我的牛津岁月 My Oxford Year(2025)(EN)Subtitles
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1 00:00:34 I didn't travel 10,000 miles to spend my first morning in England
2 00:00:37 talking to some wise-ass chick from Weehawken, New Jersey.
3 00:00:42 Look here! The building...
4 00:00:44 Ignore him. Not him. This!
5 00:00:46 Look at the building behind...
6 00:00:49 That's where she's going to study!
7 00:00:51 Bill Clinton went to Oxford.
8 00:00:54 And she already has a job lined up at Goldman Sachs when she finishes.
9 00:01:02 Oxford graduates earn 25% more than other graduates.
10 00:01:07 It'd be easier to Google Oxford on your phone, Mom.
11 00:01:10 There she is!
12 00:01:12 - We're going to miss you, Anna. - I'll be home before you know it.
13 00:01:18 Oh, imagine.
14 00:01:20 Beautiful England.
15 00:01:22 Although I do hear it rains a lot.
16 00:01:35 The poet Henry David Thoreau took himself to the woods
17 00:01:39 to, as he put it, "live deliberately."
18 00:01:43 Inspired by the idea of living a planned life,
19 00:01:46 I studied hard, graduated summa cum laude,
20 00:01:50 and secured a Wall Street job, which I deferred,
21 00:01:53 so I could take a year for myself,
22 00:01:56 studying Victorian poetry at the University of Oxford.
23 00:02:00 A year to live my dream.
24 00:02:03 Everything was going exactly to plan.
25 00:02:05 Until it wasn't.
26 00:02:20 Okay.
27 00:02:32 Your beauty will fade, as will my interest.
28 00:02:35 Hi.
29 00:02:37 - Um, I'm Anna de la Vega. - Who the bloody hell's that?
30 00:02:40 An American.
31 00:02:41 Wonderful face. Shocking shoes.
32 00:04:00 Bellend!
33 00:04:10 Whoa, raining, is it?
34 00:04:11 Not exactly.
35 00:04:14 Hi.
36 00:04:16 I would like to order some fish and chips, please.
37 00:04:18 Haddock?
38 00:04:19 A duck?
39 00:04:20 No. Fish.
40 00:04:22 Yeah, haddock. Or cod. Or saveloy.
41 00:04:25 I'm not... I, uh... I...
42 00:04:27 Just... Fish and chips?
43 00:04:28 - Large? - Large! Yes!
44 00:04:31 - 8.50, five minutes. - Great.
45 00:04:39 Jamie, this is not the finest dining in Oxford.
46 00:04:42 Well, it's top three. Hello, mate.
47 00:04:44 Can I get two large cod, mushy peas, pickled onions, and some chips, please?
48 00:04:51 Chips?
49 00:04:52 Should you be having those?
50 00:04:53 Oh my God, you're so right. Moment on the lips, lifetime on the hips, right?
51 00:04:58 Uh, can we make that two extra-large chips, please?
52 00:05:00 Ignore the lady. She has yet to learn how to live deliberately.
53 00:05:06 It's not me telling you that you can't have--
54 00:05:09 What are you doing?
55 00:05:11 Oh my God, are you hiding?
56 00:05:12 No. I'm battling an unruly shoelace.
57 00:05:16 You're hiding from Jessica Borne!
58 00:05:18 Honestly, it is a wonder you can get out of the house with all the women you leave in your wake.
59 00:05:25 She's gone now, anyway. She probably recognized your car.
60 00:05:28 Yeah, probably. One of the pitfalls of owning a rare car. It's like a beacon.
61 00:05:32 That's where Bond went wrong. Should have driven a Ford Focus.
62 00:05:37 Oh my God.
63 00:05:39 You!
64 00:05:41 Me?
65 00:05:41 Yeah, you're the bellend. You drenched me with your car.
66 00:05:50 Well, I'm... Shit!
67 00:05:54 Fish and chips for you, love.
68 00:06:00 I really... I really am sorry.
69 00:06:02 Genuinely.
70 00:06:04 Yeah, me too.
71 00:06:06 - Hey! - No. No!
72 00:06:08 He's in here!
73 00:06:09 Hiding from you.
74 00:06:11 No, no, no, no.
75 00:06:26 - Jessica, darling. Hello. - All right? I was... Something...
76 00:06:38 Welcome
77 00:06:39 to the University of Oxford,
78 00:06:41 an institution which has been here for hundreds of years,
79 00:06:45 and which in each and every one of those years
80 00:06:47 has welcomed a new group of young people.
81 00:06:51 Great leaders, great scientific minds, literary visionaries
82 00:06:56 have all passed through these doors before you.
83 00:07:00 You will forget parties you attended here,
84 00:07:03 and you will forget friends you made here,
85 00:07:05 but you will never forget the learning and the studying you did here.
86 00:07:12 Your time here is precious.
87 00:07:13 It will disappear in a blink.
88 00:07:17 Seize it.
89 00:07:48 It's okay. you're on time.
90 00:07:50 Right, yeah. I was just... I...
91 00:07:52 I was at the... the thing with the...
92 00:07:54 - I'm Maggie Timbs. - Hi, I'm Anna de la Vega.
93 00:07:59 - Are you American? - I am, yes. From Queens, New York.
94 00:08:01 Good morning. I have arrived.
95 00:08:03 Charlie! How was your summer?
96 00:08:06 Pfft. Loveless.
97 00:08:07 I was stalking that Adonis rower with bedroom eyes and pecs as hard as--
98 00:08:11 This is Anna.
99 00:08:13 - Ah. Hello, new girl. - We've actually met.
100 00:08:16 Your neighbor? You said I had shocking shoes.
101 00:08:19 Surprised a charmer like you could remain loveless all summer.
102 00:08:22 Loveless, darling, not sexless.
103 00:08:24 And that wonderful smile more than makes up for those shoes.
104 00:08:27 Hello, hello, hello, all.
105 00:08:29 Oh my God, it's Professor Styan. She's my hero.
106 00:08:34 She's the reason I came here.
107 00:08:35 Terrible news, I'm afraid.
108 00:08:37 I've been named head of graduate studies,
109 00:08:39 which means I'm far too important to be teaching you lot, this term at least.
110 00:08:43 My cover is more than able. In fact, he's my annoyingly brilliant DPhil student.
111 00:08:47 I'll do the marking. He'll do the teaching. Best of both worlds for me.
112 00:08:52 It's not exploiting youth labor.
113 00:08:54 He actually wants to teach. His lookout.
114 00:08:57 So, um... yeah. I guess I'll see you around, guys.
115 00:09:01 Over to you, Jamie.
116 00:09:03 Uh, thank you.
117 00:09:05 Hello.
118 00:09:06 Oh my God, you have got to be kidding me.
119 00:09:09 Okay, now that is a serious bit of crumpet.
120 00:09:11 So, as this is my first class,
121 00:09:14 I thought that I would set the tone by offering you
122 00:09:16 a bribe.
123 00:09:21 It's a
124 00:09:23 massive cake.
125 00:09:28 So...
126 00:09:29 Help yourselves.
127 00:09:31 Ah, didn't need the cake. I'd eat him.
128 00:09:34 Yeah.
129 00:09:35 Five years ago, I sat right where you are now.
130 00:09:40 Professor Styan walked in, and I thought to myself,
131 00:09:42 "So this is the woman who's going to bore me to tears for the next few months."
132 00:09:50 Hello.
133 00:09:51 It's you.
134 00:09:53 Hi.
135 00:09:54 Hi.
136 00:09:57 Uh, ladies and gentlemen, we have a student here all the way from...
137 00:10:04 - New York. - New York, New York. Welcome, welcome.
138 00:10:08 I notice you don't have any cake. We have to make you feel at home.
139 00:10:13 And they do say that everything
140 00:10:16 is bigger in New York.
141 00:10:18 Actually, that's Texas.
142 00:10:21 Either way.
143 00:10:26 - I don't really want the cake. - Don't want the cake?
144 00:10:28 - No. - Fine. Yeah.
145 00:10:30 It's just that Mrs. Mackenzie crafted it in our very own college kitchen,
146 00:10:33 so it's basically an insult to the college, everyone here, and all of Oxford--
147 00:10:37 - I'm going to eat it. - I'm not gonna force you to eat it.
148 00:10:39 - It's slightly unusual-- - I want it.
149 00:10:41 - I know you do, but-- - I insist.
150 00:10:59 It's delicious.
151 00:11:02 Good. So, poetry.
152 00:11:04 I liked poetry, but, I mean, Victorian poetry, that's for my dad.
153 00:11:08 Stale old men in top hats banging on about the glory of foreign wars
154 00:11:11 might not be the most exciting thing in the world, but
155 00:11:15 never in my wildest dreams
156 00:11:17 did I expect to find in the work of the Victorians
157 00:11:21 such... despair,
158 00:11:24 such terror, such beauty,
159 00:11:26 wisdom, lust.
160 00:11:29 If you don't mind,
161 00:11:31 I would love it if you read us this poem.
162 00:11:33 It was written by an American,
163 00:11:36 so I think we'd all like it if we heard it in the original cadence.
164 00:11:46 "My candle burns at both ends
165 00:11:49 It will not last the night
166 00:11:52 But, ah, my foes, and, oh, my friends
167 00:11:55 It gives a lovely light"
168 00:12:00 Thank you.
169 00:12:02 That was Edna St. Vincent Millay.
170 00:12:04 There are many different interpretations of those words, but here's my tuppence worth.
171 00:12:08 I believe that what she is saying is that a well-lived life might come at a price,
172 00:12:12 but bugger me if it's not worth every penny.
173 00:12:16 Nothing is permanent.
174 00:12:17 Our passions, our loves, or indeed our lives
175 00:12:21 might indeed be fleeting,
176 00:12:23 but if, while we have the chance, we embrace them fully,
177 00:12:29 then we can say that we have truly lived.
178 00:12:31 Poetry... Poetry can be taught, but, really, it should be tried.
179 00:12:37 It should be tested. It should be engaged with.
180 00:12:41 Take it on. Allow it to change your life.
181 00:12:44 And so, in that vein, I will endeavor to teach you but one thing in my class.
182 00:12:50 Can anyone guess what it might be?
183 00:12:56 To eat cake?
184 00:13:01 Every chance you get.
185 00:13:06 Uh, ping them in an email to me, and we can, uh, schedule a tute.
186 00:13:12 Uh, can I have a word?
187 00:13:21 So you're my American MA scholar.
188 00:13:24 And you're not the professor I came to see.
189 00:13:27 Uh, no, but, uh, I'm only covering for Professor Styan
190 00:13:29 when she can't be bothered.
191 00:13:31 She's very lazy, actually. Sorry to disappoint.
192 00:13:34 I am disappointed.
193 00:13:39 So, the other day...
194 00:13:42 - I don't normally hide in chip shops. - And drench people with puddles.
195 00:13:47 Terrible mistake.
196 00:13:49 Truly, I... I had absolutely no intention
197 00:13:51 of starting an impromptu wet T-shirt competition.
198 00:13:57 But if I did, then you'd win.
199 00:14:00 Shouldn't be discussing wet T-shirt competitions.
200 00:14:02 Never been to one.
201 00:14:04 Obviously.
202 00:14:06 Once...
203 00:14:10 I'm actually very mature.
204 00:14:13 Oh, well, that is very reassuring.
205 00:14:16 - So am I. - Congratulations,Professor Davenport.
206 00:14:21 - Your first class. - Uh, would you like some cake?
207 00:14:24 No, of course not. When was the last time you saw me eat cake?
208 00:14:27 My birthday?
209 00:14:37 Anna!
210 00:14:39 - Hey. - Flirting with the hot teacher on the first day?
211 00:14:42 - What? No! I, uh-- - Oh, no, I love it.
212 00:14:44 Have you got a bike?
213 00:14:45 I have not.
214 00:14:46 You can't be in Oxford and not have a bike.
215 00:14:48 Right, get on. I know a man.
216 00:14:52 - Is it safe? - Oh, I wouldn't have thought so.
217 00:14:54 It's not.
218 00:14:56 I think I'll... I'll follow you.
219 00:14:58 Well, I hope you're quick.
220 00:15:01 Good luck.
221 00:15:03 Maggie!
222 00:15:16 Coming!
223 00:15:17 Mother of God! Oh God, not again.
224 00:15:23 Hello, Tom. Everything all right?
225 00:15:25 Dropped a bloody copy of Hargreaves' medical ailments on my metatarsal.
226 00:15:28 Ouch. The irony.
227 00:15:30 Well, this is Anna. She's from America.
228 00:15:33 Anna, which are we destined to be? Friends or lovers?
229 00:15:36 - Friends. - Absolutely sure?
230 00:15:38 - Positive. - 100%?
231 00:15:39 - Friends. - Wow. Cold.
232 00:15:42 The best ones are always the cruelest. Right?
233 00:15:44 - Not always. - Come in.
234 00:15:50 - Hey, have you got that book I lent-- - No!
235 00:15:59 Wow.
236 00:16:00 Here she is.
237 00:16:03 The Duchess.
238 00:16:04 Okay. Wow. She is so... so British.
239 00:16:08 - Which is... a good thing? - Oh, yeah.
240 00:16:11 If it's British you're after, then I have the perfect evening of entertainment.
241 00:16:15 Welcome to Naked Attraction,
242 00:16:17 the dating show that likes to let it all hang out.
243 00:16:19 It's funny. It's classic. So subversive.
244 00:16:23 She's right. You know, Naked Attraction is subversive.
245 00:16:26 Oh, no, I meant "A Man's Requirements" by Elizabeth Barrett Browning.
246 00:16:30 Listen.
247 00:16:31 "Thus, if thou wilt prove me, Dear Woman's love no fable
248 00:16:35 I will love thee half a year As a man is able"
249 00:16:40 How is that subversive?
250 00:16:41 She calls out the arrested development man whore in the 1800s.
251 00:16:46 It's brilliant. It's perfect for Professor Davenport.
252 00:16:50 I'm gonna go send it.
253 00:16:54 My God, she's keen. She's left before they revealed the penises.
254 00:16:58 Oh, there they are.
255 00:17:14 I would like you to leave.
256 00:17:15 Fine!
257 00:17:17 You'd better be there. Do you hear me?
258 00:17:33 Sorry.
259 00:17:35 - I can come back. - No.
260 00:17:37 No, come in. Take a seat.
261 00:17:54 What did you think of your piece?
262 00:18:00 I... I think I made some good insights, observations, and analyses.
263 00:18:06 What did you think of my work?
264 00:18:09 Work? That's exactly what it felt like.
265 00:18:12 In 3,000 words, you managed to explore the suffragettes, the birth of feminism,
266 00:18:19 Salem witch hunts.
267 00:18:20 It's an extraordinary accomplishment. You did everything except the assignment.
268 00:18:27 Okay, well, um...
269 00:18:29 I will go work on it some more.
270 00:18:33 Wait, no, no. Um...
271 00:18:35 I'm so sorry.
272 00:18:40 Um... Let's start again, please. I'm so sorry.
273 00:18:45 Weird morning.
274 00:18:51 Out of all the poems in the book, why did you... choose this one?
275 00:18:56 Because I think it speaks to a truth about men.
276 00:18:59 You think that men are only capable of loving a woman for six months?
277 00:19:03 Some men, yes.
278 00:19:05 But what if they love deeply
279 00:19:08 for that time?
280 00:19:09 Do you think that things are only meaningful if they last forever?
281 00:19:14 Of course.
282 00:19:18 Well, I think that you picked this poem
283 00:19:20 because you think that it speaks to something about me,
284 00:19:23 which is disappointing,
285 00:19:24 because I wanted to know something about you.
286 00:19:28 I want you to pick a different poem. The first one... that speaks to you.
287 00:19:54 You have one?
288 00:19:56 Great.
289 00:20:07 "Ah, love, let us be true to one another
290 00:20:12 For the world which seems to lie before us Like a land of dreams
291 00:20:17 So various, so beautiful, so new"
292 00:20:20 "Hath really neither joy Nor love, nor light"
293 00:20:24 "Nor certitude, nor peace
294 00:20:28 Nor help for pain
295 00:20:30 And we are here as on a darkling plain"
296 00:20:32 "Swept with confused alarms Of struggle and flight"
297 00:20:37 "Where ignorant armies clash by night"
298 00:20:40 Now, quick, without thinking, what is Matthew Arnold saying?
299 00:20:46 I think that the reality of life is that it's hard.
300 00:20:52 But at least we have each other.
301 00:20:55 I'm impressed.
302 00:20:56 You found hope in the single most pessimistic poem
303 00:21:00 of the Victorian era.
304 00:21:03 Well. now you know something about me.
305 00:21:07 - I just got a call from your Dad-- - Oh my God!
306 00:21:09 - No, it was totally my fault. - I'm so sorry.
307 00:21:12 - Hi, Cecelia. - Hi.
308 00:21:14 - We're just... finishing. - Uh... Yep.
309 00:21:15 - Thank you. Thankyou. Um... - Yes. Thank you. Yes.
310 00:21:19 - I'll see you in class. Sorry. - Yeah.
311 00:21:26 Anna.
312 00:21:28 It has been brought to our attention that you've never been to a pub.
313 00:21:31 True.
314 00:21:32 Disgraceful. Put some shoes on and follow us immediately.
315 00:21:36 Ooh, no, not those ones.
316 00:21:40 Pubs are like churches.
317 00:21:41 Except we consider them sacred and attend them religiously.
318 00:21:48 To our new friend Anna,
319 00:21:49 who's come 3,408 miles for a 929-year-old education.
320 00:21:56 - Cheers. Cheers! Yeah! - Down the hatch!
321 00:22:00 Oh God, this thing is bloody itchy. Hold.
322 00:22:06 Just can't... you just can't get the purchase.
323 00:22:08 - This is your first time wearing a jumper? - Do we need to talk about Tom?
324 00:22:12 - You're so nearly there. - Do you fancy him?
325 00:22:14 No, but you do.
326 00:22:16 Oh, I know. I think he's the dog's bollocks.
327 00:22:18 You think he's the dog's balls?
328 00:22:20 Oh! Oh, no, no, it's a good thing.
329 00:22:25 Hello, all.
330 00:22:27 Everyone's super excited to have you in Oxford. You're such a novelty.
331 00:22:31 Let me introduce you to some eligible bachelors.
332 00:22:33 I'm assuming you're single.
333 00:22:36 Come, come.
334 00:22:39 Oxford boys have got brilliant minds.
335 00:22:41 You misunderstand me.
336 00:22:43 No, I understand you perfectly.
337 00:22:44 You're saying that all Americans are stupid.
338 00:22:47 No, no! You're, um... blunt, naive,
339 00:22:52 which I happen to find endearing.
340 00:22:55 And about what exactly are we so painfully naive?
341 00:22:58 Little things.
342 00:23:00 Geography, world history,
343 00:23:03 your gun culture,
344 00:23:04 your impact on other countries, your willful celebration of ignorance.
345 00:23:09 Yeah, you're pissed, Ian. Go home.
346 00:23:10 And your absolute inability to understand irony and sarcasm.
347 00:23:15 Oh yeah. No, that's fair.
348 00:23:18 Perhaps you could teach me about irony.
349 00:23:21 I'm sure you're a great teacher.
350 00:23:22 I actually am.
351 00:23:24 I probably could help you.
352 00:23:29 Hey, Mags, I'm gonna go to the bathroom.
353 00:23:31 The loo.
354 00:23:33 - The loo. - Mugged you off there, mate.
355 00:23:40 Hey, Miss Mexico.
356 00:23:43 Miss Diversity Quota.
357 00:23:49 Do you have something to say to me?
358 00:23:51 We all know you're here to make up the numbers.
359 00:23:53 And I will forgive you for taking the place of someone far more deserving
360 00:23:58 if you buy me a drink.
361 00:24:05 How about you share mine?
362 00:24:09 Hey, Mags, um, I'm gonna go. This is not my kind of place.
363 00:24:20 Mate. Don't.
364 00:24:28 I don't need rescuing, thank you.
365 00:24:30 No, of course, you're incredibly scary, but to be clear, I was rescuing him.
366 00:24:35 Can I walk you home?
367 00:24:37 I'm pretty sure I can cope with the mean streets of Oxford.
368 00:24:39 Oh, you'd be surprised.
369 00:24:41 It's the gargoyles, actually. They're especially vicious at night.
370 00:24:45 They eat Americans.
371 00:24:47 Well, what if I scare them away by asking blunt questions?
372 00:24:49 Oh yeah, that would work. Big time. That's kryptonite for the British.
373 00:24:54 Even the gargoyles.
374 00:24:58 I wouldn't wanna drag you away from your harem of girls back there.
375 00:25:01 Well, if harem girls are anything, it's patient.
376 00:25:10 Shall we?
377 00:25:15 At least my first time in a British pub will be memorable.
378 00:25:19 That was your first time in a British pub?
379 00:25:24 Unacceptable.
380 00:25:27 So, Anna, why did you choose Oxford?
381 00:25:30 I have a library fetish.
382 00:25:34 Okay.
383 00:25:35 I just love being surrounded by books.
384 00:25:38 I just think there's no better smell in the world than the smell of old books.
385 00:25:43 When I was ten, I read all the Philip Pullman novels, and
386 00:25:47 the story of a young girl
387 00:25:48 rushing across this magical and ancient city stuck with me,
388 00:25:53 and I decided that somehow, some way,
389 00:25:56 I would sit among those dusty old books and first editions.
390 00:26:01 Sorry, you started planning to come here when you were ten?
391 00:26:03 Ten and three quarters, actually.
392 00:26:05 Oh, fine, then. Great.
393 00:26:07 My parents always told me that I could do anything,
394 00:26:10 so it just never even crossed my mind that I shouldn't try.
395 00:26:15 They must be really proud of you.
396 00:26:16 They're even prouder of the fact
397 00:26:18 that I already have a job as a financial analyst
398 00:26:20 at Goldman Sachs when I get back.
399 00:26:22 Uh, what...
400 00:26:23 As a layman, what does an analyst do?
401 00:26:26 It's primarily research. Digging into companies, their accounts,
402 00:26:29 and compiling that information into reports for corporate clients.
403 00:26:34 That sounds riveting.
404 00:26:37 Well, not everyone can afford a vintage car on a teacher's salary.
405 00:26:42 It's funny, I've got it in the back of my head. I was wondering what happened to that ten-year-old dreamer.
406 00:26:46 She found a new dream.
407 00:26:49 To make enough money not to have to worry about money.
408 00:26:52 Mo... money can't solve all problems.
409 00:26:54 Is literally something only rich people say.
410 00:26:58 There's no safety net for me, you know, so it's college, Oxford, Goldman, period.
411 00:27:04 - Got it all planned out. - I mean, you have to, don't you think?
412 00:27:09 If you wanna live deliberately.
413 00:27:13 I think that life has a way of derailing even the best-laid plans.
414 00:27:19 Really?
415 00:27:19 And I'm also of the opinion
416 00:27:21 that the best bits of life are often the messiest.
417 00:27:27 So how did you get here without a plan?
418 00:27:29 No, wait, let me guess.
419 00:27:31 Prep school,
420 00:27:33 private tutors,
421 00:27:33 Eton, Oxford.
422 00:27:36 - How did you know that I needed a tutor? - I said "tutors."
423 00:27:40 It's karaoke all night, so let's get singing!
424 00:27:50 - You think you can do better? - That somethin' wasn't right here?
425 00:27:54 I'm almost certain I could do better than that, yeah.
426 00:27:57 You sing, Professor Davenport?
427 00:27:59 Well, I was in a band.
428 00:28:02 Bacteria Overflow.
429 00:28:04 We gigged twice, so it's, uh... it's a pretty big deal.
430 00:28:07 Over here, anyway, you know.
431 00:28:09 Does that mean that if I buy you a drink that makes me a groupie?
432 00:28:12 Yes, I think it does.
433 00:28:15 Two drinks coming up.
434 00:28:28 All right, that was pretty terrible.
435 00:28:30 Hey. Thank you.
436 00:28:31 Next up, singing Coldplay's "Yellow,"
437 00:28:34 Jamie Davenport!
438 00:28:38 - What? - Where are you, Jamie?
439 00:28:40 Sorry. Sorry, Anna. What have you done?
440 00:28:42 - I just booked your third gig. Jamie there? - Anna, the other two were when I was 12.
441 00:28:47 - Are you Jamie? - You've had plenty of time to practice.
442 00:28:50 Anna, I was a bass player.
443 00:28:51 Well, then, good luck.
444 00:28:52 Where are you, Jamie?
445 00:28:53 Jamie! Jamie!
446 00:28:56 - No, Anna. Anna, seriously. Seriously... Please, please. Look... - Jamie! Jamie! Jamie! Jamie!
447 00:29:01 Jamie! Jamie! Jamie!
448 00:29:09 Don't be shy!
449 00:29:52 - No. - Have you heard this song before?
450 00:30:42 Oh, wow.
451 00:30:45 Oy, oy. See, I'm of the opinion that you should never regret things you do.
452 00:30:49 You should only regret the things that you don't do.
453 00:30:52 Right, but you must regret that karaoke.
454 00:30:59 It is tradition here that after karaoke, you have to eat.
455 00:31:04 I'm about to introduce you to a true Oxford institution.
456 00:31:16 Is that an elephant's leg?
457 00:31:21 Here you go.
458 00:31:23 Thank you.
459 00:31:27 Trust me.
460 00:31:44 That's good.
461 00:31:46 That's really good.
462 00:31:49 My friend.
463 00:31:50 Cheers, Dimitri.
464 00:31:53 - It's really good. - I know.
465 00:31:58 Okay, your turn.
466 00:31:59 Right. Um, the master at work.
467 00:32:03 - Here we go. - Ready?
468 00:32:04 Uh-huh.
469 00:32:11 - Oh no. - Oh my God, I need a napkin.
470 00:32:13 - No, you don't! - Yes, I do.
471 00:32:15 Resist.
472 00:32:17 This is the messy bit.
473 00:32:21 Come on.
474 00:32:23 Mm-hmm.
475 00:32:29 - It's so good. - It'sso good, right?
476 00:32:34 Well, I definitely did not have bad karaoke and kebabs
477 00:32:38 on my Oxford wish list,
478 00:32:41 but, um...
479 00:32:43 I had a really great time.
480 00:33:16 So would you
481 00:33:19 care to come up for some tea and crumpet?
482 00:33:31 Better not.
483 00:33:38 Good night, Anna.
484 00:33:50 I mean, you've humiliated yourself, but now you need to move on.
485 00:33:53 And we've all been there.
486 00:33:55 - Have you? - God, no. It's an expression.
487 00:34:00 Well, Jamie Davenport may have turned you down,
488 00:34:02 but you certainly won't be short of attention in that.
489 00:34:05 It was either this or Ruth Bader Ginsburg.
490 00:34:07 - Sexy '60s Ruth Bader? - No.
491 00:34:11 Oh. Well, you know, this is... is perfect.
492 00:34:13 It's American. It's powerful.
493 00:34:16 It's going to knock their socks off.
494 00:34:18 Thank you. And you look great as Dracula.
495 00:34:21 Dracula? Anthony Bridgerton. Honestly.
496 00:34:36 So it's not a costume party?
497 00:34:39 Hello, Wonder Woman. I could do with saving from that bloke.
498 00:34:42 Ah, not your type?
499 00:34:44 Seriously, I didn't come out to talk about molecular biology.
500 00:34:47 Can I get you a drink? If it's okay with Lord Bridgerton.
501 00:34:50 Oh, you absolutely have my permission.
502 00:34:56 Just, I don't understand how this is Halloween.
503 00:34:59 I mean, does anyone make any effort in this country at all?
504 00:35:01 Well, I mean, excuse me.
505 00:35:04 Oh, not you. You look wonderfully weird.
506 00:35:06 And you, you look like the slutty savior of the human race.
507 00:35:11 You said it, Anthony.
508 00:35:12 Well, I wouldn't mind if you gave me a ride in your invisible plane.
509 00:35:16 - What? - Uh, an invisible plane.
510 00:35:19 Uh, Wonder Woman, she... she has an invisible plane.
511 00:35:22 You... you can't see it. It's an invisible plane.
512 00:35:25 Right.
513 00:35:27 Yeah. Yeah.
514 00:35:34 Hey, do you wanna dance?
515 00:35:36 Wheels up.
516 00:36:21 Big mistake is leaning too far back on the pull,
517 00:36:24 'cause it ruins the coordination,
518 00:36:26 and it happens all the time to guys that are top-heavy.
519 00:36:29 Wow.
520 00:36:31 - Is the, uh... race coming up soon? - No!
521 00:36:34 I wouldn't be out if it was.
522 00:36:36 You can lose a race by the smallest of margins.
523 00:36:42 You okay?
524 00:36:49 Come here.
525 00:36:51 I'm hungry.
526 00:37:00 What's so funny?
527 00:37:01 Oh my God. Are you serious?
528 00:37:05 No, I... I couldn't eat that.
529 00:37:06 It would be like putting diesel in a Rolls-Royce
530 00:37:09 instead of premium unleaded.
531 00:37:13 - You're right. - Yeah?
532 00:37:14 I don't know what I was thinking.
533 00:37:17 Good night.
534 00:37:20 - Night, Dimitri. - Good night.
535 00:37:25 Also, Wilde was a massive fan of Keats.
536 00:37:27 He hated that his... his love letters were being sold for profit.
537 00:37:29 "That small and sickly eyes May glare and gloat"
538 00:37:34 That's us for today. Thank you, guys.
539 00:37:37 Right, I need to return my costume.
540 00:37:39 Jack the Ripper?
541 00:37:40 No. Anna, are you coming?
542 00:37:49 Anna, do you have a minute?
543 00:37:53 If you have time, there's something that I'd like to show you.
544 00:37:59 I think it's quite special.
545 00:38:09 You didn't think I'd been to the Bodleian? It was, like, the second thing on my list.
546 00:38:13 - After? - Fish and chips.
547 00:38:15 But have you been to the library within the library?
548 00:38:30 Welcome to Duke Humfrey's Library.
549 00:38:40 No, they're alarmed.
550 00:38:46 Hello, Laura.
551 00:38:47 I put it out for you, Jamie.
552 00:38:48 Thank you.
553 00:38:56 Behold the inner sanctum.
554 00:39:20 - It's Millay. - Mm-hmm.
555 00:39:24 First edition.
556 00:39:34 - It smells so good. - Mm-hmm.
557 00:39:37 Wow.
558 00:39:39 So I saw you at the club last night.
559 00:39:42 Oh yeah?
560 00:39:44 I was gonna say hello, but I think you left.
561 00:39:46 Couldn't find you or the meathead rower you were with.
562 00:39:54 Well, we left together.
563 00:39:55 You must have missed that, being so busy with Cecelia.
564 00:39:59 - How many copies were printed? - Go straight home?
565 00:40:01 No.
566 00:40:03 Gotcha.
567 00:40:06 The crumpet, then?
568 00:40:08 No.
569 00:40:10 - We went to Dimitri's. - What...
570 00:40:13 ...most people don't know is that 126 copies were printed.
571 00:40:19 Dimitri's is our place.
572 00:40:22 Ours?
573 00:40:25 As in me and you?
574 00:40:34 When was this printed,
575 00:40:37 Professor?
576 00:40:38 It's, um...
577 00:40:40 it's, um...
578 00:40:43 Nine...
579 00:40:44 Nineteen, um...
580 00:40:47 1917.
581 00:40:50 Yeah.
582 00:40:51 1917.
583 00:41:08 - Thank you, Laura. I just have to run. - It's a great book.
584 00:41:25 Where are we going?
585 00:41:25 Just... somewhere.
586 00:41:37 Yours?
587 00:41:38 No.
588 00:41:40 It's too far.
589 00:41:44 How long will it take you to put the top up?
590 00:41:54 So, thanks for the ride...
591 00:41:56 ...home.
592 00:42:03 Not to be blunt, but this is just fun, right?
593 00:42:07 Oh yeah.
594 00:42:08 - Fun. - Fun.
595 00:42:09 - Fun. - Fun.
596 00:42:11 - So fun. - So fun.
597 00:42:15 Well, fun's all I've got to give, so enjoy it while it lasts.
598 00:42:30 Mind if I sit?
599 00:42:33 Sure.
600 00:42:35 It's funny. We're famous for it,
601 00:42:36 but I'm sure it's only tourists and my grandmother that take afternoon tea.
602 00:42:43 Word is, you and Jamie are quite the item.
603 00:42:45 Well, I wouldn't say we're an item. We're just... having fun.
604 00:42:49 Yes, that's what he's good at.
605 00:42:52 But the question is, are you?
606 00:42:55 Look, I know we like to think of ourselves as modern women,
607 00:42:57 but when it comes down to it, it's hard not to get emotionally involved.
608 00:43:03 Trust me, Anna.
609 00:43:04 It's not worth the pain.
610 00:43:09 Enjoy your tea.
611 00:43:16 We agreed we're just having fun.
612 00:43:19 Oh, fun, that's great. How fun!
613 00:43:22 You have got to stop saying "fun."
614 00:43:24 But it is so fun.
615 00:43:25 And I suppose, because you're leaving, you have a built-in end.
616 00:43:28 Exactly. It'll probably only last, like, a month or two.
617 00:43:33 Okay, guess which one looks just like my ex.
618 00:44:12 - Anna. - Oh, no. You go first.
619 00:44:13 Anna, it would be my privilege.
620 00:44:50 Oh, look, they're going to a ball. I wanna go to a ball.
621 00:45:01 No, I'm not...
622 00:45:02 750 years to celebrate, and you don't wanna go?
623 00:45:05 - Uh-huh. - You're a bore.
624 00:45:06 No, Anna, believe me, it is the balls that are a bore.
625 00:45:08 I will take you literally anywhere else. Anywhere.
626 00:45:12 - Anywhere? - Uh-huh.
627 00:45:13 How about your place?
628 00:45:15 There are these killer vines at the moment.
629 00:45:17 - Sure. - They're sort of like...
630 00:45:20 Oh, wow.
631 00:45:45 Anna! Are you doing your reading for Goldman Sachs?
632 00:45:49 Mm-hmm.
633 00:45:50 Don't get distracted, huh?
634 00:45:52 Your future is too important.
635 00:45:57 Chug! Chug! Chug! Chug!
636 00:46:09 There's other people as well from...
637 00:46:15 I just... I still can't stop gaping at everything like a tourist.
638 00:46:19 It's just incredible that Shelley and Tolkien and Wilde
639 00:46:23 all wandered through these gardens.
640 00:46:25 It's just we don't have this back home. This... history.
641 00:46:31 - Yeah, but you've got other things. - Uh-huh.
642 00:46:34 Baseball.
643 00:46:36 Really big cars.
644 00:46:40 No, if you like this,
645 00:46:41 then you absolutely have to go on a grand tour around Europe
646 00:46:44 before you leave.
647 00:46:46 Yeah, like Byron. You've gotta start in Paris.
648 00:46:49 - Get drunk by the Seine, of course. - Of course.
649 00:46:52 And then I'd go to Venice and spend the whole night on a gondola.
650 00:46:56 And then I'd go to Greece and I'd visit the Temple of Poseidon.
651 00:46:59 It's high on a promontory above the Aegean Sea.
652 00:47:04 And then I'd sit down on a
653 00:47:07 glorious beach to, as Tennyson said,
654 00:47:11 watch "sunset and evening star."
655 00:47:15 Sounds like someone else has a plan.
656 00:47:18 Yeah, I think I might.
657 00:47:21 And you must...
658 00:47:22 you must go to the red-light district in Amsterdam.
659 00:47:26 I'm not that kind of girl.
660 00:47:28 No, there's a
661 00:47:30 church there.
662 00:47:31 Our Lord in the Attic.
663 00:47:34 This hidden door leads you to this sanctuary.
664 00:47:41 It's... It's so beautiful.
665 00:47:43 Take your breath away.
666 00:47:50 We could go together.
667 00:47:53 Together?
668 00:47:57 I don't know, Professor. That sounds rather serious.
669 00:48:00 I'm only looking for fun.
670 00:48:04 I go back to New York soon.
671 00:48:09 Yes, you do.
672 00:48:12 Well, maybe instead of a grand tour, we could do a small tour.
673 00:48:18 Round my place.
674 00:48:21 Your place?
675 00:48:23 You have a place?
676 00:48:24 I do.
677 00:48:26 Wow.
678 00:48:28 God, it's been so long, I assumed you lived in that car.
679 00:48:37 Don't judge me. I'm still gettin' settled in.
680 00:48:39 I only moved out of college a year ago.
681 00:48:43 My, uh... aunt left me the house.
682 00:48:46 I say left. She's not dead.
683 00:48:48 She, um... just couldn't be bothered with the renovation
684 00:48:52 and, of course, moved to Croatia.
685 00:48:54 Did you build these toy cars?
686 00:48:57 They're model cars.
687 00:48:59 But yes, when I was a kid, with my dad. And my brother, Eddie.
688 00:49:04 It's a lot harder than it looks.
689 00:49:06 We'd spend days on each one, the three of us.
690 00:49:10 Hours into the night.
691 00:49:13 And then, when I got older, we started working on real cars.
692 00:49:17 Like the Jaguar?
693 00:49:18 Yeah, that...
694 00:49:24 That was the last thing that we did before Eddie died.
695 00:49:29 - Oh my God, I'm so sorry-- - It's funny.
696 00:49:31 Every person in your family plays a certain role, right?
697 00:49:34 And after he was gone, I realized that I didn't just lose
698 00:49:38 my brother.
699 00:49:38 I lost my whole way of communicating with my father.
700 00:49:45 Have you spoken to him about it?
701 00:49:47 No. No. We're Englishmen, Anna. We don't talk about our feelings.
702 00:49:51 Right.
703 00:49:52 In fact, that might be the first time
704 00:49:53 I've told anyone I'm not speaking to my dad.
705 00:49:57 - How did your brother die? - Let's continue with the tour!
706 00:50:01 You haven't seen the bedroom yet. Best view ever.
707 00:50:07 And, oh, please be careful. I've just had the carpets done.
708 00:50:24 Good morning.
709 00:50:29 Going somewhere?
710 00:50:31 Yes, I forgot I had this thing.
711 00:50:35 Styan bestowed another responsibility upon me.
712 00:50:39 Well, in a way, I, too, am a responsibility
713 00:50:42 that Styan bestowed upon you.
714 00:50:47 Sorry.
715 00:50:51 Uh, Maggie texted about the Boat Race next weekend.
716 00:50:54 You gonna come down with us?
717 00:50:57 I'm so sorry, what was that?
718 00:50:58 The, uh... the Boat Race next weekend.
719 00:51:02 Are you coming?
720 00:51:05 Uh, no, I don't think I can.
721 00:51:08 I'm gonna be really busy over the next few weeks.
722 00:51:11 I have to really focus on my doctoral thesis.
723 00:51:15 Right. Of course.
724 00:51:20 I'm gonna go get dressed.
725 00:51:23 Yes, great. Thank you.
726 00:51:36 Oxford!
727 00:52:07 Sink 'em, Oxford! Sink 'em, Oxford!
728 00:52:21 Is he coming?
729 00:52:23 No, he can't. He's studying. I haven't seen him all week.
730 00:52:26 I'm sure he'd be here if he could.
731 00:52:28 His thesis is important. I get it.
732 00:52:30 - Laura! Hey. - Hey! Nice turnout.
733 00:52:34 Yeah, it seems like everyone is here. Except Jamie.
734 00:52:37 Although you must be sick of seeing him all the time in the library every day.
735 00:52:41 Oh, no. I haven't seen Jamie in weeks.
736 00:52:48 I'm gonna try and get a pint in that scrum. You guys want anything?
737 00:52:52 - No, I'm good. Thanks. - Okay.
738 00:52:58 It was probably an innocent misunderstanding.
739 00:53:00 Jamie is not the type to sleep around.
740 00:53:04 Okay, you knew that he was a player.
741 00:53:05 You declared you wanted casual. This is basically what you asked for.
742 00:53:09 Cecelia warned me to stay away.
743 00:53:11 Warned you like, "Hope you're doing okay," or, "Back off or else"?
744 00:53:16 Oh, balls. It was "back off or else."
745 00:53:19 Is she here?
746 00:53:21 Looking for me?
747 00:53:22 Hello, Ridley. Uh, did Cecelia not come with you guys today?
748 00:53:25 No, this past week, she decided to hunker down and do some work.
749 00:53:28 But missing the Boat Race? Should be sent down.
750 00:53:30 The ladies won by the exact yardage I bet on. 152.
751 00:53:35 I've just won 500 quid.
752 00:53:36 - Oh my God! - The beers are on me.
753 00:53:39 - Come on. - To the bar!
754 00:53:41 Right. What's everyone having?
755 00:53:44 Listen, if he wants to see other people, I'm fine with that.
756 00:53:47 - Sure you are. - But I won't be lied to.
757 00:53:49 - No. - No.
758 00:53:51 No. Bollocks. Go knock his bloody door down.
759 00:53:54 - I know the code. - Even better. Let yourself in.
760 00:53:56 Yeah!
761 00:53:58 Bollocks to this.
762 00:54:00 - Bo... bollocks? Bollocks. - Yeah.
763 00:54:02 Bollocks to this!
764 00:54:36 Jamie?
765 00:54:39 I'm gonna get a coffee.
766 00:54:41 Do you want one?
767 00:54:43 You must be exhausted.
768 00:54:50 Oh my God.
769 00:54:51 No. Anna, wait. Anna--
770 00:55:00 - What is this? - Get out.
771 00:55:01 - Jamie, are-- - Get... out!
772 00:56:01 Eddie had cancer.
773 00:56:05 And they tried everything. Every... treatment.
774 00:56:09 Every clinical trial.
775 00:56:11 And in the end, he just wanted it to stop.
776 00:56:14 'Cause the time it had earned him was just spent in hospital in pain.
777 00:56:19 You don't live longer. You just die slower.
778 00:56:24 My father,
779 00:56:26 so bent on never losing himself,
780 00:56:27 he couldn't understand why someone else wouldn't fight until the end.
781 00:56:31 But there are some things that you just...
782 00:56:33 You can't fight. Like your own body when it turns on you.
783 00:56:42 It's just I...
784 00:56:45 I don't understand how you've been dealing with all of this.
785 00:56:47 Well, I've had Cecelia,
786 00:56:50 who was Eddie's girlfriend.
787 00:56:53 And she was with him through all of it. Um...
788 00:56:56 We're basically family now.
789 00:57:00 And how's your mom coping?
790 00:57:02 Yeah, not great, but, um... she's a champ.
791 00:57:07 Uh... never makes it about herself, unlike my father.
792 00:57:11 Even when Eddie was... was dying, he, um...
793 00:57:14 All he could do was push him. We fought over it then, and, um...
794 00:57:18 things were said.
795 00:57:22 Anyway, uh...
796 00:57:24 now I'm in the same situation.
797 00:57:26 It's genetic.
798 00:57:28 What you saw was my final treatment.
799 00:57:30 So maybe it buys me time, maybe it doesn't.
800 00:57:34 But either way, I won't submit myself to any more.
801 00:57:38 And... my father simply can't respect that choice.
802 00:58:04 I think this would be my death-row meal.
803 00:58:09 What about you?
804 00:58:15 How is any of this funny?
805 00:58:22 It's funny because
806 00:58:24 the two people in this city who most needed a casual relationship
807 00:58:28 ended up here.
808 00:58:34 Don't waste the short time you have left in Oxford on me.
809 00:58:39 I saw what happened to Cecelia with Eddie.
810 00:58:44 I'm not putting you through that.
811 00:58:48 We said we'd have fun, and we have.
812 00:58:52 Loads of it.
813 00:58:54 But my illness isn't fun,
814 00:58:56 so it ends now.
815 00:59:00 With a kebab.
816 00:59:13 Just because something is fleeting doesn't mean it's not meaningful.
817 00:59:21 I can't pretend to understand what you're going through,
818 00:59:24 but I know that you don't have to do it alone.
819 00:59:29 This is the messiness of life,
820 00:59:31 and as an annoyingly brilliant man once told me...
821 00:59:37 these are the best bits.
822 01:00:16 Nothing's changed.
823 01:00:18 Keep having fun.
824 01:00:22 Yeah.
825 01:00:24 We'll keep having fun.
826 01:00:29 No, no, no, no, no, no!
827 01:00:41 - Oh, Professor Styan. - Mm-hmm?
828 01:00:44 Sorry, you're on the committee
829 01:00:46 for the septicentennial and fifty ball, aren't you?
830 01:00:50 I am.
831 01:00:51 I'm also aware of your contempt for all things...
832 01:00:53 What was it?
833 01:00:55 Gaudy, naff, and classless dressed as high taste?
834 01:00:57 Yes. Uh, that does sound like me, doesn't it?
835 01:01:01 Um, but...
836 01:01:11 I just had a few questions about the kind of grip that you do on the--
837 01:01:16 Excuse me!
838 01:01:18 Oh my God! Oh my God! Wait, we're all going?
839 01:01:37 - Hey. - Mm-hmm?
840 01:01:38 I'm right by your side.
841 01:01:48 - Hello, Mother. - Hello, darling.
842 01:01:49 You look exquisite.
843 01:01:51 Thank you.
844 01:01:52 I'm gonna get drunk and go on a fucking Ferris wheel.
845 01:01:56 I would like you to meet my friend, Anna.
846 01:02:00 Yes, I heard rumors that my son was dating a very pretty American girl.
847 01:02:04 Yes, I heard them, too, sir, but I didn't let that stop me.
848 01:02:07 Excuse me. Might we have a quick word, Lady Davenport?
849 01:02:10 Oh, yes, of course.
850 01:02:12 Sorry, such a bore.
851 01:02:16 Jamie, if we could, um... perhaps just...
852 01:02:36 So which are we destined to be, friends
853 01:02:39 or lovers?
854 01:02:40 Neither.
855 01:02:42 Tom!
856 01:02:43 There was a third option.
857 01:02:45 Hey. Anna, you look absolutely...
858 01:02:53 Stunning, isn't she?
859 01:02:55 It's a shame it takes a dress and heels for a guy to notice.
860 01:03:00 What? Oh, you thought I was looking at Maggie like that!
861 01:03:03 Can you imagine? No, no, Maggie and I, we're just
862 01:03:07 friends.
863 01:03:08 Best way to be, mate. Don't get involved, don't get hurt.
864 01:03:09 Don't get involved, don't get hurt.
865 01:03:41 Hello, Anna.
866 01:03:44 Can I tempt you with a drink?
867 01:03:50 Sure. I'd like that.
868 01:03:55 So my mom came from Argentina with nothing,
869 01:04:02 Now their daughter's taking a master's at Oxford
870 01:04:04 and is soon to start at Goldman.
871 01:04:07 You've done your research.
872 01:04:08 Yeah, well, Jamie might not talk to me,
873 01:04:11 but thankfully, he still talks to his mother.
874 01:04:15 I have to be totally transparent with you, Anna.
875 01:04:18 I want the best possible medical treatment for Jamie,
876 01:04:21 but... but he has to fight.
877 01:04:23 Currently not speaking to me, so... ...I can't give him the details.
878 01:04:27 Jamie saw what happened with Eddie,
879 01:04:30 so I... think he knows about the treatment, sir.
880 01:04:34 Mmm... not all of them. I mean, how can he?
881 01:04:36 What he and Eddie have is incredibly rare.
882 01:04:39 I've been talking to people,
883 01:04:42 making donations, sponsoring research.
884 01:04:47 I can't imagine how hard this is for you.
885 01:04:51 Jamie thinks he knows best, but
886 01:04:54 he doesn't.
887 01:04:56 He looks healthy, but, um... he's not.
888 01:05:00 He needs to return to our home for more treatment, and, uh...
889 01:05:05 I expect you to help us convince him.
890 01:05:09 I'm so glad we've reached this understanding.
891 01:05:19 Jamie said that words were exchanged when Edward died.
892 01:05:26 What did you say to him?
893 01:05:29 You dare to judge me?
894 01:05:33 Have you watched someone you love more than your own life die?
895 01:05:42 You have no idea what it's like to lose a child,
896 01:05:44 knowing you may soon lose another.
897 01:06:06 What have you done now?
898 01:06:08 You've not signed me up to sing with the band, have you?
899 01:06:10 I was just talking to your dad.
900 01:06:12 Mnm.
901 01:06:14 Jamie, you need to work this out.
902 01:06:16 Anna. I know that you have your life perfectly planned out.
903 01:06:21 Don't need to try and fix mine. Some things are just broken.
904 01:06:26 Okay, as your friend, I think he--
905 01:06:27 Do you want a drink?
906 01:06:29 I do.
907 01:06:34 Excuse me.
908 01:06:37 No. I mean, I used to love football, and I was good at it too.
909 01:06:41 If it hadn't been for the homophobic locker room chat.
910 01:06:43 I mean, honestly, they'd call me Bender Like Beckham,
911 01:06:46 Cristiano Ronald-ooh,
912 01:06:48 and Sabrina the Queen Age Bitch, which had nothing to do with football.
913 01:06:51 You should play with the college gay football society.
914 01:06:54 The guys are great.
915 01:06:55 I would... I would love that.
916 01:06:56 And after a match, maybe we could get dinner, watch a movie?
917 01:07:02 Uh, me?
918 01:07:04 No. No, I just, uh...
919 01:07:07 I will be straight back. I'm just gonna...
920 01:07:13 Oh my God. I mean, I've never been so insulted.
921 01:07:16 A ten-minute chat and he's ready to take me up the aisle.
922 01:07:19 Do I look like the kind of guy that's ready to commit?
923 01:07:22 I don't know who on earth you are.
924 01:07:25 Yeah, I'm not so sure myself.
925 01:07:39 Cecelia. Hi.
926 01:07:44 Jamie told me...
927 01:07:49 It was like watching a car crash in slow motion.
928 01:07:56 He was so brave, but it... it...
929 01:08:00 completely ruined me.
930 01:08:05 And there's no getting over it.
931 01:08:06 I go out, I flirt with the occasional guy, but
932 01:08:12 that's it.
933 01:08:16 I shall be a spinster forever, I suppose.
934 01:08:38 - What is it, Tom? - I was wondering if I could have a quick...
935 01:08:41 Just gonna...
936 01:08:42 Yeah, just gonna grab...
937 01:08:47 Are we having a dance?
938 01:08:48 - You... you know I can't dance, so... - What is it? I had a good thing going.
939 01:08:52 Yes, I mean, but that's just it, isn't it?
940 01:08:54 Um... because, I mean, you're off dancing with tattooed... Tony,
941 01:08:58 when perhaps you and I could be, you know...
942 01:09:03 I can teach you to unicycle.
943 01:09:05 - Tom, are you chatting me up? - Yes, yes, I am.
944 01:09:15 Somethin' to say?
945 01:09:17 I'm really sorry.
946 01:09:20 - I didn't mean to be a-- - Bellend?
947 01:09:22 It's okay.
948 01:09:24 You Englishmen find it hard to talk about your emotions.
949 01:09:27 Do you want to dance?
950 01:09:31 Like that?
951 01:09:36 No.
952 01:09:37 Much worse than that.
953 01:10:11 I love your mom.
954 01:10:13 She gave me her number, and she told me to call her for a chin-wag,
955 01:10:17 which Maggie said isn't jaw surgery, but a friendly conversation.
956 01:10:22 Can you unzip me, please?
957 01:10:24 Yes, absolutely. I'm just feel... ing...
958 01:10:31 Jamie!
959 01:10:33 Jamie! Jam...
960 01:10:39 Do you like those flowers?
961 01:10:44 They're fake.
962 01:10:46 It's a secret.
963 01:10:47 On the plus side,
964 01:10:49 at least I didn't turn into a pumpkin until after the ball, huh?
965 01:10:54 Can you exist without your irony?
966 01:10:56 No.
967 01:10:59 Anna, I'm fine. It was overexertion.
968 01:11:02 I'm probably a little bit better than you are.
969 01:11:06 We can maybe get one of these nurses to slip you something for your hangover.
970 01:11:10 - Here we go. This should help. - Thanks.
971 01:11:12 Jamie, you'll need something a bit stronger.
972 01:11:15 Whiskey?
973 01:11:16 I've recently been drinking rather a lot of Buckfast. Have you heard of that?
974 01:11:20 Oh, really? Have you? Yes.
975 01:11:21 Just wondering, maybe a bit of that with some mezcal thrown in.
976 01:11:24 I think... I think I might have a latte.
977 01:11:44 Professor Styan's asked me to step in once again, apologies,
978 01:11:47 to discuss Tennyson's "Crossing the Bar,"
979 01:11:50 arguably one of the greatest poems about life and death ever written.
980 01:11:55 And he's comparing death to setting out to sea.
981 01:11:59 All he wants in his final moments is to hear the gentle tolling of a bell
982 01:12:04 and then to be swallowed up by darkness.
983 01:12:07 And rather than being afraid of death, he is embracing it.
984 01:12:10 And I say, why the hell not?
985 01:12:13 Because it's the end of everything.
986 01:12:15 It's the end of... of all the things that you should have done.
987 01:12:19 Yes... uh, but,
988 01:12:22 maybe, Maggie, it is not the length of time that you spend on Earth.
989 01:12:26 Maybe it's what you do with it.
990 01:12:33 Well, I hope to be in a bar when I die.
991 01:12:36 Not in a sad way. In, like, a... In, like, a fun way.
992 01:12:39 No, but I, like... So if I'm, like, laughing and I fall off my chair.
993 01:12:42 But not because I've had too much to...
994 01:12:44 I may have had, like, one drink, maybe two, like?
995 01:12:46 But a fun drink, like, with a straw. Pi?a colada, something like that.
996 01:12:50 And my boyfriend, he's there. He loves that.
997 01:12:52 He kisses me on the cheek, like, um, tenderly,
998 01:12:54 but enough to say we're still interested in each other.
999 01:12:56 At that point, I'm doing a lot of philanthropy,
1000 01:12:59 and I think people can tell.
1001 01:13:01 There's a twinkle in my eyes that says I care.
1002 01:13:03 So when I die, there's a big loss to the charity sector.
1003 01:13:06 People are obviously upset.
1004 01:13:07 You know, a great beauty lost from Oxford.
1005 01:13:10 But then, obvi-- But I do still die, but it's, like, the right time.
1006 01:13:13 But, yes, it's in a bar.
1007 01:13:16 So Tennyson's bar is a sandbar.
1008 01:13:23 Anna!
1009 01:13:24 Mom, what are you doing up?
1010 01:13:25 I just finished the night shift.
1011 01:13:27 It's overtime. You know I cannot say no to that.
1012 01:13:30 Anyway, because I'm up,
1013 01:13:31 I get to talk to you.
1014 01:13:33 You're back so soon!
1015 01:13:36 I know. It's gone so fast.
1016 01:13:38 Oh, no, it's been too long.
1017 01:13:41 I saw Stephen Delgado's mother.
1018 01:13:43 Oh, how is he?
1019 01:13:44 He's making six figures already.
1020 01:13:50 Anna, I have something I really need to discuss with you.
1021 01:13:54 Yes?
1022 01:13:55 - Your birthday. It's next weekend. - Oh my God. Jamie!
1023 01:13:58 So which should it be? Are we gonna get drunk by the Seine,
1024 01:14:02 or are we gonna go swimming in the Aegean, or both?
1025 01:14:08 We can do anything. Go anywhere that your heart desires.
1026 01:14:12 - Go anywhere? - Anywhere.
1027 01:14:14 - And do anything? - Anything.
1028 01:14:19 Jesus Christ, look at the road!
1029 01:14:24 Je... You can wipe that smug smile right off your face.
1030 01:14:29 Slow down.
1031 01:14:31 Slow down, we're turning! Oh my God!
1032 01:14:36 Anna, I have restored this car once. Please, please, please be careful.
1033 01:14:39 Oh, come on, this is so much fun!
1034 01:14:40 Please focus on the road.
1035 01:14:42 I feel like I'm Elizabeth Bennett on the road to Pemberley.
1036 01:14:45 It takes her, like, an hour just to get past the grounds.
1037 01:14:47 Then all of a sudden they turn a corner and...
1038 01:14:50 Oh my God!
1039 01:14:56 You grew up here?
1040 01:14:58 Yes.
1041 01:15:00 Here?
1042 01:15:01 - Yes. - This place?
1043 01:15:04 Yes.
1044 01:15:08 What a shithole.
1045 01:15:28 - Oh, you're here! - Hello.
1046 01:15:30 Oh, Anna, you get more beautiful each time I see you.
1047 01:15:33 - Oh! - Keep this up and we shan't be friends.
1048 01:15:36 - How are you? - She's in Anglophile ecstasy.
1049 01:15:40 Hello, darling.
1050 01:15:42 Your father's just finishing some reading.
1051 01:15:45 Come, let me show you where Elizabeth imprisoned Mary.
1052 01:15:48 - No... - Yes.
1053 01:15:49 - No! - Yes.
1054 01:15:58 Well, if he ever gets too big for his boots,
1055 01:16:00 remind him that his grandfather seven times removed
1056 01:16:02 was groom of the stool, meaning he wiped the king's arse.
1057 01:16:07 Hi. I was just learning about your grandfather seven times removed.
1058 01:16:11 Okay, right, so she tells this story like it's a really bad thing,
1059 01:16:14 but Lord Norris was very powerful. He had the ear of the king.
1060 01:16:17 And not just the ear.
1061 01:16:19 Come, let me show you the tapestry room. Lead on, my dear.
1062 01:16:26 Surprise!
1063 01:16:29 - No, you didn't. - I'm afraid I did.
1064 01:16:32 Surprise!
1065 01:16:34 Jamie, I don't like surprises.
1066 01:16:36 Oh, my mistake. I'll just cancel the birthday and send ev--
1067 01:16:46 Should we... um...
1068 01:16:49 - Right. - Yes. Yes!
1069 01:16:52 Surprise?
1070 01:16:54 - Yes! - Yay!
1071 01:16:57 - Hi! - Hi!
1072 01:16:58 To Anna!
1073 01:17:02 Yay!
1074 01:17:03 Charlie, you're actually quite good at this.
1075 01:17:06 I was the captain of my school croquet team.
1076 01:17:09 We lost every game.
1077 01:17:11 Right, who's next? Is it the birthday girl, you say?
1078 01:17:14 Yes!
1079 01:17:16 You know, I've never played.
1080 01:17:17 Oh, really? It's a good job that you've got a list of things you've never done that you're doing.
1081 01:17:21 Actually, I don't have the list anymore.
1082 01:17:23 Completed it?
1083 01:17:25 No, just... taking each day as it comes.
1084 01:17:29 I like it.
1085 01:17:30 - Right, okay, so... - Just bend over?
1086 01:17:33 Yeah.
1087 01:17:34 Oh my God, get a room.
1088 01:17:35 We have a room. Queen Elizabeth slept in it.
1089 01:17:42 Ah, okay. So actually, in croquet
1090 01:17:44 that's terrible.
1091 01:17:46 I think I just have a bad teacher.
1092 01:17:47 Really? Wow, okay. Seems a bit harsh. Uh, next?
1093 01:17:57 Oh, actually, is one bottle enough?
1094 01:18:00 - Charlie. - Mm-hmm.
1095 01:18:02 - Mmm. - I'll get another one.
1096 01:18:04 - Okay. - Back in a sec.
1097 01:18:10 - Oh, sorry. No, please. You... - Sorry. After you.
1098 01:18:14 - I'll just take this up. - We're having beef Wellington.
1099 01:18:17 Yeah. This is for outside.
1100 01:18:20 Jamie, might we have a word?
1101 01:18:24 Must we?
1102 01:18:25 Today?
1103 01:18:28 Fine.
1104 01:18:54 - I'll get the broom. - Leave it. Luke can clean it up.
1105 01:18:57 - It's not necessary. - I said leave it!
1106 01:19:02 Will you listen to me?
1107 01:19:05 Just for once.
1108 01:19:08 Now, I spoke with Dr. Patel, and he said there's a new drug--
1109 01:19:12 No more drugs.
1110 01:19:14 - I told you, I'm done. - You have to keep fighting!
1111 01:19:17 God, you just don't get it!
1112 01:19:19 I don't wanna spend the time that I have left in a hospital.
1113 01:19:22 I wanna spend it in Oxford, doing what I love with the people that I love.
1114 01:19:27 I won't accept it.
1115 01:19:29 I can't just watch you...
1116 01:19:32 Your brother at least tried.
1117 01:19:35 Yes. Yeah.
1118 01:19:38 Edward never put a foot wrong in your eyes.
1119 01:19:41 - I... I never favored him. - You know what you said?
1120 01:19:43 I know what you said.
1121 01:19:46 I was a mess.
1122 01:19:49 I was grieving my son.
1123 01:19:51 My brother!
1124 01:19:53 James.
1125 01:19:56 Please.
1126 01:19:59 I'm just trying to keep you alive.
1127 01:20:05 It's not your decision to make.
1128 01:20:22 Jamie?
1129 01:20:25 Jamie?
1130 01:20:46 How's the birthday going?
1131 01:20:50 There's still time for things to improve.
1132 01:20:53 Or get worse.
1133 01:20:55 Ever the optimist.
1134 01:20:59 It's a shit situation, isn't it?
1135 01:21:02 It is.
1136 01:21:04 I mean, it could be less shitty if the atmosphere between a certain two people improved.
1137 01:21:08 Oh my God, I agree. Tom and Maggie kiss way too much.
1138 01:21:11 It's unsettling.
1139 01:21:14 You know, you have to do what I want. It's my birthday month.
1140 01:21:18 Month?
1141 01:21:20 You're such an American.
1142 01:21:23 Yeah.
1143 01:21:24 And as an American,
1144 01:21:27 can I be blunt?
1145 01:21:29 I assume that you're about to be.
1146 01:21:34 Did Eddie die here?
1147 01:21:39 Uh, yes, he did.
1148 01:21:41 You said that Eddie played a role in your lives.
1149 01:21:45 Why can't his memory play that same role?
1150 01:21:49 You don't understand.
1151 01:21:52 Of course.
1152 01:21:54 I'm not from here.
1153 01:22:00 I'm gonna go inside. I have some things to do.
1154 01:22:25 Can I help you?
1155 01:22:27 Brought you a present.
1156 01:22:30 Thank you.
1157 01:22:32 There was no need.
1158 01:22:33 Of course.
1159 01:22:35 I'll see you at dinner.
1160 01:23:06 Right. Mine next.
1161 01:23:09 Stop!
1162 01:23:10 Predictable, but you can never have too many pairs of good shoes.
1163 01:23:14 I will think of you every time I wear them. Which will be a lot.
1164 01:23:18 The plan is to make you miss us so terribly that you have to come back.
1165 01:23:22 Have you considered not leaving?
1166 01:23:26 College, Oxford, Goldman.
1167 01:23:29 That was always the plan.
1168 01:23:31 Okay, well, Vera Wang planned on being a figure skater.
1169 01:23:35 Giorgio Armani trained as a doctor.
1170 01:23:37 And Victoria Beckham wanted to be a singer.
1171 01:23:43 Meow!
1172 01:23:44 Right, who is left? Ooh, Tom.
1173 01:23:48 - Did not know we were to bring gifts. - It's her birthday party, Tom!
1174 01:23:52 Right, you have to sing her a song instead. Come on.
1175 01:23:58 Right.
1176 01:24:01 Antonia told me that Jamie and Eddie
1177 01:24:05 used to steal their dad's handmade shoes to wear.
1178 01:24:10 Apparently...
1179 01:24:13 Apparently, William knew they were doing it, but he was
1180 01:24:16 secretly proud that they liked his style.
1181 01:24:21 I wish I could have met Eddie.
1182 01:24:23 Eddie would have really liked you.
1183 01:24:32 Do you ever regret it?
1184 01:24:36 Cecelia!
1185 01:24:38 Do you play? We need some help.
1186 01:24:39 I do. I'm coming.
1187 01:24:48 I could never regret it.
1188 01:24:54 - Right, what are we playing? - Oh yeah. Okay.
1189 01:25:12 Yes!
1190 01:25:19 Ooh, high!
1191 01:25:33 Excuse me.
1192 01:25:36 Anna?
1193 01:25:40 - How dare you? - Jamie?
1194 01:25:43 William?
1195 01:25:44 Come on! I really don't--
1196 01:25:46 What? No... There!
1197 01:25:48 Hey! Hey!
1198 01:25:51 I'm so sorry.
1199 01:25:53 I missed your present opening. We, um...
1200 01:25:54 We just, um...
1201 01:25:56 We got talking.
1202 01:25:57 - It led to drinking. - Yes.
1203 01:25:59 And then we... we finished it.
1204 01:26:01 Ah, yes. Look.
1205 01:26:06 So where are the wheels, then?
1206 01:26:09 - Where are the wheels? Your... - I think...
1207 01:26:12 I think it might have been your department, the wheels.
1208 01:26:15 You can, yes.
1209 01:26:16 I think you'd love Taipei!
1210 01:26:21 - No way! - Yes.
1211 01:26:22 I do not believe you.
1212 01:26:26 I'd, uh... I'd like to raise a toast.
1213 01:26:30 To Anna.
1214 01:26:32 Happy birthday.
1215 01:26:33 Thank you for combining Keats, cars, and Eddie
1216 01:26:39 to make this evening happen.
1217 01:26:41 Cheers!
1218 01:26:43 - Cheers! - Cheers, cheers, cheers!
1219 01:26:46 And, uh...
1220 01:26:49 to Jamie.
1221 01:26:52 My... son.
1222 01:26:55 My boy.
1223 01:26:58 The love
1224 01:27:00 of my life.
1225 01:27:04 I, uh...
1226 01:27:07 I would... I... I want to, uh...
1227 01:27:11 I...
1228 01:27:15 I'm so sorry.
1229 01:27:23 - Yes! Uh, yes, yes, yes. To... to Jamie. - To Jamie.
1230 01:27:26 Cheers. Now, I'd like to assume the role of Anna's guardian
1231 01:27:30 and ask you, Master Davenport,
1232 01:27:33 what, sir, are your intentions?
1233 01:27:37 Because, let's be honest, you were a shagger.
1234 01:27:40 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. You... No. Sorry. Your mum knows that. Hopefully.
1235 01:27:44 - Of course I knew that. - Yes. Absolutely.
1236 01:27:46 Serious, like, more bangs than Bonfire Night.
1237 01:27:48 Would shag anything that wasn't running for a bus. Sometimes that was.
1238 01:27:51 But you seem to have settled down.
1239 01:27:55 However, I want assurances that
1240 01:27:58 Anna won't find herself alone in
1241 01:28:01 six months' time.
1242 01:28:25 So... Sorry. What's funny?
1243 01:28:28 Charlie, I'm so sorry to disappoint you,
1244 01:28:30 but if there is one thing that is absolutely certain,
1245 01:28:34 it's that I will be leaving Anna.
1246 01:28:43 I have one more year of med school, and I am gonna keep studying for you.
1247 01:28:46 Curing incurable diseases cannot be that hard.
1248 01:28:49 It might be a bit late for me, Tom, but I really appreciate the thought.
1249 01:28:53 Hey, where are we taking this party to next?
1250 01:28:55 We are taking you to bed.
1251 01:28:56 You only want one thing, and from now on, I won't put out.
1252 01:28:59 - 'Cause I deserve more! - Thank you.
1253 01:29:01 - Come on. - Amazing.
1254 01:29:04 - Sleep well, Ceci. - Night, night, darling.
1255 01:29:06 - See you in the morning. - See you. Night.
1256 01:29:10 Dad and I might take another crack at the car,
1257 01:29:13 if that's okay?
1258 01:29:15 No.
1259 01:29:17 No?
1260 01:29:28 Thank you.
1261 01:29:30 I love you too.
1262 01:29:45 - Where were we? - Right. You. The car!
1263 01:29:47 And no more messing around.
1264 01:29:48 - No more messing around. - Because you were the reason...
1265 01:30:13 Happy birthday, Anna!
1266 01:30:17 Only two more weeks until you're back, mi amor.
1267 01:30:20 Yeah.
1268 01:30:23 What's wrong?
1269 01:30:25 Okay, necesita hablar conmigo. Salte, salte.
1270 01:30:33 Okay.
1271 01:30:34 He's gone.
1272 01:30:36 Tell me everything.
1273 01:30:38 I don't know, Mom. I...
1274 01:30:42 I don't even know how... how to...
1275 01:30:45 I just... I...
1276 01:30:48 I don't want the same things that I thought I wanted.
1277 01:30:53 And I know that I can't afford to make the wrong choice, but...
1278 01:31:02 I'm staying here.
1279 01:31:03 What?
1280 01:31:05 What? No! No, no! Why? No, Anna! No. Why are you throwing your future away like this?
1281 01:31:12 No! No!
1282 01:31:20 See, I knew this would happen.
1283 01:31:23 - You did? - Yes, of course!
1284 01:31:25 Because you're a... a dreamer, Anna!
1285 01:31:27 I'm sorry, Mom. I just...
1286 01:31:31 I can't leave.
1287 01:31:45 You never know if a choice you make
1288 01:31:48 is right or wrong until you make it.
1289 01:31:51 And even then...
1290 01:31:56 But what matters is that
1291 01:31:58 they are yours
1292 01:32:00 to make.
1293 01:32:04 I don't wanna let you down.
1294 01:32:08 Anna.
1295 01:32:10 I always told you you could do anything.
1296 01:32:13 And I didn't just mean you are capable of anything.
1297 01:32:19 I also meant we are here for you,
1298 01:32:23 no matter what you choose to do.
1299 01:32:29 Well, it's not perfect, but we--
1300 01:32:34 Thank you, Mom.
1301 01:32:37 I will tell them tomorrow that
1302 01:32:39 I am not taking the job.
1303 01:32:43 I love you.
1304 01:32:45 Bye.
1305 01:32:47 You're not staying.
1306 01:32:49 - Jamie. - No, Anna.
1307 01:32:50 Have you spoken to Cecelia? There's no future here.
1308 01:32:53 Well, there's no future guaranteed anywhere, but here, there's you.
1309 01:32:56 We agreed, right?
1310 01:32:58 Yes, I know.
1311 01:33:00 Fun, but...
1312 01:33:02 God! We've moved beyond that, haven't we?
1313 01:33:03 You can't stay, Anna. I won't let you.
1314 01:33:06 - You're being ridiculous. - Stop telling me what I am!
1315 01:33:10 God, you seem to think that I'm yours to mold to your ideals,
1316 01:33:14 but I'm not, Jamie.
1317 01:33:15 Yes, I know that you're not,
1318 01:33:16 because I would never let you make such a bloody stupid decision.
1319 01:33:24 What are you doing?
1320 01:33:26 Now where... where are you going? Where...
1321 01:33:30 There's a million rooms in this house. I'm sure I can find another place to sleep.
1322 01:34:04 Bye. Yes, of course.
1323 01:34:09 Best of luck back in America.
1324 01:35:29 Okay, big smile.
1325 01:35:33 It's a video, guys.
1326 01:35:34 - That's embarrassing. - No, but it's good.
1327 01:35:36 Where is Cecelia?
1328 01:35:40 Yeah.
1329 01:35:44 I think I have a date tonight.
1330 01:35:47 Oh my God!
1331 01:35:52 Oh! You can double-date with me and Tom!
1332 01:35:58 - I would love to. - Oh, great.
1333 01:35:59 Anna, do you wanna make it a triple date tonight?
1334 01:36:02 Uh, no. No.
1335 01:36:05 You still haven't spoken to him?
1336 01:36:07 I mean, this is insane. You can't just go back to New York after everything.
1337 01:36:12 He made it clear he didn't want me to stay.
1338 01:36:14 He is in love with you and doesn't know what he's talking about.
1339 01:36:18 Half-light, half-shadow Let my spirit sleep
1340 01:36:21 They never learned to love Who never knew to weep
1341 01:36:27 Tennyson.
1342 01:36:29 Well, I've been listening. They don't give out degrees here for nothing.
1343 01:36:33 Right. Time to start drinking. Who's in for Pimm's? Pimm's?
1344 01:36:37 Sorry, can't. Uh, going to see Oxford United.
1345 01:36:39 A football match?
1346 01:36:41 It's a date. See you all later.
1347 01:36:46 So, unicycle to the pub?
1348 01:36:47 No. Come on, Tom. Come on, Anna!
1349 01:36:51 Yay!
1350 01:37:02 Hi.
1351 01:37:03 - Hello, Laura. - Sorry.
1352 01:37:05 A student asked me to set this book for them. Is that okay?
1353 01:37:08 Yes, of course.
1354 01:37:36 It reads differently now.
1355 01:37:41 I realized that
1356 01:37:44 I had it all wrong.
1357 01:37:47 As you so politely tried to tell me that first night we went out,
1358 01:37:52 that what Thoreau meant by living deliberately
1359 01:37:57 wasn't planning everything, but...
1360 01:38:00 but being definite about every small moment.
1361 01:38:06 Because a succession of moments is really all we have.
1362 01:38:11 And I want mine to be with you.
1363 01:38:16 However many we have left.
1364 01:38:22 You know Thoreau was basically having a mental breakdown when he wrote that?
1365 01:38:25 I have learned that, yes.
1366 01:38:34 Anna, I want this more than anything.
1367 01:38:37 But this is madness.
1368 01:38:41 I...
1369 01:38:42 I fear that you'll regret it.
1370 01:38:45 Well, I'm of the opinion that you should never regret the things you do.
1371 01:38:50 You should only regret the things you don't do.
1372 01:38:58 - Do you want me to sing? - Definitely.
1373 01:39:02 Yeah.
1374 01:40:33 Jamie.
1375 01:40:36 Jamie? Jamie!
1376 01:40:37 Jamie!
1377 01:40:40 Jamie!
1378 01:40:41 Jamie?
1379 01:40:42 Jamie!
1380 01:40:44 Jamie!
1381 01:40:50 God damn it.
1382 01:40:51 Oh my God.
1383 01:40:53 Okay. Hey, hey. I'm right here. I'm right here. I'm right here.
1384 01:41:08 Well, it's about bloody time!
1385 01:41:13 I'm... I'm sorry, Ashvin.
1386 01:41:16 How is he?
1387 01:41:18 It's not the result we were hoping for.
1388 01:41:23 He's fighting a critical case of pneumonia.
1389 01:41:26 The cancer has severely weakened his immune system.
1390 01:41:30 This would be a good time for us to discuss treatment moving forward.
1391 01:41:40 No. That's up to Jamie.
1392 01:41:43 I think he'd prefer to let nature take its course,
1393 01:41:46 and, uh... and we should respect that.
1394 01:41:55 Thank you.
1395 01:42:55 Now that you've stayed, you have time to go on your grand tour.
1396 01:43:03 We should go together.
1397 01:43:11 First stop,
1398 01:43:13 Amsterdam.
1399 01:43:16 In the heart of the red-light district.
1400 01:43:19 I'm not that kind of boy.
1401 01:43:23 There's this church.
1402 01:43:27 A hidden door leads you to a sanctuary.
1403 01:43:30 It's so beautiful.
1404 01:43:33 It would take your breath away.
1405 01:43:53 And to Paris.
1406 01:43:58 We'll get drunk by the Seine.
1407 01:44:17 Beautiful, isn't it?
1408 01:44:24 And Venice.
1409 01:44:35 Spend a night on a gondola.
1410 01:44:45 Thank you very much.
1411 01:44:48 And we'd go to the Temple of Poseidon.
1412 01:44:51 High up on a promontory.
1413 01:44:57 And swim in the Aegean Sea.
1414 01:45:15 And we would live deliberately.
1415 01:45:19 Sucking out all the marrow of life.
1416 01:45:30 No matter how messy it gets.
1417 01:46:56 Poetry can be taught.
1418 01:46:59 But, really, it should be lived.
1419 01:47:01 Tried, tested, engaged with.
1420 01:47:06 Let it in and
1421 01:47:08 allow it to change your life.
1422 01:47:12 So, as this is my first class...
1423 01:47:20 I'd like to begin by offering you a bribe.
