Hm.
71 00:06:53 Why ask about her all of a sudden?
72 00:06:54 I'm intrigued.A guy can't be intrigued?
73 00:06:56 Well, a guy can be intrigued.You being intrigued is weird.
74 00:07:00 - Definitely weird.-No, I don't think it's weird.
75 00:07:03 I wouldn't say "weird."
76 00:07:04 Wait, if you don't think you're weird,well...
77 00:07:07 -Yeah, that's true. Very true.- She has a point.
78 00:07:19 - Your guidance counselor called.-Embryo?
79 00:07:22 What?
80 00:07:25 His name's Embry. I call him Embryo.It's the little things, Kate.
81 00:07:29 Did you do somethingI should be worried about?
82 00:07:31 I'm genuinely offendedby that supposition.
83 00:07:34 -Finch.-No.
84 00:07:37 It's fine. I'll deal with it.
85 00:07:38 - I hate when you say that.-Why?
86 00:07:40 Because what you really mean isthat I'm gonna have to deal with it.
87 00:07:46 Did you cut class again?
88 00:07:47 No! For fuck's sake,
89 00:07:49 just go hang out with Tinaor whatever it is you do.
90 00:07:52 I'm fine.
91 00:07:54 OK. I'm gonna be home late.There's food in the fridge.
92 00:07:57 -Mm-hmm.-Real food, Finch.
93 00:07:59 Where's Mom?
94 00:08:00 She had to go to Chicago for business.Remember?
95 00:08:03 -Oh, yeah, right. Cool.-Love you.
96 00:08:05 Hey.
97 00:08:10 -Love you.-Love you.
98 00:08:13 No more cheese, Finch!
99 00:08:28 I'm gonna get the dessert.
100 00:08:35 Your mother and I knowthat today couldn't have been easy.
101 00:08:39 And it wasn't easy for us either.
102 00:08:46 -If you need to talk about it--
103 00:08:51 I thought this would be nice.
104 00:09:05 I've been making it for 19 years.
105 00:11:11 As some of youwill be graduating
106 00:11:13 and leaving us at the end of the year,
107 00:11:15 I feel an obligation to make sureyou see the wondrous sights of Indiana
108 00:11:19 while you can.
109 00:11:20 To wander them, if you will.
110 00:11:24 For your class project, you must reporton two or more wonders of Indiana.
111 00:11:28 You will write about them,
112 00:11:30 explain their significanceto you and to Indiana,
113 00:11:33 and why you chose to visit them.
114 00:11:36 I want you to take timeon this assignment.
115 00:11:38 Be thoughtful.
116 00:11:42 OK.
117 00:11:44 What just happened?
118 00:11:46 That was so weird.
119 00:11:48 -What?- All right, settle.
120 00:11:49 Violet, are you OK?
121 00:11:51 All right, let's take our seats.Let's focus up.
122 00:11:55 If you're done, Mr. Finch?
123 00:11:57 Yes, I am done, and can I just say youare doing a fine job teaching this class.
124 00:12:01 My young brain is plump with knowledge.
125 00:12:03 - Thank you, Mr. Finch.-You're welcome.
126 00:12:06 As I was saying,
127 00:12:08 you'll be taking photos,doing some drawings, capturing detail.
128 00:12:12 You will be doing this in teams of two.
129 00:12:16 Can we choose our partners?
130 00:12:17 Yes, Mr. Finch.
131 00:12:21 Hey.
132 00:12:25 So, um...
133 00:12:27 do you think that there's such a thingas a perfect day?
134 00:12:32 I'm the last person you should be asking.
135 00:12:59 For my geography class,
136 00:13:01 this teacher wants us to do this projectwith a partner,
137 00:13:05 and I just don't wanna do it.
138 00:13:07 Well, did you askfor an alternate project?
139 00:13:10 Yeah, he just... he wouldn't listen.
140 00:13:13 Well, maybe it's timeto get back out there.
141 00:13:15 That's the same thing he said.
142 00:13:19 I know it's hard.
143 00:13:22 -But you just don't go out anymore.-That's not true.
144 00:13:25 When's the last time you hung outwith your friends?
145 00:13:29 I think it would be really goodif you'd spend some time with them.
146 00:13:34 So, if I hung out with my friends,you'd get me outta this assignment?
147 00:13:41 鈾?Speedy, speedy, slow down timeGas station is running dry 鈾?
148 00:13:44 鈾?Mm-hmm, eh eh, mm-hmm 鈾?154
149 00:13:52 Violet!
150 00:13:55 - You came.- I did.
151 00:13:58 - Hey.-Hi.
152 00:14:00 -I'm gonna get a drink. Do you want one?-I'm good.
153 00:14:03 Come on, babe.
154 00:14:05 OK.
155 00:14:47 Yeah...
156 00:14:58 Hey.
157 00:15:01 That's a heavy pour.
158 00:15:03 You know me. I love to rage.
159 00:15:04 So, you wanna go out back?Talk a little?
160 00:15:10 I think I'm gonna leave pretty soon,actually.
161 00:15:13 Really? But... I mean, I just got here.
162 00:15:17 It's just all a little much, you know?
163 00:15:21 How much longerare you gonna act like this?
164 00:15:25 It's been months.When are you gonna just...
165 00:15:32 Nice.
166 00:15:35 Violet, you knowI didn't mean it like that. Just...
167 00:15:57 Violet Markey,if you're seeing this, you're still alive.
168 00:16:01 Please call to confirm.
169 00:16:03 765-276-8504.
170 00:16:06 鈾?I met you standin' on a ledge 鈾?177
171 00:16:14 鈾?I met you standing on a ledge 鈾?179
172 00:16:31 Theodore Finch speaking.
173 00:16:32 Take it down now.
174 00:16:36 The video will self-destructin three, two...
175 00:16:42 ...please refresh.
176 00:16:46 Why would you do that?
177 00:16:48 I wanna talk about the bridge.
178 00:16:53 "I feel we can't go throughanother of those terrible times."
179 00:17:00 One morning barely qualifiesas a terrible time.
180 00:17:03 It's a quote.
181 00:17:05 Virginia Woolf.
182 00:17:08 OK.
183 00:17:11 Can I come over?
184 00:17:13 Now?
185 00:17:15 Yeah.
186 00:17:26 So...
187 00:17:29 I Googled you.
188 00:17:33 You Googled me?
189 00:17:37 Yeah, what's with that...
190 00:17:40 the website that you havewith your sister?
191 00:17:44 Had.
192 00:17:50 I read some of your stuff.It's really good.
193 00:17:53 I don't write anymore.
194 00:17:58 So, you moved here from California.
195 00:18:04 How was that?
196 00:18:06 California to Indiana?
197 00:18:09 Must've been different.
198 00:18:12 Yeah.
199 00:18:23 I didn't know that it happened there.
200 00:18:26 At the bridge.
201 00:18:31 I'm not, you know...
202 00:18:35 Suicidal?
203 00:18:37 You can say it.
204 00:18:39 Well, I'm not.
205 00:18:42 Whatever you are, I saved your life.
206 00:18:48 No, you didn't.
207 00:18:50 You're making a big deal out of nothing.
208 00:18:53 Mm... kinda looked like somethin'.
209 00:18:58 What do you want from me?
210 00:19:00 I was just thinkin' thatwe should be partners.
211 00:19:04 For the wandering project.
212 00:19:06 I think it would be good for youto get out.
213 00:19:10 Maybe I don't wanna get out.
214 00:19:12 Maybe I'm sick of people.
215 00:19:17 Yeah, people are stupid.
216 00:19:19 But the tiniest fewmight actually mean well.
217 00:19:26 Why do you wanna do this with me, anyway?
218 00:19:29 Because there are placesthat need to be seen.
219 00:19:33 Maybe even the smallest of places
220 00:19:36 can mean something.
221 00:19:37 At the very least,
222 00:19:40 maybe they can mean something to us.
223 00:19:42 Not an "us."
224 00:19:44 Maybe they can mean somethingto you and me.
225 00:19:48 Jesus, they call me anti-social.
226 00:19:51 Two wanders. That's all.
227 00:19:55 We can do more if you end up loving it.
228 00:19:57 I won't.
229 00:19:59 You might.
230 00:20:01 No, I won't.
231 00:20:07 Oh, I found another quote for you.
232 00:20:14 "I feel a thousand capacitiesspring up in me."
233 00:20:18 The Waves. It's from The Waves.
234 00:20:23 You've got at leasta thousand capacities in you.
235 00:20:28 Even if you don't think so.
236 00:20:33 You can keep that one.
237 00:20:44 You know people call you"The Freak," right?
238 00:20:49 Yeah.
239 00:20:51 Sometimes I say and do thingswithout thinking, and...
240 00:20:57 people don't like that,people like labels.
241 00:21:00 They like putting you in a box.
242 00:21:01 They want you to bewho they want you to be.
243 00:21:07 People don't like messy.
244 00:21:10 Or different.
245 00:21:16 My parents are calling Hudsonto get me outta the project,
246 00:21:19 so you need to find another partner.
247 00:21:24 OK.
248 00:21:29 Good night, Violet Markey.
249 00:21:33 Good night...
250 00:21:36 Theodore Finch.
251 00:22:04 Hey. Hey!
252 00:22:06 Violet.
253 00:22:08 Hey, where you going?
254 00:22:11 Home.
255 00:22:12 How'd it go with Hudson?
256 00:22:15 Not great.
257 00:22:17 Yeah.
258 00:22:19 He feels pretty stronglyabout participation.
259 00:22:28 OK...
260 00:22:32 but no cars.
261 00:22:34 Come again?
262 00:22:36 If you wanna do this with me,
263 00:22:37 you have to figure out another waybecause I'm not getting in a car.
264 00:23:09 Can I ask you a question?
265 00:23:11 Where would you goif you could go anywhere?
266 00:23:15 - California.- But you've already been there.
267 00:23:20 Yeah.
268 00:23:22 It's warm and it never snows.
269 00:23:26 Don't you wanna know where I'd goif I could go anywhere?
270 00:23:31 Where would you goif you could go anywhere?
271 00:23:34 I'd go to a placeno one's ever been before.
272 00:23:38 Undiscovered.
273 00:23:40 Untouched.
274 00:23:42 You could come... if you want.
275 00:23:56 That's it?
276 00:24:04 Get on up here, Ultraviolet.
277 00:24:05 No.
278 00:24:06 Come on.
279 00:24:09 Come on. The view is incredible.
280 00:24:15 Come on.
281 00:24:28 So, what do we think?
282 00:24:31 The highest point in Indiana.
283 00:24:35 I think if I were here for literally anyother reason than why you and I are here,
284 00:24:39 I'd be pissed.
285 00:24:42 Oh, wow. Is that a sense of humoryou're hiding in there?
286 00:24:45 -Hm.
287 00:24:48 This is the lamest thingI think I've ever seen.
288 00:25:03 It's OK, you know?You're not going to hell for laughing.
289 00:25:10 It's pretty lame.
290 00:25:16 It was my sister's birthday.
291 00:25:21 She would've been 19.
292 00:25:25 That's why I was at the bridge.
293 00:25:33 Why were you there?
294 00:25:38 I like to run.
295 00:25:43 It's pretty early to run.
296 00:25:44 Yeah.
297 00:25:50 Let's jump.
298 00:25:54 You with me?
299 00:25:59 All right, on three.
300 00:26:02 You gotta get ready.
301 00:26:03 One... there it is,
302 00:26:04 two,
303 00:26:06 three.
304 00:26:10 Wow.
305 00:26:12 All right.
306 00:26:15 These are the things we leave behind.
307 00:26:18 Pick one.
308 00:26:22 Not that one.
309 00:26:25 Yeah. That's a good choice.
310 00:26:43 -What?-You didn't know?
311 00:26:46 This is a motherfucking staring contest.
312 00:26:49 You can't be serious.
313 00:26:51 Look at my face. I'm really serious.
314 00:26:54 Fine.
315 00:26:56 I'm very competitive.
316 00:26:58 Me too.
317 00:27:45 I'm staying over at Tina's tonight.
318 00:27:48 OK.
319 00:27:50 "OK"?
320 00:27:53 Yeah.
321 00:27:56 Usually, that incites a diatribe
322 00:27:58 -about how Tina's an asshole...-"Diatribe." Good word.
323 00:28:00 ...and how I shouldn't spendso much time with her.
324 00:28:04 Yeah, well, it appears thatmy many rantings on this topic
325 00:28:07 have stuck with you,and I don't have to preach anymore.
326 00:28:10 What's going on with you?
327 00:28:13 Nothing.
328 00:28:16 You seem, like...
329 00:28:18 goofy.
330 00:28:23 You're goofy.
331 00:29:02 "I feel we can't go throughanother of those terrible times."
332 00:29:24 "Why are womenso much more interesting to men
333 00:29:27 than men are to women?"
334 00:29:43 "My own brain is, to me,the most unaccountable of machinery,
335 00:29:47 always buzzing, humming,soaring, roaring, diving,
336 00:29:51 and then buried in mud.
337 00:29:53 And why?
338 00:29:54 What's this passion for?"
339 00:30:08 "If you do not tell the truthabout yourself,
340 00:30:11 you cannot tell it about other people."
341 00:33:34 Tell me about Eleanor.
342 00:33:42 She was bossy... like you.
343 00:33:47 I like her already.
344 00:33:52 She hated reading.
345 00:33:56 She only liked this Italian poet,
346 00:33:59 Cesare Pavese.
347 00:34:02 He said, "We do not remember days,we remember moments."
348 00:34:10 Any time I was having a bad day,
349 00:34:13 she always said that.
350 00:34:15 Like it was supposed to fix something.
351 00:34:18 Did it?
352 00:34:21 Yeah.
353 00:34:23 It did.
354 00:34:27 What else?
355 00:34:34 She was my best friend.
356 00:34:42 "Eleanor Markey.
357 00:34:44 Sister...
358 00:34:47 best friend."
359 00:34:52 That's a pretty good epitaph.
360 00:34:57 What would yours be?
361 00:35:02 "Violet Markey.
362 00:35:06 I was here."
363 00:35:11 Yeah, I'm gonna have to steal that onefrom you.
364 00:35:23 You making pancakes?
365 00:35:25 Yeah.
366 00:35:27 -Blueberry pancakes?- Yup.
367 00:35:30 Lookin' pretty good.
368 00:35:33 -Wanna flip 'em?- Yeah, are they ready?
369 00:35:35 - Yeah. Well, give it a--- Almost ready.
370 00:35:38 -These look pretty good.- Yeah.
371 00:35:42 OK.
372 00:35:44 - There we go. That one's good.
373 00:35:46 - Yeah, there you go. Golden brown
374 00:35:56 -Hey.-Hi.
375 00:35:58 Where've you been?
376 00:36:00 You're not mad thatI'm doing that project with Roamer, right?
377 00:36:03 No.
378 00:36:04 OK, cool.'Cause it's, like, it's not a thing.
379 00:36:06 No, it's fine. I'm doing it with Finch.
380 00:36:09 With Finch?
381 00:36:11 Yeah.
382 00:36:13 You know that he's, like, kinda dangerous?
383 00:36:17 No, he's not.
384 00:36:20 He freaked out last yearand threw a chair at Roamer,
385 00:36:22 like, in the middle of class.
386 00:36:25 He did?
387 00:36:27 Yeah, like, Roamer was fine,but he's seriously fucked up.
388 00:36:43 So, I was thinking we should check outthe Shoe Tree or the abandoned drive-in,
389 00:36:49 depending on whatever you're feeling.
390 00:36:54 What is this?
391 00:36:55 That's a reminder that sooner or later,
392 00:36:58 you're gonna have to get backinto the world all by yourself.
393 00:37:01 But I'm happy pushing you for now.
394 00:37:04 Well, I saidI was only gonna do two, so...
395 00:37:12 I prefer Private Violet to...
396 00:37:14 Public Violet.
397 00:37:15 Can you put her on?
398 00:37:17 I'll wait.
399 00:37:18 Maybe you shouldgive her some space.
400 00:37:22 Nice sweater. What's that, a cotton blend?
401 00:37:26 People think this whole "freak" thingis an act. I know it's real.
402 00:37:33 Of course it is.
403 00:37:42 How are things?
404 00:37:44 Just your average teenage melodrama.
405 00:37:47 Come on. You gotta give me more than that.
406 00:37:51 People are always telling me what I am.
407 00:37:54 A freak.
408 00:37:56 I get it.
409 00:37:58 Doesn't meanit doesn't piss me off sometimes.
410 00:38:00 Well, that must be hard.
411 00:38:08 Come on, man.
412 00:38:10 Come on. Help me out here.Come on. Help me out.
413 00:38:18 Maybe if...
414 00:38:21 you got a fainting couch,
415 00:38:23 you could put it right over there.
416 00:38:25 It would really give me the mise en sc猫nethat I was looking for.
417 00:38:29 Tie the whole room together.
418 00:38:30 Did you look into that support groupI told you to check out?
419 00:38:33 I might've lost the info on that one.
420 00:38:35 Come on, Theodore. It's a small ask, man.
421 00:38:39 All right. It's Mondaysafter school at First Congregational.
422 00:38:44 -It's called Fresh Approach...-Ooh!
423 00:38:46 ...and it is confidential,
424 00:38:48 so you can say whatever you wantabout anything that's bothering you.
425 00:38:53 It is a safe space, Finch.
426 00:38:57 I want you to think about it.
427 00:39:05 What now? Now what are we doing? What?
428 00:39:07 What's happenin'?
429 00:39:08 Is this a knock-off?
430 00:39:09 The Post-it?
431 00:39:11 -This is off-brand.-Please leave now.
432 00:39:29 鈾?Hey, heart, on the road again 鈾?441
433 00:39:34 鈾?Forward 鈾?443
434 00:39:38 鈾?We're in the car on the highway 鈾?445
435 00:39:51 鈾?You're a catalystTo your own happiness you know... 鈾?
436 00:39:54 What are you looking at?
437 00:39:59 There's a kid on my lawn.
438 00:40:04 鈾?And it's your heart, it's alive 鈾?450
439 00:40:11 鈾?And the whole wide world is whistling 鈾?452
440 00:40:26 Wake up.
441 00:40:31 Hey.
442 00:40:32 Did you sleep out here?
443 00:40:35 Yeah.
444 00:40:40 I know you said that you were done,
445 00:40:43 but what if I told you
446 00:40:46 that I found the best wanderin the state of Indiana,
447 00:40:49 possibly the world, but...
448 00:40:53 it was 160 miles away?
449 00:40:55 I'd say have fun,and I can't wait to hear all about it.
450 00:40:58 Come on! Just give it a chance.
451 00:41:01 -At least sit inside.-No, Finch.
452 00:41:03 I'm not getting in a car!
453 00:41:05 Look, here. I'll take the keys, and...
454 00:41:10 I swear not to drive fasterthan 30 miles per hour through town
455 00:41:14 or 50 on the interstate.
456 00:41:16 If at any time you wanna stop, we stop.
457 00:41:19 You can't keep pushing people.
458 00:41:21 You don't listen. We did it.The project is over. This is over.
459 00:41:26 You know this isn'tabout a class assignment.
460 00:41:29 This is about you being holed upin your room or on your stupid bike,
461 00:41:33 always circlingthe same three-mile radius.
462 00:41:35 And God forbid anyone risk upsetting"Poor Violet," but...
463 00:41:39 -they're wrong.
464 00:41:42 Violet.
465 00:41:43 Is everything OK out here?
466 00:41:45 -Fine.-Hey.
467 00:41:46 Sorry. Hey. Hi, I'm Theodore Finch.Pleasure to meet you both.
468 00:41:51 -Little early, don't you think, Theodore?-Yes. Yes, it is early.
469 00:41:54 That is a fair observation.
470 00:41:56 But you see, I'm your daughter's partnerfor the school project,
471 00:41:59 and we really need to get to this place.
472 00:42:03 Basically, I need her to get into the car.
473 00:42:05 That car.
474 00:42:07 That is extremely safe, insured,
475 00:42:10 with an experienced driver who hasn'tgotten so much as a speeding ticket.
476 00:42:14 This is for a school project?
477 00:42:16 Yes, sir. We're partners.
478 00:42:19 Well, Theodore, I thinkit's Violet's decision to make, but...
479 00:42:25 maybe not a bad idea.
480 00:42:39 You think she's coming back?
481 00:42:41 Hey, your guess is as good as ours.
482 00:42:55 Oh.
483 00:42:57 No, wait. No.
484 00:43:02 OK. If I were keys, where would I hide?
485 00:43:15 How are we doin' over there?
486 00:43:16 Fine.
487 00:43:18 You sure?
488 00:43:19 Just stop asking me.You're making it worse.
489 00:43:22 Talk about something else.
490 00:43:24 Usually, that is my forte.
491 00:43:26 But right now, I got nothin'.
492 00:43:33 鈾?...build this thing together 鈾?506
493 00:44:43 I don't remember how fast we were going.
494 00:44:46 It didn't seem fast.
495 00:44:55 Then we were sliding...
496 00:45:03 and Eleanor was saying, "I can't hold on."
497 00:45:10 And then the car slammed into the bridge.
498 00:45:24 I just remember the...
499 00:45:25 the glass hitting my face
500 00:45:28 and Eleanor screaming.
501 00:45:35 Then...
502 00:45:37 after that, it just all goes blank.
503 00:45:47 When I woke up in the hospital,
504 00:45:51 my mom told me she was gone.
505 00:46:00 And that was it.
506 00:47:19 Still mad you got in the car?
507 00:47:40 - You really built this yourself?-Yes, I did.
508 00:47:42 That's impressive.
509 00:47:44 - All right. Here we go.- Let's do it.
510 00:47:46 -I'm gonna do it.
511 00:47:49 - Have a good one.
512 00:47:57 I can see my house from here.
513 00:48:07 Ah...
514 00:48:14 Woo!
515 00:48:17 Yeah!
516 00:48:19 -That was amazing.- Good job!
517 00:48:22 Did it feel fast?
518 00:48:24 -Oh, yeah. It's just like the real thing.
519 00:48:27 Are you ready?
520 00:48:30 All right. Here we go. You ready?
521 00:48:32 Oh, my God.
522 00:48:50 - Yes!
523 00:49:01 - Yeah!
524 00:49:02 Yay!
525 00:49:05 Oh, my God!
526 00:49:10 I wanna go again.
527 00:49:12 Ah!
528 00:49:33 鈾?When I was just a kid they said 鈾?543
529 00:49:42 鈾?I am older now, I say 鈾?545
530 00:49:51 鈾?Every tear rolling down is a... 鈾?547
531 00:50:00 鈾?Are you too old to turn? 鈾?549
532 00:50:07 鈾?Too young 鈾?551
533 00:50:17 I got you somethin'. It's in the door.
534 00:50:24 That, Ultraviolet, is a special place
535 00:50:27 that I'm gonna take you to one day.
536 00:50:30 Oh, yeah?
537 00:50:32 Yeah, but you're gonna needto start pullin' your weight, OK?
538 00:50:35 I got you this...
539 00:50:37 just in case you've forgottenthis is a school project,
540 00:50:41 you have to write about it.
541 00:50:43 Just me?
542 00:50:44 You're the writer.
543 00:50:53 "Wander number three..."
544 00:50:54 No. You gotta start with Hoosier Hill.
545 00:50:56 You know, you don't have to be so pushy.
546 00:50:58 You say "pushy," and I hear, um...
547 00:51:01 "assertive,"
548 00:51:02 "bold,"
549 00:51:04 "inspiring."
550 00:51:06 Uh... relentless. Irritating.
551 00:51:09 Arrogant.
552 00:51:11 Sexy.
553 00:51:18 It's nice to have a friend again.
554 00:51:27 Don't let that go to your head.
555 00:51:31 Too late.
556 00:51:40 You know what I like about you,Ultraviolet?
557 00:51:44 What?
558 00:51:46 You're all the colors in one...at full brightness.
559 00:51:53 鈾?Ha-ha-ha-ha ha-ha-ha-haHa-ha-ha ha 鈾?
560 00:51:59 鈾?Ha-ah-ha 鈾?580
561 00:52:06 鈾?Too young, too young 鈾?582
562 00:52:15 鈾?Too young, too young 鈾?584
563 00:55:31 Before we get started,we are nearing D-Day, people.
564 00:55:36 The day to present your wanderings.
565 00:55:39 That is correct.
566 00:55:40 Along with your essay,
567 00:55:41 I'm going to be asking each groupto do a presentation to the whole class.
568 00:55:47 But today, we're talking aboutthe five themes of geography:
569 00:55:50 location, place...
570 00:56:01 No, but honestly,I wouldn't even worry about it.
571 00:56:04 -This is just what Finch does.- Yeah.
572 00:56:07 I've texted him for the past couple days,and he hasn't responded.
573 00:56:11 I mean, this is...
574 00:56:13 ...I mean, sometimes he's gone for a day,like, maybe two, but he always turns up.
575 00:56:17 Yeah, there was that one timethat he was gone for like a week.
576 00:56:21 -Oh, my God.-He came back and said he went camping,
577 00:56:23 and he had all these poison ivy spotson him...
578 00:56:25 -Covered in spots.-...itching, it was like... yeah.
579 00:56:27 It was bad. It was so bad.
580 00:56:29 I think it's pretty fucked up.
581 00:56:32 It's easy to pick up your phoneand respond.
582 00:56:34 It's... that's just somethingyou have to deal with
583 00:56:38 if you wanna be close with him, you know?
584 00:56:40 It just makes me mad.
585 00:56:44 Yeah. So, we've been to a lotof really interesting places so far.
586 00:56:46 Do you have an actual plan,
587 00:56:48 or you've just kind of been shootingfrom the hip?
588 00:56:50 Honestly? I'm just trying to distract herinto spending as much time with me
589 00:56:54 as she can.
590 00:56:56 And has it been going OK, or--
591 00:56:58 Yeah, I think so. I've been really...
592 00:57:01 Look who stopped by.
593 00:57:04 Hey.
594 00:57:06 Did you lose your phone?I've been texting. I've been calling.
595 00:57:09 Look, let me just showyou this really fast. Hold on.
596 00:57:11 -You could've taken a second to respond...-I know.
597 00:57:14 -...so I knew you were OK.-I had to take care of a couple things.
598 00:57:34 It's supposedly bottomless.
599 00:57:37 In the '50s,a group of boys went swimming here,
600 00:57:41 and they disappeared.
601 00:57:42 No one ever found their bodies.
602 00:57:44 They drowned?
603 00:57:47 Eh...
604 00:57:48 maybe.
605 00:57:51 Or maybe they found the other side.
606 00:57:55 They say there's a force in the middlethat sucks you into an underground river
607 00:57:59 and leads you to another world.
608 00:58:07 You're not going in?
609 00:58:09 Oh, of course I am.
610 00:58:12 It'll be freezing.
611 00:58:14 It'll be fine.
612 00:58:19 You should come in.
613 00:58:24 -No, I'm good.-What are you afraid of?
614 00:58:28 -It's cold.-Serious question:
615 00:58:32 what are you most afraid of?
616 00:58:38 Dying.
617 00:58:40 I don't believe that.
618 00:58:44 Being ordinary.
619 00:58:48 So, don't be ordinary.
620 01:00:02 Oh, my God!
621 01:00:04 - Oh. OK!
622 01:00:06 -Oh, you're right. Fucking freezing!- Oh, my God!
623 01:00:10 OK, let's go under.
624 01:00:11 -Yeah?-OK.
625 01:00:12 One, two, three.
626 01:00:47 Marco!
627 01:00:51 Polo!
628 01:01:02 So, what are you most afraid of?
629 01:01:08 Uh...
630 01:01:15 I don't know. I guess losing my sister.
631 01:01:19 My mom's gone a lot.
632 01:01:20 My dad left a while ago.
633 01:01:23 New town, new family.
634 01:01:25 So, Kate's basically all I have.
635 01:01:38 How'd you get that?
636 01:01:47 I'm going in search of the bottom.
637 01:02:25 Finch?
638 01:02:35 Finch!
639 01:02:47 Finch!
640 01:03:17 Asshole!
641 01:03:18 What?
642 01:03:20 Do you know how scared I was?
643 01:03:23 Hey.
644 01:03:24 Hey, Violet. Violet, I'm sorry!
645 01:03:32 Violet, I'm sorry.
646 01:03:35 Violet!
647 01:03:36 I thought you drowned!
648 01:03:40 I'm sorry. Hey, I'm sorry.
649 01:03:42 I didn't... I didn't mean to scare you.
650 01:03:45 Well, you did.
651 01:03:47 That was the last thingthat I wanted to do.
652 01:03:51 Where do you go when you disappear?
653 01:04:02 Tell me something real about you.
654 01:04:06 Or I'm leaving.
655 01:04:07 OK.
656 01:04:10 Sometimes I have to go to placesthat make me feel like myself.
657 01:04:14 I need to do things that remind methat I'm in control.
658 01:04:26 My dad used to...
659 01:04:29 get in these dark moods.
660 01:04:37 Did he do that to you?
661 01:04:43 I used to be a lot smaller.
662 01:04:50 I used to not knowhow to get out of the way.
663 01:04:59 People don't like messy, right?
664 01:05:50 - Uh...- Yeah.
665 01:05:51 -Oh, wait. Yeah, you got it.-I know, I had it!
666 01:05:54 鈾?I met you standin' on a ledge 鈾?689
667 01:06:03 鈾?I met you standin' on a ledge 鈾?691
668 01:06:15 - And then it goes---There's the bridge.
669 01:06:19 鈾?I... 鈾?694
670 01:06:22 鈾?I met you 鈾?696
671 01:06:31 鈾?I met you standin' on a ledge 鈾?698
672 01:08:06 Finch, wake up. We gotta go.
673 01:08:08 Oh, shit!
674 01:08:13 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. My phone died.
675 01:08:16 Violet, inside.
676 01:08:17 -Finch, just... you should go home.- Don't blame her.
677 01:08:20 -If I could explain. Please---It's not his fault!
678 01:08:22 Just get in the house.
679 01:08:23 -We'll talk about it later.-I lost track of time.
680 01:08:25 -Finch!-If I could--
681 01:08:27 I'm so... I'm so sorry.
682 01:08:30 It was my fault. I fucked up.
683 01:08:33 Please, just don't blame her. Please.I'm sorry.
684 01:08:36 Just... go home.
685 01:09:43 Do you have any clue
686 01:09:45 what horrible situations we had you in,in our heads?
687 01:09:50 You have to understand how that felt,
688 01:09:54 your dad and I not knowing where you were.
689 01:09:58 I said I was sorry.
690 01:10:00 But you didn't have to treat Finchlike that.
691 01:10:02 Well, he's the boythat kept our daughter out all night.
692 01:10:07 I kept him out all night, too, Mom.
693 01:11:42 Hey.
694 01:11:43 Hey, V. Hey, what's up?
695 01:11:46 How are you?
696 01:11:48 -Fine.-It's been a minute. What's been going on?
697 01:11:50 I can't deal with you right now.
698 01:11:52 Is everything OK?
699 01:11:54 Honestly, I don't know.
700 01:11:58 I'm not tryin' to be an asshole,
701 01:12:00 but you should knowwhat you're getting into.
702 01:12:03 -I do.-No, you don't.
703 01:12:05 -He---Let's go.
704 01:12:07 -Where've you been?-You know why she's hangin' out with you?
705 01:12:09 She's tryin' to fix you.
706 01:12:10 Shut up, Roamer! Just...
707 01:12:13 You have no ideawho he really is, do you? He's a freak!
708 01:12:17 -Call me a freak one more time.-You're a fuckin' freak.
709 01:12:23 Finch!
710 01:12:24 Finch!
711 01:12:25 Stop!
712 01:12:27 Finch!
713 01:12:30 Finch! Yo, let him go, man. Get off him.
714 01:12:33 Finch, stop! Stop!
715 01:12:40 Oh, my God!
716 01:12:42 What the hell?He almost killed him.
717 01:12:56 He's crazy.
718 01:13:16 Fuck!
719 01:13:18 Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!
720 01:13:37 Anything?
721 01:13:42 Guess he's gone again.
722 01:13:47 I've been friends with the guysince minute one,
723 01:13:51 and I haven't waitedfor his call in years.
724 01:13:54 He just...
725 01:13:56 gets in this mood sometimes, and...
726 01:13:59 it's hard, you know?
727 01:14:03 He's not easy,
728 01:14:06 and everybody who gets close to himgets burned out.
729 01:14:12 So, why do you stick around?
730 01:14:19 Because...
731 01:14:23 'cause I love him.
732 01:14:26 He thinks everybody leaves himand I won't do that.
733 01:14:32 This is what we do.
734 01:14:34 I'm gonna get mad,he's gonna come back and apologize,
735 01:14:37 and it'll be like it never even happened.
736 01:14:51 Hey.
737 01:14:54 Is... is Finch here?
738 01:14:56 Did something happen?
739 01:15:00 Yeah, come on in.
740 01:15:06 I'm Lindsay.
741 01:15:07 Um... I'm OCD and just got diagnosedwith a social anxiety disorder,
742 01:15:11 so being here with everyoneis not intimidating at all.
743 01:15:17 Last year, I started cutting myself.
744 01:15:20 I still deal with it, but I'm here.
745 01:15:25 I'm so sorry.
746 01:15:26 No worries. Have a seat.
747 01:15:32 Hi, I'm Bradley.
748 01:15:34 Um... I am ADHD, OCD,BPD, DID, and bipolar.
749 01:15:41 Yeah.
750 01:15:42 Um... you'd think some of thosewould cancel the others out, but...
751 01:15:47 Yeah, my week's been OK.
752 01:15:48 I've been watchinga lot of basketball lately,
753 01:15:51 and that's been helping a lot, so...
754 01:15:54 Good.
755 01:15:56 Hi. Welcome.
756 01:16:01 Um...
757 01:16:05 I'm, uh... Theodore Finch.
758 01:16:09 No labels.
759 01:16:12 Not really sure why I'm here.
760 01:16:17 Uh...
761 01:16:20 I guess it's 'cause I...I got in this fight at school and,
762 01:16:26 like,
763 01:16:28 I was there, but I wasn't there.
764 01:16:31 I was watchin' myself, and...
765 01:16:37 uh...
766 01:16:39 I-I-I just get a little lost sometimes.
767 01:16:45 I run... a lot.
768 01:16:48 Sometimes that helps.
769 01:16:51 Kind of.
770 01:16:56 I don't know. Is that enough?
771 01:16:58 Sure.
772 01:17:00 Thanks. Glad you're here.
773 01:17:05 Amanda, why don't you go ahead?
774 01:17:10 I'm Amanda.
775 01:17:13 I'm bulimic.
776 01:17:16 I've tried to kill myself twice.
777 01:17:21 I think about it almost every day.
778 01:17:39 Hey, have you heard anything yet?
779 01:17:42 -No.- OK.
780 01:17:45 I gotta go to work. I'm gonna be late.But you should stay.
781 01:17:49 Why does he keep doing this?
782 01:17:54 I don't know.
783 01:18:00 Have him call mewhen you hear from him, OK?
784 01:18:04 Yeah.
785 01:18:05 - Bye.-Bye.
786 01:18:12 I heard you beat the shit outta Roamer.
787 01:18:16 Why do you keep doing stuff like that?
788 01:18:18 Aren't you tired of peopletalking about you all the time?
789 01:18:22 People are always gonna talk.
790 01:18:24 It's their specialty.
791 01:18:29 Are you OK?
792 01:18:34 I don't know.I feel like I keep messing things up,
793 01:18:37 and I'm not sureI know how to not do that.
794 01:18:42 Does this work?
795 01:18:45 It's better than the alternative.
796 01:19:35 Your girlfriend's pretty worriedabout you.
797 01:19:37 She's been at the house all afternoon.
798 01:19:43 What's going on?
799 01:19:49 I don't... really remember...
800 01:19:53 Dad that well.
801 01:19:56 And everything I do...
802 01:20:01 remember is... is bad.
803 01:20:07 Are there any...
804 01:20:09 good memories you have of him?
805 01:20:14 Well, the fact that he wouldbeat the shit out of us
806 01:20:18 kind of negated all the good times.
807 01:20:26 But why was he like that?
808 01:20:29 Was he like that because of us? Was he...
809 01:20:33 like that because of Mom?
810 01:20:34 He was like thatbecause he was a shitty person.
811 01:20:37 There has to be a reason, though.
812 01:20:39 Because if there's a reason,then he could get better.
813 01:20:43 Something or...
814 01:20:45 someone could make him better, right?
815 01:20:48 I don't know. Who cares?Dude, he's someone else's problem.
816 01:20:51 Why are you asking me about Dad?
817 01:20:57 What's going on, Finch?
818 01:21:03 Come on. You can talk to me, man.
819 01:21:08 Nothing, Kate.
820 01:21:10 Sorry. Nothing.
821 01:21:12 I'm good.
822 01:21:14 Are you sure?Because I have to open the bar,
823 01:21:17 -but I can find someone to cover me.-I'm good.
824 01:21:24 You know I love you, right, Theo?
825 01:21:29 I know.
826 01:22:13 You scared me.
827 01:22:21 What is all of this?
828 01:22:25 I'm trying to focus.
829 01:22:28 Focus on what?
830 01:22:30 On staying awake.
831 01:22:34 I don't understand what that means.
832 01:22:38 Sometimes I...
833 01:22:41 go blank.
834 01:22:44 I... get into these dark moods.
835 01:22:48 I think too fastto keep track of anything,
836 01:22:51 and then it's like...
837 01:22:54 all my thoughts are gone at once.
838 01:22:58 And sometimes,if I put 'em up there, I can...
839 01:23:02 focus and slow down, but...
840 01:23:07 I can't right now. I can't.
841 01:23:11 OK.
842 01:23:14 And this usually works.
843 01:23:16 Maybe there's too much clutter.
844 01:23:21 I can fix it. I just...
845 01:23:24 I just need time to figure this out.
846 01:23:30 - I'm trying to help you.-I don't need your help!
847 01:23:33 This is on me! This isn't about you!
848 01:23:38 You need to tell me what's wrong.
849 01:23:44 You don't get it.
850 01:23:51 You're right.
851 01:23:53 I don't get it.
852 01:23:58 Don't you know, Violet?
853 01:24:03 I'm "The Freak."
854 01:24:08 I'm fucked up!
855 01:24:22 I need you to leave.
856 01:24:29 Go!
857 01:25:39 Hey, it's Finch. Leave a message.
858 01:25:43 Hey, Finch. Um...
859 01:25:47 I'm sorry.
860 01:25:50 I'm just sorry that I pushed.
861 01:25:51 And... I...
862 01:25:54 just need you to come back.
863 01:26:00 I just really need you to come back, OK?
864 01:26:30 Hey, kiddo.
865 01:26:32 Hey.
866 01:26:39 Dad?
867 01:26:43 Yeah?
868 01:26:48 On Eleanor's birthday...
869 01:26:53 I...
870 01:26:57 I wasn't really thinking.
871 01:27:04 I found myself at the bridge.
872 01:27:10 I was standing on a ledge.
873 01:27:16 That's how I met Finch.
874 01:27:19 He found me there.
875 01:27:25 He saved me.
876 01:27:29 You... you weren't gonna...
877 01:27:31 I'm OK.
878 01:27:35 I was...
879 01:27:38 confused.
880 01:27:41 I was sad.
881 01:27:45 I'm OK.
882 01:27:50 I'm better now.
883 01:27:54 Wow.
884 01:27:57 Well, I'm glad Finch was there.
885 01:28:02 Me too.
886 01:28:09 I just wish I knew where he was.
887 01:28:14 Well...
888 01:28:18 you two have been a lot of places.
889 01:28:21 Is there any place else he might go?
890 01:29:54 Finch!
891 01:30:00 Finch!
892 01:30:05 Finch.
893 01:30:34 Marco!
894 01:31:54 On behalf of Finch's family,
895 01:31:56 I wanna thank you allfor being here today.
896 01:31:59 We've gathered to celebrateand to honor the memory of one
897 01:32:03 who will be incredibly missedbecause he has been so dearly loved.
898 01:32:08 The events of these past few days...
899 01:32:47 I'm gonna say bye.
900 01:32:48 OK, we'll wait for you.
901 01:32:53 Hey.
902 01:33:16 I should've been there.
903 01:33:32 I miss him.
904 01:33:37 Just so fucked.
905 01:33:52 I had no idea.
906 01:33:59 Sorry that I wasn't there for you.
907 01:34:04 It's OK.
908 01:34:07 I didn't know how to tell you.
909 01:34:14 I would miss you.
910 01:34:20 Yeah, I know you would.
911 01:36:05 "Travelers' Prayer Chapel,
912 01:36:10 created as a sanctuary
913 01:36:11 for the weary travelersto stop and rest along their way.
914 01:36:16 It was built in memoriam to those
915 01:36:18 who have lost their livesin auto accidents...
916 01:36:26 and as a place for healing.
917 01:36:32 We remember those who are no longer here,
918 01:36:35 who were taken from us too soon,
919 01:36:37 and who we will always keepin our hearts."
920 01:37:31 I used to be worriedabout everything.
921 01:37:36 Things that seemed meaningful...
922 01:37:39 were actually meaningless.
923 01:37:42 I worried about life.
924 01:37:47 I worried about what would happenif I let myself feel again.
925 01:37:52 I thought I didn't deserve to.
926 01:38:01 Then...
927 01:38:03 without really knowing...
928 01:38:09 I changed.
929 01:38:15 I wasn't worriedabout what would happen if I lived.
930 01:38:20 I was worried aboutwhat would happen if I didn't.
931 01:38:25 What I would miss.
932 01:38:28 I worried about not remembering.
933 01:38:32 Not remembering all of the moments...
934 01:38:39 all of the places...
935 01:38:46 ...and that's because of Finch.
936 01:38:52 Because he taught me to wander.
937 01:39:00 He taught methat you don't have to climb a mountain
938 01:39:03 to stand on top of the world.
939 01:39:09 That even the ugliest of placescan be beautiful,
940 01:39:14 as long as you take the time to look.
941 01:39:25 That it's OK to get lost...
942 01:39:31 as long as you find your way back.
943 01:39:40 But in learning all of that,
944 01:39:42 I missed seeingsomething more important...
945 01:39:48 seeing Finch.
946 01:39:53 I missed that he was in pain.
947 01:40:03 I missed that he was teaching meall along
948 01:40:07 how to move on.
949 01:40:14 Finch was a dreamer.
950 01:40:18 He dreamt while he was awake.
951 01:40:23 He dreamt of all the beauty in the world,and he made it come to life.
952 01:40:33 Finch taught me that there's beautyin the most unexpected of places.
953 01:40:44 And that there are bright places,
954 01:40:48 even in dark times.
955 01:40:58 And that if there isn't...
956 01:41:02 you can be that bright place...
957 01:41:06 with infinite capacities.
958 01:42:00 鈾?Two, three, four... 鈾?986
959 01:42:33 鈾?"Kid, don't you cry" 鈾?988
960 01:42:42 鈾?"It's all right" 鈾?990
961 01:42:51 鈾?Lesson learned 鈾?992
962 01:42:58 鈾?Are you... too young to burn? 鈾?994
963 01:43:08 鈾?Too young to burn 鈾?996
964 01:43:16 鈾?Too young to burn 鈾?998
965 01:43:43 鈾?Now I sit by my window 鈾?1000
966 01:43:51 鈾?And I see all the people 鈾?1002
967 01:44:00 鈾?Every tear rolling down is a... 鈾?1004
968 01:44:08 鈾?Are you too old to turn? 鈾?1006
969 01:44:16 鈾?Too young 鈾?1008
970 01:44:26 鈾?Too young, too young 鈾?1010
971 01:44:35 鈾?Too young, too young 鈾?1012
972 01:44:45 鈾?Ha-ah-ha 鈾?1014
973 01:44:53 鈾?Ha-ah-ha 鈾?1016
974 01:45:01 鈾?Too young, too young 鈾?1018
