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1 00:02:42 We have to move.Come on!
2 00:02:44 Bombs blasted.Soldiers were shot.
3 00:02:50 Yes.I expect those things
4 00:02:51 would happen in a war.
5 00:02:52 Well, if you know,
6 00:02:54 then no reason for me
7 00:02:55 to keep answeringyour questions.
8 00:02:57 Did you answer one?I must've missed it.
9 00:03:05 What do you expectto get from this?
10 00:03:08 "Get from this"?
11 00:03:10 If you think that'sa difficult question,
12 00:03:12 you might want to reconsideryour future in journalism.
13 00:03:16 I'm curious.
14 00:03:18 That never bodes well.
15 00:03:20 Well, maybe for you.
16 00:03:27 You're making a big dealout of nothing.
17 00:03:29 They're just pictures.
18 00:03:30 I don't believe that.
19 00:03:32 There must be storiesbehind them.
20 00:03:34 Why does it matter?
21 00:03:37 They should be heard.
22 00:03:41 Don't you want the worldto know about you?
23 00:03:46 Well, isn't that whyyou went there?
24 00:03:51 You think I went to warso people would know my name?
25 00:03:54 - I didn't say that.- I think you did.
26 00:03:57 I'm not tryingto interrogate you.
27 00:03:59 All interviewsare interrogations.
28 00:04:01 The good ones, anyway.
29 00:04:05 Were all of these published?
30 00:04:07 - Some were.- But not all?
31 00:04:15 What do I get?
32 00:04:16 What do you mean?
33 00:04:18 I tell youabout these pictures.
34 00:04:20 I give you all of my stories.
35 00:04:22 What do I get in return?
36 00:04:28 Does it have to beso transactional?
37 00:04:31 Well, that's what life is.
38 00:04:46 I'll tell you a story about me
39 00:04:47 if you'll tell me a storyabout you.
40 00:04:54 Fine.
41 00:05:01 I'd been the model,
42 00:05:03 I'd been the muse,I'd been the ingenue.
43 00:05:06 But I was donewith all of that.
44 00:05:09 I was good at drinking,
45 00:05:11 having sex,and taking pictures.
46 00:05:12 And I did all threeas much as I could.
47 00:05:16 Life was fun.
48 00:05:30 Beautiful,beautiful, beautiful.
49 00:05:34 That's great.
50 00:06:15 How many argumentsdo you think they've had
51 00:06:16 since we left?
52 00:06:18 You think they actuallygot out of bed?
53 00:06:20 Hello?
54 00:06:23 No.He's not a "lunatic".
55 00:06:25 He's calculated. Evil.And he won't last.
56 00:06:29 But the Germansseem to love him.
57 00:06:31 Well, the French do not.
58 00:06:33 - Vive la France, mon amour.- Lunch is served.
59 00:06:34 Bravo. Come sit.
60 00:06:36 Merci.
61 00:06:38 Please,no more politics.
62 00:06:40 So, I was thinking,
63 00:06:41 we should swimbefore cocktails this evening.
64 00:06:44 Wonderful. I agree.
65 00:06:46 But seriously,
66 00:06:47 France will not standfor his ideas,
67 00:06:50 we will move against him.
68 00:06:52 And when that fails,England will be ready
69 00:06:54 to ride to your rescueonce more.
70 00:06:56 -Ah.- Darling, you're here!
71 00:06:58 We were going to send outa search party.
72 00:07:00 The English love to bragabout saving the day.
73 00:07:03 It helps that you usually wait
74 00:07:04 until the last second.
75 00:07:09 - Roland.- Hi.
76 00:07:11 Roland. Welcome.
77 00:07:12 Was ita hideously long journey?
78 00:07:14 From Cassis?
79 00:07:15 From London,of course.
80 00:07:17 I got stuckbehind a farmer.
81 00:07:18 You know Roland, don't you?
82 00:07:20 If I did, would I like him?
83 00:07:22 He's quite charming.
84 00:07:24 Mm. So I won't get bored
85 00:07:25 if we continuewith this introduction?
86 00:07:27 I doubt it.
87 00:07:28 His art gallery is sellingyour tits and ass.
88 00:07:31 How much?
89 00:07:33 Oh. I get to speak for myself?
90 00:07:36 But clearly not pricedhigh enough.
91 00:07:38 Sold far too quickly.
92 00:07:41 I'd like to haveheld onto them longer.
93 00:07:44 Suits me. I never did liketo hang around.
94 00:07:47 Haven't you heard?That's what all ex-models do.
95 00:07:50 They travel the world
96 00:07:52 and pretendto be someone interesting.
97 00:07:58 What about you?Why don't I know you?
98 00:08:01 Well, I'm notparticularly important.
99 00:08:03 I just peddle their wares.
100 00:08:04 Well, if you're notthat important,
101 00:08:06 maybe you shouldcut your commission?
102 00:08:08 I work night and dayfor you, my dear man.
103 00:08:10 Oh.
104 00:08:12 You don't look like someonewho works night and day.
105 00:08:15 And there's painton your hands,
106 00:08:16 so I assumeyou're also an artist.
107 00:08:19 I see you don't wash it off,
108 00:08:22 is that becauseyou want people to know?
109 00:08:24 Or do you leave it therebecause you need
110 00:08:25 to convince yourselfthat you are?
111 00:08:29 And you pour your own wine
112 00:08:30 before asking the hostif you could.
113 00:08:34 I'll bet the membersof any major family in England
114 00:08:36 know your name before youwalk through the door.
115 00:08:40 You're partof the establishment,
116 00:08:41 and you hate that.
117 00:08:44 Am I right?
118 00:08:48 My lot are Quakers.Not exactly establishment.
119 00:08:52 But otherwise...
120 00:08:55 She can see us all.
121 00:08:58 Can I have a go?
122 00:09:00 Please.
123 00:09:03 Good luck with that!
124 00:09:06 Hmm. You...
125 00:09:09 grew up staunchlymiddle class,
126 00:09:11 which means you were poorfor the rich people
127 00:09:13 and rich for the poor people,
128 00:09:15 so you feelyou never fitted in either.
129 00:09:19 You're used to peoplegetting distracted
130 00:09:20 just by looking at you.
131 00:09:22 You've learned to use that.
132 00:09:24 Which makes youcleverer than most.
133 00:09:27 You dislike anyonewho questions you,
134 00:09:32 especially when you knowyou're wrong.
135 00:09:36 And you have secrets.
136 00:09:39 Many...
137 00:09:41 that you'll never share.
138 00:09:45 I'm never wrong.
139 00:09:47 That's our Lee.
140 00:09:50 And I can pourmy own wine, too.
141 00:09:53 Salute!
142 00:10:03 I've known you almost as longas I've known Jean.
143 00:10:06 And I love you nearly as much.
144 00:10:10 We miss you.
145 00:10:12 Come back to Paris with us.
146 00:10:16 I don't knowwho I am in Paris any more.
147 00:10:21 The question is,
148 00:10:24 who do you want to be now,Lee Miller?
149 00:10:27 And what are you going to doabout that?
150 00:11:19 I've seen your work,you know.
151 00:11:23 Tits and ass,
152 00:11:25 I remember.
153 00:11:27 No, I mean your real work,
154 00:11:30 your photographic work.
155 00:11:33 You're really very impressive.
156 00:11:36 Thank you.
157 00:11:38 I'd rathertake a picture than...
158 00:11:41 be one.
159 00:11:50 Do you mind if I come in?
160 00:11:53 You've known mefor four hours.
161 00:11:57 Just imaginewhat I could know after five.
162 00:12:27 Roland?
163 00:12:34 Roland?
164 00:13:14 Ah.
165 00:13:17 Hello.
166 00:13:19 Morning.
167 00:13:25 We were taking bets
168 00:13:26 on what timewe'd see you today.
169 00:13:28 Mm. Who won?
170 00:13:30 Guess.
171 00:13:32 Well, he's much less squarethan I would've thought.
172 00:13:40 Ah, he lives.Morning.
173 00:13:42 Barely.
174 00:13:44 - Morning.-Morning.
175 00:13:51 May I?
176 00:13:54 Please.
177 00:14:01 Now look here.
178 00:14:11 If I fall down these stepsand die,
179 00:14:14 be sure to saynice things about me.
180 00:14:17 Don't let Man Raygo on one of his rants.
181 00:14:20 "She lived as she looked,
182 00:14:22 "frivolouslyand with adventure."
183 00:14:24 I'm not frivolous.
184 00:14:27 I'm not.
185 00:14:29 Where should we go from here?
186 00:14:32 Well...
187 00:14:34 Certainly not back down there.
188 00:14:39 I leave tomorrow.
189 00:14:43 Come with me to London?
190 00:14:50 When was the last timeyou spent longer
191 00:14:51 than a few monthsin one place?
192 00:14:55 How can you possiblyknow all there is to know
193 00:14:57 if you stay in the same placeall the time?
194 00:15:01 And you findenough purpose in that?
195 00:15:02 Well, maybe I haven'tfound anything
196 00:15:05 interesting enoughto keep me around.
197 00:15:08 Anything or anyone?
198 00:15:27 God.
199 00:15:32 Don't run.
200 00:15:35 Well...
201 00:15:43 Would you just...
202 00:15:52 This little ladyat the Shoe and Leather Fair
203 00:15:54 is showing off dainty footwearfor policemen.
204 00:15:56 But the seriousside of the show
205 00:15:58 has some very pretty thingsfor you to look at.
206 00:15:59 And you canlook at the shoes too.
207 00:16:04 Going from one extremeto the other,
208 00:16:06 when Hitlerhas his 48th birthday,
209 00:16:08 they make a show of itin a big way.
210 00:16:10 In fact, over there,
211 00:16:11 the recipe for successfulbirthday parties
212 00:16:12 seems to be something like
213 00:16:14 throw a few hundred menon parade,
214 00:16:16 present a few dozen coloursflapping in the breeze...
215 00:16:18 - Jesus, look at them all.- They're idiots.
216 00:16:22 But dangerous.
217 00:16:24 They're all brainwashed.
218 00:16:25 Not everyone can believe this.
219 00:16:27 Surely they can seewhat he is.
220 00:16:29 But they don't.Look at them.
221 00:16:31 This is not an act.
222 00:16:33 The onlysane response
223 00:16:34 to tyranny is to paint.
224 00:16:36 - To create.- And drink.
225 00:16:38 And write!And dance!
226 00:17:13 I stilldon't understand
227 00:17:15 how none of you saw it coming.
228 00:17:17 It happened so slowly,
229 00:17:21 yet kind of overnight.
230 00:17:23 We woke up one morning
231 00:17:25 and Hitler was the mostpowerful man in Europe.
232 00:17:29 Even as it was happeningit didn't feel real.
233 00:17:34 So what did you do?
234 00:17:38 Well...
235 00:17:41 I got on with my life.
236 00:17:43 By then, Europe was at war.
237 00:17:46 But it all seemeda long way from London.
238 00:17:49 Roland, as an artistand conscientious objector,
239 00:17:52 had been hired to developcamouflage techniques
240 00:17:54 for the war effort.
241 00:17:56 And we felt safe.
242 00:17:58 Roland?
243 00:18:00 Darling, you're back.
244 00:18:03 Holy hell.
245 00:18:05 Your turn.
246 00:18:07 Which attacked the Italian...
247 00:18:08 Please, let me start dinner.
248 00:18:10 Come on,I've had a breakthrough.
249 00:18:12 - You promised.- I didn't promise.
250 00:18:15 I make it a pointnever to promise anything.
251 00:18:18 All right.
252 00:18:20 - How was town?- Horrible.
253 00:18:23 It took forever to find a cab.
254 00:18:28 - Where do you want me?- Right here, please.
255 00:18:31 ...a considerable blow
256 00:18:33 to Mussolini...
257 00:18:35 You ready?
258 00:18:41 All right,make me invisible.
259 00:18:44 If I can make you invisible
260 00:18:46 then I can hide anything.
261 00:18:50 [OVER RADIO] ...that theloss of German aircraft
262 00:18:53 to anti-aircraft defensive...
263 00:18:54 Be quick, I'm starving.
264 00:18:56 Queues were dreadful.
265 00:18:58 But I did find ussome butter today.
266 00:18:59 Mm-hmm.
267 00:19:01 And they had chilli powderat Fortnum's,
268 00:19:02 so if we have to eat rats,
269 00:19:04 at leastthey'll be well spiced.
270 00:19:17 Concentrate.
271 00:19:19 That's quite hard to do.
272 00:19:28 Oh, God.
273 00:19:30 Oh, Jesus!
274 00:19:44 Hmm?
275 00:19:47 Don't be territorial, Audrey.
276 00:19:49 Editorial, I think you mean.
277 00:19:52 Excuse me, Miss Withers.
278 00:19:54 There's a Lee Millerto see you.
279 00:19:55 The Lee Miller?
280 00:19:57 What's she doing in London?
281 00:19:58 Goodness.Do show her in, Maud.
282 00:20:01 Do come in.
283 00:20:04 Thank you.
284 00:20:08 - Cecil Beaton, hello.- Well, well.
285 00:20:13 Something to say?
286 00:20:17 Lee Miller. I hear you'rethe woman to see about a job.
287 00:20:21 Audrey Withers.
288 00:20:22 And, yes, I am.Please, do sit down.
289 00:20:24 Thank you.
290 00:20:28 May I?
291 00:20:29 We don't hire older models.
292 00:20:31 Oh, don't blow a gasket.
293 00:20:33 - I'm not a model any more.- Oh, dear.
294 00:20:36 - So what exactly are you then?- Cecil.
295 00:20:39 Would you give us a moment?
296 00:20:42 Please.
297 00:20:43 I'll be backto fix this disaster.
298 00:20:50 I do apologise for Cecil.
299 00:20:52 - He can be a bit of a...- Monster?
300 00:20:55 No. He never could hidehis disappointment
301 00:20:57 that women get old.
302 00:20:59 That's true.
303 00:21:01 And not entirely uniqueto men in fashion.
304 00:21:04 But he is irritatinglytalented, so I manage.
305 00:21:15 Where was this taken?
306 00:21:17 That's, er, Syria.
307 00:21:19 Erm, my studio workis right here.
308 00:21:26 Er...
309 00:21:27 Oh, these really arerather spectacular.
310 00:21:31 Mm, thank you.
311 00:21:32 But Cecil is right,I'm afraid.
312 00:21:35 We're not hiringat the moment.
313 00:21:37 To be frank, what withall that's going on,
314 00:21:39 we're not sure how much longerthey'll let us keep at it.
315 00:21:42 Let me get throughthe next issue,
316 00:21:45 see where we standand we'll talk again.
317 00:21:48 How does that sound?
318 00:21:50 She didn't say no.
319 00:21:52 She didn't say yes.
320 00:21:54 You're looking at thisthe wrong way.
321 00:21:55 Oh, please. You weren't there.
322 00:21:59 I just wanna do my part,how hard can it be?
323 00:22:03 You'll find something,my love.
324 00:22:04 God, that is so patronising.
325 00:22:13 Darling, I needto tell you something.
326 00:22:15 What?
327 00:22:16 I've heardthat people in Paris
328 00:22:18 are going underground.
329 00:22:21 What do you mean?
330 00:22:22 It's getting dangerous.
331 00:22:25 Paul, Nusch, Solange, Jean,
332 00:22:29 they'll all be in hidingfrom the Nazis.
333 00:22:33 Why didn't yougo back to Paris?
334 00:22:36 I couldn't. Not then.
335 00:22:39 Paris was occupiedby the Nazis,
336 00:22:42 and Britain was all alone,
337 00:22:44 and we were totally cut off.
338 00:22:47 So, what elseis there to know?
339 00:22:50 Oh, plenty.
340 00:22:52 And although my friends wereliving under occupation,
341 00:22:54 even theywere doing something.
342 00:22:56 Paul and Nuschhad joined the resistance.
343 00:23:00 But I didn't know that then
344 00:23:03 and I had no wayof reaching them.
345 00:23:06 And, er...
346 00:23:08 And then everyone starteddoing their bit.
347 00:23:10 Roland was out most nightsbeing an Air Raid Warden.
348 00:23:12 And I felt useless.
349 00:23:14 And the more depressed I got,the smaller my ass got.
350 00:23:17 Which is usually the opposite.
351 00:23:20 But did she end upgiving you the job?
352 00:23:22 Oh, yeah,she caved pretty quickly.
353 00:23:24 I think she realisedthat wrangling Cecil Beaton
354 00:23:27 would be a lot more funwith another woman around.
355 00:23:34 Cecil Beaton...
356 00:23:36 Ugh.
357 00:23:42 - Is everyone all right?- Mercifully, yes.
358 00:23:44 Where's Audrey?
359 00:23:46 There.
360 00:23:47 It's actuallynot as bad as it looks.
361 00:23:49 The structure is sound.
362 00:23:51 But we will need to movein the basement for a while.
363 00:23:52 Are we out of business?
364 00:23:53 Oh! I don't seewhy we should be.
365 00:23:55 I spoke to the Ministrythis morning,
366 00:23:57 and we have our paper ration.
367 00:23:58 - Well, that's a relief.- We also have a mission.
368 00:24:01 To encourage the womenof Britain to do their duty.
369 00:24:05 Might I borrow thesefor a moment?
370 00:24:08 - Certainly.-Thank you.
371 00:24:10 Maud, come with me.
372 00:24:13 Er, and you.
373 00:24:15 - Would you care to join us?- She's so creative.
374 00:24:18 Just hold itin position...
375 00:24:19 - Okay.- ...with this ridiculous
376 00:24:20 strap thing.
377 00:24:21 -I can't see a thing.- Can't see a thing?
378 00:24:23 - I can't see.-My gosh.
379 00:24:24 Here, this is your...Right here. Right, here we go.
380 00:24:28 There!
381 00:24:31 There, that's it.
382 00:24:32 Oh, goodness.
383 00:24:34 Maud, you can sit right there.All right, here we go.
384 00:24:36 Pay no attentionto the burning building
385 00:24:38 over my shoulder.
386 00:24:41 The Blitzturned houses inside out,
387 00:24:44 streets upside down,
388 00:24:46 and created chaosfor the people of London.
389 00:24:51 But everyone carried on
390 00:24:52 and I did what I couldto capture it.
391 00:24:58 Men were sent off to fight.
392 00:25:00 The wives were left behindcaring for their children.
393 00:25:04 Without that responsibility
394 00:25:06 we were ableto be single-minded.
395 00:25:08 We worked all hours.
396 00:25:11 Anything to getthe next issue out.
397 00:25:16 The months rolled by...
398 00:25:18 ...bombs rained down.
399 00:25:20 It became part of daily life.
400 00:25:24 There were timeswhen we froze our asses off,
401 00:25:26 but we just kept going.
402 00:25:29 Audrey was a terrific boss
403 00:25:32 and we became friends.
404 00:25:34 There wasn't much more to itthan that.
405 00:25:37 Oh, Audrey.
406 00:25:42 Children?
407 00:25:43 Oh, God, no. You?
408 00:25:46 Oh, God, no.
409 00:25:51 May I?
410 00:25:58 So you neveractually wanted children?
411 00:26:03 Well, I never thought I could.
412 00:26:10 I was nevercut out for mothering.
413 00:26:17 Why are you asking anold woman so many questions?
414 00:26:20 - Come on, you're not that old.- Oh.
415 00:26:23 Now, isn't that like a man?
416 00:26:26 First, I'm not young enough,then I'm not old enough.
417 00:26:29 Just trying to understand.
418 00:26:32 What?
419 00:26:34 Trying to understand you.
420 00:26:41 Target...
421 00:26:46 I was ambitious.
422 00:26:48 I was goodat shooting on my own.
423 00:26:50 Er...
424 00:26:52 Maybe form a line.
425 00:26:54 In my experience,
426 00:26:55 working partnershipswere tricky.
427 00:26:57 And there canonly be one boss.
428 00:27:01 Evening, ladies.
429 00:27:03 But then Davy SchermanfromLife Magazine showed up.
430 00:27:06 - Hello.- Hiya.
431 00:27:09 Not exactly the placeI thought
432 00:27:10 I'd find another Yank.
433 00:27:12 Uh-huh.
434 00:27:14 It's a little bit dark.
435 00:27:16 I know.
436 00:27:17 May I?
437 00:27:21 Suddenly it wasn'ta competition, we were a team.
438 00:27:26 It felt easy.
439 00:27:29 - Left a little.- Yes, ma'am.
440 00:27:31 - Say "Blitz".-Blitz!
441 00:27:34 Thank you.
442 00:27:39 - Thank you.- You're welcome.
443 00:28:02 I'm afraid this isas far as you can go, ma'am.
444 00:28:04 No, I...I'm with Vogue Magazine.
445 00:28:06 Look, she's with me.
446 00:28:07 You needmilitary accreditation
447 00:28:09 beyond this point.
448 00:28:10 Oh, God.
449 00:28:12 The publicationswere informed, ma'am.
450 00:28:13 Only non-military accessfor women.
451 00:28:16 Please make your wayover toward the mess block.
452 00:28:22 Jeez.
453 00:28:23 You think they'd let upafter I spent hours
454 00:28:25 in that goddamn car.
455 00:28:28 Sorry.
456 00:29:59 Oh.
457 00:30:00 - Hello.-Oh, excuse me.
458 00:30:01 I'm Lee Miller.I work for Vogue.
459 00:30:03 Oh! Ann Douglas, ATA.
460 00:30:06 Wow, you fly.
461 00:30:08 Only ferrying our bombersbetween bases. But...
462 00:30:11 Yes, I do.
463 00:30:12 Would you mindif I took your picture?
464 00:30:14 Oh, no problem.
465 00:30:20 Your work, it really, erm...
466 00:30:22 It lets us knowwhat's going on out there.
467 00:30:29 Thank you.
468 00:30:32 Let's push you backover here by the door.
469 00:30:36 Let's try that.
470 00:30:40 There you go.
471 00:30:43 See if we can get youin the magazine.
472 00:30:45 Oh. Does this sort of thingget published?
473 00:30:47 Hopefully.
474 00:30:50 Would you mindtaking off your hat?
475 00:30:53 Wonderful. Here we go.
476 00:30:58 There.
477 00:31:00 Don't wanna take any moreof your time.
478 00:31:01 Pleasure meeting you.
479 00:31:03 Lovely to meet you,Miss Miller.
480 00:31:09 Are you still stayingin that shitty hotel?
481 00:31:13 Not for long if I keepbringing home broken mirrors.
482 00:31:16 Mm. Well, you're welcometo stay here.
483 00:31:20 - We have the room.-You sure?
484 00:31:23 And Roland wouldn't mind?
485 00:31:25 The only people who care
486 00:31:27 about the menI'm sleeping with
487 00:31:28 are the menI'm not sleeping with.
488 00:31:39 Away?
489 00:31:41 Where?
490 00:31:42 The coast.
491 00:31:44 I'm only a few hours away.
492 00:31:47 For how long?
493 00:31:48 A while, I expect.
494 00:31:57 We're getting ready,aren't we?
495 00:31:59 For the invasion of Europe.
496 00:32:01 Oh, I know as much as you do,I'm afraid.
497 00:32:05 I'll be disguising tanksto look like ice cream kiosks,
498 00:32:08 but I didn't tell you that.
499 00:32:09 Davy, take our picturebefore he leaves.
500 00:32:16 Yep.
501 00:32:25 Aw.
502 00:32:27 Don't go.It won't be long.
503 00:32:31 Stop.
504 00:32:36 No. No. No!
505 00:32:39 Not somepoor woman's intimates!
506 00:32:42 If Lee Millerthinks she can...
507 00:32:43 It's not aboutwhat Lee Miller thinks
508 00:32:45 or doesn't think, Cecil.
509 00:32:47 This is about our dutyto our readers.
510 00:32:50 Those of uswithout housekeepers
511 00:32:53 or hot water
512 00:32:54 care abouta lot more than couture.
513 00:32:57 - It's not Vogue's place...- It's not your place!
514 00:33:01 The pants stay on the line.Thank you.
515 00:33:08 Lee.
516 00:33:11 Cecil.
517 00:33:13 Well, I thinkthat's what you English call
518 00:33:14 getting your knickersin a twist.
519 00:33:19 Only a womancould have taken these.
520 00:33:21 Well, thank you.
521 00:33:23 Audrey, listen to me.
522 00:33:26 When the time comes,send me to Europe.
523 00:33:29 The Ministryhas been very clear
524 00:33:31 that when the time comes,our duty will be...
525 00:33:33 To do our bit. Yes, yes, yes.I know, I know.
526 00:33:37 But why should the menget to decide what that is?
527 00:33:40 Why can't women go tothe frontline? Why?
528 00:33:43 As much as I admireyour tenacity, and I do, Lee,
529 00:33:47 it wouldn't work.
530 00:33:49 You wouldn't be ableto get anything back to us
531 00:33:51 without military sanction.
532 00:33:52 It's just fruitless.
533 00:33:54 I'm sorry.
534 00:33:57 Ask again.
535 00:34:02 Yeah. Yeah.
536 00:34:04 I'll be there.
537 00:34:08 All right, so long.
538 00:34:14 When do you go?
539 00:34:18 Dakota leaves in the morning.
540 00:34:21 You don't even speak French.
541 00:34:39 Hey.
542 00:34:41 Scoot over.
543 00:34:42 What's going on?You all right?
544 00:34:44 That's bullshit.
545 00:34:47 It's bullshit!
546 00:34:49 I knowit's not your fault.
547 00:34:52 But I should have the rightto go as much as you do.
548 00:34:53 The only reason you get to go
549 00:34:55 is becauseyou have a set of balls.
550 00:34:56 Lee,I was sleeping.
551 00:35:01 Look, I don't wannago anywhere.
552 00:35:04 I'm happy right herein this bed with you.
553 00:35:08 I understand, I really do.
554 00:35:10 The Britishand their damn rules,
555 00:35:12 they're never gonna send you.
556 00:35:14 Besides, you're an American.
557 00:35:18 Holy shit.
558 00:35:21 Holy shit!
559 00:35:23 That's right, I'm an American.
560 00:35:26 I'm an American.
561 00:35:28 You're a genius,Davy Scherman.
562 00:35:30 You're a goddamn,fucking genius!
563 00:35:34 Turns out, I'd been barking upthe wrong tree.
564 00:35:36 The British were nevergoing to send
565 00:35:38 a female correspondentto a war zone.
566 00:35:40 But the Americanswere different.
567 00:35:42 They weren't held backby tradition.
568 00:35:44 You're absolutely sureyou want to do this?
569 00:35:46 Yes. Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.
570 00:35:50 Will you be all right?
571 00:35:53 Let's hope so.
572 00:35:56 Do be careful.
573 00:35:58 - Please.- I'll try.
574 00:36:21 I was born determined.
575 00:36:24 And I had never felt so alive.
576 00:36:27 It was all an adventure to me.
577 00:36:29 I had to bewhere the action was
578 00:36:31 and that was Europe,
579 00:36:33 and I'd arrived.
580 00:36:35 And finally had a chanceto see things for myself.
581 00:36:40 There's no women allowedin the press briefings.
582 00:36:43 You've gotta be kidding me.
583 00:36:49 Is there a powder roomaround here?
584 00:37:08 The enemyis well-trained,
585 00:37:09 well-equipped,
586 00:37:11 and battle-hardened.
587 00:37:14 Our air offensive has reducedtheir strength in the air
588 00:37:16 and their capacityto wage war on the ground.
589 00:37:20 As you may know,we, along with our allies,
590 00:37:22 have increased the targetbombing over Germany
591 00:37:24 over the courseof the past few weeks.
592 00:37:27 Now, you will each be assignedto specific units
593 00:37:29 as we continueto put the pressure
594 00:37:31 on the ground attackhere in France.
595 00:37:34 It's pretty lively out there.
596 00:37:36 Watch your backs, your fronts.
597 00:37:38 Eyes on the road.
598 00:37:40 Dismissed.
599 00:37:55 You!
600 00:38:03 Well, you must be Lee Miller?
601 00:38:05 Well,it's a war zone, Colonel.
602 00:38:07 Just Lee is fine.
603 00:38:08 Well, "Just Lee",there's no women
604 00:38:10 in the press briefings.
605 00:38:11 I assumeyou received the instruction.
606 00:38:13 I guess I didn'thear correctly.
607 00:38:18 Can you hear me now?
608 00:38:19 Yes, sir.
609 00:38:21 We don't send women to combat.
610 00:38:23 Well, that's a problembecause I'm here.
611 00:38:25 Which means...
612 00:38:26 Which meansI have to deal with you.
613 00:38:32 Follow me.
614 00:38:40 These doctors performover 100 procedures per day.
615 00:38:43 Every day.
616 00:39:03 Just hold still.
617 00:39:18 Excusez-moi.
618 00:39:23 We needsome scissors here.
619 00:39:25 Jesus Christ! Light!
620 00:39:28 I need a light over here.
621 00:39:30 Here. Here, here.Over here with that.
622 00:39:32 - Lights!-Oh.
623 00:39:33 Come here.
624 00:40:18 Even when I wantedto look away...
625 00:40:23 I knew I couldn't.
626 00:40:30 Roland wrote to me every week
627 00:40:32 begging me to come home.
628 00:40:38 He didn't understandwhy I wanted to be there.
629 00:40:45 There were momentswhen I didn't either.
630 00:41:13 - May I?- Of course.
631 00:41:27 We have to keep going.
632 00:42:03 Hey.
633 00:42:06 I've seen you here.
634 00:42:09 Who are you?
635 00:42:10 I'm Lee.
636 00:42:12 - I'm with Vogue Magazine.- Yeah?
637 00:42:15 You scouting for models?
638 00:42:20 I don't need to, found you.
639 00:42:24 What's your name?
640 00:42:26 Kurt.
641 00:42:28 You have beautiful eyes, Kurt.
642 00:42:31 I've got my mom's eyes.
643 00:42:34 Lucky boy.
644 00:42:36 They tell meI'm going home.
645 00:42:42 Hey,
646 00:42:45 can you take my picture?
647 00:42:48 When I get homeand all handsome
648 00:42:50 I want my girlto see how brave I was.
649 00:42:56 Of course.
650 00:43:07 Miller.
651 00:43:12 Will you make surethey print that?
652 00:43:14 I promise.
653 00:43:22 Grab your kit.You're going to Saint-Malo.
654 00:43:26 You can hitch a ridewith Civil Affairs.
655 00:43:27 Really?
656 00:43:29 Write your own obituaryand send it to your editor
657 00:43:30 before you leave.
658 00:43:32 Standard practice.
659 00:43:34 Don't get excited.Town's pacified.
660 00:44:19 Goddamn it!Get out of here! Move!
661 00:44:22 What?
662 00:44:23 Hey! We have to move, come on.
663 00:44:25 What the hellare you doing here?
664 00:44:27 They just saidit was pacified.
665 00:44:29 No, no.You can't be here, lady.
666 00:44:33 Stay there!
667 00:44:34 Let's go! Eyes on me!
668 00:44:41 Charlie Three!
669 00:44:42 This is Baker One-Five.
670 00:44:44 Still receiving heavy firefrom enemy position. Over!
671 00:45:00 Coordinates...
672 00:45:02 Coordinates 325...
673 00:45:05 364.364. Over.
674 00:45:09 Don't mind me.
675 00:45:11 Up 100, left 200.
676 00:45:12 Up 100, left 200.
677 00:45:14 I'd stay awayfrom that window, Mac.
678 00:45:16 They've got snipers.
679 00:45:23 What the fuckwas that?
680 00:45:25 - Jesus Christ, you again?- You said to stay here.
681 00:45:30 - Downstairs now. Now!- No, wait.
682 00:45:33 You wanna be useful,
683 00:45:34 there's a bunchof French women in the cellar.
684 00:45:36 - Listen, buddy...- Find me one
685 00:45:37 that speaks English. God!
686 00:46:30 Yeah, honey,that's what they all say.
687 00:46:40 What you got?
688 00:46:44 That evil witch saysher neighbour's
689 00:46:46 been tipping off the Germansabout your night drops.
690 00:46:48 And the blonde?
691 00:46:50 She's just a girlwho got taken advantage of.
692 00:46:53 Sure she did.
693 00:46:55 What did you say?
694 00:46:56 That's whatthey all say.
695 00:46:59 -Private.- How dare you?
696 00:47:02 What the hell?
697 00:47:03 They put up the white flag!
698 00:47:08 Asshole.
699 00:47:33 Heil Hitler.
700 00:48:17 Fuck.
701 00:48:26 Who do Ihave to sleep with
702 00:48:27 to get some dinneraround here?
703 00:48:31 About fucking time.
704 00:48:33 Not to be sentimental but...
705 00:48:35 I am glad you're not dead.
706 00:48:37 Good to see you.
707 00:48:41 Come on.
708 00:48:44 So...
709 00:48:51 Are you all right?
710 00:48:55 Yeah.
711 00:48:57 Yeah, I'm fine.
712 00:49:01 This goddamnblank page.
713 00:49:05 Spoken like a true writer.
714 00:49:07 I want it to be good.
715 00:49:09 I want it to be true, but I...
716 00:49:11 I want it to be good.
717 00:49:14 Worry aboutthe true part first.
718 00:49:17 Make it good later.
719 00:49:26 - I'm happy to see you.-Yeah, you, too.
720 00:49:31 It was napalm, wasn't it?
721 00:49:34 Well, we didn't knowit was napalm
722 00:49:36 until much later.
723 00:49:42 Audrey couldn't figure out
724 00:49:43 why the censors refusedto print it.
725 00:49:48 Never thanked her.
726 00:49:50 For what?
727 00:49:52 Well...
728 00:49:53 For trying.
729 00:50:24 What's that?
730 00:50:26 It's a poem.
731 00:50:28 By Paul Eluard.
732 00:50:30 Who's he?
733 00:50:34 He's... He...
734 00:50:36 He's my friend.
735 00:50:53 "On my school books.
736 00:50:55 "On my desk.
737 00:50:57 "And on the trees.
738 00:50:59 "On the sand.
739 00:51:01 "On the snow.
740 00:51:03 "I write your name."
741 00:52:03 [IN ENGLISH] Excuse me.
742 00:52:06 Allez!
743 00:52:07 Excuse me.
744 00:52:23 What're they saying?
745 00:52:26 That she's a whore.
746 00:52:28 A dirty, collaborating whore.
747 00:52:51 No one can tell youwhat it feels like.
748 00:52:55 Shame.
749 00:53:00 There are different kindsof wounds.
750 00:53:06 Not just the ones you can see.
751 00:53:27 Liberation.
752 00:53:30 The word was as joyousas it felt.
753 00:53:34 People celebrated.
754 00:53:38 But Paris was just one city.
755 00:53:42 The war continuedacross Europe.
756 00:53:48 The fightingwas far from over.
757 00:53:53 And for me, well, things werejust getting going.
758 00:54:18 David Schermanand Lee Miller.
759 00:54:27 Any packages for Lee Miller?
760 00:54:34 Merci.
761 00:54:42 Mm-hmm.
762 00:54:48 Another loving metaphor?
763 00:54:50 Mm. Hmm.
764 00:55:00 Oh! God bless you,Audrey Withers.
765 00:55:08 If we're heading out do I,er, do I get to shave first?
766 00:55:12 That's all right. I'm, er...
767 00:55:15 I need to see a friend.
768 00:55:16 - I won't be long.- All right.
769 00:55:47 Relax. Come on.Take it off.
770 00:55:49 No.You wanted this.
771 00:55:51 No.
772 00:55:53 [IN ENGLISH] Come on.
773 00:55:55 Stop. Please.
774 00:55:57 No.
775 00:56:01 - No.-This is what you want.
776 00:56:06 [IN ENGLISH] Justshut up. Shut... Shh!
777 00:56:08 No!Shut up.
778 00:56:09 - You fuck, fuck!- What?
779 00:56:11 - Get off of her!-Get off of me.
780 00:56:13 - Crazy bitch.-Get away from her.
781 00:56:15 - Fucker, leave her alone!- Jesus Christ.
782 00:56:18 Asshole!
783 00:56:20 Jesus Christ.
784 00:56:22 You thinkthey'd be more grateful.
785 00:56:24 Get outta here.
786 00:56:27 Get outta here! Go on!
787 00:56:32 Dumb bitch.
788 00:56:34 Fucking...
789 00:56:38 Are you all right?
790 00:56:42 Here.
791 00:56:46 Next time...
792 00:56:48 cut it off!
793 00:58:00 Excuse me, madame.
794 00:58:12 Madame.
795 00:58:16 Solange?
796 00:58:18 Lee.
797 00:58:23 Oh, Solange!
798 00:58:27 Solange.
799 00:58:34 Oh!
800 00:58:41 Oh, my God.You're skin and bones.
801 00:58:45 You're freezing.
802 00:58:47 Yes.
803 00:58:58 Sit.
804 00:59:00 Come sit. Sit.
805 00:59:15 Solange...
806 00:59:21 They're gone.
807 00:59:24 Everyone's gone.
808 00:59:28 My son's gone.
809 00:59:31 He was trying to reachthe outskirts of Paris
810 00:59:34 to welcome the Americans.
811 00:59:38 We're here now.
812 00:59:40 Everything will be all right.
813 00:59:43 They shot him.
814 00:59:45 - The Germans.- What?
815 00:59:47 Jean made him promise notto join the resistance.
816 00:59:50 But I...
817 00:59:51 I could not stop him
818 00:59:53 after they tookhis father away.
819 00:59:57 - They took Jean away?- Yes.
820 00:59:59 Where did they take him?
821 01:00:01 I looked for himafter they released me.
822 01:00:05 Released you from...
823 01:00:07 From... From where, Solange?I don't understand.
824 01:00:11 You have to askthese questions
825 01:00:13 because you weren't here.
826 01:00:16 So you don't know.
827 01:00:19 No.
828 01:00:21 Come backto the hotel with me.
829 01:00:23 What if Jean comes backand he can't find me?
830 01:00:27 What if he comes backand there's this mess?
831 01:00:30 Please come with me.
832 01:00:33 I promiseI'll take care of you.
833 01:00:36 Promise.
834 01:00:38 Don't make promisesyou can't keep.
835 01:01:28 Davy!
836 01:01:51 Oh.
837 01:02:22 Davy!
838 01:02:23 Davy Scherman!
839 01:02:29 Lee,what are you doing?
840 01:02:33 Did they lock...
841 01:02:35 Did they lock the door?
842 01:02:41 Come on.
843 01:02:42 All right, all right.
844 01:02:48 Where'd you go?What the hell happened?
845 01:03:03 Here, drink this.
846 01:03:12 Okay. All right.
847 01:03:17 You're a good guy, Davy.
848 01:03:24 You're one of the good ones.
849 01:03:26 Yeah. I'm all right.
850 01:03:31 Really bad thingsdo happen.
851 01:03:34 You know?
852 01:03:39 Bad things do happento some of us girls.
853 01:03:46 Lee...
854 01:03:54 Lee, honey,what do you mean by that?
855 01:04:01 You know what?
856 01:04:03 We'll talk about it later.
857 01:04:06 Let's get you to bed, okay?
858 01:04:07 Lean back.
859 01:04:09 There you go. There you go.
860 01:04:19 It's all right.
861 01:04:46 Well, I think it's safe to say
862 01:04:47 you're gettingthe hang of this.
863 01:04:48 You think?
864 01:04:49 - It's damn good.- Oh.
865 01:05:20 "And by the power of the word
866 01:05:23 "I start my life again.
867 01:05:24 -"I am born to know you.-"To name you."
868 01:05:27 Liberte!
869 01:05:34 Oh.
870 01:05:35 I gave her my helmet.
871 01:05:36 She pissed in it.
872 01:05:39 Emptied it out the window.I'm trying not to look.
873 01:05:42 You know,disinfects it with hooch.
874 01:05:44 And then hands itstraight back to me.
875 01:05:47 And being Davy, he put itright back on his head.
876 01:05:48 Yep.
877 01:05:50 That's right.
878 01:05:51 Men usually do idiotic thingsaround our Lee.
879 01:06:00 It feels...
880 01:06:01 It feels strange to laugh.
881 01:06:06 We could never laughin hiding.
882 01:06:09 We could barely breathe.
883 01:06:11 Paris is like a smile
884 01:06:13 where half the teethare missing.
885 01:06:18 I saw Solange.
886 01:06:24 They kept her in prisonfor three months.
887 01:06:28 We didn't know where.
888 01:06:30 We didn't knowif she was alive.
889 01:06:32 And then one day she was back.
890 01:06:34 - Why did they take her?- Who knows.
891 01:06:37 Evil Nazi logic.
892 01:06:40 And what's happened to Jean?
893 01:06:43 Do...
894 01:06:44 - Do you know anything?-No.
895 01:06:45 We just...
896 01:06:47 We just don't know.Everyone's looking for someone
897 01:06:48 but none of ushave any answers.
898 01:06:52 They're fucking barbarians.
899 01:06:55 And it's not just Jews.
900 01:06:57 Artists. Communists.Homosexuals.
901 01:07:00 Black people. Gypsies.
902 01:07:03 Anyone with an opinion.
903 01:07:05 Anyone who didn't fittheir ideals.
904 01:07:07 They just disappeared.And with no warning.
905 01:07:11 All we know is
906 01:07:13 they pushed them onto trains.
907 01:07:16 Old women.
908 01:07:18 Tiny children.
909 01:07:20 And when they go offon those trains,
910 01:07:23 they don't come back.
911 01:07:25 Where do they take them?
912 01:07:27 They're just gone.
913 01:07:30 So many people are gone.
914 01:07:39 People don'tjust disappear.
915 01:07:43 Je sais pas.I don't... I don't know.
916 01:07:49 They do.
917 01:07:58 Mm.
918 01:08:09 Yes. Yes!
919 01:08:12 Audrey Withers.
920 01:08:13 Thanks for the care package.
921 01:08:15 [OVER PHONE] Lee!How's liberation of gay Paris?
922 01:08:18 They say it's marvellous.
923 01:08:19 It must just be one big party.
924 01:08:21 We're all on tenterhooksto hear what you have to say,
925 01:08:22 of course.
926 01:08:24 We're actuallycelebrating here.
927 01:08:25 Maud's mother's made a cake.
928 01:08:28 Have you spoken to Roland?How's he getting along?
929 01:08:33 Lee?
930 01:08:35 Are you there?
931 01:08:37 Have there been any reportsof missing people in the news?
932 01:08:40 Missing?
933 01:08:42 I don't understand.
934 01:08:44 Thousands and thousandsof missing people.
935 01:08:47 Erm, anything?
936 01:08:49 Sorry, it's not very clear.Who's missing?
937 01:08:53 - It's not over at all.- I know.
938 01:08:56 But by the timethe next issue goes to print
939 01:08:58 I'm sure there'llbe more good news.
940 01:09:00 Erm...
941 01:09:05 I've gotta go.
942 01:09:06 What...
943 01:09:08 - Do... Do be careful...-
944 01:09:41 What?
945 01:09:42 Look what the cat dragged in.
946 01:10:04 Oh, God!
947 01:10:12 Are you all right?
948 01:10:14 Mm-hmm.
949 01:10:18 I think you should come home.
950 01:10:22 I can't justcome home, Roland.
951 01:10:24 I've missed you terribly.
952 01:10:29 This'll all be over soon.
953 01:10:31 I think you've got to let melook after you now.
954 01:10:33 Look after me?
955 01:10:36 Oh, Jesus Christ.
956 01:10:41 - What's the matter?- Is that why you're here?
957 01:10:44 To escort me home?
958 01:10:46 No. No.
959 01:10:48 Everything's changed.It's all different now.
960 01:10:51 I'm the same.
961 01:10:54 You're the same.
962 01:10:55 Everything will be backto normal,
963 01:10:57 it'll all be better.
964 01:10:58 Normal?
965 01:11:01 You only want me homeso you can feel better
966 01:11:03 about spending the warpainting some fucking sheds.
967 01:11:05 There's no need to be cruel.
968 01:11:07 - What are you talking about?- Please keep your voice down.
969 01:11:10 People are missing.Our friends.
970 01:11:12 I can't just come home,sit still, and do nothing.
971 01:11:17 Lee.
972 01:11:20 - I don't have a choice.- That's not true.
973 01:11:22 Have you heard a goddamn wordI just said?
974 01:11:25 Yes, I have.
975 01:11:28 I'm just worried about you.
976 01:11:31 Well, don't.
977 01:11:33 And I love you.
978 01:11:36 Come home.
979 01:11:40 Please.
980 01:11:47 I love you, too.
981 01:12:18 Roland thinks I should...
982 01:12:19 "Roland thinks"is not really a sentence
983 01:12:22 I'd like to hearfinished right now.
984 01:12:28 I'm heading to the front.
985 01:12:36 Ready to go?
986 01:12:41 That's not what I thoughtyou were gonna say.
987 01:12:54 Why didn't Ijust go home?
988 01:12:58 I guess I could have.
989 01:13:01 But I've always been the lastto leave the party.
990 01:13:22 You want some?
991 01:13:25 Everybody's taking them.
992 01:13:27 Takes the edge off.
993 01:13:29 I'm all right, thanks.
994 01:13:32 Suit yourself.
995 01:13:56 Oh, God.
996 01:13:58 My entire body hurts.
997 01:14:06 Ugh!
998 01:14:18 We drove for months.
999 01:14:22 Didn't wash for weeks.
1000 01:14:28 Five hundred milesinto the worst of it all.
1001 01:14:45 - Colonel.- Miller.
1002 01:14:50 Suicide pacts.
1003 01:14:51 We're finding them everywhere.
1004 01:14:52 Whole familiesswallowing cyanide.
1005 01:14:54 We the first ones here?
1006 01:14:55 Yes, you are.
1007 01:15:00 Thanks.
1008 01:15:40 There's so much lifein a person's eyes.
1009 01:15:44 Right up until the momentthat there isn't.
1010 01:16:00 It was no longer somethingI'd heard about or imagined.
1011 01:16:06 It was real.
1012 01:16:30 Okay,that's far enough.
1013 01:16:33 Once you've seen it...
1014 01:16:36 ...you can never unsee it.
1015 01:17:16 No sign of life, sir.
1016 01:17:25 No sign of life.
1017 01:17:39 No sign of life, sir.
1018 01:17:43 Oh, my God.
1019 01:18:01 -Davy.- Yeah?
1020 01:18:03 Davy, give me a leg up.
1021 01:18:09 All right.
1022 01:18:12 Okay.
1023 01:21:24 It's all right.
1024 01:21:37 It's all right.
1025 01:21:40 See?
1026 01:21:47 I'm not gonna hurt you.
1027 01:21:50 I'm not gonna hurt you.
1028 01:21:55 I'm not gonnahurt you.
1029 01:23:16 Jesus Christ.
1030 01:23:26 What?
1031 01:24:02 Davy.
1032 01:24:10 And go.
1033 01:24:15 All right, let's go.
1034 01:24:19 Got it?
1035 01:24:21 Yeah.
1036 01:24:24 - Okay, come on.-Yeah.
1037 01:25:20 Davy, slow down. Slow down.
1038 01:25:24 Is this it?
1039 01:25:26 Yeah, left. Left.
1040 01:25:31 Prinzregentenplatz, yeah.
1041 01:25:54 -Hiya, press.- This place is off limits.
1042 01:25:57 Officers only.
1043 01:25:59 - Cigarette?- Thank you.
1044 01:26:03 - It's kinda chilly out, huh?-Sure is.
1045 01:26:09 I'm Lee Miller.
1046 01:26:11 This is my friendDavid Scherman.
1047 01:26:15 We'd love to step inside
1048 01:26:19 for a few moments if...
1049 01:26:21 that would be all right.
1050 01:26:26 Thank you.
1051 01:26:32 - Good evening.-Ma'am.
1052 01:27:21 You guysgot any requests?
1053 01:27:30 Welcome toHitler's humble abode.
1054 01:27:37 Thanks.
1055 01:27:39 -Cigarette?- Oh. Thank you.
1056 01:27:47 - Thank you.-Pleasure.
1057 01:28:04 - Hi.- Hi.
1058 01:28:30 Davy.
1059 01:28:43 Fuck.
1060 01:29:05 After you.
1061 01:29:46 Hey, Davy, it's hot.
1062 01:30:08 Davy.
1063 01:30:09 Come here.
1064 01:30:10 - What?- Come on, quick. I need you.
1065 01:30:14 For what?
1066 01:30:35 - Is it good?- Locked.
1067 01:30:38 All right.
1068 01:30:43 All right.
1069 01:30:45 Here?
1070 01:30:47 Yeah.
1071 01:31:00 - Ready?- Yeah. You?
1072 01:31:06 - Oh. Hot!- Wipe off the frame.
1073 01:31:13 - Yeah.- Fucking thing.
1074 01:31:15 Wait.
1075 01:31:20 Jesus Christ!
1076 01:31:26 Is that in?
1077 01:31:29 - Just check.- All right, it's in. Come on.
1078 01:31:32 Make sureyou can't see my tits,
1079 01:31:33 we'll never get itpast the censor.
1080 01:31:42 Go.
1081 01:32:12 Davy?
1082 01:32:14 I... I don't know...
1083 01:32:38 All those people.
1084 01:32:44 All those people.
1085 01:32:49 They were all my people.
1086 01:33:33 Hitler and Eva Braunwere dead
1087 01:33:35 by the time we werein his apartment.
1088 01:33:38 They'd committed suicidein Berlin.
1089 01:33:42 But we didn't know that.
1090 01:33:44 Did that change how you felt?
1091 01:33:47 Washingin Der Fuhrer's bathtub?
1092 01:33:52 What on earthmade you do that?
1093 01:33:56 You think it was wrong?
1094 01:34:00 I think it sounds like you.
1095 01:34:02 - What does that mean?- Being impulsive.
1096 01:34:04 Not thinkingabout the consequences
1097 01:34:06 or appearances.
1098 01:34:08 Why the hell should Icare about appearances?
1099 01:34:13 Why don't you answersome goddamn questions, hmm?
1100 01:34:17 Fine.
1101 01:34:21 Tell me about your mother.
1102 01:34:27 What do you want me to say?
1103 01:34:30 Up to you.
1104 01:34:42 I spent my entire life
1105 01:34:45 thinking thatI was the problem.
1106 01:34:50 My mere existencewas the problem.
1107 01:34:57 Took me a long time to realiseit wasn't me. It was her.
1108 01:35:05 I felt like she blamed me
1109 01:35:06 for everythingthat went wrong in her life.
1110 01:35:11 And...
1111 01:35:19 And that made me feel likeI ruined everything for her.
1112 01:35:30 That's really what you think?
1113 01:35:36 Do you haveanother explanation?
1114 01:35:46 That's disappointing.
1115 01:36:00 Stop.
1116 01:36:09 Jesus Christ.
1117 01:38:19 I think it's here.
1118 01:38:39 Where are they?
1119 01:38:43 - Where are my pictures?-Are they not there?
1120 01:38:45 - Let me look.- No, they're not fucking here!
1121 01:39:08 Lee?Hello, can I help you?
1122 01:39:12 Are... Are you lookingfor something in particular?
1123 01:39:15 Er...
1124 01:39:17 Can I... Can I help?
1125 01:39:20 Where are they? Huh?
1126 01:39:31 Oh, goodness!
1127 01:39:34 Stop! Stop!Please, you mustn't.
1128 01:39:35 These are mine.
1129 01:39:37 I took them. I decidewhat happens to them.
1130 01:39:40 Lee!
1131 01:39:45 Stop! Stop!Stop, stop, stop!
1132 01:39:47 Stop, they'rean historical record.
1133 01:39:50 Well, who cares?Nobody saw them!
1134 01:39:52 You didn't print them.
1135 01:39:53 I fought for them, Lee.I fought for them!
1136 01:39:56 - Fuck!- These must be preserved.
1137 01:39:57 For what? To just sitin a filing cabinet?
1138 01:39:59 The Ministry thoughtthey may disturb people.
1139 01:40:02 Fuck! This happened!
1140 01:40:04 - This really happened.- Lee. Lee!
1141 01:40:06 - This happened.- Lee, Lee.
1142 01:40:07 These imageswill disturb people
1143 01:40:09 more than they've alreadybeen disturbed.
1144 01:40:11 People need to move on.
1145 01:40:12 Move on? Move on?
1146 01:40:14 All right. This little girl,in a death camp,
1147 01:40:17 raped and beaten!
1148 01:40:19 How does she move on?How does she move on?
1149 01:40:22 Ever. Ever.
1150 01:40:25 Ever.
1151 01:40:37 I just wanna...
1152 01:40:49 I've sent themto New York.
1153 01:40:51 And I'm hopingthat American Vogue
1154 01:40:54 will publish them.
1155 01:40:55 I'm really trying, Lee.I'm really trying.
1156 01:41:03 Not hard enough.
1157 01:41:07 You're not trying hard enough.
1158 01:41:36 I know you thinkI've let you down.
1159 01:41:40 And I wish
1160 01:41:42 that you'd let me explain
1161 01:41:43 before you starteddestroying them.
1162 01:41:50 I'm sorry.
1163 01:42:05 My mother was unwell
1164 01:42:07 when I was seven years old.
1165 01:42:11 So I was sent to stay with
1166 01:42:16 family friendsuntil she got better.
1167 01:42:21 They were nice people.
1168 01:42:24 They were good to me.
1169 01:42:29 But there was another manwho came to visit.
1170 01:42:35 He had dark hair.
1171 01:42:43 He took care of meat the house when the...
1172 01:42:47 The familywent into town one day.
1173 01:42:54 He took me into the bedroom
1174 01:42:59 and told me,
1175 01:43:02 "Lie down."
1176 01:43:07 And he...
1177 01:43:11 He...
1178 01:43:19 My mother saidI should never tell.
1179 01:43:24 She was...
1180 01:43:26 She was so ashamed.
1181 01:43:34 So I've never told.
1182 01:43:41 Oh, I'm so sorry.
1183 01:43:50 It's unthinkable.
1184 01:43:55 But it happens all the time.
1185 01:44:08 And they justget away with it.
1186 01:45:31 This is a...
1187 01:45:34 lock of hair
1188 01:45:36 from your first haircut.
1189 01:45:45 This is the first bookI ever read to you.
1190 01:45:54 This is the first pictureyou ever drew.
1191 01:46:04 This is the first picture
1192 01:46:05 I ever took of youand your father.
1193 01:46:15 I know I made mistakes.
1194 01:46:19 And I know I may not have beena good mother, Tony.
1195 01:46:25 But I really tried.
1196 01:46:36 Why didn't you tell meabout any of this?
