火车上的女孩(The Girl on the Train)(CN/EN)Subtitles
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1 00:01:03 My husband used to tell me
2 00:01:05 I have an overactiveimagination.
3 00:01:08 I can't help it.
4 00:01:10 I mean, haven't you ever been
5 00:01:11 on a train and wonderedabout the lives
6 00:01:14 of the peoplewho live near the tracks?
7 00:01:15 The lives you've never lived.
8 00:01:19 These are things I want to know.
9 00:01:24 Twice a day, I sit inthe third car from the front
10 00:01:27 where I have the perfect viewinto my favorite house.
11 00:01:30 Number 15 Beckett road.
12 00:01:41 I don't know when exactly.
13 00:01:43 I suppose I startednoticing her about a year ago,
14 00:01:47 and gradually,as the months went past,
15 00:01:49 she became important to me.
16 00:02:11 I'm not the girl I used to be.
17 00:02:14 I think people can see iton my face.
18 00:02:34 She's what I lost.
19 00:02:37 She's everything I want to be.
20 00:03:16 I imagine she's a painter.
21 00:03:21 She's creative.
22 00:03:23 He's a doctor or an architect.
23 00:03:30 He has a good laugh.
24 00:03:32 She can't cook.
25 00:03:38 I wonder what they sayto each other
26 00:03:40 before they go to sleep.
27 00:03:51 Today her name is Jess;Tomorrow it could be...
28 00:03:54 Lisa or Amber.
29 00:03:56 It all depends on the day;It depends on my mood.
30 00:04:02 The truth is,I don't know her name.
31 00:04:06 I don't know if she paints orwhether he has a good laugh.
32 00:04:11 I just know they know love.
33 00:04:16 Sometimes I catch myselftrying to remember
34 00:04:19 the last time I had meaningfulcontact with another person.
35 00:04:31 I used to live two doors down,number 13 Beckett road.
36 00:04:36 - No.- It was my first home.
37 00:04:39 We bought it together.
38 00:04:41 - It was ours. -You didn'teven like having him over.
39 00:04:44 I hated it.
40 00:04:47 Every day,I tell myself not to look.
41 00:04:53 But then I look.
42 00:05:02 Are you alone?
43 00:05:05 Yeah.
44 00:05:07 No, it's...Come. It's all yours.
45 00:05:10 - Okay.- Your baby's so cute.
46 00:05:12 - Oh, thank you.- Hi, baby!
47 00:05:15 Is it a... is it a boy?
48 00:05:16 Yeah!
49 00:05:18 So sweet.How ol... how old is he?
50 00:05:20 - Six months.- Six months.
51 00:05:26 So sweet.
52 00:05:33 Shh.
53 00:05:36 Here.
54 00:06:07 A teacher once told me I was
55 00:06:10 a mistressof self-reinvention.
56 00:06:11 Down the center line,
57 00:06:13 open, around and together...
58 00:06:16 I wasn't really surewhat it meant at the time.
59 00:06:18 Around and up.
60 00:06:20 But since moving here,
61 00:06:22 I've come to understand it.
62 00:06:29 Ardsley-on-Hudsonis boring and routine.
63 00:06:34 It's a fucking baby factory.
64 00:06:37 I want to start my lifeover again.
65 00:06:41 So far, I've beena rebellious teenager...
66 00:06:47 lover...
67 00:06:49 Waitress...
68 00:06:51 Gallery director...
69 00:06:55 Nanny...
70 00:06:58 and...
71 00:07:00 A whore.
72 00:07:03 And not necessarilyin that order.
73 00:07:11 I can't just be a wife anymore.
74 00:07:15 That's why I...
75 00:07:17 Stay awake at nightstaring at the ceiling.
76 00:07:22 In fact, the only timeI feel like myself
77 00:07:24 is when I'm running.
78 00:07:28 You always felt that way?
79 00:07:33 Maybe since I was...
80 00:07:35 - About 17.- Mm-hmm.
81 00:07:38 With Mac.
82 00:07:40 Mac? Who's Mac?
83 00:07:43 My brother's best friend.
84 00:07:46 My brother who died.
85 00:07:56 I tend to smilewhen I'm nervous.
86 00:07:59 Sometimes I laugh.
87 00:08:10 For a year, Mac and I livedin this hunting cabin.
88 00:08:17 We started fucking.
89 00:08:24 We were the saddest peoplewe knew.
90 00:08:30 But in a way,that cabin made us happy.
91 00:08:35 No one could find us.
92 00:08:38 Everyone thought we were dead.
93 00:08:40 And if you wereto run away today,
94 00:08:42 right now, where would you go?
95 00:08:57 I read once thatwhen a train hits,
96 00:08:59 it can rip the clothesright off of you.
97 00:09:09 I'm pretty sure Scott thinks
98 00:09:11 the nanny job is gonnamake me less restless.
99 00:09:15 Make me want to get pregnant.
100 00:09:18 And that's not the case?
101 00:09:21 When I finish work every night,
102 00:09:22 I run homeand I get in the shower
103 00:09:24 and I wash the smellof that baby off of me
104 00:09:27 as fast as I can.
105 00:09:39 Ah.
106 00:09:40 When you woke up this morning,
107 00:09:43 I went and I brought youback to bed with me.
108 00:09:46 And when I was feeding you,
109 00:09:48 we heard daddy singingfrom the kitchen, didn't we?
110 00:10:05 Aw, daddy came upstairswith a beautiful breakfast
111 00:10:09 that he made for mommy,didn't he?
112 00:10:11 Yes, he did.
113 00:10:13 Thank you, Megan.
114 00:10:14 Oh.
115 00:10:16 Whew... ah...
116 00:10:19 - There.- -There you go.
117 00:10:21 Come here.
118 00:10:22 - Shh, shh, shh, shh.- Oh.
119 00:10:28 Oh, hello.
120 00:10:35 I swear, I sometimes feel likemy heart is gonna explode.
121 00:10:38 - I mean, look at her.
122 00:10:39 Look at her.
123 00:10:42 You're not sleeping.
124 00:10:46 Hello? -:You're not sleeping.
125 00:10:49 Hello?
126 00:10:51 - Hello?
127 00:10:56 - Is that another hang-up?- Mm-hmm.
128 00:10:58 And grab the corners.
129 00:11:01 Mm.
130 00:11:06 And straight.
131 00:11:08 I got another job.
132 00:11:10 You what?
133 00:11:12 I'm really sorry, Anna.
134 00:11:16 I thought you were happy here.I mean, you seemed happy here.
135 00:11:19 I am.
136 00:11:22 It's just, this isn't what I do.
137 00:11:24 Take care of children?
138 00:11:26 Or laundry.
139 00:11:30 Another gallery headhunted me.
140 00:11:35 That's great.
141 00:11:37 The thing is,it starts tomorrow.
142 00:11:40 I'm out all day tomorrow.
143 00:11:42 - That is so uncool.- I hate to leave you like this
144 00:11:44 without child care, but...You don't have a job.
145 00:11:50 Okay, that sounded wrong.
146 00:11:54 I know thatyou're busy volunteering.
147 00:11:56 It's not the volunteering.
148 00:11:58 It's all the shopping,
149 00:11:59 it's spending hoursin the farmers' market...
150 00:12:02 It's findingthe right foods for her,
151 00:12:03 it's pureeing sweet potatoes,
152 00:12:05 and I do all of thisat the same time...
153 00:12:07 As I'm nursing.
154 00:12:09 Maybe you should goback to work, too.
155 00:12:12 Mothers need to work.
156 00:12:14 It's actually betterfor the kid.
157 00:12:16 And how would you know?
158 00:12:25 Your key.
159 00:12:28 There's no job more importantthan raising a child.
160 00:12:33 Megan, please. I...
161 00:12:59 - Rachel. What are you doing?
162 00:13:01 Give me my baby.
163 00:13:02 Rachel, what are you doing?
164 00:13:08 Hello?
165 00:13:17 Oh.
166 00:13:20 - Thank you.- Here.
167 00:13:22 Mm. Beautiful.
168 00:13:28 How many timeshas she texted you today?
169 00:13:30 I don't know.
170 00:13:33 She called the landlinethree times.
171 00:13:35 Oh.
172 00:13:36 - You have to talk to her.- I know. I-I...
173 00:13:39 It's getting crazy.
174 00:13:40 I will. I know, I know, I know.
175 00:13:43 - Okay.- It's gonna be fine.
176 00:13:46 Isn't it always fine?
177 00:13:48 Don't I always makeeverything fine?
178 00:13:50 Stop.
179 00:13:52 Who gives a shit?It's your birthday.
180 00:13:54 Are you sure you don't want meto take you out tonight?
181 00:13:56 - No, I like it at home.- Call Megan.
182 00:13:58 Ask her to come back.
183 00:14:03 She just quit.
184 00:14:05 She what?
185 00:14:06 She just told meshe got another job.
186 00:14:08 Oh.
187 00:14:10 Shame. Thought you guys werekind of a good team together.
188 00:14:14 Mm.
189 00:14:16 So did I.
190 00:15:48 Hey, it's tom.Sorry I missed you.
191 00:15:50 - I'll get right back to you.
192 00:15:51 Hey, tom. It's me.
193 00:15:54 Uh, I just wantedto wish mama a happy birthday.
194 00:15:58 - Happy birthday, mama.- Rachel.
195 00:16:01 Jesus.
196 00:16:04 No, no, no, no, no.
197 00:16:06 No, don't, Cathy.Please stop it.
198 00:16:07 - Relax. Relax!- Cathy, come on!
199 00:16:09 I just... I just need someto go to sleep.
200 00:16:11 That's all.I just need... I just...
201 00:16:12 I just need a little bitto go to sleep.
202 00:16:15 What brought this on?
203 00:16:19 He posted another pictureof the baby.
204 00:16:22 - It was a cute picture.- Yeah?
205 00:16:24 Yup.
206 00:16:26 Facebook and drunk ex-wivesdo not make good friends.
207 00:16:30 I got it. I got it.
208 00:16:33 All right.Let's get you to your room.
209 00:16:39 Rachel, you have to stopcalling them, okay?
210 00:16:47 I really appreciate this room.
211 00:16:50 I do.
212 00:16:52 I thought thatI would just be here for...
213 00:16:55 For a couple of weeks or months.
214 00:16:58 Yeah, that was two years ago.
215 00:17:03 Get some sleep.
216 00:17:36 I've rarely worksthe first time.
217 00:17:39 Would you like a moment?
218 00:17:43 It's okay, sweetie.
219 00:17:45 We're gonna try again.
220 00:17:46 We can't afford to do it again.
221 00:17:51 Well, when we can, we will.
222 00:18:59 I wonder what she's looking at.
223 00:19:01 Or if she even seesthis train at all.
224 00:19:18 Who is that man?
225 00:19:29 The nextstation is Ardsley-on-Hudson.
226 00:19:47 What is she doing?
227 00:19:59 She's throwing it all away.
228 00:20:32 Anna, I fell asleep last night
229 00:20:35 thinking of you.I dreamed about kissing
230 00:20:37 the inside of your thighsand holding your breasts.
231 00:20:39 - -God, I wish
232 00:20:41 I was fucking you right now.
233 00:20:44 Anna, I love you.
234 00:20:47 I love you so much.
235 00:20:49 When it happened to me,
236 00:20:51 I found dozens of e-mails.
237 00:20:53 Tom told her that he neverfelt like this before.
238 00:20:56 He said it wouldn't bethat much longer
239 00:20:59 -until they were together.
240 00:21:02 I know what they say,
241 00:21:04 and you shouldn't checkhis e-mail.
242 00:21:08 It was stupid.
243 00:21:10 But when I, um...
244 00:21:12 When I sawit was from the realtor,
245 00:21:14 I thought that it was just spam.
246 00:21:17 And then I realized thatthey were kisses, not X's,
247 00:21:20 and my husband was fuckinga century 21 agent.
248 00:21:23 That sucks.
249 00:21:25 It does.Her name was Anna Boyd,
250 00:21:27 and he was in love with her.
251 00:21:31 Come here for one second.
252 00:21:35 Say, "fuck you, Anna Boyd,"but just yell it, all right?
253 00:21:38 Fuck you, Anna Boyd!
254 00:21:42 That bitch is livingin my house.
255 00:21:45 I picked everythingin that house.
256 00:21:47 I picked everything.I picked the dining table,
257 00:21:50 the kitchen table.
258 00:21:52 I wonder if she knowsthat I fucked tom
259 00:21:54 on the same tablethat her baby eats at.
260 00:21:56 I just want to tell her.
261 00:22:00 Oh, I wish I could tell her.
262 00:22:02 I picked everythingin that house.
263 00:22:04 I fucking pickedeverything in that house.
264 00:22:12 I...
265 00:22:14 I could never find the wordsto describe how I felt
266 00:22:17 when I read that e-mail.
267 00:22:20 But this morning, I did.
268 00:22:24 I did.
269 00:22:26 When I saw that woman...
270 00:22:28 Kissing someone else, just...
271 00:22:31 I... betraying her husband,
272 00:22:34 I felt... I felt it.
273 00:22:37 I felt pure rage.
274 00:22:42 It was like somethinghad been taken from me again,
275 00:22:46 and... just thoughtif I could...
276 00:22:49 If I could,I'd just go to her house
277 00:22:53 and I'd go and...
278 00:22:55 Find her sittingat the kitchen table,
279 00:22:57 and I'd just...
280 00:22:59 I'd wrap my handin her long blond hair,
281 00:23:02 and I'd jerk her head back.
282 00:23:03 I'd just jerk it back.
283 00:23:05 And then I'd pull it downto the ground,
284 00:23:07 and I would just...Smash her head
285 00:23:11 all over the floor!
286 00:24:08 Move! Get out of my way!
287 00:24:11 Move! Move.
288 00:25:05 Hey!
289 00:25:08 Hey!
290 00:25:21 You whore!
291 00:25:57 Jesus Christ, Rachel.
292 00:25:58 Uh, what the hellis wrong with you?
293 00:26:02 I spent the past hourdriving around looking for you.
294 00:26:07 You... you scaredthe shit out of Anna.
295 00:26:09 - Do you know that?
296 00:26:11 She thought you were gonna...
297 00:26:13 She-she wanted to callthe police, so just...
298 00:26:20 - Leave us alone.
299 00:26:22 You can ruin your own lifeif you want to,
300 00:26:24 but you're notgonna destroy ours.
301 00:26:26 I'm not gonnaprotect you anymore.
302 00:26:33 Oh, my god.
303 00:26:34 God.
304 00:26:37 God.
305 00:26:54 Rachel?
306 00:26:56 Open the door.
307 00:26:57 Cathy, I just...I just need a sec.
308 00:27:00 Are you okay?
309 00:27:02 Rachel, open the door.
310 00:27:04 I have a stomach flu.
311 00:27:06 - Okay? I just...- You don't have a flu.
312 00:27:07 What the fuck, Rachel?
313 00:27:10 I'm not stupid!
314 00:27:11 Rachel!
315 00:27:13 Cathy, just go away!
316 00:27:25 Come here for one second.
317 00:27:26 Just one second.
318 00:27:28 - Say, "fuck you, Anna Boyd."
319 00:27:30 - Fuck you, Anna Boyd!- Fuck you, Anna Boyd!
320 00:27:40 - You whore!
321 00:28:26 No!
322 00:28:43 Anyone counting days one to 90,
323 00:28:45 who would liketo share a day count?
324 00:28:48 Hey, I'm Jason.I'm an alcoholic.
325 00:28:50 - Welcome, Jason.- I've got 22 days back.
326 00:28:51 - Nice.- There we go. -Good job.
327 00:28:56 Anyone else?
328 00:29:03 Hi. I'm-I'm Rachel and...
329 00:29:06 Welcome, Rachel.
330 00:29:07 - Hi, Rachel.- And this... thank you.
331 00:29:09 This is day one, I-I suppose.
332 00:29:25 Um...
333 00:29:28 I'm here because I...
334 00:29:32 because I...
335 00:29:35 Because I woke up,um, covered in blood.
336 00:29:40 And I had... I had bruisesall over my arm and, um...
337 00:29:46 It's usually fromwhen I've fallen
338 00:29:48 and someone's helped me up.
339 00:29:53 My husband...
340 00:29:55 He used to tell mewhat I'd done the night before.
341 00:30:02 And I learned,when you wake up like that,
342 00:30:04 you just say you're sorry.
343 00:30:09 You just say you're sorryfor what you did
344 00:30:12 and you're sorryfor who you are,
345 00:30:14 and you're nevergonna do it again.
346 00:30:17 But you do. You do it again.
347 00:30:21 And there's some time missing.
348 00:30:25 I need to remember.
349 00:30:29 I need to remember.
350 00:30:32 Okay.
351 00:30:34 Thank you, Rachel.
352 00:30:40 Am I... am I right?
353 00:30:42 - Or am I nuts?- No.
354 00:30:44 Make an effort!You know, we all worked hard.
355 00:30:47 That was a charity event.
356 00:30:49 - You don't wear that.- No, you don't.
357 00:30:51 Right? It was that,um, the homeless thing.
358 00:30:54 I don't rememberwhat it was called.
359 00:30:56 Oh, oh, safe shelter.
360 00:30:57 Yeah.That was a tube top, right?
361 00:30:59 Yup. It was.
362 00:31:01 I can't.
363 00:31:02 Why say, "yes, I'm gonna go,
364 00:31:04 "and I can't wait because
365 00:31:05 it's fun to dress up."Then dress up.
366 00:31:07 Do you likedevil's eggs, Martha?
367 00:31:09 Deviled eggs? Yeah, I do.
368 00:31:11 - Deviled egg.- Thank you for making them.
369 00:31:15 The classics. Do you wantto try one, anybody?
370 00:31:17 Uh, those go outside. I don'twant the eggs with the dessert.
371 00:31:19 It doesn't fucking matterwhere they go, okay?
372 00:31:21 So do you want to put themhere? Do you want them
373 00:31:23 with your hot dogsor you can put a couple
374 00:31:24 with your quinoa if you want to.
375 00:31:26 Do you want to put them withyour other salad and your corn?
376 00:31:28 - Rachel.- Put a couple on the wall?
377 00:31:30 Rachel.
378 00:31:31 I'm fine, tom!
379 00:31:32 - Stop it.- Come on.
380 00:31:34 You didn't back me up.You never have my back.
381 00:31:36 You never have my back.
382 00:31:37 - That's my boss's wife.
383 00:31:39 Probably got me firedback there.
384 00:31:41 I don't give a fuck.I'm your wife.
385 00:31:43 - I'm your wife and you never...- Rachel.
386 00:31:45 - You never fucking support me.- Rachel, please stop it.
387 00:31:47 Hey, come on.Need you to focus here.
388 00:31:50 Don't fucking talk
389 00:31:51 - to me like that!- Relax!
390 00:31:52 Relax!
391 00:32:07 - Rachel.- Hi, Cathy. I'm sorry.
392 00:32:09 - There you are.- I need to get my shit together.
393 00:32:10 - I'm s...- Shh.
394 00:32:13 You must be Ms. Watson.
395 00:32:14 I'm detective Riley.
396 00:32:16 This is detective Gaskill.
397 00:32:18 We need to ask youa few questions.
398 00:32:20 What's this about?
399 00:32:22 Want to sit down?
400 00:32:28 Can you tell mewhere you were Friday night?
401 00:32:35 I-I was at workin the city, and then...
402 00:32:41 and then I wentto visit my husband.
403 00:32:44 You mean your ex-husband?
404 00:32:47 Yeah.
405 00:32:48 So I got off the train
406 00:32:49 at Ardsley-on-Hudson,
407 00:32:51 and then...
408 00:32:53 And then I decidedthat it was a bad idea.
409 00:32:55 Around what timedid you reach that conclusion?
410 00:32:58 I was back here by 11:00.
411 00:33:01 Yeah. Yeah.
412 00:33:03 On your way back here,did you stop anywhere?
413 00:33:08 No.
414 00:33:09 And what time did youtake the train there?
415 00:33:12 Um, 6:00. I...
416 00:33:14 So...
417 00:33:15 What'd you doduring those hours in Ardsley,
418 00:33:17 if you weren't seeingyour ex-husband?
419 00:33:28 Do you rememberseeing this woman?
420 00:33:31 She worked for your ex-husband.
421 00:33:34 She's gone missing.
422 00:33:35 What do you mean, she's missing?
423 00:33:37 Well, her husband saidshe never came back home
424 00:33:39 the same night you got offthe train in Ardsley-on-Hudson.
425 00:33:44 I was just... I was just...
426 00:33:45 Do you know Megan Hipwell?
427 00:33:47 - No!- Did you see her?
428 00:33:48 No, I don't...I don't think so.
429 00:33:50 Is that becauseyou were inebriated?
430 00:33:54 Just to clarify, you saidyou were at work Friday?
431 00:33:56 Are you referring to your jobin public relations?
432 00:33:59 Right.
433 00:34:01 It's my understandingyou were fired
434 00:34:02 from that job over a year ago
435 00:34:04 because ofyour drinking problem.
436 00:34:19 Okay. That's enough for now.
437 00:34:24 If you're ableto remember anything else,
438 00:34:27 give us a call.
439 00:34:30 Did you really get fired?
440 00:34:32 Look, I didn't want you to worry
441 00:34:33 that I couldn't pay the rent.
442 00:34:35 If you don't have a job,then what do you do every day?
443 00:34:38 I...
444 00:34:41 I-I ride the train.
445 00:34:43 You what?
446 00:34:45 I ride the trainto New York and back.
447 00:34:48 That's whatyour alimony's paying for,
448 00:34:50 just tickets to nowhere?
449 00:34:53 That's really fucking weird,Rachel.
450 00:34:55 O-okay, okay.
451 00:35:00 I just, I-I got on the train,
452 00:35:02 and then... and then I...I got off the train.
453 00:35:05 I don't know.It's-it's very unclear.
454 00:35:08 You don't remember anything,do you?
455 00:35:12 You know, I read about this manin long island...
456 00:35:15 Who blacked out.
457 00:35:16 He left a bar,
458 00:35:19 drove to the housethat he'd grown up in,
459 00:35:21 stabbed its occupants to death.
460 00:35:22 He woke up the next morning,
461 00:35:24 oblivious to what he diduntil the police
462 00:35:27 came to get him.
463 00:35:28 - Rachel!- What? What?
464 00:35:30 You have to leave.I can't do this anymore.
465 00:35:32 - I'll give you a few weeks...- Hold on.
466 00:35:35 Hold on.
467 00:35:37 Detective Riley!
468 00:35:39 - Yeah, I agree with you.- Detective Riley!
469 00:35:41 I saw someonewith Megan Hipwell,
470 00:35:44 but, uh, not on Friday night.
471 00:35:46 She...
472 00:35:48 She was having an affair,she had a lover... that's what
473 00:35:50 - I'm trying to tell you.- I thought you didn't know her.
474 00:35:53 No. But I s... but I saw her.
475 00:35:55 - You saw her where?- I-I saw her from the train.
476 00:35:57 She was standing on-on the deckwith this man.
477 00:35:59 - With her husband, Scott Hipwell?- No, it wasn't him.
478 00:36:02 This... man was different,
479 00:36:03 and th-they were...They were kissing.
480 00:36:05 Wow. That's prettycoincidental, isn't it?
481 00:36:10 You just happen to be on a train
482 00:36:11 at the same exact momentthat a woman you don't know,
483 00:36:13 but somehow recognize,is cheating on her husband?
484 00:36:15 I-I know it sounds crazy.Um...
485 00:36:17 Neighbors saw a drunk woman
486 00:36:19 in the vicinity of her houseFriday night.
487 00:36:22 Megan Hipwell does beara resemblance to Anna Watson.
488 00:36:26 Mrs. Watson reported
489 00:36:28 that you go to their housesometimes uninvited,
490 00:36:31 and that on one occasionyou actually broke in
491 00:36:33 and took their child.
492 00:36:36 Let me give you some advice.
493 00:36:38 Don't go back to Beckett road.
494 00:36:40 Don't contact your ex-husband.
495 00:36:43 Don't go anywhere nearAnna Watson or her baby.
496 00:36:45 Are you listening to me?
497 00:36:47 Yes.
498 00:36:49 You don't live there anymore.
499 00:36:52 Stay away.
500 00:37:03 You know, I lie all the time.
501 00:37:08 I lie to Scott.
502 00:37:10 I lie to you.
503 00:37:14 I mean, I know that's notthe point of therapy, but...
504 00:37:18 I have to keep things vague.
505 00:37:21 Jumble up all the menand the exes, the lovers.
506 00:37:28 It doesn't matter who they are.
507 00:37:30 It mattershow they make me feel.
508 00:37:41 Lying is like taking a trip.
509 00:37:49 It's like having a secret.
510 00:37:53 It's like touching yourselfand no one else knows.
511 00:38:04 Except you.
512 00:38:07 But you're just pretending.
513 00:38:13 You're just pretendingto touch yourself.
514 00:38:26 Scott's possessive, jealous.
515 00:38:31 He likes to own me.
516 00:38:36 He figures out all my passwords.
517 00:38:42 Which is kind of sexy.
518 00:38:50 So, when I came home last night,
519 00:38:53 Scott was on my laptop,wondering why...
520 00:38:57 Scott's behavior is not normal.
521 00:39:01 It's a form of emotional abuse.
522 00:39:06 Are you ever afraid of Scott?
523 00:39:09 It's not abuse.
524 00:39:12 Not if you don't care,and I don't.
525 00:39:15 Maybe it's becomea normal state for you.
526 00:39:21 Is it normal I think about youall the time?
527 00:39:33 "Almost exactly a week ago,
528 00:39:35 "Megan Hipwell walked outof number 15 Beckett road
529 00:39:37 "and disappeared.
530 00:39:39 "No one has seen her since.
531 00:39:41 "Neither her phonenor her bank cards
532 00:39:43 "have been used since Friday.
533 00:39:54 "A wonderful woman,
534 00:39:56 "an intensely private personwith a warm heart.
535 00:40:00 "She lost a brotherwhen she was 16,
536 00:40:02 "and both her parents dieda few years ago.
537 00:40:08 "Scott Hipwell urgesanyone with information
538 00:40:10 to please come forward."
539 00:40:27 You Megan's friend?
540 00:40:29 Yes. Rachel.
541 00:40:30 Come in.
542 00:40:36 - Do you want a coffee?- Uh, sure. Thank you.
543 00:40:44 Sorry it's a mess.
544 00:40:47 I've been hunting for hersocial, her birth certificate.
545 00:40:49 And the cops need a lot.
546 00:40:54 Have we met somewhere before?
547 00:40:56 I... I don't think so.
548 00:40:58 And you know Megan from...?
549 00:41:00 Uh, from the gallery.
550 00:41:02 Oh, you're an artist?
551 00:41:03 Uh, well, I like to think so.
552 00:41:11 So, you said on the phone
553 00:41:12 you wanted to tell mesomething about Megan.
554 00:41:17 What did you want to tell me?
555 00:41:20 I saw your wife...
556 00:41:23 With someone...
557 00:41:25 On Friday morning.
558 00:41:27 With who?
559 00:41:28 She was up there on your porch.
560 00:41:31 Um... I saw her from the train,
561 00:41:33 because I commuteto Manhattan every day
562 00:41:37 and I go straight past here.
563 00:41:45 She kissed him.
564 00:41:49 They were kissing.
565 00:41:55 I'm sorry.
566 00:41:56 I know this isa terrible thing to hear.
567 00:42:01 Yeah.
568 00:42:05 I know how it feels.
569 00:42:10 What did he look like?
570 00:42:14 He-he was...He was average height.
571 00:42:18 He had dark hair.
572 00:42:21 And they were out thereon the porch?
573 00:42:23 Yes.
574 00:42:31 Fuck.
575 00:42:40 Fuck.
576 00:42:46 Oh, no, no, no. Thank you.
577 00:42:52 Okay, sure.
578 00:42:58 Uh, it could... I-I don't know.
579 00:43:01 Maybe it's a good thing.
580 00:43:04 Could mean she's all right.
581 00:43:06 She just ran off with someone.
582 00:43:09 Right.
583 00:43:17 Has she talked to you?
584 00:43:19 Oh, no, n...
585 00:43:20 Um, I haven't heard anything.
586 00:43:22 But you know her well enoughto know where we live.
587 00:43:25 Megan doesn't have many friends.
588 00:43:29 Well, I used to live nearby,and, um, she and I,
589 00:43:32 we took... we took yog...We took Pilates... together.
590 00:43:35 I-I think I should go.
591 00:43:37 I feel like I've taken uptoo much of your time, and...
592 00:43:40 So sorryto have had to tell you...
593 00:43:43 Tell you that in that way and...
594 00:43:44 Hey.
595 00:43:47 Do you think you'd recognizehim again if you saw him?
596 00:43:50 I don't know.
597 00:43:53 There's a guy. A therapist.
598 00:43:57 His name's, um, ab...
599 00:43:59 Abdic... Abdic.
600 00:44:04 Uh, Kamal... Abdic.
601 00:44:10 Is that who you saw?
602 00:44:12 I don't know.
603 00:44:15 I really can't tell.
604 00:44:17 She spends a lot offucking time with her shrink.
605 00:44:33 That's him.
606 00:44:34 I remember. That's him.
607 00:44:37 I remember.That's him.
608 00:44:50 I'm sorry.
609 00:44:51 Where are you? Where are you?
610 00:44:56 Where are you?
611 00:44:59 Where are you?
612 00:45:35 Stay away from me!
613 00:45:36 This is so stupid.
614 00:45:38 He makes every conversationabout getting pregnant.
615 00:45:43 And every time we go there...
616 00:45:45 Where?
617 00:45:46 To that subject.
618 00:45:49 What subject?
619 00:45:54 Megan.
620 00:45:56 What subject?
621 00:46:15 It's okay.
622 00:46:20 - Megan.
623 00:46:22 No!
624 00:46:27 Megan.
625 00:46:30 All right, Megan.
626 00:46:36 We shouldn't.
627 00:46:39 No.
628 00:46:41 Megan.
629 00:46:44 Don't make it impossiblefor us to work together.
630 00:46:53 Meg...
631 00:46:55 Megan, I could lose my practice.
632 00:46:59 I don't give a fuck!
633 00:47:01 I don't give a fuckabout your fucking practice!
634 00:47:05 I don't give a...
635 00:47:06 ¿Qué es lo Que tú quieres de mí?
636 00:47:08 ¿Qué es lo Que túquieres de mí? Ah, ah, sí.
637 00:47:10 ¿Qué es lo Que tú quieresde mí? Me estás volviendo...
638 00:47:12 ¡Me estás volviendo loco!¡me estás volviendo loco!
639 00:47:20 Dr. Kamal Abdic...
640 00:47:21 Dr. Kamal Abdichas been brought in
641 00:47:24 for questioningon the disappearance
642 00:47:25 of Ardsley-on-Hudson residentMegan Hipwell.
643 00:47:28 He was, according to sources,Mrs. Hipwell's psychiatrist.
644 00:47:35 For the first time in ages,I have purpose.
645 00:47:41 Or at leastI have a distraction.
646 00:47:46 I want Megan to show upsafe and sound.
647 00:47:48 I do.
648 00:47:50 Yeah!
649 00:47:55 Just not quite yet.
650 00:48:04 Hi.
651 00:48:06 What's wrong?
652 00:48:08 Abdic's been released.
653 00:48:10 - What?- There wasn't enough evidence.
654 00:48:12 And because I'm the one thatgot him arrested, he talked.
655 00:48:16 A lot.
656 00:48:18 They'll... they'll build a caseagainst him.
657 00:48:20 It'll just take some time.
658 00:48:22 Are you totally sure he'sthe guy you saw Megan with?
659 00:48:24 Yes.
660 00:48:26 You sure as fuck better be.
661 00:48:28 I don't understand.
662 00:48:29 - The police think I did it.- Yeah, but he's...
663 00:48:31 - He's the one...- He told them Megan's miserable.
664 00:48:34 That I'm a jealous,controlling husband.
665 00:48:37 I'm sure that they're just...Trying to rule you out.
666 00:48:41 Abdic told them I'm abusive.
667 00:48:44 When she walked out,I... I didn't go after her.
668 00:48:49 I never called to check on her.
669 00:48:53 I went to a sports bar,for fuck's sake.
670 00:48:55 Got drunk.
671 00:48:56 No, we j...We just need to find
672 00:48:58 more evidence on Abdic.
673 00:49:00 I've spent the whole daygoing through her stuff.
674 00:49:02 There's no e-mails.There's nothing.
675 00:49:04 No letters, no e-mails.
676 00:49:06 Nothing.
677 00:49:07 For a second, I thought aboutcontacting Abdic myself.
678 00:49:14 - Fucking phone won't stop!
679 00:49:17 This is Scott.
680 00:49:19 Yeah, yeah.H-hold on, hold on.
681 00:49:21 Do you mind?
682 00:49:36 Oh. Come here.
683 00:49:48 Oh, you're heavy. You're heavy.
684 00:49:50 - You're getting a little fatty.- Rachel, no.
685 00:49:53 Anna, get in the house.
686 00:50:02 Your-your... your wife hit meon Friday night!
687 00:50:06 No. What are you talking about?
688 00:50:07 Yes. Yes, yes, you did.Yes, you did!
689 00:50:09 And then sh... and then she...She-she got in your car.
690 00:50:13 No. She said you yelled at herthat night.
691 00:50:15 No, that is not what happened.
692 00:50:17 She was... she was inthe tunnel, and she-she hit me.
693 00:50:19 I don't want to arguein the street.
694 00:50:21 The middle of the dayand you're drunk.
695 00:50:23 Look, I'm not drunk, tom.
696 00:50:28 My wife is scared of you.
697 00:50:30 Of what?
698 00:50:33 I don't even knowif that's a joke or not.
699 00:50:35 - Let's start with child abduction.- That's bullshit.
700 00:50:37 You know that's nothow it happened.
701 00:50:39 You and I both knowwhat you're capable of.
702 00:50:47 Were you justat Scott Hipwell's house?
703 00:50:53 Why are you atScott Hipwell's house?
704 00:50:55 Because I'm helping...I'm helping him.
705 00:50:56 - How?- To try and find Megan.
706 00:50:58 You don't even know Megan.
707 00:51:02 Rach...
708 00:51:04 I don't thinkyou're helping anybody.
709 00:51:10 So you're here because you want
710 00:51:12 to uncover lost memories.
711 00:51:14 - Is that correct?- You have an accent.
712 00:51:16 Pardon?
713 00:51:18 No, sorry, I-I, um,
714 00:51:19 wasn't expecting youto have an accent.
715 00:51:22 Well, you have an accent.
716 00:51:26 Where are you from?
717 00:51:28 I'm an American citizen.
718 00:51:30 But I guess you're not hereto talk about me.
719 00:51:33 - Unless you are.- No, no, I...
720 00:51:35 Sorry, I was just, uh, justtrying to make conversation.
721 00:51:38 The blackouts.
722 00:51:40 You're experiencing blackouts?
723 00:51:42 Mm-hmm.
724 00:51:43 Do you want to tell meabout them?
725 00:51:49 Mm...
726 00:51:51 Well, when I...
727 00:51:54 Wake up, and when someonetells me what I've done...
728 00:52:00 it just doesn't feel like me
729 00:52:02 or like somethingthat I would do.
730 00:52:05 I feel bad about it, but, um...
731 00:52:08 But it's likeit's so far removed,
732 00:52:10 that I have a...
733 00:52:14 I just don't feel bad enough.
734 00:52:17 And you want to takepersonal responsibility
735 00:52:18 for what you've done,but you find it difficult
736 00:52:20 to feel accountable becauseyou can't even remember it.
737 00:52:26 Yeah?
738 00:52:30 Yeah.
739 00:52:31 So, Rachel, besides drinking...
740 00:52:35 Because you clearly drink.
741 00:52:38 You've been drinking today,haven't you?
742 00:52:47 What else do you enjoy?Do you have any hobbies?
743 00:52:51 I like to draw. Art.
744 00:52:54 I guess.
745 00:52:56 Good. We can try to...
746 00:52:57 Regain some of your memoriesby drawing them.
747 00:52:59 I've tried it. It doesn't work.
748 00:53:01 And have you ever trackedall the way back
749 00:53:03 to when you starteddrinking heavily?
750 00:53:07 When was that?
751 00:53:10 It was with tom.
752 00:53:12 When I couldn't get pregnant.
753 00:53:15 Who's tom?
754 00:53:17 He's my ex-husband.
755 00:53:19 You want to talk about that?
756 00:53:23 I really wanted a baby.
757 00:53:34 And we tried everything,and nothing worked.
758 00:53:41 And it just absolutely...
759 00:53:55 It just broke my...
760 00:53:57 My heart, and...
761 00:54:00 So it got really sad.
762 00:54:02 And then, um...
763 00:54:06 and then the-the boozejust, uh, broke us.
764 00:54:12 Good.
765 00:54:14 Tell me more.
766 00:54:20 I used to watchthis perfect couple.
767 00:54:26 And they were just the...
768 00:54:29 Embodiment of...
769 00:54:31 True love.
770 00:54:33 It's like the kind of loveyou always want.
771 00:54:40 And then she betrayed him.
772 00:54:48 And it sparked something in me.
773 00:54:55 Why are you really here, Rachel?
774 00:54:58 Because I'm afraid of myself.
775 00:55:10 July 5th.
776 00:55:12 1:33 and 1:34.
777 00:55:14 1:37.
778 00:55:17 She calls again 1:38.
779 00:55:18 And then she calls againat 1:44, 1:45,
780 00:55:21 2:15 P.M.
781 00:55:23 And July 6th.You get the point.
782 00:55:25 She sometimes texted himdozens of times a day.
783 00:55:29 But these are allfrom an unknown number.
784 00:55:31 - Mm, and unknown is Rachel.- You have a log
785 00:55:33 of the calls;You don't have a log
786 00:55:35 of what they're sayingto each other.
787 00:55:38 Look, um...Has she been back to the house
788 00:55:42 - since the incident with your child?- Not that I know of.
789 00:55:44 Well, then you may have a case
790 00:55:46 for harassmentin the second degree,
791 00:55:47 but these are texts,they're not threats, so...
792 00:55:51 She has been hanging aroundScott Hipwell's house.
793 00:55:53 A lot.
794 00:55:55 Yeah, I'm aware.
795 00:55:57 There are a lotof loose ends here
796 00:55:59 that suggest something,but they don't add up to much.
797 00:56:01 If you could bring mesomething more solid...
798 00:56:04 What more do you need?
799 00:56:06 Evidence.
800 00:56:08 Real evidence.
801 00:56:15 You sure your husband
802 00:56:16 doesn't want to stay in touchwith his ex-wife?
803 00:56:19 What? No.
804 00:56:20 She's harassing us.
805 00:56:22 Is that what he calls it?
806 00:57:06 Hi.
807 00:57:14 - Hey.- Hi.
808 00:57:49 Hi.
809 00:57:51 Reporters are in my yard.
810 00:57:52 They're everywhere.
811 00:57:54 I didn't know where else to go.
812 00:57:56 Come in.
813 00:58:09 The detective just...
814 00:58:13 The detectivejust told me something
815 00:58:15 I've wanted to hearfor a long time.
816 00:58:22 She's pregnant.
817 00:58:25 She told her shrink but not me.
818 00:58:31 I wanted a family.
819 00:58:35 But she fought meevery step of the way.
820 00:58:40 We always fought about it.
821 00:58:43 Did Megan ever say anythingabout me to you?
822 00:58:55 She loved you.
823 00:58:59 She loved you in ways
824 00:59:02 that people only dreamof being loved.
825 01:00:07 You shouldn't be here.
826 01:00:13 I just...
827 01:00:15 I need to tell someone.
828 01:00:18 Just once.
829 01:00:20 Just say it out loud.
830 01:00:23 I want to tell you.
831 01:00:28 And then I'll be gone.
832 01:00:31 I swear.
833 01:00:39 I got pregnant.
834 01:00:45 I was 17.
835 01:00:47 I had her by myself.
836 01:00:55 She had dark eyesand blond hair.
837 01:01:03 I expected it to be hard,but it wasn't.
838 01:01:10 It was easy.
839 01:01:13 Because I loved her.
840 01:01:17 I loved her.
841 01:01:22 We called her Elizabeth.
842 01:01:25 Libby.
843 01:01:29 Libby.
844 01:01:37 It was December.
845 01:01:39 We had gotten in a fight,me and Mac.
846 01:01:45 He'd gone offand... and left.
847 01:01:50 The roof was leaking.
848 01:01:53 It was freezing cold, so...
849 01:01:56 I got in the tub.
850 01:01:59 I brought Libby in with me.
851 01:02:02 Put her on my chest.
852 01:02:05 Her head just... under my chin.
853 01:02:17 I fell asleep.
854 01:02:25 I let her go.
855 01:02:28 I let her go.
856 01:02:31 I let her go.
857 01:02:34 I let her go.
858 01:02:39 I...
859 01:02:41 I couldn't look.
860 01:02:43 I didn't want to see it.
861 01:02:45 I didn't want to see it.
862 01:02:52 I wrapped her in a blanket,
863 01:02:54 and I buried her.
864 01:03:12 And...
865 01:03:17 Mac went out that night...
866 01:03:22 and he never came back.
867 01:03:27 He never came back.
868 01:03:48 I missed our home.
869 01:03:59 So one day, when I was drunk,
870 01:04:02 I decided to go there.
871 01:04:08 The front door was open;It's not like I broke in.
872 01:04:24 And then I heard Evie.
873 01:04:29 Who's Evie?
874 01:04:31 Tom's baby.
875 01:04:54 And I know this sounds...
876 01:04:57 Insane...
877 01:05:00 But I just wanted to hold her.
878 01:05:06 Just for a moment.
879 01:05:35 Rachel.
880 01:05:37 What are you doing?What are you doing?
881 01:05:41 Rachel...
882 01:05:52 Give her to me.
883 01:05:54 Shh, shh, shh.
884 01:05:57 Oh. Mommy's here.
885 01:05:58 - Shh. Oh.
886 01:06:02 Shh.
887 01:06:06 I wasn't going to hurt her.
888 01:06:11 I would never hurt her.
889 01:06:17 I just wanted to hold her.
890 01:06:43 "Partially decomposedbody found.
891 01:06:46 "Female body found. Death aresult of blunt force trauma.
892 01:06:48 "Blunt force trauma, partiallydecomposed body found...
893 01:06:50 "Megan Hipwell,blunt force trauma,
894 01:06:52 "partially decomposed...
895 01:06:53 "The investigation nowbeing called a homicide.
896 01:06:55 "Sources say the partiallydecomposed body found
897 01:06:58 "is missing Ardsley womanMegan Hipwell.
898 01:07:01 "Death a resultof blunt force trauma.
899 01:07:03 Megan Hipwell's investigationnow being called a homicide."
900 01:07:07 - Mr. Hipwell!
901 01:07:51 What's wrong?
902 01:07:54 I'm sorry.
903 01:08:17 This reminds me of when I usedto watch you getting dressed
904 01:08:19 before going back to her.
905 01:08:27 Back to this house.
906 01:08:31 I actually miss beingthe other woman.
907 01:08:35 Did you enjoycheating on Rachel?
908 01:08:37 Seriously?
909 01:08:40 Can we not fixate on her?
910 01:08:44 I saw her again today.
911 01:08:46 Where?
912 01:08:47 This afternoon, when the policebrought Scott back home.
913 01:08:50 She was across the street.
914 01:08:55 And when she saw me,she got aggressive.
915 01:08:58 Aggressive how?
916 01:09:00 What if Rachel killed Megan?
917 01:09:03 Rachel did not kill Megan.
918 01:09:05 Then why is she creepingaround Scott's house?
919 01:09:06 - She's dangerous, and you know it.- Anna, Anna.
920 01:09:09 Sweetheart...Rachel is a sad person.
921 01:09:12 She's completely harmless.
922 01:09:42 What are you doing here?
923 01:09:44 How di... how did you get in?
924 01:09:50 Come here.
925 01:09:52 Have a beer with me.
926 01:09:54 Uh, I'm-I'm not drinkingright now.
927 01:10:03 Detective Rileycame to see me last night.
928 01:10:07 It turns out,I'm not the father.
929 01:10:11 Neither is the shrink.
930 01:10:15 Did my wife confide in youabout a third man?
931 01:10:22 Sit down.
932 01:10:26 Sit down!
933 01:10:32 Look, I don't know, I don'tknow what this is about...
934 01:10:34 Oh, come on.
935 01:10:36 You and Meganwere such good friends.
936 01:10:40 You must've known.
937 01:10:43 Admit it.
938 01:10:45 Admit what?
939 01:10:47 Admit that you never evenfucking met my wife.
940 01:10:53 The detective saidyou didn't even know Megan.
941 01:10:58 She used other words, too.
942 01:11:00 Alcoholic.
943 01:11:03 Maybe even mentally unstable.
944 01:11:04 I am sorry.
945 01:11:06 I was honestly justtrying to help you.
946 01:11:09 You're tom's crazy ex.
947 01:11:12 When the fuck were yougonna tell me that, huh?
948 01:11:14 And now the detectiveis asking if you and I are
949 01:11:17 in a relationship?
950 01:11:18 You?
951 01:11:19 I would never evenget near someone like you!
952 01:11:23 My wife is dead.
953 01:11:25 And you're lying to me!
954 01:11:28 What's wrong with you?
955 01:11:30 - Who does this?- I needed to tell you
956 01:11:32 about Megan's affair,
957 01:11:33 and you wouldn'thave believed me
958 01:11:34 if I was just tom's ex!
959 01:11:36 Oh, well, thank you, you know?
960 01:11:37 For getting Abdicto point the finger at me.
961 01:11:40 For getting the cops to saythat you and I are fucking!
962 01:11:49 How are they going, huh?
963 01:11:52 You know, the sessions.
964 01:11:58 With the doctor.
965 01:12:01 I wanted to know about Abdic.
966 01:12:03 And I-I went to himto help you...
967 01:12:07 You're just a sad liarwith no life.
968 01:12:10 - You're all liars.- Please...
969 01:12:32 I need to file a statement.
970 01:12:34 Name.
971 01:12:35 Rachel Watson.
972 01:12:36 Pete, I got this.
973 01:12:50 You wanted to file a statement?
974 01:12:53 I'm listening.
975 01:12:55 Scott Hipwell just assaulted me.
976 01:12:58 You mean your new boyfriend,Scott Hipwell?
977 01:13:01 No, we-we were just friends.
978 01:13:04 But that's what you wanted,isn't it?
979 01:13:05 I mean, you got himto stay overnight
980 01:13:07 - at your apartment, right?- No, you-you...
981 01:13:08 You need the context...
982 01:13:10 I know the context, butwhat I'm trying to determine
983 01:13:12 is when your obsessionwith Mr. Hipwell began.
984 01:13:15 Was it before or afterhis pregnant wife was murdered?
985 01:13:18 I mean, you were neighborsat one point.
986 01:13:21 I met him after.
987 01:13:22 After being questioned by me,
988 01:13:24 you befriend another even moreobvious suspect than yourself,
989 01:13:26 and then you manage to get himto incriminate himself,
990 01:13:29 all the whilehoping he'll fuck you.
991 01:13:32 I came here trying to help you!
992 01:13:34 He just assaulted mein my own house!
993 01:13:39 You were seenin the area that night.
994 01:13:41 There are several hours
995 01:13:44 that you sayyou can't account for.
996 01:13:46 It was Scott.Scott Hipwell killed his wife.
997 01:13:49 No, he didn't.
998 01:13:53 Surveillance footagefrom a sports bar
999 01:13:56 accounts for Mr. Hipwell'swhereabouts that night.
1000 01:14:01 You're lying. You're lying.
1001 01:14:09 Tell me what happened.
1002 01:14:14 It's okay.
1003 01:14:17 Tell me.
1004 01:14:21 I don't know.
1005 01:14:24 Did you murder Megan Hipwell?
1006 01:14:43 Hi.
1007 01:14:47 I need to see you.
1008 01:14:49 Can you please come over?
1009 01:15:04 I can still see her dark eyes.
1010 01:15:07 I can smell her skin.
1011 01:15:09 I can feel how cold she was.
1012 01:15:14 Forgive yourself.
1013 01:15:28 You don't have to be afraidof being alone.
1014 01:15:34 You're not alone.
1015 01:15:50 The nextstation is Ardsley-on-Hudson.
1016 01:16:02 You'll be fine.
1017 01:16:04 You and your baby will be fine.
1018 01:16:47 Why are you following me?
1019 01:16:49 Why are you here?
1020 01:16:52 Uh...
1021 01:16:53 I could ask youthe same question.
1022 01:16:55 I saw you.
1023 01:16:57 I saw you that nightin the tunnel.
1024 01:16:59 I saw you there.
1025 01:17:01 - And I-I know I saw you there.- All right.
1026 01:17:03 Lady, I live here.
1027 01:17:04 I'm always in that tunnel.
1028 01:17:07 But-but what did you,what did you see?
1029 01:17:10 What happened that night?
1030 01:17:11 What did you see?
1031 01:17:12 All right, you, uh...
1032 01:17:14 You busted your ass.
1033 01:17:15 You fell.
1034 01:17:16 I felt sorry for you.I tried to help you up.
1035 01:17:19 You told me to fuck off,so I fucked off.
1036 01:17:22 Was I with anyone?
1037 01:17:23 - Was I, was I alone?
1038 01:17:25 Was i... what happened?
1039 01:17:26 I don't know.
1040 01:17:28 You were wasted.
1041 01:17:29 You're always wasted.
1042 01:17:32 That's all I can tell you.
1043 01:17:35 Whoa, take it easy.
1044 01:17:37 I need you to tell methe fucking truth.
1045 01:17:42 What did you see that night?
1046 01:17:43 What happened that night?
1047 01:17:47 Uh... I don't know.
1048 01:17:51 I'm assuming it's the worst.
1049 01:17:59 God.
1050 01:18:03 Come here for one second.
1051 01:18:05 Just one second.
1052 01:18:07 Say, "fuck you, Anna Boyd."
1053 01:18:09 - Fuck you, Anna Boyd!- Fuck you, Anna Boyd!
1054 01:18:11 I wonder if she knowsthat I fucked tom on the...
1055 01:18:16 When I saw that woman
1056 01:18:19 kissing someone else,betraying her husband,
1057 01:18:22 I felt it.
1058 01:18:24 Pure rage.
1059 01:18:26 If I could, I'd go to her house,
1060 01:18:29 -I'd find her sitting and...
1061 01:18:32 I'd smash her head
1062 01:18:34 all over the floor!
1063 01:18:48 Cathy,
1064 01:18:49 thank you for allyou have done for me.
1065 01:18:52 I'm sorry to leave this way.
1066 01:18:53 I'll send for my things later.
1067 01:18:55 Love, Rachel.
1068 01:19:18 That's so true.
1069 01:19:21 It's the worst restaurant ever.
1070 01:19:23 Why do we keep going back?
1071 01:19:25 Martha.
1072 01:19:29 Martha.
1073 01:19:31 Rachel?
1074 01:19:33 Wow, I haven't seen youin a million years.
1075 01:19:35 Um...
1076 01:19:38 Yeah, I-I wanted to call you,
1077 01:19:40 um, but tom said I shouldjust leave it alone.
1078 01:19:42 - Oh.- Um...
1079 01:19:44 I'm so sorry.
1080 01:19:47 For what?
1081 01:19:48 For the barbecue.
1082 01:19:51 And I just need you to know
1083 01:19:53 that I-I don't rememberanything and, um,
1084 01:19:56 I just completely blacked out.
1085 01:19:58 Everyone had a littletoo much to drink,
1086 01:19:59 - so it's okay.- I know, but, uh,
1087 01:20:01 with the eggsand then I-I screamed at you.
1088 01:20:04 That I was that abusive,I just feel...
1089 01:20:07 I just feel so ashamed about it.
1090 01:20:10 Um...
1091 01:20:11 I don't...
1092 01:20:14 Tom... tom said that, um...
1093 01:20:18 That I smashed your plate.
1094 01:20:20 I don't...
1095 01:20:21 Tom was fired...Fired because of how I behaved.
1096 01:20:26 You felt sick and you tooka nap in our guest bedroom.
1097 01:20:29 You want to lie down?
1098 01:20:31 - Come with me.- Okay.
1099 01:20:35 Excuse us.
1100 01:20:36 Rachel, are you feeling better?
1101 01:20:38 You guys canstay tonight if you want.
1102 01:20:41 - No, no. That's fine, thanks.- Okay.
1103 01:20:42 I think I'd remember
1104 01:20:44 if you caused a scene.
1105 01:20:45 I'm so sorry.
1106 01:20:50 Get up.
1107 01:20:53 And then tom took you home.
1108 01:20:56 - Sorry, tom...- Stop fucking saying that!
1109 01:20:59 - I know you're sorry!- Sorry.
1110 01:21:01 What's your fucking problem?Can't even focus on me.
1111 01:21:02 Can't even fucking stand up!What is wrong with you?
1112 01:21:05 Can you stand?
1113 01:21:08 Fucking disgusting.
1114 01:21:12 N-no.
1115 01:21:13 No.
1116 01:21:14 Yeah, tom got fired
1117 01:21:16 'cause he couldn't keephis dick in his pants.
1118 01:21:18 You did nothing wrong.
1119 01:21:20 Nothing.
1120 01:21:30 Wake the fuck up, Rachel.
1121 01:21:31 Wake the fuck up!
1122 01:21:32 - Wake up!
1123 01:21:40 You can sleep out here.
1124 01:21:42 We all felt so bad for you.
1125 01:21:44 He's such a bad guy.
1126 01:21:47 Oh, god.
1127 01:21:49 Are you okay?
1128 01:22:18 Hmm.
1129 01:22:57 I need to see you.
1130 01:22:59 Meet me at 3:00.
1131 01:23:01 I'm here. Where are you?
1132 01:23:04 I can't.I'm stuck watching Evie.
1133 01:23:17 What are you doing up?
1134 01:23:20 Picking up after Evie.
1135 01:24:00 You whore!
1136 01:24:02 Leave us alone.
1137 01:24:40 No new messages.
1138 01:24:42 No saved messages.
1139 01:24:44 To hear your currentvoice mail greeting,
1140 01:24:47 please press two.
1141 01:24:49 Hi, it's Megan.
1142 01:24:51 - Leave a message.
1143 01:24:55 To replay this greeting,
1144 01:24:57 press one.
1145 01:24:58 Hi, it's Megan.
1146 01:25:00 - Leave a message.
1147 01:25:12 You okay?
1148 01:25:14 I thought I heard something.
1149 01:25:17 You should wake me upif you heard something.
1150 01:25:19 I just, I...
1151 01:25:23 Well, come back to bed.
1152 01:26:13 Whore!
1153 01:26:26 Rachel's down there.
1154 01:26:35 What the hell are you doing?
1155 01:26:37 Come here.
1156 01:27:42 Hey, get the fuckout of here, okay?
1157 01:27:43 Get the fuck out of here!
1158 01:27:45 You're okay.Just need some help.
1159 01:27:46 Don't touch me.Don't touch me.
1160 01:27:47 Just need to geta little help up.
1161 01:27:49 - Just fuck off. Fuck off!- Come on. Come on.
1162 01:28:25 You're heavy. Aw.
1163 01:28:35 Come here.
1164 01:28:36 Anna?
1165 01:28:37 No.
1166 01:28:39 - Anna, please, please?- No, go away.
1167 01:28:41 - There's... okay.- Go!
1168 01:28:42 I'm-I'm gonna stand right here.
1169 01:28:44 I'm not gonna come closer.I just need to talk to you.
1170 01:28:45 I don't want to hearanything you have to say.
1171 01:28:47 Where's tom?
1172 01:28:57 He's lying to you.
1173 01:28:59 He-he always does.
1174 01:29:01 He's-he's a good liar...
1175 01:29:02 I know he's a good liar.
1176 01:29:05 We went behind your backfor months.
1177 01:29:07 He's just done it to you.
1178 01:29:09 I know he's cheating.
1179 01:29:12 I know.
1180 01:29:14 Anna, he-he killed Megan...
1181 01:29:17 No, we don't,we don't know that.
1182 01:29:20 - He's dangerous.- We don't know anything.
1183 01:29:21 - Anna, you-you need to leave.- No. No.
1184 01:29:23 You need to leave.You need to take Evie
1185 01:29:25 - and you need to leave, get out of here.- No.
1186 01:29:27 - It's not safe...- I'm not leaving him.
1187 01:29:29 It's hardly the first timehe's had an affair.
1188 01:29:32 It's not about the affair.
1189 01:29:35 And you... you know thatdeep down.
1190 01:29:37 Anna, please,
1191 01:29:38 - just come with me.- I'm not leaving him.
1192 01:29:40 Please come with me.
1193 01:29:43 - Anna, don't, don't...- Come in the house, honey.
1194 01:29:46 Please.
1195 01:29:49 I saw you, tom.You motherfucker!
1196 01:29:52 I saw you, you murderer!
1197 01:29:53 You fucking murderer!
1198 01:29:55 You killed her!You fucking killed her!
1199 01:29:57 I know it!
1200 01:29:59 Un-fucking-believable!
1201 01:30:01 Now, listen. Listen to me.
1202 01:30:02 Megan got into his carthat night.
1203 01:30:04 You think I don't remember.
1204 01:30:05 You thought I blacked out!I saw you.
1205 01:30:07 Why did Megan get in your car?
1206 01:30:08 - Did Megan get in your car?- No!
1207 01:30:10 Yes, she did.
1208 01:30:12 Tell her the truth.
1209 01:30:14 Just tell herthe truth right now.
1210 01:30:16 You attacked me in that tunnelbecause I saw her with you.
1211 01:30:18 I found Megan's phone.
1212 01:30:27 I found it.
1213 01:30:31 So, all those phone calls,they weren't from Rachel.
1214 01:30:36 So, were you fucking herwhile she was here working?
1215 01:30:41 While she was looking afterour daughter?
1216 01:30:45 You... you wereso tired all the time.
1217 01:30:59 It's all about Evie.
1218 01:31:02 That's right.
1219 01:31:06 Your daddy loves you.
1220 01:31:07 Tom?
1221 01:31:08 - Give her to me.- That's right.
1222 01:31:11 Your daddy loves you.
1223 01:31:13 Tom, give her to me, please?
1224 01:31:16 - Please give her to me.- It's fine.
1225 01:31:18 I think she needschanging, please.
1226 01:31:19 No, she's gonna be fine.
1227 01:31:20 Please just give her to me.Oh, okay. Shh, shh.
1228 01:31:23 - Let her go. You're going to hurt her.- Change her here.
1229 01:31:24 - Change her here.- You're... okay.
1230 01:31:25 I'll change her. Let her go.
1231 01:31:26 You're gonna hurt her.
1232 01:31:27 - Shh.
1233 01:31:29 You're okay, you're okay.
1234 01:31:31 Shh, shh.
1235 01:31:34 Shh.
1236 01:31:41 911, what's your...
1237 01:31:45 What's your emergency?
1238 01:31:58 No, no. Stay.
1239 01:32:00 Stay.
1240 01:32:08 Do you need a drink?
1241 01:32:10 No.
1242 01:32:19 Yeah, you do.
1243 01:32:32 All those thingsthat you said I did.
1244 01:32:38 Those terrible things...I didn't do any of them.
1245 01:32:43 You just watched me suffer.
1246 01:32:45 You made me feel so worthless.
1247 01:32:49 You made me think thateverything was my fault.
1248 01:33:02 Drink it.
1249 01:33:11 You told me I got you fired.
1250 01:33:16 But I didn't.
1251 01:33:21 You know, I saw Marthaon the train...
1252 01:33:23 Drink it!
1253 01:33:32 I saw Martha on the train.
1254 01:33:35 And she told methat you were fired
1255 01:33:37 because you were fuckingeveryone in the office!
1256 01:34:03 Rachel's down there.
1257 01:34:05 Wait here.
1258 01:34:42 You gonna get in the car?
1259 01:34:46 What's going on?
1260 01:34:47 Don't worry about it.
1261 01:34:50 Come on.
1262 01:35:11 Okay, I'm here.
1263 01:35:13 So, what is it?
1264 01:35:18 I just want to go to the woods.
1265 01:35:39 What is it with you crazy women?
1266 01:36:07 This what you want?
1267 01:36:11 No.
1268 01:36:17 Like this?
1269 01:36:23 What?
1270 01:36:25 I'm pregnant.
1271 01:36:31 Congratulations.
1272 01:36:36 I thought you should know.
1273 01:36:39 You thought I should know?
1274 01:36:42 There's a chanceit could be yours.
1275 01:36:45 Then get an abortion.
1276 01:36:48 Or if it's Scott's,do whatever you want.
1277 01:36:50 But if it's not,then get rid of it.
1278 01:36:58 You can be as involvedas you want.
1279 01:37:02 You were a shitty nanny.
1280 01:37:04 What makes you thinkyou're gonna be a good mother?
1281 01:37:09 Why did you bring me therein the first place?
1282 01:37:12 Because I thought it would befun to have you both around.
1283 01:37:18 Come on.
1284 01:37:23 I played your gameso you could fuck me
1285 01:37:25 in between Evie's playdates.
1286 01:37:27 I don't need another kid.Certainly not with you.
1287 01:37:29 I took care of your kidto be near you!
1288 01:37:34 You fucked Anna 'cause youcouldn't fuck Rachel anymore,
1289 01:37:36 and you fucked me 'causeyou couldn't fuck Anna!
1290 01:37:38 Take us all awayand you're just a pathetic,
1291 01:37:41 impotent man!
1292 01:37:59 You're... you're notgonna get rid of me.
1293 01:38:03 You're gonna pay for this childfor the rest of your life.
1294 01:38:12 I can just... yeah.
1295 01:39:10 You're like a dog.
1296 01:39:14 Like one of those unwanted,
1297 01:39:17 mistreated dogs.
1298 01:39:22 And you can kick them.
1299 01:39:25 They keep coming back to you.
1300 01:39:27 Thinking that somehowif they're good...
1301 01:39:30 You're not doing this again.
1302 01:39:32 You'll love them.
1303 01:39:35 This is what you do.
1304 01:39:36 You're not doing this to me.
1305 01:39:39 You brought thison yourself, Rachel.
1306 01:39:44 If you had just stayed awaythat one night...
1307 01:39:50 Just left us all alone.
1308 01:39:56 You brought this on Megan.
1309 01:39:59 In a way, you killed her.
1310 01:40:02 Mm-hmm.
1311 01:40:04 But I didn't.
1312 01:40:08 You did.
1313 01:40:21 No!
1314 01:40:23 No...
1315 01:40:28 You did this to mein our marriage.
1316 01:40:33 You made me fucking crazy.
1317 01:40:41 Do you have any idea
1318 01:40:43 what it's like to bemarried to a fucking blur?
1319 01:43:33 I had no choice. He was...
1320 01:43:37 He would've killed me.
1321 01:43:41 I never wanted to hurt him.
1322 01:43:48 It was self-defense.
1323 01:43:54 She had no choice.
1324 01:43:57 Tom would've killed her.
1325 01:44:01 I saw the whole thing.
1326 01:44:07 Rachel was right about Megan.
1327 01:44:11 She was right about everything.
1328 01:44:59 We are tied forever now,
1329 01:45:00 the three of us.
1330 01:45:06 Bound foreverby the story we share.
1331 01:45:43 Today I sit in a different car.
1332 01:45:46 And I look ahead.
1333 01:45:48 Anything is possible,
1334 01:45:50 because I am not the girlI used to be.
