黄蜂蜇 The Wasp(2024)(EN)Subtitles
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1 00:00:34 [WOMAN SOBBING AND SNIFFLING]
2 00:00:50 [PIGEONS COOING]
3 00:01:05 - [CHILDREN AND ADULTS TALKING]- [GASPS]
4 00:01:41 [BUZZING]
5 00:01:57 [BUZZING CONTINUES]
6 00:02:10 [BUZZING AND BANGING ON WINDOW]
7 00:02:24 [AGITATED BUZZING]
8 00:02:32 Have you called the guyabout the wasp nest yet?
9 00:02:37 Simon?
10 00:02:40 - What?- The wasp nest.
11 00:02:41 - Have you called?- SIMON: I will.
12 00:02:44 Still loads ofthe bloody things.
13 00:02:47 SIMON: I'll have himcome around Monday.
14 00:02:49 Make sureI'm around then, shall I?
15 00:03:01 Club meeting tonight,important I'm there.
16 00:03:04 Don't wait up.
17 00:03:09 Have you picked up thewine order for tomorrow night?
18 00:03:12 Not yet.
19 00:03:13 I need this dinnerto go well, Heather.
20 00:03:16 I know.
21 00:03:25 [BUZZING CONTINUES]
22 00:03:43 [BUZZING CONTINUES]
23 00:03:54 [AGITATED BUZZING]
24 00:04:08 [STRAINED COOING AND FLUTTERING]
25 00:04:12 Probably a fox got it.
26 00:04:22 [SPITS]
27 00:04:46 I need a rock.
28 00:05:07 [SIMON CLEARS THROAT,REMOVES SHOES]
29 00:05:39 [PIGEON COOING]
30 00:05:41 Carla.
31 00:05:45 What are you going to do?
32 00:05:51 Put it out of its misery.
33 00:05:57 [DOOR CLOSES]
34 00:06:05 SIMON: There he is. Big night?
35 00:06:07 Yeah, I was up till 2:00 a.IN.
36 00:06:10 My wife is madas a fucking hare.
37 00:06:16 [PANTING]
38 00:06:32 [EXHALES DEEPLY]
39 00:06:45 - Hi!- Oh, hello.
40 00:06:48 [OBJECT CLINKS]
41 00:06:50 Thanks, Ruby.
42 00:06:52 What is that?
43 00:06:54 It's a worry stone.
44 00:06:56 See?
45 00:06:57 It's comforting.
46 00:06:59 What are you worrying about?
47 00:07:02 Nothing.
48 00:07:05 Okay. Bye.
49 00:07:10 You going out on your own?
50 00:07:12 Going to my mate.
51 00:07:13 - You be careful, okay?- Yeah, I will.
52 00:07:17 - Your mum know you're going?- Yeah.
53 00:07:19 That's good.
54 00:07:54 [DISTANT BUZZING]
55 00:08:48 [PEOPLE LAUGHINGAND CONVERSING INDISTINCTLY]
56 00:08:59 Oh. [CHUCKLES]
57 00:09:00 - I was just coming for more wine.- Fridge.
58 00:09:03 Cool.
59 00:09:13 Someone order more wine?
60 00:09:18 [BUZZING]
61 00:09:21 [BREATHING RAGGEDLY]
62 00:09:46 - [BUZZING]- Fuck!
63 00:09:47 [PANTING]
64 00:10:06 [GRUNTING]
65 00:10:17 [SPEAKS INDISTINCTLY]
66 00:10:19 What are you doing?
67 00:10:22 [LOUD BUZZING]
68 00:10:30 - [PEOPLE MURMURING IN CONCERN]- MAN 1: What's going on?
69 00:10:36 MAN 2: See you soon.
70 00:10:38 And, um, less dramanext time. Okay?
71 00:10:49 [DOOR CLOSES]
72 00:10:50 [DISTANT BUZZING]
73 00:10:55 [EXHALES DEEPLY]
74 00:11:00 What the fuck?
75 00:11:06 And tonight?
76 00:11:14 You had to do that tonight.
77 00:11:22 I mean,I needed this to go well,
78 00:11:26 and you knew that.
79 00:11:29 Hmm?
80 00:11:34 Fuck!
81 00:11:52 I'll call the exterminatorin the morning.
82 00:12:07 [LOUD BUZZING]
83 00:12:59 - [SCANNER BEEPING]- [CELL PHONE VIBRATING]
84 00:13:11 CARLA: That's £39.40 thanks.
85 00:13:14 Autumn,it's my favourite time of year.
86 00:13:17 Helen!
87 00:13:18 - Not too hot, not too cold.- Am I done yet?
88 00:13:22 After her.
89 00:13:25 How much was it again?
90 00:13:27 Fuck's sake.
91 00:14:40 [CELL PHONE VIBRATING]
92 00:14:49 Stop shouting!
93 00:14:52 I'm coming, leaving now.
94 00:14:55 Stop fucking shouting!
95 00:15:06 - [BABY CRYING]- [PEOPLE ARGUING]
96 00:15:15 CARLA: What the fuckis going on in here then?
97 00:15:20 [PROGRAM PLAYING ON TV]
98 00:15:24 - Can I go out tonight?- Ask your dad.
99 00:15:27 - He ain't my dad.- Don't start.
100 00:15:29 - He's asleep.- Well, then.
101 00:15:38 [CELL PHONE BEEPS]
102 00:15:53 - [GROANS]- Oi, I'm going out.
103 00:15:55 I've got work.
104 00:17:02 Night then, James.
105 00:17:22 [BREATHING HEAVILY]
106 00:17:56 [SOFTLY] Fuck.
107 00:18:50 [CELL PHONE BUZZES]
108 00:19:16 You haven't changed a bit.
109 00:19:19 I mean, other than...
110 00:19:21 - When are you due?- Couple of months.
111 00:19:25 Wow.
112 00:19:26 Thanks.
113 00:19:29 You have.
114 00:19:31 - Sorry?- Changed.
115 00:19:34 [CHUCKLES]
116 00:19:35 God. I hope so.
117 00:19:40 So, what do you want then?
118 00:19:44 Uh...
119 00:19:45 Well, I... How are you?
120 00:19:49 How have you beensince we last saw each other?
121 00:19:52 I mean, I see the bits and bobson your social,
122 00:19:56 but you've had kids now,haven't you?
123 00:19:59 Yeah, four.Pretty hard work, if I'm honest.
124 00:20:01 But I love them.
125 00:20:03 What about you, you've got kids?
126 00:20:06 Uh, no.
127 00:20:08 No, I'd like to, but, no. Yeah.
128 00:20:12 Better hurry up.
129 00:20:13 I know.
130 00:20:22 My old man wanted another,and I just told him to fuck off.
131 00:20:25 So, what happened?
132 00:20:27 Just happened, I guess.Now he's all happy about it.
133 00:20:31 And you're not?
134 00:20:33 He won't be the one getting up atnight and changing nappies and such.
135 00:20:35 He never helped with all that.
136 00:20:37 He's traditional like that.
137 00:20:39 I don't mind,but I do mind, you know.
138 00:20:42 I must say you seem prettytogether for a mum of nearly five.
139 00:20:45 Well I have to be, don't I?
140 00:20:50 And where do you work now?
141 00:20:53 Cashier, supermarket.
142 00:20:55 Oh, yeah?
143 00:20:57 Whatever, it's fine.Why did you want to meet?
144 00:21:02 Um...
145 00:21:04 Yeah. Look,
146 00:21:06 I know that we weren'texactly mates at school.
147 00:21:09 Well, we actually werewhen I first moved here,
148 00:21:12 in fact, you were myfirst friend, my only friend.
149 00:21:15 I remember my accentused to be...
150 00:21:20 Anyway, um...
151 00:21:21 Yeah, after that,
152 00:21:23 before we got to the stage whereyou were with Kerry and that lot,
153 00:21:26 I definitely wasn't your friend.
154 00:21:29 Do you remember before,
155 00:21:31 like in Year 7,when we'd hang out after school?
156 00:21:35 Yes, sort of.
157 00:21:39 Do you remember that dayafter school with the pigeon?
158 00:21:45 Nope.
159 00:21:49 Perhaps I should startat the beginning.
160 00:21:51 Yeah, that would help.
161 00:21:53 [COUPLE CONVERSING INDISTINCTLY]
162 00:21:58 Um...
163 00:22:00 Look, do you know if there's anywheremore private that we could talk?
164 00:22:05 I have to be at work in half anhour, you can walk with me if you like.
165 00:22:08 Okay.
166 00:22:17 Look, so, I'm sorry if this isall a bit too much information.
167 00:22:20 I appreciate that we haven'tbeen in touch for years.
168 00:22:22 - I do appreciate that.- Get on with it.
169 00:22:25 Alright, so, my husband and Ihave been trying to conceive a baby
170 00:22:29 for several years now...
171 00:22:31 Ain't sex working?
172 00:22:33 Well, no.
173 00:22:35 Is it him? It's usually the man.
174 00:22:37 No, we looked into itand it appears to be me.
175 00:22:39 You do know there's only about twodays when you're really ready, yeah?
176 00:22:43 Yeah. We've done all the timing,we've tried everything, I promise you.
177 00:22:46 We also tried some IVF,but it's not working.
178 00:22:50 Gutting.
179 00:22:53 I got pregnant first timeevery time I tried.
180 00:22:56 Well, that's wonderful for youthat you found it so easy.
181 00:22:59 Do you want this one?
182 00:23:01 What? No.
183 00:23:04 Suit yourself.
184 00:23:13 Carla!
185 00:23:16 Could you slow down?
186 00:23:23 That's just it. I wanted totalk to you about something.
187 00:23:33 Go on.
188 00:23:35 This is inthe strictest confidence.
189 00:23:37 - Please don't tell anyone.- Go on.
190 00:23:39 My husband, Simon.
191 00:23:41 He's been emailinganother woman.
192 00:23:47 Hold up.
193 00:23:48 I ain't good at agony aunt shit.I ain't gonna be much help.
194 00:23:52 So if that's whyyou wanted to meet...
195 00:23:54 No.
196 00:23:56 No, it isn't.
197 00:23:57 I'm not onefor being nice and that.
198 00:24:00 What's that word?
199 00:24:01 - Empathising?- Whatever.
200 00:24:03 I'm not good at that.
201 00:24:07 Carla!
202 00:24:11 It's been going onfor two years.
203 00:24:13 You've let this carry onfor two years?
204 00:24:15 - Please!- Fuck's sake.
205 00:24:17 In the last week, he's emailed herto say that he wants to finally meet.
206 00:24:20 Why has it taken themtwo years to meet?
207 00:24:23 She said she's overseas.
208 00:24:25 How do you know?
209 00:24:26 - The emails.- Exactly.
210 00:24:29 - Sorry?- I'm sorry,
211 00:24:30 you haven't gotmuch of a leg to stand on.
212 00:24:32 You've been reading his emailsfor two years.
213 00:24:35 You should've said somethingwhen it started.
214 00:24:37 He's gonna hold thatagainst you.
215 00:24:39 I haven't been reading them.
216 00:24:41 Well, I have, but not inthe way that you think.
217 00:24:43 I haven't beenaccessing his account.
218 00:24:45 But how do you knowwhat he's been writing to her?
219 00:24:48 Because it's me.
220 00:24:50 Who's you?
221 00:24:52 The other woman, it's me.
222 00:24:55 He's been emailing me.
223 00:24:58 You crafty little cunt.
224 00:25:00 I love it.
225 00:25:08 I was paranoidthat he was cheating on me.
226 00:25:11 So, a couple of years back,
227 00:25:12 I created a fake profileand messaged him.
228 00:25:15 I guess I was right to be paranoidbecause he messaged back.
229 00:25:18 Yes, he bloody did.
230 00:25:20 I probably shouldn't havelet it go on so long,
231 00:25:22 - but he kept getting in touch, so...- I love it.
232 00:25:25 I'm not proud of myself.
233 00:25:27 Why not? I would be.
234 00:25:29 Like you said, I don'treally have a leg to stand on.
235 00:25:31 Oh, fuck that. Honeytrap, mate.
236 00:25:33 You set a honeytrap and hewent for it, everyone does it.
237 00:25:35 Everyone?
238 00:25:37 Yeah, the only way to make sure
239 00:25:38 that your blokeisn't playing the field,
240 00:25:40 men are like that, see.You have to catch them out
241 00:25:43 just to remind themthat you're there sometimes.
242 00:25:45 Didn't know he was like that.
243 00:25:47 Of course he is. I ain't nevercome across a man who isn't.
244 00:25:50 Cheating is a level of disrespectthat's tantamount to violence.
245 00:25:54 It's acceptable to someand not to others.
246 00:25:56 Not me, my bloke lays onefinger on us and he's out.
247 00:25:59 What you going on about?
248 00:26:00 I'm just saying in my world,men respect women.
249 00:26:02 What's this worldyou keep on going on about?
250 00:26:04 - Is it different to mine?- No, not at all.
251 00:26:06 - I'm just saying that...- What?
252 00:26:09 So far, all you've done is mademe go out of my way to meet you,
253 00:26:12 chatted shit about your stupidhusband then basically insulted me.
254 00:26:15 - Well, look, I'm sorry...- Actually, I'm done.
255 00:26:46 Fuck's sake.
256 00:26:47 Look, just hear me out, okay?
257 00:26:49 - The pigeon.- What?
258 00:26:51 The pigeon in the fieldat the back of the school.
259 00:26:53 Do you remember?It was you and me returning
260 00:26:55 and that pigeonwith a broken wing.
261 00:26:56 What's the pigeongot to do with your husband?
262 00:26:59 What you did seemed to comeso naturally to you.
263 00:27:03 That's £10.15, please.
264 00:27:06 - I wanted to do this somewhere quiet.- Do what?
265 00:27:09 When do you finish?
266 00:27:11 Not for another four hours.
267 00:27:12 - Can you take a break?- No.
268 00:27:15 Just tell me what it is.
269 00:27:16 - Meet me at the loading bay.- I can't.
270 00:27:19 Meet me there in five minutes.
271 00:27:21 No.
272 00:27:22 I've got £10,000 in this bagand it's yours.
273 00:27:25 Find a way to leave.
274 00:27:28 What?
275 00:27:31 Till's closed, love,go to the next one.
276 00:27:49 What is it, then?What have I bailed on work for?
277 00:27:53 I want you to kill Simon.
278 00:27:56 [SCOFFS]
279 00:27:57 What?
280 00:27:59 I've got £10,000 in this bag andthere's another 40 once it's done.
281 00:28:02 - I...- He's lied.
282 00:28:04 He's cheated.
283 00:28:06 He's hurt, he's emotionallyand physically abused me.
284 00:28:09 Not just out of my life,I want him gone completely,
285 00:28:11 and you're the only personI know who can do it.
286 00:28:14 Kill him.
287 00:28:15 Kill Simon, I want him dead.
288 00:28:19 - You've done it before.- To a fucking pigeon!
289 00:28:23 A pigeon. Are you mental?
290 00:28:26 What's wrong with you?
291 00:28:28 £50,000.
292 00:28:34 You're thinking about it,aren't you?
293 00:28:35 No. Look, I don't knowwho you think I am.
294 00:28:39 But I'm not that, okay? You'vemade a mistake about this.
295 00:28:43 - I'm going.- It's a shitload of money.
296 00:28:45 Well, not really, actually.
297 00:28:47 It is when you've got nothing.
298 00:28:49 That would benone of your business.
299 00:28:53 He's been gambling again.
300 00:28:57 - What?- Your bloke.
301 00:29:00 What was it you said?
302 00:29:02 "That stupid cunthas lost our rent money again."
303 00:29:05 You should be careful whoyou befriend on social media.
304 00:29:11 "Logan" is you?
305 00:29:13 He's fit, isn't he?And good with words.
306 00:29:20 Look, I'm sorry.
307 00:29:23 I know you thought he could helpyou out, but that's why I'm here.
308 00:29:29 I needed to find out more aboutyou before making this plan.
309 00:29:32 For all I know,you could have been loaded.
310 00:29:35 I had to make suremy offer wouldn't be rejected.
311 00:29:38 Well, it will be. I can't do it.
312 00:29:41 - 50 grand would help, wouldn't it?- [SCOFFING]
313 00:29:45 You're pretendingas if you don't need £50,000.
314 00:29:49 - I don't know who you think I am.- You need this.
315 00:29:52 No, I don't.
316 00:29:54 - Yes, you do.- You got me wrong.
317 00:29:56 Fuck you! You got me wrong!
318 00:30:22 75 grand.
319 00:30:42 [SOFT THUDDING]
320 00:31:09 [PROGRAM PLAYING ON TV]
321 00:31:14 Oh, thanks, love.
322 00:31:16 You'll manage the kids?
323 00:31:18 - Yeah.- They're all fed.
324 00:31:19 We'll be fine, love.
325 00:31:21 I'll be back late.
326 00:31:22 Mmm. Going to the supermarket?
327 00:31:25 No, not this evening,something else.
328 00:31:27 - Be careful then.- Always.
329 00:32:08 MAN 1: Having fun today?
330 00:32:09 MAN 2: I think I am having fun.
331 00:32:11 I think I am having fun,I think I am.
332 00:32:17 Alright there, Carla?
333 00:32:20 Alright, Tel.
334 00:32:23 [BEER CAN ROLLS]
335 00:32:24 Oh, God. Um...
336 00:32:26 Why... Why don't you join us?
337 00:32:30 Not today. You alright, yeah?
338 00:32:33 Yeah, can't complain.
339 00:32:36 No.
340 00:32:37 - Yeah, later.- Later.
341 00:32:42 TEL: But I...
342 00:33:17 - [MUG SHATTERS]- Oh, my God!
343 00:33:19 [SOFTLY] Let me in.
344 00:33:33 - What are you doing? You shocked me.- Didn't want anyone to see me.
345 00:33:37 Oh, yeah. Good.
346 00:33:39 It's basic stuff.
347 00:33:41 Yeah, of course.
348 00:33:43 75 grand ain't wortha jail term for murder.
349 00:33:45 We need a proper plan.
350 00:33:47 I ain't never done this before.
351 00:33:50 Work it out properly.No amateur shit.
352 00:33:53 Yeah, we do it properly.
353 00:33:55 Which meansit won't be happening quickly.
354 00:33:58 Okay.
355 00:33:59 I want to scope out your place,
356 00:34:01 timings, make surenothing can go wrong.
357 00:34:04 Have you done this before?
358 00:34:06 I've watched a lot of telly.I googled it.
359 00:34:09 I've been researching.
360 00:34:11 Carefully, not on my homecomputer, don't have one.
361 00:34:14 I went down the library.
362 00:34:16 I know all the commonmistakes made.
363 00:34:18 - I ain't planning to make them.- What mistakes?
364 00:34:21 Like fingerprints.
365 00:34:22 - Wearing gloves, ain't I?- Oh.
366 00:34:24 - Very good.- You have a dishwasher?
367 00:34:26 I want it on the hottest washwhen you clean it.
368 00:34:29 - Okay?- Of course. Yeah.
369 00:34:31 I came in the backso I'm not seen.
370 00:34:34 And when we do it,we'll do it at night.
371 00:34:37 We'll cover my face,I'll have an alibi.
372 00:34:40 If it is night-time then my husbandwill say that I'm in bed with him,
373 00:34:44 which wouldn't be lying,cos that's what he'll think.
374 00:34:46 Sleeps so heavyhe wouldn't notice either way.
375 00:34:50 Alright, okay.
376 00:34:52 I'll make sure that the weapon is fromsomewhere random and unconnected.
377 00:34:56 - Then I'll chuck it at the dump.- Great.
378 00:34:59 So I was thinking we make itlook like a botched burglary.
379 00:35:03 I've done a few house jobsbefore, I know all the stuff needed
380 00:35:06 to make it look likeI've broken in to steal.
381 00:35:08 I'll take some stuff,call it collateral damage.
382 00:35:12 And then it'll lookmore authentic that way.
383 00:35:14 Or I could make some stuff up
384 00:35:16 so you don't actually have tophysically take anything with you.
385 00:35:19 I want to take some stuff.
386 00:35:21 - What if you're caught?- I won't.
387 00:35:23 I'll sell it. Don't worry
388 00:35:24 I'd really rather not loseany of my belongings.
389 00:35:26 - What?- I'm paying you already.
390 00:35:29 I'd rather we foundan alternative.
391 00:35:31 You want me to kill your husband
392 00:35:33 and you're worried about losingyour iPad and bits of jewellery.
393 00:35:36 Alright. If we can agree, somenot so important items, then.
394 00:35:40 You can lay out the thingsyou don't mind going.
395 00:35:46 I can't believewe're talking about this.
396 00:35:51 I'm not entirely convincedthat this is the best idea.
397 00:35:55 - Don't you think it's a bit cliche?- A what?
398 00:35:58 A botched burglary.
399 00:36:01 It's a bit cliche, no?
400 00:36:03 - Won't they see through it?- You come up with something then.
401 00:36:07 - Well, actually, I have.- Go on.
402 00:36:09 So, I cook him a lovely meal
403 00:36:12 and slip something intohis drink, which sedates him.
404 00:36:15 And once he's out, I call you
405 00:36:18 and that's when you kill him.
406 00:36:23 And then what?
407 00:36:24 Well, then you get rid of him.
408 00:36:29 What, like, dispose of him?
409 00:36:31 In bags?
410 00:36:33 Where, where would we do that?
411 00:36:36 And also the drugs in his system
412 00:36:38 would be detectedif they find the body.
413 00:36:41 Cut him up and put him in bagsin the freezer
414 00:36:45 and slowly thaw him out andfeed him to a dog or something.
415 00:36:48 You've got a dog?
416 00:36:51 Jesus!
417 00:36:52 If it's eaten,it can't be discovered.
418 00:36:54 Fuck.
419 00:36:55 - What?- You're fucked.
420 00:36:57 No, I'm just tryingto be thorough.
421 00:36:58 If you do a botched burglary,you could leave evidence.
422 00:37:01 This way, we get rid of it all.
423 00:37:03 You can drug himand cut up his body
424 00:37:05 but not do the killing yourself.
425 00:37:07 There's a world of differencebetween sedating someone's drink
426 00:37:10 - and hacking them to death.- [SCOFFS]
427 00:37:12 And I wouldn't be doing thedisposing. That's your job.
428 00:37:14 That's why I'm paying you.
429 00:37:16 And how do you explainhis disappearance?
430 00:37:19 His infidelity.You know, he's run away.
431 00:37:22 I assume he's left the country.I'm a scorned woman, betrayed.
432 00:37:25 He's the bad guy.
433 00:37:28 And when he doesn't turn up at all,don't you think they'd get suspicious?
434 00:37:31 I don't know.I'll burn his passport
435 00:37:34 make out that he packed a bagand properly went.
436 00:37:37 - I don't know, I mean...- It's all a bit far-fetched.
437 00:37:40 Honestly, it's violent.
438 00:37:41 And beating him to deathisn't violent?
439 00:37:43 You were the one aboutnot being that kind of person,
440 00:37:46 and here you are coming upwith the worst shit.
441 00:37:48 That's why I need you.
442 00:37:50 I can't do this myself.
443 00:37:55 Look, are you sureyou want him actually dead?
444 00:37:58 Yes.
445 00:38:00 Not just exposedand chased off in some way.
446 00:38:04 No.
447 00:38:06 You want himproperly-brutally-murdered
448 00:38:12 - dead?- Yep.
449 00:38:15 Well, if it's to be meand not you to do it,
450 00:38:17 then I want to do it my way.
451 00:38:19 I think it's a bit risky.
452 00:38:21 What if he defends himself?What if he overpowers you?
453 00:38:25 Now you're worried about that?
454 00:38:27 Here's what we do then,some of your plan too.
455 00:38:30 You drug him at dinner.
456 00:38:32 Or better yet, get him goodand drunk, like pass-out drunk.
457 00:38:35 - Would that be possible?- Definitely.
458 00:38:38 And then when he's out for thecount, you call me, I come over,
459 00:38:44 and I do it with...
460 00:38:48 - With...- No.
461 00:38:49 No, that's not hard.
462 00:38:52 Need something harder, like apoker or a candlestick or something.
463 00:38:59 Ms. Carla in the sitting roomwith a candlestick.
464 00:39:02 [BOTH LAUGH]
465 00:39:04 No, okay. It's not that.
466 00:39:07 Hmm...
467 00:39:15 It'd hurt, but I supposenot knock him out.
468 00:39:17 It is a very boring book.
469 00:39:19 What have we got up here?
470 00:39:23 This!
471 00:39:24 Oh, he got thatfor some golf tournament
472 00:39:26 he being the only onein his category that turned up.
473 00:39:28 Yeah, perfect!
474 00:39:29 So, I knock him out,
475 00:39:33 take some stuff,
476 00:39:35 then it'll look likea burglary gone wrong
477 00:39:37 cos he was drunktrying to play hero.
478 00:39:38 And I'll takea sleeping pill, too.
479 00:39:40 And I'll wake up in the morningto discover him.
480 00:39:43 Yeah. Yeah, do it.
481 00:39:46 Go on, come inlike it's the next morning.
482 00:39:52 [GASPS]
483 00:39:53 [SOFTLY] Oh, my God,my darling. Oh!
484 00:39:57 - Yes, yes.- [SOBBING SOFTLY]
485 00:39:59 No. But do it by the window.Make sure the neighbours can see.
486 00:40:01 Okay.
487 00:40:02 Help. Help.
488 00:40:06 Okay, quick,now phone the police
489 00:40:08 and report this horrible,tragic crime.
490 00:40:11 Okay.
491 00:40:14 Oh...
492 00:40:15 Officer.
493 00:40:16 I went to bed early after dinner
494 00:40:18 and he was downstairs havinga nightcap watching the telly.
495 00:40:21 [IMITATING] "And whoever it wasknew exactly what they were doing."
496 00:40:24 [LAUGHS]
497 00:40:26 - Do I really sound like that?- Yeah.
498 00:40:29 Wow! [CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
499 00:40:32 So, what do you think, then?
500 00:40:35 Yeah. Yeah, I think it's good.
501 00:40:37 Only good?
502 00:40:39 I think it sounds fucking mint.
503 00:40:40 I'm just still a bit loath to losetoo many of my belongings.
504 00:40:44 You've gotta let that go.
505 00:40:45 I may be getting rid of this man.But I'm doing everything I can
506 00:40:48 to make sure that every otherarea of my life remains unaffected.
507 00:40:51 I'm not sure I can guaranteethat. Things will change.
508 00:40:55 You need toget your story straight.
509 00:40:56 - Yeah, I will.- No, I mean, like, really straight.
510 00:41:00 They're goingto question you. A lot.
511 00:41:03 - It won't be easy.- I know.
512 00:41:06 - Do you?- Yeah, of course I do.
513 00:41:08 I'm not a complete innocent.
514 00:41:10 Alright.
515 00:41:12 Look, I know you remember meas being a bit of a loser,
516 00:41:15 I have lived a life since then.
517 00:41:18 I've done stuff.
518 00:41:20 - I'm not squeaky clean.- I'll take your word for it.
519 00:41:25 Well...
520 00:41:27 It still works, doesn't it?
521 00:41:29 What does?
522 00:41:31 It's that thing that you do.It's your...
523 00:41:34 Your face, your whole demeanour,
524 00:41:37 - it makes you seem so powerful.- If you like.
525 00:41:42 God, it takes me back.
526 00:41:45 I used to be terrified of you.
527 00:42:03 You used to havesuch a presence at school.
528 00:42:06 I mean, it was amazingbecause you weren't that big.
529 00:42:09 We were pretty muchthe same height,
530 00:42:11 but I would never have triedto stand up to you. Never.
531 00:42:15 It's the things you'd say.
532 00:42:17 I don't even remembertalking to you after Year 8.
533 00:42:19 So whatever you think I didwas probably someone else.
534 00:42:22 Yeah, probably. It's all inthe past now, anyway, isn't it?
535 00:42:26 Yes. Can we get onwith this now, please?
536 00:42:29 Yeah.
537 00:42:32 When do you want it done?
538 00:42:34 I could get everything readyin a couple of weeks.
539 00:42:38 - Gosh, two weeks?- I can't do any sooner.
540 00:42:41 No, no, of course not. I mean,two weeks is so imminent.
541 00:42:44 I just assumedyou'd want to wait until...
542 00:42:48 Might I ask how you planon doing all of this with that?
543 00:42:51 Because I'd imaginethat it would get in the way.
544 00:42:53 Look, don't worry.I can do this.
545 00:42:56 Just make sureyou leave the back door open
546 00:42:59 like he's been outside for a fagand forgotten to lock up.
547 00:43:02 I won't be climbingthrough windows or nothing.
548 00:43:04 - And if he gets fighty?- He won't.
549 00:43:08 I'll give him a good poundingon the head
550 00:43:09 before he's even rousedfrom his boozy sleep.
551 00:43:11 - If all goes well.- It will.
552 00:43:15 Look, I'm only half joking,but I won't be paying
553 00:43:19 for any special needs schoolingdown the line.
554 00:43:21 - That's all I'm saying.- I hear you loud and clear.
555 00:43:24 I'm just beingpractical and realistic.
556 00:43:26 This is a business transaction.
557 00:43:28 I don't want itturned into anything else.
558 00:43:30 And, actually, on that matter,
559 00:43:33 if you ever think upthe bright idea
560 00:43:35 of trying to blackmail me formore money once this is all done,
561 00:43:39 I'll have no hesitation in takingyou straight to the police station.
562 00:43:43 And if that means I'mimprisoned, too, then so be it.
563 00:43:46 I won't go down without you.
564 00:43:50 Well done.
565 00:43:52 - What?- Nice speech.
566 00:43:56 - Fuck off.- I mean it.
567 00:43:58 You've got the makingsof a real hard nut.
568 00:44:00 And you've got the makingsof a patronising bitch.
569 00:44:03 I guess we're a bit more likeeach other than we thought.
570 00:44:10 Whose are these? Yours or his?
571 00:44:14 His.
572 00:44:16 That is onenasty-looking spider.
573 00:44:19 Yeah. He didn't catch themhimself. He got them off eBay.
574 00:44:23 Framed in shit plasticand ready to hang.
575 00:44:27 - What's this one?- Which one?
576 00:44:29 - This one.- Tarantula hawk.
577 00:44:32 No, this winged thing.
578 00:44:33 Yeah, it's a waspcalled Tarantula hawk.
579 00:44:37 Something he gota bit obsessed with
580 00:44:38 after watchingsome documentary on TV.
581 00:44:40 Why "Tarantula"?
582 00:44:42 Because it preys on them.
583 00:44:44 - Gutsy.- Mmm.
584 00:44:47 It stings and paralyzes them
585 00:44:50 and takes them to its lair
586 00:44:52 where it plants an egg on it,which burrows into it
587 00:44:55 and grows feeding offits insides
588 00:44:57 but avoiding all the majororgans so it's still alive.
589 00:45:00 - The tarantula?- Yeah.
590 00:45:03 It needs it alivethroughout its pupation.
591 00:45:07 And then once it's fully grown, itburrows out and the spider dies.
592 00:45:12 - Dark.- Yeah.
593 00:45:14 Bit like being pregnant.
594 00:45:18 [SCOFFS]
595 00:45:19 What, being eatenfrom the inside out?
596 00:45:21 May as well be.
597 00:45:23 Wouldn't it be niceif once they're grown
598 00:45:25 we mothers get to dieand they have to head out
599 00:45:27 and fend for themselves?
600 00:45:28 - Is it really that bad?- I won't answer that.
601 00:45:36 Nasty sting.
602 00:45:39 Simon revels in telling dinnerguests what it's like to be stung by one,
603 00:45:42 even though he's neveractually seen one alive.
604 00:45:46 What does it feel like?
605 00:45:48 Well, according to Simon, andtherefore, according to Google,
606 00:45:52 it's three minutesof intense pain
607 00:45:55 whereby you can do absolutelynothing at all except scream.
608 00:45:58 Intense.
609 00:46:01 But once it's over,
610 00:46:03 you're fine.
611 00:46:05 Or at least better than before.
612 00:46:08 I kind of understandwhy Simon thinks they're cool.
613 00:46:10 I think they're vile.
614 00:46:15 I want you to know thatthis isn't an easy decision.
615 00:46:18 You know, he's lied and cheated.
616 00:46:22 He's bullied me.
617 00:46:24 He's made me feel like shitthroughout most of our relationship.
618 00:46:27 I'm fairly sure he treats theother women he sees just as badly.
619 00:46:32 The world won't miss him.
620 00:46:34 Don't have to justify it to me.
621 00:46:36 He's a nasty piece of work.You want him dead. I get it.
622 00:46:52 [SIGHS]
623 00:46:57 This all feels very chummy,doesn't it? [CHUCKLES]
624 00:46:59 - What?- Us.
625 00:47:02 I sort of feel likewe're getting on like old times.
626 00:47:05 If you like.
627 00:47:08 It's funny.I didn't think we would.
628 00:47:10 We're so different.
629 00:47:12 Are we?
630 00:47:14 Yes.
631 00:47:16 Yeah, we are.
632 00:47:18 Please yourself.
633 00:47:23 Do you know that I actuallyspent most of my teenage years
634 00:47:25 quite severely depressed?
635 00:47:28 Didn't we all?
636 00:47:30 I genuinely spent the majorityof my days in misery.
637 00:47:34 Okay.
638 00:47:37 I just want you to know that.
639 00:47:39 You're saying itlike it's my fault.
640 00:47:42 - You don't think it's your fault?- No. Fuck no.
641 00:47:45 We were all fucked up.It was school.
642 00:47:47 Come on, everyonewas horrible to everyone.
643 00:47:49 - Not everyone.- Yes, everyone.
644 00:47:51 I dealt with shit too.
645 00:47:53 It was part of it.We all had to go through it,
646 00:47:54 you're nothing special, Heather.
647 00:47:57 Come on.
648 00:48:00 Didn't I say sorry back then?
649 00:48:03 No.
650 00:48:05 Okay, fine.
651 00:48:08 I'm sorry.
652 00:48:10 Hmm.
653 00:48:12 Two words, 30 years after.[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
654 00:48:16 Doesn't quite feel enough,though, does it?
655 00:48:18 Well, I don't actually knowwhat else I can do.
656 00:48:21 You seem to think somethingspecific happened that was me.
657 00:48:23 I don't know what that was.So, come on.
658 00:48:26 What was it I did?
659 00:48:28 - Really?- Yeah.
660 00:48:31 Other than the normal shitthat everyone did,
661 00:48:33 you know, the name-callingand the teasing.
662 00:48:36 I don't know,a fucking bit of a tussle.
663 00:48:39 Other than that shit, what did I dothat's made you so fucking bitter?
664 00:48:42 Year 7.
665 00:48:44 That's where it all began.
666 00:48:46 It was just after the pigeon.
667 00:48:48 We were friends, and thenone day, suddenly we weren't.
668 00:48:55 Do you remember why?
669 00:49:02 YOUNG CARLA: Hey, Heather.
670 00:49:04 Come here.
671 00:49:08 There, there.
672 00:49:12 Go on, tell them.
673 00:49:16 - What?- The whole school knows anyway.
674 00:49:20 What do you mean?
675 00:49:22 Everybody knowsyou fancied Toby, but...
676 00:49:24 [OTHERS MURMUR AND CHUCKLE]
677 00:49:27 Why don't you tell themwhat you told me?
678 00:49:30 - But I...- Don't be shy.
679 00:49:33 Go on.
680 00:49:35 Tell 'em what you doin the shower
681 00:49:37 - when you're thinking about him.- Uh...
682 00:49:39 Tell 'em.
683 00:49:42 I don't do anything.
684 00:49:43 You told me you frigyourself off thinking about him.
685 00:49:46 [OTHERS CHUCKLE]
686 00:49:47 I... I never.
687 00:49:49 You are such a dirty bitch.
688 00:49:52 [OTHERS LAUGHING]
689 00:49:54 Dirty Heather.
690 00:49:56 - Dirty Heather.- OTHERS: ...Heather.
691 00:49:58 ALL: [CHANTING] Dirty Heather.
692 00:50:01 Dirty Heather.
693 00:50:11 Dirty Heather.
694 00:50:15 That's what everyonecalled me after that.
695 00:50:18 I didn't come hereto be fucking lectured.
696 00:50:20 If you don't shut the fuck up,I'm leaving.
697 00:50:23 And your planto kill your husband, yeah?
698 00:50:25 Your plan will be around town as fastas you can say, "Dirty-fucking-Heather."
699 00:50:28 - So, you shut your mouth.- No, you wouldn't do that.
700 00:50:31 You need the money.
701 00:50:32 Not this much. I don't.
702 00:50:34 Fuck you and your stupidtrip down memory lane.
703 00:50:36 - I ain't doing this no more.- Yes, you fucking are!
704 00:50:40 Cos you owe me and you know it.
705 00:50:42 I owe you nothing.
706 00:50:44 Is that what you really think?Do you really believe that?
707 00:50:49 Don't you rememberwhat came after Toby?
708 00:50:51 I know what it is you're gettingat. Don't worry, sweetheart.
709 00:50:54 You thought you wereso much better than me.
710 00:50:57 You had your mum and your dadat your beck and call,
711 00:51:00 anything you wanted.
712 00:51:02 Schoolwork was easy.Teacher pleaser.
713 00:51:04 Neat fucking uniform,goody fucking two shoes.
714 00:51:07 And I'd been waiting to wipethat smile off your face for years.
715 00:51:12 You didn't know.
716 00:51:14 You didn't fucking knowwhat my life had been like.
717 00:51:17 And you judged me every day!
718 00:51:22 The day I killed the pigeon,
719 00:51:23 know what happened that morning?
720 00:51:25 I watched my dad smack my mumso hard around the face
721 00:51:28 that her eye popped out,clean out of its socket!
722 00:51:31 I watched her put it back inwhile I called the ambulance!
723 00:51:34 That's just the kind of thinghe did, most days,
724 00:51:37 and then pretty soon, it wasn'tjust mum, it was me as well.
725 00:51:40 So, when I used to go around yoursand see what kind of life you had,
726 00:51:44 at first it was likea fucking refuge for me.
727 00:51:47 They were nice and stuff.
728 00:51:49 I liked being there.It was all so calm.
729 00:51:52 But then, I started to realise
730 00:51:55 that the more time I spent withyou and your perfect sunshine family,
731 00:51:59 the more my family looked likea black hole of shit.
732 00:52:04 And then your face
733 00:52:07 when I killed the pigeon...
734 00:52:11 You knew fuck all.You were still a child,
735 00:52:15 and even though we were thesame age, I was already an adult.
736 00:52:18 I couldn't be your friend,you pissed me off!
737 00:52:21 You didn't know anything!
738 00:52:23 And even if I'd explained itto you right then and there,
739 00:52:26 you still wouldn't haveunderstood, right?
740 00:52:28 - No.- No. So, there you go.
741 00:52:29 Can I go now?
742 00:52:31 Cos I feel like this hasreached its natural fucking end.
743 00:52:34 I knew about your dad.
744 00:52:40 And seen your bruises.
745 00:52:43 I also knew cos Mum wouldn'tlet me go and stay at yours
746 00:52:46 and I'd wanted to know why.
747 00:52:49 I didn't have anything Icould say to make that better.
748 00:52:52 But I thoughtif I could be your friend
749 00:52:54 and we could do nice thingstogether, then that's what I could do.
750 00:53:00 You knew about my dad?
751 00:53:04 Your mum knew?
752 00:53:07 Yeah.
753 00:53:09 And she did nothing?
754 00:53:11 I don't know, do I?I mean, maybe she did.
755 00:53:13 Maybe she called Social Services
756 00:53:14 or maybe she spoke toyour mum, I was too young.
757 00:53:16 - I was too young.- Yeah, well, so was I.
758 00:53:29 You must have knownit was coming.
759 00:53:33 Of course I did.
760 00:53:35 And spent the weeks leadingup to it in complete terror.
761 00:53:40 [SCHOOL BELL RINGING]
762 00:53:48 STUDENT: Wake up now, girl.
763 00:54:11 - [GRUNTS]- [GROANS]
764 00:54:13 [GRUNTING]
765 00:54:24 - [DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES]- [SOBBING]
766 00:54:42 CARLA: Well,that's school for you.
767 00:54:45 Training ground for life.
768 00:54:48 We'd been friends, Carla.
769 00:54:51 I didn't name youwhen they asked.
770 00:54:55 I knew youcould've been expelled.
771 00:54:58 Am I supposed to say thank you?
772 00:55:02 [SIGHS]
773 00:55:05 Are we going to finish talkingabout the plan, or can I leave?
774 00:55:10 No, let's finish.
775 00:55:14 Right, so... You get him pissed,
776 00:55:19 call me,leave the back door open,
777 00:55:22 I come round, I bosh him,
778 00:55:24 I take some stuff and leave.Sound about right?
779 00:55:28 - I guess.- No "I guess."
780 00:55:30 I want certainty,this has to go perfectly.
781 00:55:32 Well, of course.
782 00:55:36 When are we doingthe rest of the money?
783 00:55:38 When it's done.
784 00:55:39 No, I want half up front now.
785 00:55:41 - Not possible.- Make it possible.
786 00:55:43 It's £65,000.
787 00:55:45 My bank won't release thatin cash just like that.
788 00:55:48 Anyway, you've alreadyhad 10 grand,
789 00:55:51 it should be enoughto keep you going.
790 00:55:52 It's not about that, you idiot.
791 00:55:54 You should be taking it outin smaller amounts gradually
792 00:55:57 so they can't track it.
793 00:55:59 - Really?- Yes, really.
794 00:56:02 Fuck's sake.
795 00:56:08 - One other thing.- What?
796 00:56:12 I don't knowwhat the fucker looks like.
797 00:56:14 You don't seem to keep photos
798 00:56:15 around the placeof each other, do you?
799 00:56:18 Just dead waspsand shit paintings.
800 00:56:21 What's he look like?
801 00:56:25 Heather, photo!
802 00:56:40 This is...
803 00:56:48 I mean, this...
804 00:57:00 James.
805 00:57:04 HEATHER: No.
806 00:57:06 No, his name's Simon.James is a pseudonym.
807 00:57:09 You must know thatmost men who visit prostitutes
808 00:57:11 don't want to usetheir real name.
809 00:57:13 Identification aside,I suppose it's also a means
810 00:57:15 of separating their deedfrom their real lives.
811 00:57:20 That's Simon,and he's my husband.
812 00:57:24 As you know,
813 00:57:26 he's been visiting youfor a couple of years now,
814 00:57:30 and crucially, quite heavilyaround seven months ago.
815 00:57:34 - Don't you agree?- Yeah.
816 00:57:38 I'm not sure your teahas completely taken effect yet.
817 00:57:42 I feel weird.
818 00:57:44 Apologies for whatI'm about to do.
819 00:57:46 What are you about to do?
820 00:57:48 [MUFFLED GRUNTING]
821 00:57:54 [GRUNTING STOPS]
822 00:59:43 [MURMURING SOFTLY]
823 01:00:08 [GASPS]
824 01:00:12 [MUFFLED GASP AND WHIMPERING]
825 01:00:18 Don't knock yourself backwards,love, you'll smack your head.
826 01:00:21 [CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
827 01:00:25 You've hada proper little snooze.
828 01:00:28 - Do you feel a bit better now?- Mmm!
829 01:00:30 I must say,it's been wonderful for me.
830 01:00:33 You know, I've hada potter 'round, a tidy-up.
831 01:00:38 I like to imagine this is what lifewould be like with a young baby.
832 01:00:42 You know, them taking their napswhile I get on with the housework.
833 01:00:46 Is that how it is?
834 01:00:48 Happy scenes of domesticity?
835 01:00:52 Or is it more fraught mayhemas you try to keep on top of all,
836 01:00:55 including your sanity?
837 01:00:58 It must be so hard.
838 01:01:03 It must also beso worth it, you know.
839 01:01:06 This creature, this thing,
840 01:01:11 loving you,
841 01:01:14 needing you.
842 01:01:18 I used to think there wassomething wrong with my body.
843 01:01:22 I remember my mum saying to me
844 01:01:25 that getting pregnantinvolved a whole lot of alchemy.
845 01:01:30 But looking back on it now, I...
846 01:01:33 I know exactly whyit wasn't working.
847 01:01:40 Do you rememberthe Year 9 disco?
848 01:01:45 I wasn't gonna go,
849 01:01:47 but by then I'd made friendswith Ruth and that lot
850 01:01:51 and they encouraged me, I guess.
851 01:01:54 I wasn't gonna go.
852 01:01:57 It was less than a year
853 01:01:59 since you smashed my facein the storeroom,
854 01:02:01 and I was still sufferingfrom panic attacks.
855 01:02:07 So, actually, the plan wasI would go for about 20 minutes
856 01:02:11 and then I'd call mumand let her know
857 01:02:12 if either I wantedpicking up straightaway,
858 01:02:15 or if I was happy,I'd stay longer.
859 01:02:17 Because you weren't there.
860 01:02:19 So, I said to Mum, "Don't worry.Pick me up at 10:00."
861 01:02:22 [DANCE SONG PLAYING]
862 01:02:24 Then I went back to dancingwith my friends.
863 01:02:41 HEATHER: But thenyou turned up with the others.
864 01:02:45 And I immediately wishedI wasn't there.
865 01:02:49 - I want to go home.- Why?
866 01:02:54 No.
867 01:02:57 HEATHER: My friends wereas terrified of you as I was.
868 01:03:14 [PANTING]
869 01:03:59 - [DOOR CREAKING]- [FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING]
870 01:04:01 YOUNG CARLA:Don't let no one in.
871 01:04:05 [SLAMS DOOR]
872 01:04:06 [SOBBING SOFTLY]
873 01:04:08 YOUNG CARLA: Let's go.
874 01:04:18 [KNOCKS ON STALL DOOR]
875 01:04:22 YOUNG CARLA:Open the door, Heather.
876 01:04:27 We know you're there.
877 01:04:32 We can wait all night.
878 01:04:41 [INHALES AND EXHALES DEEPLY]
879 01:04:50 HEATHER:There were three of you.
880 01:04:54 I don't remember the other two.
881 01:04:57 They were just alongfor the ride, I guess.
882 01:05:08 You said,
883 01:05:11 "Take them off."
884 01:05:18 And I did.
885 01:05:39 Open your legs.
886 01:05:45 Open your legs.
887 01:05:55 [BREATHING RAGGEDLY]
888 01:06:05 HEATHER: I'm very quiet.
889 01:06:09 And then...
890 01:06:14 And then
891 01:06:16 something went up
892 01:06:19 and in.
893 01:06:20 [SOBBING SOFTLY]
894 01:06:24 I mean, not smoothly,not just like that,
895 01:06:26 you had to really feel around.
896 01:06:30 Get it in there, shove it in.
897 01:06:33 [CRYING SOFTLY]
898 01:06:40 What was it?
899 01:06:43 In and up?
900 01:06:50 And then you all stood there
901 01:06:52 staring at me in the strangehalf-light of the toilets.
902 01:06:59 - And there was...- [GIRLS LAUGHING]
903 01:07:01 There was laughing.
904 01:07:06 That's when youwalked over to me,
905 01:07:09 pulled the object out andwhispered something in my ear.
906 01:07:16 Good girl.
907 01:07:22 Do you remember what you said?
908 01:07:27 It was as if I'd performed well,
909 01:07:31 as if I'd done exactlyas you wanted.
910 01:07:35 And I felt...
911 01:07:39 I felt...
912 01:07:46 You didn't do anything to meagain after that.
913 01:07:50 It was as if you'd gotwhat you wanted.
914 01:07:53 What had you got?
915 01:07:57 I can't believe you didn't think whatyou did to me at school was bad.
916 01:08:01 Had you forgotten?
917 01:08:03 [SHOUTING] How could youhave forgotten?
918 01:08:19 [FOOTSTEPS UPSTAIRS]
919 01:08:23 [DOOR CLOSES]
920 01:08:44 [GRUNTING SOFTLY]
921 01:08:47 [FOOTSTEPS UPSTAIRS]
922 01:09:05 [OBJECT CLATTERS]
923 01:09:07 [FOOTSTEPS UPSTAIRS]
924 01:09:17 HEATHER: Hey, Simon.
925 01:09:19 I just wanted to knowwhat time you'd be home.
926 01:09:23 Yeah, no, that's fine.
927 01:09:25 Yeah, I just, um...
928 01:09:27 Could you just text mewhen you're on your way, please?
929 01:09:30 Thanks.
930 01:09:31 [DOOR CLOSES]
931 01:10:14 [WHIMPERING SOFTLY]
932 01:10:26 [GRUNTS]
933 01:11:05 So,
934 01:11:07 I was talking abouttrying for a baby.
935 01:11:11 I knew that I couldn'tbecause of that night.
936 01:11:14 I could feel what I woulddescribe as a blockage.
937 01:11:17 Do you get that?
938 01:11:20 I feel blocked up.
939 01:11:24 Like, whatever it wasyou shoved inside me
940 01:11:26 had some kind of fuckinglife to it and it's growing.
941 01:11:30 Growing like a baby,or a tumour.
942 01:11:34 I've had the scans,there's nothing there.
943 01:11:39 But, for me, there really is.
944 01:11:41 And, recently, I've been tryingto work out a way to release it.
945 01:11:47 So, what I'm going to do now isremove the gag from around your mouth
946 01:11:50 and this is your opportunityto speak.
947 01:11:53 If you try to scream or shout,the gag will be replaced
948 01:11:56 and you won't getthe opportunity again.
949 01:11:58 Do you understand?Nod if you do.
950 01:12:01 I said, do you understand?I wanna see a nod.
951 01:12:05 Show me a fucking nodor I'll kill you right now!
952 01:12:10 Good.
953 01:12:13 - Here we go.- [GASPING]
954 01:12:26 Do you have anything to say?
955 01:12:28 - Are you going to kill me?- Next question.
956 01:12:32 It won't help you
957 01:12:33 with whatever fucked-upmental problem you have,
958 01:12:35 you fucking insane-ass psycho.
959 01:12:37 All it will dois get you into prison,
960 01:12:39 you'll have more issuesthan you do already.
961 01:12:41 So, take it from me,don't kill me.
962 01:12:43 Don't fucking kill me! Yeah?
963 01:12:46 Cos I said sorry,
964 01:12:48 and I was, like, really sorry.
965 01:12:51 But I was fucked up myself,
966 01:12:53 and I ain't excusing it becauseI know what I did was shit.
967 01:12:58 But I mean, I wish I could goback and not do it or something.
968 01:13:02 But the thing is thatI had stuff going on.
969 01:13:05 You know, I had stuff going onlike I said before, and I... I am.
970 01:13:10 I'm really, really sorry.
971 01:13:13 And I... I just don't knowwhat else to say.
972 01:13:18 [VOICE BREAKING] But pleasedon't hurt me or my baby, please. Yeah?
973 01:13:22 Let me go home to my kids.
974 01:13:26 Don't do this to them. Please.
975 01:13:31 Please don't punish the kids,they're innocent.
976 01:13:34 Gosh.
977 01:13:36 [SOBBING SOFTLY]
978 01:13:37 - Don't hurt me.- This is a bit unexpected.
979 01:13:41 I can't believe I've madeCarla Jackson cry. Wow.
980 01:13:44 Look, you got what you wanted.Yeah?
981 01:13:47 Look, you made me cry,I've said sorry,
982 01:13:52 I want to go now, please.
983 01:13:54 No.
984 01:13:57 - No, that won't be possible.- Why?
985 01:14:00 Because I'm not done.
986 01:14:03 You want my child?
987 01:14:04 You can have it.
988 01:14:06 You can.
989 01:14:07 As soon as it's born,I'll take the money, it's yours.
990 01:14:13 I'm not stupid.
991 01:14:15 I know you've donethe sums, you know?
992 01:14:17 - Is he in on it, too?- Who?
993 01:14:19 Simon.
994 01:14:20 I heard youtalking to him before.
995 01:14:22 He's got you to do his dirty work.You can't have a kid together,
996 01:14:26 so get some slag to haveone for you and steal it.
997 01:14:30 It's his kid, Heather.
998 01:14:32 You know it, I know it.
999 01:14:35 So, if you wantthe fucking thing, it's yours.
1000 01:14:38 That would make sense,wouldn't it?
1001 01:14:40 Yeah.
1002 01:14:41 - That would be neat.- Yes!
1003 01:14:43 Not actuallyas simple as that, though.
1004 01:14:45 Why?
1005 01:14:47 Because I can stillfeel it inside me!
1006 01:14:51 You know, I've beenwaiting for it to do something,
1007 01:14:53 like to dissipate, to burst!
1008 01:14:55 I've been waiting so fucking long,and nothing I'm doing is working!
1009 01:15:01 Look, look.
1010 01:15:03 When we first met,you were talking about violence.
1011 01:15:06 This isn't you, Heather.
1012 01:15:07 This isn't you.
1013 01:15:09 This isn't your world.
1014 01:15:13 Why are you doing this?
1015 01:15:15 Huh?
1016 01:15:19 Isn't this sad?
1017 01:15:21 What?
1018 01:15:25 [VOICE BREAKING] Iused to really, really like you.
1019 01:15:31 Like, I really thoughtwe were best friends.
1020 01:15:36 [SOBBING SOFTLY]
1021 01:15:44 Oh, God, I...
1022 01:15:47 I wish I could find someempathy from somewhere
1023 01:15:50 because I knowthat's what I'm supposed to do.
1024 01:15:54 And I get it, I'm a hypocrite,[CHUCKLES] but I'm...
1025 01:15:59 Yeah.
1026 01:16:01 Yeah, I kind of feelI'm okay with that, though.
1027 01:16:05 So, here's the thing.
1028 01:16:08 What if I told youthat Simon was dead already?
1029 01:16:12 What?
1030 01:16:14 That I wasn't really speakingto anyone on the phone earlier
1031 01:16:16 and that I'd actuallyhacked him to death
1032 01:16:18 in a little jealous rage.
1033 01:16:19 And he is currently stuffedin a cupboard under the stairs
1034 01:16:21 till I work outwhat to do with him.
1035 01:16:23 And what if I also told you thatI was planning to use this knife,
1036 01:16:27 to extract the baby from yourstomach whilst you're still alive?
1037 01:16:30 So you can watch metake it from you
1038 01:16:32 and cradle it in my armsbefore you bled to death.
1039 01:16:44 So, what do you think?
1040 01:16:46 How do you feelabout all of that?
1041 01:16:53 I think you're insane.
1042 01:16:55 There's an impactto everything a person does.
1043 01:16:59 Like, even the simplest moment,even a single word can have an effect.
1044 01:17:05 I...
1045 01:17:07 I just wish we couldall be nicer to each other...
1046 01:17:09 Nice? You call this nice?This is nice?
1047 01:17:13 You're insane!
1048 01:17:15 You're fucking...Help! Let me go!
1049 01:17:17 Somebody, help me!Someone, let me go!
1050 01:17:20 - Help! Help, someone!- [CHAIR THUDDING]
1051 01:17:23 Someone, help me!
1052 01:17:24 Someone let me go! Help!
1053 01:17:26 Someone, help me!Someone, help...
1054 01:17:28 [MUFFLED PROTESTING]
1055 01:17:34 [MUFFLED SHOUTING]
1056 01:17:43 [CELL PHONE BEEPS]
1057 01:18:12 I've thought many timesabout how to solve this,
1058 01:18:18 and whatever it is inside me.
1059 01:18:21 I really wanted it to be solvedwith something beautiful.
1060 01:18:25 You know.
1061 01:18:27 So much of me wantedto be able to get pregnant,
1062 01:18:30 so that I could pour all myremaining love into a child.
1063 01:18:34 And that would, in someways, create a new start.
1064 01:18:42 But when I found outwhat Simon had been doing,
1065 01:18:45 and I realised it was you,
1066 01:18:50 I think somethingreally simple happened.
1067 01:18:55 My body emptiedof any kind of joy.
1068 01:19:00 Any kind of hope.
1069 01:19:03 And I found outwhat it was to hate.
1070 01:19:11 I now know why so many peopledo the things that they do.
1071 01:19:17 I hope you'll understand.
1072 01:19:22 You see,
1073 01:19:25 there are choices we must make
1074 01:19:28 between kindness and cruelty.
1075 01:19:34 And, unfortunately,
1076 01:19:38 there's something inside metelling me that kindness won't work.
1077 01:19:41 Not with you.
1078 01:19:44 Unless I've got that wrong.
1079 01:19:47 Have I got it wrong?
1080 01:19:49 Hmm?
1081 01:19:50 Have I got you wrong?
1082 01:20:11 I'm trusting you not to run.
1083 01:20:15 I'm hoping you'll understand
1084 01:20:21 that what I'm doing
1085 01:20:23 is for all of us.
1086 01:20:29 [BOTH GRUNTING]
1087 01:20:39 [GROANS]
1088 01:20:40 I don't want to hurt you, Carla!
1089 01:20:49 [GRUNTING]
1090 01:20:56 [PANTING]
1091 01:21:20 HEATHER: You may as wellcome back down.
1092 01:21:26 Come on, Carla,let's talk it out.
1093 01:21:53 I'm sorry your dad didwhat he did to you.
1094 01:21:58 Thank you.
1095 01:22:00 I'm sorry you hadsuch a shitty upbringing.
1096 01:22:05 Thank you.
1097 01:22:07 I really wishthings had been different.
1098 01:22:18 Did you really kill Simon?
1099 01:22:25 I don't understand.
1100 01:22:28 You don't like violence,but you do it.
1101 01:22:31 You think it's wrong,but you do it.
1102 01:22:34 I don't get what it isI'm supposed to be learning.
1103 01:22:38 You hate revenge,but you're doing it.
1104 01:22:41 Why am I here?
1105 01:22:43 Do you feel better now?
1106 01:22:47 Are you going to kill meand then feel better?
1107 01:22:51 Are you going to rip my babyfrom me and then feel better?
1108 01:22:58 I may have been violentin the past,
1109 01:23:01 but I never planned anything outall detailed like this.
1110 01:23:06 Even when I was at my worst atschool, I never thought about it this much.
1111 01:23:11 I don't know why I would do it.
1112 01:23:13 I mean, we're animals, right?My instincts kick in.
1113 01:23:19 I'm not surethat your version all...
1114 01:23:25 All reasoned out, all justifiedin your head is better than mine.
1115 01:23:30 I'm acting on impulse,you planned it.
1116 01:23:37 You've been talking aboutthis thing inside you growing.
1117 01:23:42 I know what it is.
1118 01:23:47 Everyone has it.
1119 01:23:53 It's fucking disappointment.
1120 01:23:56 It's a massive fucking sense
1121 01:23:58 that everything lifewas supposed to be
1122 01:24:00 is never gonna happen.
1123 01:24:02 And, in fact, it's gonna beworse than you ever imagined.
1124 01:24:07 I got it younger than you.
1125 01:24:10 And it's still there.
1126 01:24:14 You're no different to me.
1127 01:24:17 You're no different to anyone.
1128 01:24:23 Not everyone feels like that.
1129 01:24:24 - Yeah, everyone does.- No.
1130 01:24:28 No, it's a cycle.
1131 01:24:29 You know, you were hurt,so you hurt others.
1132 01:24:32 You don't get to be happy, sonobody else does. It's disgusting.
1133 01:24:36 - You're doing it, too.- Am I?
1134 01:24:38 You don't thinkyour action is the same?
1135 01:24:40 No.
1136 01:24:42 Then you're more insanethan I thought.
1137 01:24:43 No, no, no.
1138 01:24:46 Look. See?
1139 01:24:49 I have nothing else now.
1140 01:24:53 I want you to thinkreally carefully
1141 01:24:56 about what your instinctsare telling you right now.
1142 01:24:59 Want you to thinkabout your baby.
1143 01:25:01 To think aboutyour other children.
1144 01:25:03 I want you to make a decisionbased on everything that has happened
1145 01:25:06 right back to when wewere kids, right up to now.
1146 01:25:09 I have threatened youwith death.
1147 01:25:11 I have told you I want totake your child from you.
1148 01:25:13 I have told you I've killed Simon,the father of your unborn child.
1149 01:25:16 I haven't done anythingseriously violent towards you yet,
1150 01:25:19 but I have suggestedto you that I will.
1151 01:25:23 I want you to listen
1152 01:25:26 to everything happening in yourhead and your heart right now.
1153 01:25:32 Is it to be kindnessor violence?
1154 01:25:36 - What have you got in your pocket?- Make your choice.
1155 01:25:40 - Is that another knife?- Make your choice.
1156 01:25:42 What have you got in yourpocket? I don't trust you.
1157 01:25:44 Show me your hand.
1158 01:25:47 Show me your hand.
1159 01:25:49 Show... Show me...
1160 01:25:51 [GROANS]
1161 01:25:53 [GASPING SOFTLY]
1162 01:25:58 [OBJECT CLATTERS]
1163 01:26:04 [DOOR OPENS]
1164 01:26:07 SIMON: Heather?
1165 01:26:10 [CHUCKLING SOFTLY]
1166 01:26:12 SIMON: You home?
1167 01:26:17 [WHISPERING] Good girl.
1168 01:26:21 Heather?
1169 01:26:27 [HEATHER GROANS]
1170 01:26:29 - Heather? Hey, hey, hey, hey...- [CHOKING AND GURGLING]
1171 01:26:39 Baby, what happened?
1172 01:26:41 It's okay, it's okay.
1173 01:26:46 Heather, Heather. Heather?
1174 01:26:53 [CHOKING STOPS]
1175 01:26:58 [SIMON SOBBING SOFTLY]
1176 01:27:05 [CARLA SOBBING]
1177 01:27:13 [RUNNING FOOTSTEPS]
1178 01:27:17 YOUNG CARLA: Heather!
1179 01:27:22 [SOBBING] Come back!
1180 01:27:28 [CRYING]
1181 01:27:43 SIMON: What have you done?
1182 01:27:47 RUBY'S MOTHER: Ruby.
1183 01:27:49 Come away.
1184 01:27:50 - Oh, my...- No, no, no, no.
1185 01:27:53 - Ruby...- No.
1186 01:27:55 RUBY'S MOTHER:Ruby, what are you doing?
1187 01:28:01 SIMON: No!
1188 01:28:03 No, no! No! No, no, no!
1189 01:28:05 - It's okay, just go.- [RUBY WHIMPERS]
1190 01:28:07 No, no. She...She murdered my wife.
1191 01:28:10 No, no, stay back! We knowwhat you've done! Stay back!
1192 01:28:35 [POLICE SIREN WAILING]
1193 01:30:01 [BUZZING]
