美梦成真 What Dreams May Come(CN/EN)Subtitles
| SRT Subtitles download |
1 00:00:59 When I was young
2 00:01:01 I met this beautiful girl by a lake.
3 00:01:06 Ow! Hey! Whoa!
4 00:01:10 Scusi! Scusi!
5 00:01:15 Dov'é la Svizzera?
6 00:01:19 No capisce.
7 00:01:20 No capisce? Ou est la Suisse?
8 00:01:24 Switzerland?
9 00:01:26 Oh,Suisse. Yeah.
10 00:01:27 -Yeah,Switzerland. Hi.
11 00:01:30 Oh,you're American?
12 00:01:33 -So are you? -Yeah.
13 00:01:37 Keep going till you smell money or step in chocolate.
14 00:01:43 Okay. Thank you.
15 00:01:50 Watch your head. You okay?
16 00:01:53 I'm fine.
17 00:02:18 Can I sit here?
18 00:02:23 Actually,no.
19 00:02:25 Two years ago,I reserved this specific area.
20 00:02:29 What if I say please?
21 00:02:31 That's the one exception.
22 00:02:49 Oh.
23 00:02:51 Careful there.
24 00:03:01 You find Switzerland?
25 00:03:04 Um... I did.
26 00:03:07 I claimed it for Missouri.
27 00:03:09 Planted my flag and sold beads to the natives.
28 00:03:15 They had sandwiches there.
29 00:03:18 I brought you some.
30 00:03:27 I'm Ann. Collins.
31 00:03:32 The lady who discovered Switzerland.
32 00:03:34 Read it all in the papers.
33 00:03:37 I'm Chris Nielsen.
34 00:03:41 How did you know I'd be here?
35 00:03:44 Um... I didn't.
36 00:04:56 Let's make out.
37 00:05:09 You've got to eat something.
38 00:05:10 No,I don't. I can get something at school.
39 00:05:12 I know what!
40 00:05:14 Well,Mom,I gotta carb up,I got a game.
41 00:05:16 And a math test.
42 00:05:18 Yeah,I'm ready.
43 00:05:20 I'm cool.
44 00:05:23 Mom,if you get me,
45 00:05:25 I won't have to wait at his incredibly boring game.
46 00:05:28 Sorry,Marie,I have a meeting.
47 00:05:31 Angie's gonna pick you up before she gets your brother.
48 00:05:36 I'll let her take the van.
49 00:05:40 I'll see your chorus thing tomorrow.
50 00:05:42 I thought you couldn't.
51 00:05:43 I don't wanna miss it.
52 00:05:45 We're late,guys!
53 00:05:47 I'll pull out the van.
54 00:05:51 Hey,ace it,okay? Yeah.
55 00:05:55 Love you.
56 00:06:02 Do you...
57 00:06:05 Do you want his breakfast?
58 00:06:12 You mother puts healthy stuff in.
59 00:06:13 -Don't trade it... -For chips and cookies. I know.
60 00:06:44 It was the last time Annie and I saw them alive.
61 00:07:03 When death claims the life of our children
62 00:07:09 we are left with too many questions.
63 00:07:15 How do we make sense of the feelings we're left with?
64 00:07:22 The Gospel according to Luke,
65 00:07:24 even the First Corinthians,
66 00:07:26 tell us of the extraordinary paradise that awaits us.
67 00:08:09 Okay. The lucky winner is
68 00:08:13 Jacobs.
69 00:08:14 Stacey Jacobs.
70 00:08:23 Hello,Stacey,I'm Dr. Nielsen.
71 00:08:27 Hi.
72 00:08:28 Ah,too late.
73 00:08:32 Oh! Nice stream.
74 00:08:34 He's feeling better. He waited 10 years.
75 00:08:37 Stacey Jacobs!
76 00:08:41 What were you thinking?
77 00:08:44 It's all right.
78 00:08:45 My kid used to say,"What's the difference?
79 00:08:48 "You weren't looking anyway."
80 00:08:51 You like rabbits?
81 00:08:53 Yes? Then go like this.
82 00:08:58 Good.
83 00:09:00 Ready?
84 00:09:07 We've given her MRls and... Whoa!
85 00:09:09 Wild rabbit. Watch out.
86 00:09:12 And also a CAT scan,l befieve.
87 00:09:16 Look at that. Stacey,you have more pictures than a supermodel.
88 00:09:21 Do you ever wear glasses?
89 00:09:23 No,she doesn't need glasses.
90 00:09:25 Does your head hurt a lot?
91 00:09:26 All the time.
92 00:09:28 I want you to do something for me.
93 00:09:30 Cup your hand,oover your nose and mouth like this
94 00:09:33 And just breathe in and out.
95 00:09:35 Mrs. Nielsen on four.
96 00:09:36 That's my wife.
97 00:09:38 If you can do it longer than she can talk,
98 00:09:41 that's an achievement.
99 00:09:44 Christy,I've got a meltdown.
100 00:09:46 Okay,take a breath.
101 00:09:48 Eight pieces from Germany never arrived.
102 00:09:52 I've gotta choose replacements the night before the opening,
103 00:09:54 get them down here and re-hang them,re-light them and I...
104 00:09:59 Okay,focus.
105 00:10:02 It's our Double D-anniversary. I'm ruining it.
106 00:10:05 Double D,yeah.
107 00:10:06 I'm sorry,Christy,I can't leave here.
108 00:10:10 I'm sorry.
109 00:10:16 Tell you what,how about this.
110 00:10:20 How about the Hudson Rivers?
111 00:10:24 That gives us three.
112 00:10:25 And the Hollenbeck,
113 00:10:29 and the,uh,Hennik 16,19 and 23,
114 00:10:34 and the bridge.
115 00:10:36 But they're in Fairfield.
116 00:10:37 I don't have anybody to send.
117 00:10:40 I'll drop by after work.
118 00:10:41 I'll get them and take 'em to the gallery,huh?
119 00:10:46 You'd do that for me?
120 00:10:47 Only if you're incredibly grateful.
121 00:10:50 Hey,that's a chance to show yours.
122 00:10:53 It's very sexy.
123 00:11:01 Okay,weirdo.
124 00:11:04 I'll be home late,but I'll be home.
125 00:11:11 I love you,Bella.
126 00:11:13 I love you,too.
127 00:11:16 Bye.
128 00:11:21 Stacey,do you like art?
129 00:11:23 My wife fixes paintings and also makes some.
130 00:11:27 To me,paintings are the most important interesting thing in the world
131 00:11:31 next to your brain.
132 00:11:34 You feel better,don't you?
133 00:11:37 Migraines.
134 00:11:46 I said,"I love you,Bella
135 00:11:49 I'll always remember that.
136 00:11:53 At least I got to say it.
137 00:12:30 You all right?
138 00:12:31 I think so
139 00:12:38 I'm a doctor.
140 00:12:39 -Get me out here. -Don't move.
141 00:13:07 Chris?
142 00:13:09 Hmm?
143 00:13:10 Do you know what's happened?
144 00:13:13 Yeah. I had a bad piece of fish before bed.
145 00:13:20 Who are you? A doc?
146 00:13:24 Are you operating on me?
147 00:13:28 Who are you?
148 00:13:30 Why can't I see you?
149 00:13:46 Ginger,you see me?
150 00:13:49 She does. Dogs are different.
151 00:13:53 Can you see me now?
152 00:13:55 Is that you,Doc?
153 00:13:56 Why are you so blurred?
154 00:13:58 I'll get clearer when you want me to,Chris.
155 00:14:00 Confused how you got home so fast?
156 00:14:03 Dreams don't deal in time. Time doesn't count.
157 00:14:16 You've died,Chris.
158 00:14:19 You have to be a dream,Doc.
159 00:14:21 Doc,if I were dead,would I need you to tell me?
160 00:14:23 I guess you do.
161 00:14:25 Everyone's different.
162 00:14:31 -I wish everybody would go home. -I know.
163 00:14:33 How come I see everyone?
164 00:14:35 Everybody but... I'm the one you don't want to see.
165 00:14:38 You don't wanna be dead.
166 00:14:41 The kids were so young at that time.
167 00:14:44 What you want to remember is your kids.
168 00:14:49 When they were still alive.
169 00:15:04 When she goes to the hospital,I'm going too.
170 00:15:17 Marie,Katie's not...
171 00:15:22 Katie's not going there to get better.
172 00:15:26 Sugar?
173 00:15:29 They're gonna give her a shot,and it's not gonna hurt,
174 00:15:32 and she'll fall asleep.
175 00:15:33 You're going to kill my dog?
176 00:15:36 I'm going to help her die,yes.
177 00:15:41 Honey,she hurts very...
178 00:15:47 Very badly.
179 00:15:49 And nothing can help her. I'm going to stop that,
180 00:15:51 because I love her.
181 00:15:53 You're killing my dog.
182 00:15:57 You get angry-
183 00:15:59 Death does that.
184 00:16:03 What'll happen to her?
185 00:16:08 Um...
186 00:16:10 She'll go where we all go.
187 00:16:13 And how can that be bad?
188 00:16:27 Oh,my leg!
189 00:16:35 Thanks for not listening to Mom.
190 00:16:39 About what? I don't know.
191 00:16:42 Just coming out here. This whole day.
192 00:16:44 She didn't want us doing this,because of
193 00:16:48 grades and stuff.
194 00:16:51 Your mother and I talked.
195 00:16:56 We always listen to each other.
196 00:17:02 So,I mean,what'd you talk about?
197 00:17:07 About taking you out of Head-Royce.
198 00:17:12 The school is wrong for you.
199 00:17:17 While this is a time...
200 00:17:20 Where are we now?
201 00:17:23 Where we all want to stay. This is your funeral.
202 00:17:30 What am I on? You're real fuzzy.
203 00:17:41 At least you're willing to see yourself.
204 00:17:44 You're losing your fear.
205 00:17:46 Fear?
206 00:17:48 Thought you disappeared?
207 00:17:51 You didn't.
208 00:17:53 You only died.
209 00:17:58 A woman,who lost her children just four years ago.
210 00:18:03 Every day in the Lord's Prayer...
211 00:18:07 Celia.
212 00:18:08 Come on. Whoa.
213 00:19:17 This one is a present for me.
214 00:19:22 It's our Double D-anniversary.
215 00:19:25 Kind of our special day.
216 00:19:29 It's her version of our place.
217 00:19:31 Your place?
218 00:19:32 Where we first met.
219 00:19:35 Where we were going to retire,I guess.
220 00:19:39 Live out our lives.
221 00:19:41 Be old farts together.
222 00:19:44 Right there.
223 00:19:46 That's our dream house.
224 00:19:50 That one's me,I guess.
225 00:19:54 The blurry one is Annie.
226 00:19:56 Looks a little familiar,Doc.
227 00:20:07 The funeral is over. Why is this going on past the funeral?
228 00:20:15 Dear Diary,
229 00:20:17 I'm writing in your bullshit pages
230 00:20:19 because my shrink is crazier than me.
231 00:20:22 He thinks you're therapy.
232 00:20:25 He figures,if two babies can hammer me into a psycho ward,
233 00:20:28 Whatl"ll I do With this?
234 00:20:31 He's so stupid.
235 00:20:33 He thinks he pulled me through the breakdown
236 00:20:36 when it was only Christy.
237 00:20:38 Always. Only Chris.
238 00:20:41 Jesus.
239 00:20:42 I was looking through his postcards.
240 00:20:45 Paintings were his obsession.
241 00:20:47 He used art as another way to love me,to help me.
242 00:20:51 To keep us always together.
243 00:20:54 Annie.
244 00:20:58 I'm here,babe.
245 00:21:01 I still exist.
246 00:21:05 You're thinking of me.
247 00:21:07 Keep thinking of me.
248 00:21:11 Come on,with me.You were always with me.
249 00:21:15 The people who finished each other's sentences. Remember us?
250 00:21:21 I still exist.
251 00:21:26 I still exist!
252 00:21:31 I still exist.
253 00:21:35 Just write it down.
254 00:21:39 Write it down.
255 00:21:45 "This is Chris."
256 00:21:50 "This is Chris."
257 00:21:59 ' I
258 00:22:03 "Still
259 00:22:08 "exist."
260 00:22:20 Read it.
261 00:22:22 Read it.
262 00:22:59 Christ,when does it end?
263 00:23:03 There's no rules,Chris.
264 00:23:05 It ends when you want.
265 00:23:08 Where were you?
266 00:23:09 Someplace else.
267 00:23:11 You think I'm a figment of your imagination?
268 00:23:14 It's real. She's real. You're real.
269 00:23:17 It's all real.
270 00:23:18 That's the point if there is one.
271 00:23:21 It's over when you stop wanting to hurt her.
272 00:23:41 Forever.
273 00:23:55 Don't worry,baby.
274 00:23:58 I'm not leaving you alone.
275 00:24:01 I'm not going anywhere.
276 00:24:24 Goodbye,babe.
277 00:25:53 Katie,it's you!
278 00:25:56 You're young again!
279 00:25:59 Katie!
280 00:26:02 Come here,Katie.
281 00:26:07 Katie.
282 00:26:11 Come on,hey!
283 00:26:14 Boy,I screwed up.
284 00:26:17 I'm in dog heaven.
285 00:26:29 A place where we all go can't be bad,can it,girl?
286 00:27:00 Maybe I'm not in your heaven after all,girl!
287 00:27:03 Maybe you're in mine!
288 00:27:12 Annie!
289 00:27:49 Chris,what the hell have you done?
290 00:27:51 That's not how you use a stethoscope!
291 00:27:54 Albert Lewis?
292 00:27:56 Last time you saw me I was 63,stretched out on a cardiac ward!
293 00:28:01 You thought I was old and decrepit,huh?
294 00:28:04 Talking about "Ah,can't go on!"
295 00:28:08 Who wants to be 63 throughout eternity?
296 00:28:11 Look at you on the water!
297 00:28:12 Well,hello! Come on.
298 00:28:15 Walk along,feel the beat!
299 00:28:18 Dancing on water!
300 00:28:20 Smooth as ever!
301 00:28:23 And that was you,just now,when I died.
302 00:28:30 I thought you recognized me,because you called me "Doc".
303 00:28:34 Me being your favorite doc.
304 00:28:36 Could you lend me a hand? I'm up to my ass in problems again,Chief.
305 00:28:42 Oh,Chris.
306 00:28:47 Come here.
307 00:28:49 You are still kinda ugly.
308 00:28:53 You taught me a lot,Chief.
309 00:28:56 Nice place you got here.
310 00:28:57 No,no. Nice place you got here.
311 00:29:00 Me?
312 00:29:01 Sure,you're making all this.
313 00:29:04 We're insecure at first,so we need safety and comfort.
314 00:29:09 We all paint our surroundings,Chris.
315 00:29:11 But you're the first guy I know to use real paint!
316 00:29:14 There's so much here she didn't paint.
317 00:29:18 Like that bird.
318 00:29:21 Annie gave you a start,like holding onto handrails.
319 00:29:25 You're creating a world.
320 00:29:27 From your imagination,from paintings you love,anything you want.
321 00:29:32 Why doesn't it move?
322 00:29:34 It will when you want it to.
323 00:29:43 Oh-hoh! You go,boy!
324 00:29:45 Can I make it dive?
325 00:29:46 You're the painter now!It's your world.
326 00:29:54 Look at it go!
327 00:29:57 How about turquoise wings?
328 00:29:59 Turquoise!
329 00:30:00 And a little mauve,all right!
330 00:30:20 I didn't do that.
331 00:30:21 No,I did.
332 00:30:23 When we're together it's like dual controls.
333 00:30:26 Can I make elephants fly?
334 00:30:29 Didn't Annie paint a house?
335 00:30:36 Yeah,it's our dream house.
336 00:30:42 Just a stroll across the water.
337 00:30:45 Let's take the shortcut.
338 00:30:52 Nice shortcut.
339 00:30:53 It's easy,look at me!
340 00:30:55 I'm gonna drown.
341 00:30:56 You can't. You're already dead.
342 00:30:59 Oh. Am I... Am I really here?
343 00:31:03 What do you mean by "you"?
344 00:31:05 Are you your arm or your leg?
345 00:31:07 -Partly. -Really?
346 00:31:10 And if you lost your limbs?
347 00:31:12 I'd still be me.
348 00:31:13 What is the "me"?
349 00:31:16 My brain,I suppose.
350 00:31:17 Your brain?
351 00:31:19 Your brain is a body part.
352 00:31:21 Like your fingernail or your heart.
353 00:31:23 Why is that the part that's you?
354 00:31:26 Because "I" is sort of a voice in my head.
355 00:31:29 The part that thinks,that feels.
356 00:31:32 That is aware that I exist.
357 00:31:40 So if you're aware you exist,then you do.
358 00:31:44 That's why you're still here.
359 00:32:00 No windows. What aren't you ready to see,I wonder?
360 00:32:08 Drink it. Think it's coffee and it will be.
361 00:32:12 Okay.
362 00:32:14 It's coffee.
363 00:32:18 Paint! Acrylic.
364 00:32:21 Why is it so hard?
365 00:32:23 What?
366 00:32:24 Your brain is meat.
367 00:32:26 It rots and disappears.
368 00:32:29 You thought that's all there was to you?
369 00:32:34 Like you're in your house now.
370 00:32:37 You're in your house,it doesn't mean you are your house.
371 00:32:40 The house falls down,you walk away.
372 00:32:45 But I rebuilt,huh?
373 00:32:46 You see your body because you like seeing one.
374 00:32:49 We're seeing what we choose to see.
375 00:32:53 Let me show you something.
376 00:33:19 Ha!
377 00:33:28 It's real. Where is the paint?
378 00:33:31 You don't need it anymore. This is your world now.
379 00:33:38 Thought is real.
380 00:33:40 Physical is the illusion.
381 00:33:43 Ironic,huh?
382 00:33:48 Where's God in all this?
383 00:33:50 He's up there.
384 00:33:52 Somewhere.
385 00:33:54 Shouting down that he loves us.
386 00:33:56 Wondering why we can't hear him.
387 00:33:58 You think?
388 00:34:01 Drink your coffee.
389 00:34:05 Needs milk.
390 00:34:07 Don't push your luck.
391 00:34:22 What do you think,Christy?
392 00:34:27 Right here.
393 00:34:31 Like this? You think?
394 00:34:51 They say we live in our minds anyway.
395 00:34:56 Having you with me,like this,keeps me happy.
396 00:35:03 Why do I believe you can hear me?
397 00:35:07 Why do I think you can see this?
398 00:35:15 What's that purple tree? I never saw that.
399 00:35:20 Let's take a look.
400 00:35:21 Think you can get there in eight seconds?
401 00:35:23 Eight seconds? Over there?
402 00:35:27 Yeah,I just need a little incenfive.
403 00:35:50 Yeah. I can fly.
404 00:35:52 No!
405 00:35:54 Can't I do what I want?
406 00:35:55 I think you'd be more comfortable keeping it real.
407 00:35:59 Think of running fast,like the Road Runner,okay?
408 00:36:10 I can handle this.
409 00:36:14 Adios,muchacho.
410 00:36:19 Oh,wait! Chris!
411 00:36:20 Annie!
412 00:36:27 I bet you're thinking "Oh,shit!" now!
413 00:36:48 Yeah!
414 00:36:50 Go,boy!
415 00:36:57 Go,Chris,go!
416 00:37:26 Albert!
417 00:37:28 Albert!
418 00:37:38 It's completely new.
419 00:37:40 The canvas was blank when I was alive.
420 00:37:44 How can I see this drawing after I'm dead?
421 00:37:49 For an expert you look pretty surprised.
422 00:37:53 You two. A long courtship?
423 00:37:55 No,actually.
424 00:37:56 From the first moment,it was like...
425 00:37:58 Soul mates.
426 00:38:00 It's extremely rare,but it exists.
427 00:38:03 Like twin souls. Tuned in to each other.
428 00:38:08 Apparently,even in death.
429 00:38:13 You're reaching each other through her painting.
430 00:38:15 It's nothing I've ever seen.
431 00:38:20 You can't see it,can you?
432 00:38:25 And you never will.
433 00:39:08 I love you!
434 00:39:56 Whose footprints are these?
435 00:39:59 Don't ask me,you put 'em here.
436 00:40:14 Annie.
437 00:40:16 Annie!
438 00:40:17 Chris! Annie!
439 00:40:26 Fantasy is not what you need,Chris.
440 00:40:30 No,you're right.
441 00:40:32 I need Annie.
442 00:40:36 That'll change in time.
443 00:40:38 Oh,come on,Einstein!
444 00:40:40 Time's not on my watch any more!
445 00:40:42 Time does not exist here!
446 00:40:45 Wherever it went,it won't make me need Annie less.
447 00:40:51 You'll feel differently,and so will she.
448 00:40:54 Man.
449 00:40:57 You don't know us.
450 00:41:00 Wish I did.
451 00:41:09 Marie.
452 00:41:11 Marie!
453 00:41:18 Look,it's Tigger!
454 00:41:20 It's my daughter's!
455 00:41:23 Katie tore it up once,and...
456 00:41:29 She's here,right?
457 00:41:32 Where is she?
458 00:41:36 Chris,here is big enough for all to have their universe.
459 00:41:42 That's not why you haven't seen them yet,is it?
460 00:41:48 What does that mean,Buddha?
461 00:41:51 I wanna see my children,Albert!
462 00:41:56 When you do,you will.
463 00:42:16 Does that hurt?
464 00:42:17 Mmm-mmm.
465 00:42:19 -That? -Mmm-hmm.
466 00:42:22 How about that?
467 00:42:24 I'm gonna keep doing this till you tickle.
468 00:42:31 You've got a fever. It's going down,though.
469 00:42:34 Don't you have to go somewhere?
470 00:42:39 Wanna play chess?
471 00:42:44 I could teach you.
472 00:42:47 Would you teach me that?
473 00:43:18 Excuse me.
474 00:43:22 Albert has to work.
475 00:43:24 He asked me to meet with you.
476 00:43:27 Will that be all right?
477 00:43:30 Leona.
478 00:43:32 That's a very beautiful name.
479 00:43:33 He said you've been isolated.
480 00:43:37 Do you wanna see others? Perhaps a city?
481 00:43:40 I would,but travel makes me nauseous.
482 00:43:49 Close your eyes.
483 00:43:53 I didn't mean forever.
484 00:44:08 What do you think?
485 00:44:10 I'm a little under-dressed.
486 00:44:12 You look fine.
487 00:44:14 Till now you've been painting your world. This is mine.
488 00:44:18 In our city across the river we have to have a common vision.
489 00:44:38 So,there's work.
490 00:44:40 Mmm-hmm. I like that.
491 00:44:43 Albert,for example,is sort of a missionary.
492 00:44:47 He saves lost souls.
493 00:44:48 Like me.
494 00:44:50 Hardly. They are the ones who can't get here.
495 00:44:55 You mean,from hell?
496 00:44:57 In a way.
497 00:44:58 It's not what you think.
498 00:45:00 My work is with animals.
499 00:45:06 Katie is an old friend.
500 00:45:09 Dearest Christy.
501 00:45:11 I don't know how this day unraveled on me.
502 00:45:14 I was so proud of how I held together through this endless afternoon.
503 00:45:19 But,coming home,I began to lose it.
504 00:45:24 If I had walked out that night for our Double D,
505 00:45:26 you wouldn't have been in the tunnel doing me a favor.
506 00:45:31 A whole family lost in car crashes.
507 00:45:34 Enough to make a person buy a bike.
508 00:45:42 Where are they going?
509 00:45:43 To help others be reborn on Earth.
510 00:45:46 Really? Reincarnation?
511 00:45:56 Albert says to cheer you up.
512 00:45:59 -You have difficulty... -Losing my wife,yeah.
513 00:46:05 And your children?
514 00:46:08 They died years ago.
515 00:46:10 That's why I'm worried about my wife.
516 00:46:15 They died in a terrible collision.
517 00:46:18 The nanny was driving.
518 00:46:19 It wasn't her fault.
519 00:46:21 And your wife?
520 00:46:24 My daughter had asked her to drive.
521 00:46:44 It was a trucker's fault.
522 00:46:46 But my wife believed that if she'd been driving,
523 00:46:50 her protective instincts would have...
524 00:47:06 Are you okay?
525 00:47:14 Come on,Katie!
526 00:47:30 Where were you just now?
527 00:47:33 Your mind's been wandering all afternoon.
528 00:47:37 Thinking of someone.
529 00:47:40 Your wife must have loved her children very much.
530 00:47:45 Very much.
531 00:47:47 But you don't have to break in half to love somebody.
532 00:47:53 Tell me a memory of your own.
533 00:47:57 Say,with your daughter.
534 00:48:18 Hey.
535 00:48:19 That's somebody else's art.
536 00:48:22 What's the difference?
537 00:48:24 You weren't looking anyway.
538 00:48:31 Your move.
539 00:48:34 Is this where we go when we die?
540 00:48:42 It's a dream,baby. It's a beautiful one.
541 00:48:47 -But,you know,dreams... -I know,aren't real.
542 00:48:50 I know.
543 00:48:55 -It's after midnight. -I haven't won yet.
544 00:48:58 It's your first time.
545 00:48:59 No,I like that I haven't won yet.
546 00:49:01 Means you're not cheating.
547 00:49:04 And when I win,I really win.
548 00:49:07 I wanna play till I do.
549 00:49:10 Unless you wanna stop.
550 00:49:11 No. Let's play till you win.
551 00:49:16 She died three months later.
552 00:49:20 We played every night.
553 00:49:24 It meant the world to me.
554 00:49:29 She never won.
555 00:49:58 I didn't look like this in the body,you know.
556 00:50:05 We flew to Singapore once.
557 00:50:07 And my daddy smiled at the flight attendant who
558 00:50:14 looked like this and wore this name tag,"Leona?
559 00:50:21 He said Asian women are so
560 00:50:25 lovely and graceful and intelligent.
561 00:50:31 -He didn't mean only. -I know.
562 00:50:34 It was something he said.
563 00:50:35 And I thought,when I grow up,I wanna be that.
564 00:50:43 You still play chess?
565 00:50:55 I think I waited for my partner.
566 00:51:40 I swear that California is the strangest place.
567 00:51:45 They push you into it
568 00:51:46 so you can do it before your shrink commits you.
569 00:51:50 Thoughtful legislation there.
570 00:51:54 Mine is suspicious.
571 00:51:56 Another week,he might commit me.
572 00:51:59 For my own safety.
573 00:52:04 I had the husband I was meant to have.
574 00:52:07 Two spectacular children.
575 00:52:10 Blessings no one would dare expect from life.
576 00:52:15 And the truth is,simply...
577 00:52:19 that it's over.
578 00:52:23 Just this one loose end to ravel up.
579 00:52:32 I didn't get to say goodbye. You're dead and I blew that.
580 00:52:39 I don't get to say goodbye.
581 00:52:44 But I'll tell you what.
582 00:52:47 Across whatever distance there is,
583 00:52:52 I send you my love.
584 00:53:08 Hey.
585 00:53:12 Where were you?
586 00:53:13 Far away. I got called back. I was working.
587 00:53:20 There are no words to thank you.
588 00:53:23 For finding Marie.
589 00:53:28 -Is she okay? -She's fine.
590 00:53:30 You'll see her soon.
591 00:53:32 She sends her love.
592 00:53:35 Especially now.
593 00:53:45 We'll gonna go through something very hard right now.
594 00:53:49 I'm with you. You're not alone.
595 00:53:55 Christy,Annie is dead.
596 00:54:01 She killed herself.
597 00:54:07 It's nothing I ever expected.
598 00:54:14 Like I said,you don't know us.
599 00:54:18 Is that an occupational hazard of soul mates?
600 00:54:21 One's not much without the other?
601 00:54:27 But she's okay.
602 00:54:30 Because her pain is over.
603 00:54:32 You don't understand.
604 00:54:33 -She won't cling like me.-You don't understand.
605 00:54:35 When do I see her?
606 00:54:37 Never
607 00:54:41 You'll never see her.
608 00:54:43 She's a suicide. Suicides go somewhere else.
609 00:54:47 Why are you punishing her?
610 00:54:48 -It's not punishment. She's suffered enough. -no
611 00:54:51 There are no judges or crimes.
612 00:54:53 Everybody's equal.
613 00:54:54 That's the way things work!
614 00:54:56 And suicides go to hell?
615 00:54:58 No goddamn judgment in that!
616 00:55:03 You wanna fight?
617 00:55:07 You can hide from it or understand it.
618 00:55:11 What you call hell is for those who don't know they're dead.
619 00:55:14 They can't realize what they've done or what's happened.
620 00:55:19 -Too self-absorbed in life that they...-Self-absorbed?
621 00:55:23 That doesn't apply to Annie,all right?
622 00:55:27 No,it doesn't.
623 00:55:29 Suicides are different.
624 00:55:31 They don't go to hell because they're immoral or selfish.
625 00:55:33 They go for a very different reason.
626 00:55:36 Each of us has an instinct,and there's a natural order to our journey.
627 00:55:40 Annie has violated that.
628 00:55:43 She won't face it.
629 00:55:45 She won't realize,accept what she's done.
630 00:55:50 She will spend eternity playing that out.
631 00:55:53 You still say she's in hell.
632 00:55:55 Everybody's hell is different.
633 00:55:56 It's not all fire and pain.
634 00:55:58 Real hell is your life gone wrong.
635 00:56:20 I'm her soul mate.
636 00:56:22 I can find her.
637 00:56:31 You don't understand how...
638 00:56:33 It's not about understanding!
639 00:56:37 It's about not giving up.
640 00:56:41 You said there are no rules.
641 00:56:43 And the purple tree?
642 00:56:44 You were pretty surprised then.
643 00:56:46 Hey,if there are no rules,
644 00:56:50 how can you say all suicides are the same?
645 00:56:53 I can't say that,I can't.
646 00:56:54 Okay. Or she doesn't know she's dead?
647 00:56:57 -I can't. -Okay.
648 00:56:59 No one has ever seen a suicide brought back!
649 00:57:02 Stick around,Chief.
650 00:57:04 You ain't seen nothing yet.
651 00:57:12 Okay. You deserve your chance.
652 00:57:15 We'll find a tracker.
653 00:58:38 Hey!
654 00:58:47 This the guy who doesn't give up?
655 00:58:50 Anyone tell you too much persistence can get stupid?
656 00:58:54 Constantly.
657 00:58:56 I hear the same thing.
658 00:58:57 I also hear I read too slow.
659 00:59:00 I don't need glasses.
660 00:59:02 Eyes being a figment of my imagination.
661 00:59:07 You'll hear a lot of smart stuff here.
662 00:59:09 It's usually right.
663 00:59:11 Don't let it screw you up.
664 00:59:12 I won't.
665 00:59:15 Your wife love you as strong?
666 00:59:25 We'll find her.
667 00:59:28 But when you find her,
668 00:59:30 nothing will make her recognize you.
669 00:59:34 Nothing will break her denial.
670 00:59:37 It's stronger than her love.
671 00:59:40 In fact,reinforced by her love.
672 00:59:44 You can say everything you long to say.
673 00:59:47 Including goodbye.
674 00:59:49 Even if she can't understand it.
675 00:59:54 You'll have the satisfaction that you didn't give up.
676 00:59:59 That has to be enough.
677 01:00:02 Get me there. I decide what's enough.
678 01:00:07 When do we leave?
679 01:00:10 Close your eyes.
680 01:00:24 Albert's a sweet kid.
681 01:00:26 He is that.
682 01:00:28 There's a tenderness I never knew in life.
683 01:00:31 I didn't know him when he was young.
684 01:00:35 Were you proud of your own kids?
685 01:00:39 Of course.
686 01:00:41 That's an easy bullshit answer.
687 01:00:46 Think about it.
688 01:00:49 I said "Of course."
689 01:00:53 I like this sore point.
690 01:00:55 It's juice. Juice is strong. It connects.
691 01:00:59 Makes you a better receiver for Annie.
692 01:01:05 She's the transmitter,sending thoughts of you.
693 01:01:32 What did you do when alive?
694 01:01:35 -You mean the last time? -yep
695 01:01:37 We can be reborn.
696 01:01:40 But only if we choose to.
697 01:01:43 Last trip,I did the same work...
698 01:01:45 You were a shrink!
699 01:01:48 Fairly perceptive.
700 01:01:56 Oh,my God.
701 01:01:58 You expected physical danger?
702 01:02:05 What could it do,kill you,huh?
703 01:02:08 No. In hell,there's real danger.
704 01:02:13 Of losing your mind.
705 01:02:55 Because he's drowning,that's why.
706 01:03:02 He's 13 years old!
707 01:03:05 I know.
708 01:03:06 He needs to hang out with his friends. That's what he needs.
709 01:03:08 He needs to veg out in front of the TV,
710 01:03:10 he needs to read a fucking book he likes!
711 01:03:14 You're saying he doesn't wanna let me down?
712 01:03:17 No,it's worse.
713 01:03:18 He's so into you,he feels he's letting himself down.
714 01:03:21 You say he can do something and he can't,he thinks he's shit.
715 01:03:24 How sick is that?
716 01:03:33 How can you take me out of school?
717 01:03:36 How can you?
718 01:03:38 This is my life!
719 01:03:41 Don't you think I can make it?
720 01:03:43 If I really dig in...
721 01:03:45 You have to show me more!
722 01:03:47 Come on! You're blowing it,Ian!
723 01:03:50 I'm not you!
724 01:04:59 Shipwrecks.
725 01:05:02 What is this place?
726 01:05:03 The gateway to hell.
727 01:05:09 How are we doing? Picking up any signals?
728 01:05:13 Actually,not a ripple.
729 01:05:16 That's because I was thinking of somebody else.
730 01:05:27 It's a slap in the face when you see kids taking a test
731 01:05:32 and they're just breezing through it.
732 01:05:34 And for you it just kinda goes.
733 01:05:38 Every day I see
734 01:05:40 how I'm not as good as you and everyone else.
735 01:05:45 But that doesn't mean I give up.
736 01:05:53 Hey.
737 01:06:37 Cerberus,the guardian.
738 01:06:55 How do you feel?
739 01:06:59 More than I want you in or out of some school,
740 01:07:01 I want to know how you feel when you go to bed at night.
741 01:07:07 Real scared.
742 01:07:11 I know I believe in you.
743 01:07:15 If I was going through fucking hell,
744 01:07:18 I'd only want one person in the goddamn world with me.
745 01:07:41 There's a man Ian never got to know.
746 01:07:49 The man he was growing up to be.
747 01:07:57 He's a good-looking,clear-eyed young fella,
748 01:08:01 about25.
749 01:08:05 I can see him.
750 01:08:10 He's the type of guy men want to be around.
751 01:08:14 Because he has integrity,you know?
752 01:08:19 He has character.
753 01:08:22 You can't fake that.
754 01:08:27 And he's a guy women want to be around,too.
755 01:08:33 Because there's tenderness in him.
756 01:08:37 Respect.
757 01:08:39 Loyalty.Courage.
758 01:08:46 And women respond to that.
759 01:08:51 Makes him a terrific husband.
760 01:08:55 I see him as a father.
761 01:08:59 That's where he really shines.
762 01:09:06 See,when he looks in his kid's eyes,
763 01:09:12 and the kid knows that his dad really sees him,
764 01:09:16 he sees who he is.
765 01:09:20 Then that child knows that he is an amazing person.
766 01:09:27 He's quite a guy
767 01:09:29 that I'll never get to meet.
768 01:09:35 I Wish I had.
769 01:09:41 Let's do it.
770 01:09:46 Come on,she could be in there!
771 01:10:05 No!
772 01:10:08 No!
773 01:10:10 Don't! Don't!
774 01:10:13 Don't do this!
775 01:10:15 Your mother's not in there,Ian!
776 01:10:25 Your mom is not in there,son.
777 01:10:43 There's not another man I'd go through hell with.
778 01:10:49 Elevator to hell. Going up.
779 01:10:54 Come on.
780 01:10:55 So long. Wish us luck.
781 01:10:58 I'm going with you.
782 01:10:59 I'm not giving you a choice.
783 01:11:01 What are you saying?
784 01:11:04 Since you suspected Albert was your son,
785 01:11:06 you lost your wife's signal.
786 01:11:09 I'll concentrate harder!
787 01:11:10 You don't know how. You're all mouth and no chops!
788 01:11:13 All you're good for is she loves you.
789 01:11:16 Your boy is a decisive distraction.
790 01:11:18 Damn shrinks!
791 01:11:20 You love shoving people around!
792 01:11:21 We're going down to the bottom. His last chance.
793 01:11:24 He's never been in such a place.
794 01:11:26 You haven't. It's better watching one than two.
795 01:11:30 You want him clear?
796 01:11:31 Screw him,Ian. He doesn't know us.
797 01:11:34 He's not family!
798 01:11:36 No! I'm not leaving him.
799 01:11:43 If he never sees her?
800 01:11:45 Never says goodbye?
801 01:11:49 We do it without him. We do it together. She's your mother.
802 01:11:51 Let's go!
803 01:11:52 Dad,no. Listen to me.
804 01:11:58 When you get there,don't listen to him.
805 01:12:03 You find her and you bring her back.
806 01:12:08 You can do it.
807 01:12:12 I believe in you.
808 01:12:25 Do you ever think why I chose to be Albert?
809 01:12:28 He was the only guy you ever listened to.
810 01:12:31 Listen to me now!
811 01:12:33 Think about Mom!
812 01:12:36 Think about what happened when we died!
813 01:12:39 Think about what you said to her to bring her back!
814 01:13:29 Think about Mom.
815 01:13:35 Think about when we died.
816 01:13:45 I'm teaching myself to smoke.
817 01:13:49 The doctors call it an affirmation of life.
818 01:13:57 Well,it beats the statue thing.
819 01:14:04 You said "divorce".
820 01:14:06 You got my attention.
821 01:14:11 I think that we're too different
822 01:14:15 to stay together.
823 01:14:20 I mean...
824 01:14:23 Well,for one thing,why aren't you in here?
825 01:14:28 Why didn't you go crazy?
826 01:14:33 Your children died.
827 01:14:35 I remember.
828 01:14:39 I remember the silence in the house.
829 01:14:42 I thought I was supposed to be strong.
830 01:14:48 -For me? -For me.
831 01:14:51 For us.
832 01:14:52 Just on general principles.
833 01:14:56 I loved them,Annie.
834 01:14:59 But they're gone.
835 01:15:04 You've got a choice.
836 01:15:06 Life either goes on
837 01:15:10 or not.
838 01:15:13 And you choose life.
839 01:15:19 Sometimes,when you win,you lose.
840 01:15:39 This hasn't been a good day.
841 01:15:46 C'mon. It's our private deck.
842 01:15:54 I never took more than 30% from any clients.
843 01:15:58 This must be it.
844 01:16:00 Mister! I'm here!
845 01:16:03 Incoming!
846 01:16:07 Watch where you're stepping!
847 01:16:09 Sorry! Excuse me!
848 01:16:16 Anybody got a cure?
849 01:16:18 No,man!
850 01:16:21 I'm not an animal
851 01:16:25 Sorry.
852 01:16:26 Welcome. Welcome,son.
853 01:16:29 Papa?
854 01:16:31 Son.
855 01:16:32 Papa?
856 01:16:33 You're close. Welcome.
857 01:16:38 No.
858 01:16:39 Welcome,welcome.
859 01:16:40 You're not my dad,sorry.
860 01:16:43 It's all right.They never come.
861 01:16:47 Don't worry. It's only a matter of time.
862 01:17:04 You don't think it looks like a dog?
863 01:17:07 Sure. You always take the easy ones.
864 01:17:09 How about that? That one looks like a 24-piece dining set.
865 01:17:13 With a soup tureen.
866 01:17:15 Yeah. Or a bunny rabbit.
867 01:17:18 A very complex bunny rabbit.
868 01:17:22 Or a Rubenesque breast.
869 01:17:26 You always think they're breasts.
870 01:17:28 All kinds of breasts.
871 01:17:30 I love them. Yours.
872 01:17:34 Oh,we'll be late for the dance!
873 01:17:36 What's the rush?
874 01:17:40 I know what you're doing.
875 01:17:44 This is all just a stall.
876 01:17:46 I know why you don't wanna go.
877 01:17:48 Busted.
878 01:17:51 Why don't you dance just once?
879 01:17:55 Other husbands are as clumsy.
880 01:17:57 Oh,thank you.
881 01:18:03 It's just that when everybody's dancing
882 01:18:05 I feel like I'm alone
883 01:18:09 in a sea of faces.
884 01:18:12 Annie.
885 01:18:58 Angel Falls.
886 01:19:04 It's a little expensive,yeah.
887 01:19:07 But it's our first Double D.
888 01:19:09 Shouldn't it be incredible?
889 01:19:14 I've never seen anything like it.
890 01:19:17 That's my role.
891 01:19:19 To bring adventure to your life.
892 01:19:26 You taught me
893 01:19:29 the one thing,the only thing I should always remember.
894 01:19:35 Which is?
895 01:19:39 I forgot.
896 01:19:47 Oh yeah,oh yeah,oh yeah...
897 01:19:50 It was,never give up.
898 01:19:55 Never give up.
899 01:20:01 Never
900 01:20:11 She's here.
901 01:20:15 You found her.
902 01:20:17 Impressive.
903 01:20:19 That jolt of fear for her. It connected.
904 01:20:23 My God,is that our house?
905 01:20:47 It's like our home.
906 01:20:48 Don't think that.
907 01:20:50 It's an illusion.
908 01:20:53 The whole place. Her illusion.
909 01:20:56 Suicides can get tortured,
910 01:20:58 committed to punishing themselves.
911 01:21:01 Don't push her that way.
912 01:21:03 You want to see her.
913 01:21:05 Tell her what's in your heart.
914 01:21:07 And then go.
915 01:21:09 No pressure.
916 01:21:10 Wait! Wait! Wait.
917 01:21:13 I knew you'd find her.
918 01:21:15 You're a competitor with a big ego.
919 01:21:18 How do you know the first thing about me?
920 01:21:21 You called your son Albert.
921 01:21:23 Who is that?
922 01:21:25 First doctor I interned under.
923 01:21:29 He was like a father to me.
924 01:21:31 His words were gold. A brilliant mind.
925 01:21:35 What did he practice before turning to pediatrics?
926 01:21:41 Child psychia... Psychiatry.
927 01:21:45 And he was always a slow reader.
928 01:21:50 But these used to be rimless.
929 01:21:55 And the rest of me used to be black.
930 01:22:11 You know why we chose to look different? Me,the children?
931 01:22:16 Package doesn't count? One's as good as...
932 01:22:18 No. The old roles of authority.
933 01:22:21 Who's the teacher,who's the father
934 01:22:23 gets in the way of who we really are,to each other.
935 01:22:29 I've waited for years for a chance to watch out for you.
936 01:22:34 And I'm watching out for you now.
937 01:22:37 But this isn't like the rest of hell.
938 01:22:40 You've got no defense against Annie.
939 01:22:45 If losing yourself or being swallowed by hell itself
940 01:22:49 could save her,I'd be there cheering you on.
941 01:22:55 You've got your children back now.
942 01:22:59 They need you.
943 01:23:01 Three minutes. Any more,you could lose your mind.
944 01:23:06 How can you lose your mind?
945 01:23:08 Once her reality becomes yours,
946 01:23:11 there's really no way back.
947 01:23:30 Think about Mom.
948 01:23:34 What you said to bring her back.
949 01:23:49 Hello?
950 01:23:52 Your door is open.
951 01:24:27 Sorry. I didn't mean to scare you.
952 01:24:33 Who are you?
953 01:24:36 I'm your neighbor.
954 01:24:39 I bought the Gormans' place two months ago.
955 01:24:42 I just moved in.
956 01:24:44 I never heard they sold their place.
957 01:24:49 You're Annie Nielsen,right?
958 01:24:52 They told me a lot about you.
959 01:24:55 Like what? What did they say?
960 01:24:57 That you're a very talented artist
961 01:25:00 and work for a museum,right?
962 01:25:03 And you're a widow.
963 01:25:06 Mrs. Gorman admires your roses
964 01:25:10 very much.
965 01:25:13 They were so handsome.
966 01:25:17 But now there's no water pressure in the neighborhood.
967 01:25:22 There's no electricity and no gas.
968 01:25:28 There are other things missing,too.
969 01:25:31 Like clean clothes and books I want to read.
970 01:25:34 And,um,
971 01:25:36 some of my favorite paintings I have to work on.
972 01:25:46 What is it?
973 01:25:48 They're everywhere now!
974 01:25:52 Got it!
975 01:25:57 It's gone.
976 01:26:05 Thank you.
977 01:26:09 You're welcome.
978 01:26:10 You say your paintings are missing.
979 01:26:13 Some of my most precious panels.
980 01:26:17 The ones that remind me.
981 01:26:28 Remind me of my husband and my children.
982 01:26:31 That's why I never leave.
983 01:26:35 Because they might return?
984 01:26:40 I hope that's true with all my heart.
985 01:26:42 It's not,you know.
986 01:26:46 When you're dead,you disappear.
987 01:26:52 My wife committed suicide after our children died.
988 01:26:57 After I...
989 01:27:00 She was the loveliest person.
990 01:27:04 Don't you think that's sad?
991 01:27:06 Don't you have to leave?
992 01:27:08 No. But if you want me to go...
993 01:27:10 -I do. -All right.
994 01:27:14 The last day I saw my wife it was our anniversary.
995 01:27:17 Aren't you leaving?
996 01:27:19 In a minute.
997 01:27:20 I was sticking around in case there was another problem.
998 01:27:23 It wasn't a wedding anniversary.
999 01:27:26 It was a very special kind of day
1000 01:27:32 no one else knows about.
1001 01:27:50 I need to talk to you.
1002 01:27:53 And you don't have to respond.
1003 01:28:02 This is a one-way ticket
1004 01:28:05 for me.
1005 01:28:08 My hanging around here is not helping you.
1006 01:28:12 And it's killing me.
1007 01:28:14 Today is kind of a D-Day.
1008 01:28:18 "D" for decision,I guess.
1009 01:28:25 About divorce.
1010 01:28:28 That'd be two D's,wouldn't it?
1011 01:28:36 I stand corrected.
1012 01:28:44 Look what happens when you don't say anything for a month.
1013 01:28:50 Cindy called.
1014 01:28:52 She said everything is waiting for you.
1015 01:28:56 The artists and curators will see you when you're better.
1016 01:29:03 And I told her
1017 01:29:05 it was the museum and one of those meetings
1018 01:29:11 that kept you from driving that day.
1019 01:29:16 And if you went back,it'd mean you weren't sorry,
1020 01:29:20 you weren't wrong and you'd be betraying your children.
1021 01:29:25 She called you crazy,and I called her a soulless bitch!
1022 01:29:29 And I hung up!
1023 01:29:31 That didn't go very well!
1024 01:29:38 What's true in our minds is true.
1025 01:29:42 Whether some people know it or not.
1026 01:29:46 That's when I realized I'm part of the problem.
1027 01:29:51 Not because I remind you.
1028 01:29:55 But,because I couldn't join you.
1029 01:29:58 So I left you alone.
1030 01:30:08 Don't give up,Okay?
1031 01:30:23 Okay.
1032 01:30:25 Okay.
1033 01:30:28 It's okay.
1034 01:30:47 So you reconciled?
1035 01:30:52 That's very romantic.
1036 01:30:57 She still killed herself.
1037 01:31:00 In the end,she gave up.
1038 01:31:02 There's nothing wrong with it.
1039 01:31:03 Her husband thought so.
1040 01:31:05 He was a coward!
1041 01:31:07 Being strong,not giving up,
1042 01:31:10 that was his place to hide.
1043 01:31:13 He pushed away the pain so hard,
1044 01:31:16 he disconnected himself from the person he loved the most.
1045 01:31:23 Sometimes,when you win,you lose.
1046 01:31:34 When he saw his children again...
1047 01:31:36 I thought your children were dead.
1048 01:31:41 You can see the dead.
1049 01:31:42 In your dreams. If you want to.
1050 01:31:49 I wanna see Christy.
1051 01:31:53 I can show you.
1052 01:31:55 It's not hard.
1053 01:31:57 All you have to do...
1054 01:31:58 it's like painting a picture.
1055 01:32:00 We do it together.
1056 01:32:03 Just close your eyes.
1057 01:32:07 Please don't be afraid.
1058 01:32:12 Remember where you were married?
1059 01:32:22 Christy!
1060 01:32:24 Christy...
1061 01:32:27 Who else would you be marrying in your dreams?
1062 01:32:32 I missed you so.
1063 01:32:37 Annie...
1064 01:32:39 This is real.
1065 01:32:44 The man in the garden. It's me.
1066 01:32:55 No!
1067 01:32:57 No!
1068 01:33:00 Whoever you are,
1069 01:33:02 did you think you could take him from me?
1070 01:33:20 I'm sorry,babe.
1071 01:33:22 There's some things I have to say.
1072 01:33:24 I've only got a few moments left.
1073 01:33:30 I'm sorry for all the things I'll never give you.
1074 01:33:34 I'll never buy you another meatball sub with extra sauce.
1075 01:33:38 That was a big one.
1076 01:33:42 I'll never make you smile.
1077 01:33:47 I just wanted us to be old together.
1078 01:33:50 Two old farts laughing at each other as our bodies fell apart.
1079 01:33:55 Together at the end. By that lake in your painting.
1080 01:34:01 That was our heaven,see?
1081 01:34:04 There's lots of things to miss.
1082 01:34:08 Books,naps,
1083 01:34:11 kisses...and fights.
1084 01:34:16 Oh,God,we had some great ones!
1085 01:34:19 Thank you for those.
1086 01:34:24 Thank you for every kindness.
1087 01:34:28 Thank you for our children.
1088 01:34:31 For the first time I saw them.
1089 01:34:35 Thank you for being someone I was always proud to be with.
1090 01:34:42 For your guts,
1091 01:34:44 for your sweetness.
1092 01:34:47 For how you always looked,for how I always wanted to touch you.
1093 01:34:53 God,you were my life.
1094 01:34:58 I apologize for every time I failed you.
1095 01:35:02 Especially this one.
1096 01:35:27 Didn't you think I'd make it?
1097 01:35:30 You were in there a while.
1098 01:35:32 Took me a while to realize you were right.
1099 01:35:35 Nothing you can do could help her.
1100 01:35:38 This trip was for you.
1101 01:35:43 Did you come close...
1102 01:35:45 To losing it?
1103 01:35:47 Oh,yeah.
1104 01:35:49 Pushed it right to the edge.
1105 01:35:53 That's why I had to come out now.
1106 01:35:55 I'm giving up.
1107 01:36:00 Not the way you think.
1108 01:36:06 Go home,Al.
1109 01:36:09 Will you tell my children I love them?
1110 01:36:14 And I won't leave their mother.
1111 01:36:21 Thanks.
1112 01:36:30 Where are we headed?
1113 01:36:33 In one minute I won't know you any better than you'll know me.
1114 01:36:40 But we'll be together.
1115 01:36:43 Where we belong.
1116 01:36:47 Good people go to hell
1117 01:36:48 because they can't forgive themselves.
1118 01:36:52 I know I can't.
1119 01:36:55 But I can forgive you.
1120 01:36:58 For killing my children?
1121 01:37:01 And my sweet husband?
1122 01:37:05 No.
1123 01:37:07 For being so wonderful,a guy would choose hell over heaven,
1124 01:37:10 just to hang around you.
1125 01:37:18 Not because I remind you,
1126 01:37:22 but because I couldn't join you.
1127 01:37:25 Sorry I left you alone.
1128 01:37:30 Don't give up,Okay?
1129 01:37:52 Christy?
1130 01:37:59 Christy.
1131 01:38:05 What happened to this place?
1132 01:38:11 It's cold.
1133 01:38:25 Christy?
1134 01:38:28 God,no! No,no,no,no!
1135 01:38:30 Don't give up! Don't give up! Christy!
1136 01:38:33 Don't give up! Don't,don't give up!
1137 01:38:36 Christy!
1138 01:38:42 Christy,don't give up...
1139 01:39:06 Christy.
1140 01:39:44 Hey!
1141 01:39:48 Remember me?
1142 01:40:01 Sometimes,when you lose you win.
1143 01:41:00 How did we get here?
1144 01:41:06 Travel here is like everything else.
1145 01:41:10 It's in your mind.
1146 01:41:13 You only have to close your eyes.
1147 01:41:17 If you know where you're going...
1148 01:41:21 Looks like we did.
1149 01:41:25 Where you were...
1150 01:41:29 I tried everything. Nothing worked.
1151 01:41:33 Until
1152 01:41:36 you tried joining me.
1153 01:41:44 What some folks call impossible...
1154 01:41:47 is what they haven't seen before.
1155 01:42:32 Excuse me,lady.
1156 01:42:36 Ready for that surprise I promised?
1157 01:42:40 Yeah.
1158 01:42:44 That's not the surprise!
1159 01:42:47 Mommy?
1160 01:43:38 I want us to grow old together.
1161 01:43:40 -Can we do that here? -Mmm-hmm.
1162 01:43:43 I want it all.
1163 01:43:46 As long as it's with you.
1164 01:43:49 It Will be.
1165 01:43:54 But what about going back?
1166 01:43:57 Being reborn?
1167 01:44:00 That's the one thing we can't have here.
1168 01:44:04 Finding each other all over again.
1169 01:44:08 Falling in love.
1170 01:44:12 Make different choices.
1171 01:44:19 Try again.
1172 01:44:20 Yeah.
1173 01:44:22 Avoid sharp objects.
1174 01:44:27 Don't worry about the kids.
1175 01:44:28 They'll be here.
1176 01:44:30 They want us to go.
1177 01:44:33 A human life is just a heartbeat here.
1178 01:44:36 And we'll all be together.
1179 01:44:38 Forever.
1180 01:44:43 How will I find you?
1181 01:44:46 I found you in hell.
1182 01:44:47 I'll find you in Jersey.
1183 01:45:53 When I was young I met this beautiful girl by a lake.
