真心半解(The Half of It)(EN)Subtitles
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1 00:00:24 The ancient Greeks believed humans once had four arms,
2 00:00:27 four legs, and a single head made of two faces.
3 00:00:30 We were happy.
4 00:00:32 Complete.
5 00:00:34 So complete that the gods,
6 00:00:36 fearing our wholeness would quell our need for worship,
7 00:00:38 cleaved us in two...
8 00:00:42 leaving our split selves to wander the Earth in misery.
9 00:00:48 Forever longing.
10 00:00:54 Longing.
11 00:01:04 Longing...
12 00:01:13 for the other half of our soul.
13 00:01:19 It is said that when one half finds its other...
14 00:01:24 there's an unspoken understanding.
15 00:01:27 A unity.
16 00:01:29 And each would know no greater joy...
17 00:01:32 than this.
18 00:01:37 Of course...
19 00:01:39 the ancient Greeks never went to high school.
20 00:01:43 Good hang out.
21 00:01:44 Whatever.
22 00:01:45 Or they'd realize...
23 00:01:49 Crap.
24 00:01:52 ...we don't need the gods to mess things up for us.
25 00:02:09 If you ask me...
26 00:02:11 people spend far too much time
27 00:02:12 looking for someone to complete them.
28 00:02:15 How many people find perfect love?
29 00:02:19 Or if they do...
30 00:02:22 make it last?
31 00:02:25 More evidence of Camus' theory that
32 00:02:27 life is irrational...
33 00:02:29 and meaningless.
34 00:02:36 And that, my friends, is some A-plus love philosophy right there.
35 00:02:41 Or A-minus if Mrs. G is in a bad mood.
36 00:02:45 Either way, it's an A or you don't pay.
37 00:03:18 Outside are the dogs, the sorcerers, the immoral persons.
38 00:03:23 And everyone who loves and practices lying...
39 00:03:32 Ellie Chu!
40 00:03:34 Chugga chugga Chu Chu!
41 00:03:50 Fantastic. The angels weep with joy.
42 00:03:53 Next up...
43 00:03:55 the winter talent show.
44 00:03:56 Mandatory for all seniors.
45 00:03:58 This is your last chance to strut your stuff.
46 00:04:02 Mandatory.
47 00:04:04 Once again, the wall tubas must be checked out before use.
48 00:04:07 These are very delicate instruments with sticky valves.
49 00:04:11 Some bad news.
50 00:04:13 Someone left their Dr. Pepper in our storage cupboard.
51 00:04:18 Imagine a world without flutes...
52 00:04:22 Did you mute me, Bruce?
53 00:04:23 No, Kaitlin, I didn't.
54 00:04:24 I can tell if you mute me, Bruce. I can tell.
55 00:04:29 Jerry's parents are in Spokane...
56 00:04:31 I'll bring the Xbox.
57 00:04:42 ...please bring it back.
58 00:04:44 No questions asked.
59 00:04:47 Is there a problem?
60 00:04:48 No, Mr. Flores.
61 00:04:51 Next up... We had an issue...
62 00:04:54 I heard his sister went to Seattle with the church.
63 00:04:57 She's majoring in sociology.
64 00:05:07 Send this down to the big guy.
65 00:05:10 - I think I'm going deaf. - Thank you very much.
66 00:05:12 No, but honestly, man, the man I want to be when I'm older
67 00:05:16 is not the man I am today, you know what I'm saying?
68 00:05:18 Aster!
69 00:05:19 - You've just gotta keep living, man. - Always has her head in a book.
70 00:05:23 - You've just gotta keep living life. - Choir, stand up.
71 00:05:26 Let's all turn to page 49.
72 00:05:35 BGM: Annie's Song
73 00:05:35 *You fill up my senses*
74 00:05:40 *Like a night in a forest*
75 00:05:45 *Like the mountains in springtime*
76 00:05:50 *Like a walk in the rain*
77 00:05:55 *Like a storm in the desert...*
78 00:06:00 In case you haven't guessed...
79 00:06:02 ...this is not a love story.
80 00:06:03 Are you men or are you losers?
81 00:06:05 - Come on, ladies, let's go! - Coming through!
82 00:06:08 Or not one where anyone gets what they want.
83 00:06:10 *Come fill me again*
84 00:06:15 Munsky!
85 00:06:16 *Come let me love you...*
86 00:06:34 Notice the lack of fire and brimstone in No Exit.
87 00:06:38 We are the source of our own hell.
88 00:06:45 Five hundred words on Sartre's use of
89 00:06:48 thwarted desire, Monday.
90 00:06:52 Six different takes on Plato. Impressive.
91 00:06:57 That's what I tell the bartender.
92 00:06:59 How come you never turn me in?
93 00:07:00 And have to read the actual essays they'd write?
94 00:07:08 - You know I'm going to E-dub. - Damn shame.
95 00:07:10 Damn full ride.
96 00:07:11 I can live at home and,
97 00:07:12 plus, I get to stay in lovely Squahamish.
98 00:07:14 - Hell-quahamish. - It's not that bad.
99 00:07:17 Okay, it's not that good either, but it's what's happening.
100 00:07:19 I spent four of the best years of my life at Grinnell.
101 00:07:22 And look at you, back home in Hell-quahamish.
102 00:07:25 You're right. Stay away from the liberal arts.
103 00:07:28 -Try not to get fired over the weekend. -Are you kidding?
104 00:07:30 Everyone in this town fears God,
105 00:07:32 but you know who God fears?
106 00:07:34 The Teachers Union.
107 00:07:38 Chugga chugga Chu Chu.
108 00:07:53 Hold up!
109 00:08:00 What is wrong with you?
110 00:08:01 I'm sorry. I, uh...
111 00:08:10 Ten dollars for three pages, $20 for three to ten.
112 00:08:12 Not in the over-ten-page biz.
113 00:08:14 No, I'm not trying to cheat.
114 00:08:15 Nobody is. Whose class is it for?
115 00:08:17 No, it-- it's not...
116 00:08:20 - What's this? - A letter.
117 00:08:23 Who writes letters these days?
118 00:08:24 I-- I thought it'd seem romantic.
119 00:08:31 - Can't help you. - No, no.
120 00:08:31 I-- I just need a few words. Good ones.
121 00:08:33 I'm not writing to Aster Fl--
122 00:08:35 To some girl.
123 00:08:37 It'd be wrong. A letter is personal. It's supposed to be authentic.
124 00:08:39 - That'd be awesome. - No! I can't be you being authen--
125 00:08:43 Get a thesaurus, use spell-check.
126 00:08:45 Good luck, Romeo.
127 00:08:47 No, I can pay more for authentic.
128 00:09:01 Did you call the power company?
129 00:09:05 They don't understand my accent.
130 00:09:09 Did you try?
131 00:09:12 Best part.
132 00:09:15 "I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship."
133 00:09:24 I'll call tomorrow.
134 00:09:39 Inland Power And Light.
135 00:09:41 I'm calling for account 460A38.
136 00:09:43 Please hold.
137 00:09:46 Please re-enter your selection.
138 00:09:48 Bill. Extension.
139 00:09:49 Please hold.
140 00:10:15 These hallways are murder.
141 00:10:20 I'm Ellie Chu.
142 00:10:21 Yes, I know.
143 00:10:23 You've only been playing my dad's services every Sunday
144 00:10:25 for, like, four years.
145 00:10:29 You're his favorite heathen.
146 00:10:30 He can't handle mediocre accompanists.
147 00:10:33 Even if they are saved.
148 00:10:37 Remains Of The Day.
149 00:10:39 Loved it.
150 00:10:41 All that barely repressed longing.
151 00:11:00 "I'm Ellie Chu"?
152 00:11:02 Yes, I know.
153 00:11:03 Your bill is three months overdue, Mrs. Chu.
154 00:11:05 If we don't get a minimum payment of $50,
155 00:11:07 your power will terminate tomorrow.
156 00:11:15 Fifty dollars, one letter. After that, you're on your own.
157 00:11:19 Yes!
158 00:11:26 "Dear Aster Flores: I think you're really beautiful.
159 00:11:29 Even if you were ugly, I'd want to know you,
160 00:11:31 because you are smart and nice, too."
161 00:11:33 "It's hard to find all those things in one girl.
162 00:11:36 But even if you were only two of those things, I'd be into it.
163 00:11:39 But you're, like, all three, just to be clear."
164 00:11:44 She's like all three.
165 00:11:46 Thanks for clarifying.
166 00:11:50 "About me.
167 00:11:51 Some people think I'm the cutest one in my family.
168 00:11:54 Those people being my grandma...
169 00:11:56 who's dead now.
170 00:11:58 Never mind about my dead grandma.
171 00:12:00 All I'm saying is that I like fries.
172 00:12:02 I like dipping them in my milkshake.
173 00:12:04 Is that weird?
174 00:12:05 It's actually really tasty.
175 00:12:07 Would you like to try that with me sometime?
176 00:12:09 I work part-time and I have a truck.
177 00:12:11 Let me know whenever.
178 00:12:12 Thanks.
179 00:12:14 Paul Munsky, second string tight end...
180 00:12:17 football."
181 00:12:20 - So what you're trying to say is-- - I'm in love with her.
182 00:12:24 Have you ever spoken to her?
183 00:12:27 I'm not good with words.
184 00:12:29 But you know you love her?
185 00:12:31 I know I think about her when I wake up.
186 00:12:34 And when I'm doing my sprints.
187 00:12:36 And when I'm eating my mom's bratwurst
188 00:12:38 and when I'm saying my prayers--
189 00:12:39 That just means you're stubborn. Not that you're in love.
190 00:12:41 No, it's love.
191 00:12:43 Love makes you screwy.
192 00:12:46 Don't you get screwy?
193 00:12:48 No.
194 00:12:51 This whole section needs...
195 00:12:53 Although, that fry thing does sound good.
196 00:12:55 A dangling modifier.
197 00:12:57 Oh, I get it.
198 00:12:58 Get what?
199 00:12:59 You've never been in love.
200 00:13:07 You want a letter about love? I'll write you a letter about love.
201 00:13:09 One that'll make her fall in love with me,
202 00:13:10 not storm off in a huff like you're doing right now.
203 00:13:23 This isn't even American. How are you going to learn English?
204 00:13:28 Best part.
205 00:13:32 "Longing...
206 00:13:33 longing for a wave of love to swell up in me."
207 00:13:46 You sealed it.
208 00:13:48 No, I'm sure it's good.
209 00:13:49 Hushmo me.
210 00:14:04 She wrote back.
211 00:14:13 "I like Wim Wenders, too.
212 00:14:15 Wouldn't have plagiarized him, though."
213 00:14:16 Who's Wim Wenders and why'd you cheat off him?
214 00:14:19 - I didn't cheat off of him. - No, I looked up "plagiarize."
215 00:14:23 - I kind of cheated off him. - I paid you!
216 00:14:24 - But this is good. - How?
217 00:14:27 It's...
218 00:14:29 It's like a game. She's, like, challenging us.
219 00:14:32 But in a good way.
220 00:14:35 So, uh...
221 00:14:37 we're... we're still in the game.
222 00:14:39 Yep.
223 00:14:41 We are. So...
224 00:14:52 Game on, Aster Flores.
225 00:14:54 Game on.
226 00:14:57 "Dear Aster: Okay, you got me."
227 00:15:01 "I sometimes hide behind other people's words.
228 00:15:04 For one thing, I know nothing about love.
229 00:15:08 I'm 17. I've lived in Squahamish my whole life."
230 00:15:10 Such a downer.
231 00:15:11 - It's not a downer. - A major downer.
232 00:15:14 Ask her to hang out.
233 00:15:17 What exactly is...
234 00:15:19 hanging out?
235 00:15:21 You know, uh, hanging out.
236 00:15:23 - But, like, what do you do? - Munsky, what's up?
237 00:15:27 Confession.
238 00:15:28 - Want to go to Joey's and hang out? - Yeah.
239 00:15:33 "I hang out with my friends.
240 00:15:36 I keep my head down."
241 00:15:46 "I'm a simple..."
242 00:15:48 - Paulie! -"...guy."
243 00:15:50 This meat won't grind itself.
244 00:15:56 "Which is to say...
245 00:15:58 if I knew what love was,
246 00:16:01 I would quote myself."
247 00:16:03 Right here, man. People, air, weather.
248 00:16:07 Why would we ever leave?
249 00:16:19 In here!
250 00:16:25 Isn't this sacrilegious?
251 00:16:27 She wrote back.
252 00:16:32 "Dear Paul..."
253 00:16:33 "You know it takes 11 muscles to yawn?
254 00:16:37 This is the sort of weird fact I find myself recalling
255 00:16:39 to keep myself from...
256 00:16:42 ...well, yawning."
257 00:16:44 We believe that God loves us.
258 00:16:46 "Or showing anything I feel really."
259 00:16:48 We believe blindly and...
260 00:16:50 "So, yeah...
261 00:16:52 I turn to other people's words, too."
262 00:16:53 ...imagine how the right gravel can change your life.
263 00:16:56 Sweetheart, sit up straight, please.
264 00:17:01 Like a lady.
265 00:17:04 "When you're a pretty girl,
266 00:17:06 and I know it makes me sound conceited,
267 00:17:09 but that's why you're even writing me, right?"
268 00:17:15 "When you're a pretty girl, people want to give you things."
269 00:17:21 It would look so cute on you.
270 00:17:23 "What they really want..."
271 00:17:25 "...is to make you like them."
272 00:17:27 Thanks.
273 00:17:28 "Not like them as in, 'I like you,'
274 00:17:31 but like them as in, 'I am like you.'"
275 00:17:35 Like...
276 00:17:36 so cute on you.
277 00:17:41 You-- you mean right now?
278 00:17:49 BGM: Check Me Out by Photronique
279 00:17:53 *Check me out, check me out*
280 00:17:54 *I'm underground...*
281 00:17:57 "So I'm like a lot of people.
282 00:18:00 Which makes me kind of no one."
283 00:18:03 *Every inch of my design is far from grace...*
284 00:18:11 - Can I text her now? - Too soon.
285 00:18:14 No, I'm gonna do it.
286 00:18:16 If you want her to think you're like everyone else.
287 00:18:33 "I never really thought about the oppression of fitting in before.
288 00:18:37 The good thing about being different
289 00:18:39 is that no one expects you to be like them."
290 00:18:42 Hey, wait for me!
291 00:18:45 "Doesn't everyone think they're different, but...
292 00:18:48 pretty much we're all different in the same way?"
293 00:18:51 "Says the girl perched on the rarefied peak of Mt. Popularity."
294 00:18:55 Babe!
295 00:18:56 Taco time.
296 00:18:59 "Easy, Mr. I Know Nothing About Love.
297 00:19:02 I may surprise you."
298 00:19:07 So, where do you wanna go?
299 00:19:10 I want to go somewhere where I could get pajamas.
300 00:19:14 Do you wanna go to Gap?
301 00:19:15 The one in Tukwila has a GapBody.
302 00:19:18 I love GapBody.
303 00:19:20 It has, like, 15 dressing rooms.
304 00:19:22 Oh, it's the better Gap.
305 00:19:24 So much better than the one in Wenatchee.
306 00:19:27 Ugh. Wenatchee...
307 00:19:32 Oh, my God. Go look at Molly's posts.
308 00:19:37 She looks so gross.
309 00:19:39 - She looks so gross. - Why would she post that?
310 00:19:41 I have no idea.
311 00:19:44 Trig checked in at Dick's Fry Fry.
312 00:19:48 Aster is so lucky.
313 00:19:50 Totes lucky. His family owns half of Squahamish.
314 00:19:53 Hers doesn't even own their house.
315 00:19:56 You're so rude.
316 00:19:58 You know that it's true.
317 00:19:59 Yeah, it's true.
318 00:20:05 "What's surprising is
319 00:20:07 people don't see what they're not looking for."
320 00:20:12 "The obvious unseen."
321 00:20:24 So...
322 00:20:26 this is why half my class is failing their essays.
323 00:20:31 I'll be reopen for business soon enough.
324 00:20:34 And this can't go on much longer.
325 00:20:44 "I've been thinking about what you said
326 00:20:46 about seeing and not seeing."
327 00:20:49 Yes, I do!
328 00:20:49 "I had a painting teacher once tell me that
329 00:20:52 the difference between a good painting and a great painting...
330 00:20:56 is typically five strokes.
331 00:21:00 And they're usually the five boldest strokes in the painting.
332 00:21:04 The question, of course...
333 00:21:06 is which five strokes?"
334 00:21:09 "I get it. After one's slaved away at making a pretty good painting,
335 00:21:14 the last thing you'd want to do is
336 00:21:16 make a bold stroke and potentially..."
337 00:21:19 "Ruin everything.
338 00:21:21 That's why I gave up painting.
339 00:21:24 Still, I wonder if that is how I'm living my life."
340 00:21:27 Hey, babe?
341 00:21:29 Which one?
342 00:21:31 Right one, right?
343 00:21:33 Great.
344 00:21:36 Let's do this.
345 00:21:38 "It's a...
346 00:21:39 pretty good life.
347 00:21:42 Probably the best life one could hope for in Squahamish."
348 00:21:53 "Perhaps...
349 00:21:55 but how well do you really know Squahamish?"
350 00:22:12 "Oh, so that's your boldest stroke?"
351 00:22:23 "I'm into the slow build. What was that?"
352 00:22:26 "Decisiveness.
353 00:22:28 But, please, take all the time you need to be bold."
354 00:22:32 "Is this bold enough for you?"
355 00:22:35 "And thus was abstract art born."
356 00:22:46 "And transformed."
357 00:23:13 "Or not."
358 00:23:16 "Everything beautiful is ruined eventually.
359 00:23:24 Maybe that's the thing.
360 00:23:25 If you do ruin your painting...
361 00:23:28 you gotta know you have everything in you
362 00:23:29 to get to that pretty good painting again."
363 00:23:32 "But if you never do the bold stroke..."
364 00:23:37 "You'll never know if you could've had a great painting."
365 00:23:40 ...triangle is different.
366 00:23:42 All polygons with three sides.
367 00:23:45 Take one side away,
368 00:23:47 now it's just an angle.
369 00:23:49 Add a side, that's a square.
370 00:23:52 When does the dating start?
371 00:23:54 This is dating.
372 00:23:55 No, dating is burgers and fries and shakes.
373 00:23:58 And maybe another order of fries.
374 00:24:00 And...
375 00:24:03 - I'm gonna text her. - Wait, what?
376 00:24:05 - At a certain point, you've gotta close. - We're not at that point!
377 00:24:07 We're way past that point.
378 00:24:22 Oh, my God.
379 00:24:29 I've gone...
380 00:24:31 "Little sister hacked my phone.
381 00:24:32 Can we take this to a safer platform?
382 00:24:35 Ghost Messenger?
383 00:24:36 My handle's...
384 00:24:38 Smith Corona."
385 00:24:39 - Who's Smith Corona? - Just a guy.
386 00:24:45 Crap.
387 00:24:52 I'm the king of the mud! Babe! Babe, did you get that?
388 00:24:56 Caption it, "Mudding king."
389 00:24:58 Mudding king! Mudding king!
390 00:25:02 Mudding king! Mudding--
391 00:25:07 New ghost message.
392 00:25:11 - Yeah, we did it! - Yes!
393 00:25:30 She prefers abstract to representational.
394 00:25:32 If she brings up Remains Of The Day,
395 00:25:33 talk about how the movie loses out
396 00:25:35 by not spending more time on the Nazis.
397 00:25:36 Relax. I got this.
398 00:25:38 - But-- - It's a date, not a book report.
399 00:25:43 I got two of them signed
400 00:25:45 when he came to Powell's Books last year.
401 00:25:47 I drove all night to get there.
402 00:25:52 Cool.
403 00:25:53 You've probably already read it.
404 00:25:56 - Thought you'd like one. - Yeah, totally.
405 00:25:58 No, I-- I love,
406 00:26:01 Nazis.
407 00:26:04 I mean, the-- the ones in the book.
408 00:26:06 I mean, like, more of those Nazis. Am I right?
409 00:26:21 Speaking of Nazis...
410 00:26:24 thank you for meeting me here.
411 00:26:26 My dad...
412 00:26:28 he isn't a Nazi exactly, but,
413 00:26:31 he can be pretty strict.
414 00:26:33 You know, people talk.
415 00:26:36 Yeah. Talk.
416 00:26:46 It's nice...
417 00:26:48 to make a new friend, though.
418 00:26:51 A friend.
419 00:26:54 Good.
420 00:27:04 They use Reddi-wip.
421 00:27:09 It's, uh... from a can.
422 00:27:12 But it's okay.
423 00:27:21 It wasn't that bad.
424 00:27:22 What about that date wasn't bad? You have nothing in common.
425 00:27:25 Not yet, but--
426 00:27:27 Game over.
427 00:27:28 I can't give up.
428 00:27:29 Look, you and Aster Flores, not gonna happen.
429 00:27:36 Chugga chugga Chu Chu!
430 00:27:43 - Who are you calling "Chu Chu"? - Shit, let's get out of here!
431 00:27:46 What kind of wusses say dumb shit and then drive away?
432 00:27:51 Yeah, you'd better run!
433 00:27:55 What?
434 00:27:59 Aster Flores thinks you're into abstract art
435 00:28:01 and repressed British literature.
436 00:28:02 - Yeah. - None of that is you.
437 00:28:04 It could be. I started reading that Remains Of The Day book.
438 00:28:07 - Really? - Yeah. I fell asleep a few times,
439 00:28:10 but I'm still reading it.
440 00:28:11 That's gotta count for something.
441 00:28:13 There are no points for effort.
442 00:28:16 Isn't that what love is?
443 00:28:18 How much effort you put into loving someone?
444 00:28:24 Whatever love is,
445 00:28:25 we just blew it with Aster Flores.
446 00:28:36 Yes!
447 00:28:41 No, I can do this.
448 00:28:43 We can do this.
449 00:28:51 Okay.
450 00:28:52 I'll pay you double.
451 00:28:54 You don't have to pay me.
452 00:28:55 Don't be weird, dude. Why else would you do this?
453 00:28:58 No, I've got savings.
454 00:29:02 Next date is three weeks away.
455 00:29:03 - Three weeks? - You told her you're slammed
456 00:29:05 - with football training. - I-- I did?
457 00:29:07 Yes. Also, you're in a debate on who's the better Hepburn.
458 00:29:09 Who there?
459 00:29:12 Ba, did we wake you?
460 00:29:15 School project.
461 00:29:16 Hi, Ellie Chu's dad.
462 00:29:21 We don't have time to school you on everything Aster thinks you are,
463 00:29:24 so we have to be selective. Deep versus broad-based learning.
464 00:29:27 We spy on her,
465 00:29:28 then cram you on her greatest hits.
466 00:29:30 Cool.
467 00:29:31 - Are you ready for this? - Yes.
468 00:29:33 Are you ready for this?
469 00:29:34 Yes, sir! Yes, sir!
470 00:29:37 So, in No Exit, three people are trapped in hell.
471 00:29:39 A door opens, but nobody leaves.
472 00:29:42 That's nuts. He can't stand these people.
473 00:29:44 A door opens and he doesn't leave?
474 00:29:45 He's trapped in hell. It's a metaphor for existence.
475 00:29:48 My nana hated Minnesota. She left.
476 00:29:50 Your nana wasn't one of the great thinkers of the 20th century.
477 00:29:52 My nana's not trapped in hell either.
478 00:29:56 Where are you going?
479 00:30:01 The hell's got into Munsky?
480 00:30:06 You're like some marvelous, distant, well, queen, I guess.
481 00:30:10 You're so cool and fine.
482 00:30:11 I don't want to be worshiped, I want to be loved.
483 00:30:14 Key thing about The Philadelphia Story is it's a plea for tolerance.
484 00:30:17 Check this out. I'm calling it taco sausage. Do you want a bite?
485 00:30:20 No. So tolerance...
486 00:30:22 Two hand foods, one great taste.
487 00:30:25 Conversation is like ping-pong.
488 00:30:27 I hit one and then you...
489 00:30:30 What the...
490 00:31:23 We're writing a profile on the student we most admire.
491 00:31:26 Cool, cool.
492 00:31:27 - Views on women in the workplace? - Does Aster like lean meats?
493 00:31:30 - What are you doing? - What are you doing?
494 00:31:31 - I'm good cop. - If you're good cop, how come you aren't smiling?
495 00:31:33 I'll smile when you follow the plan that I carefully--
496 00:31:35 I'm surprised more kids haven't asked to interview me.
497 00:31:39 I'm going in. I'm going in with my smile.
498 00:32:04 Looks like The Moose have a man open.
499 00:32:09 You're not hungry?
500 00:32:11 Not if it's not time to eat.
501 00:32:14 Now that's weird.
502 00:32:23 Hey, uh, can I ask you a question?
503 00:32:24 I don't want to try a taco sausage.
504 00:32:28 Why Squahamish?
505 00:32:30 Just, like, your dad seems so unhappy here
506 00:32:33 and you also seem kind of unhappy.
507 00:32:36 - I gotta go. - No, no, no, wait.
508 00:32:37 No, you're not taking this seriously.
509 00:32:39 I have a ton of work I have to do.
510 00:32:41 No, just, you're so smart. Like, too smart to, like--
511 00:32:43 Waste my time trying to win you a girl who'll never look your way?
512 00:32:45 - No, it just seems weird. - You're weird!
513 00:32:47 No-- Yes.
514 00:32:49 - Enjoy your happy life in Squahamish. - No, no...
515 00:32:52 The thing about No Exit is it's like
516 00:32:53 how what I really want is to run my own shop,
517 00:32:56 with new recipes. And-- And FYI, taco sausage is really effing good.
518 00:33:00 Okay, but I'm the fourth son
519 00:33:01 and my family's been making the same sausage for 49 years
520 00:33:04 and it doesn't matter if they're going broke, or out of style,
521 00:33:06 they're Nana's recipes.
522 00:33:07 If Ma can't have Nana, at least she can make her sausages.
523 00:33:09 If I break away, it'll break her heart.
524 00:33:10 And it's either her heart or mine.
525 00:33:14 So I stay.
526 00:33:40 We had to go where my dad could get a job.
527 00:33:44 He studied trains?
528 00:33:45 Engineering.
529 00:33:47 PhD, no less.
530 00:33:49 So,
531 00:33:51 he became the station manager at Squahamish.
532 00:33:53 To start.
533 00:33:55 The plan was to be promoted to system engineer.
534 00:33:59 Or anything engineer.
535 00:34:02 Squahamish was a jumping-off point.
536 00:34:06 It turns out speaking good English trumps having a PhD.
537 00:34:10 Or one from China anyway.
538 00:34:12 And my dad, he--
539 00:34:13 Doesn't speak very good.
540 00:34:15 - He's not bad. - I don't speak very good either.
541 00:34:21 True.
542 00:34:24 What's your excuse?
543 00:34:33 How do you feel about pot roast?
544 00:34:37 I should get back to the station.
545 00:34:38 I know, but we've gotta eat.
546 00:34:45 Mom!
547 00:34:45 Tommy, stop friending my friends!
548 00:34:47 Would you like to weigh in on that
549 00:34:48 or are you just gonna scream throughout the meal?
550 00:34:50 I'll deal with the dog wrestling.
551 00:34:53 - Mom! - It's your fault!
552 00:35:02 Or we could go to your place?
553 00:35:26 Match energy, match strokes,
554 00:35:29 and just say one thing.
555 00:35:33 Where were you born?
556 00:35:34 In Squahamish.
557 00:35:36 What about you?
558 00:35:37 Okay. Good. That wasn't so hard.
559 00:35:40 But where were you born?
560 00:35:42 I don't need talking practice.
561 00:35:44 It just seems like a really short conversation.
562 00:35:56 I was born in Xuzhou, China.
563 00:36:00 When did you come here?
564 00:36:03 When I was five.
565 00:36:06 What do you like about Squahamish?
566 00:36:09 I've never been anywhere else.
567 00:36:13 Me neither.
568 00:36:16 How does Satan get his message through?
569 00:36:18 Outside are the dogs, the sorcerers, the immoral persons.
570 00:36:28 Does he write letters?
571 00:36:31 No, he causes us to question.
572 00:36:34 Question our lives, our path.
573 00:36:38 Our very faith in God.
574 00:36:41 Satan plants the seed of doubt...
575 00:36:43 ...and, from that seed, grows sin.
576 00:36:47 Sin is everywhere.
577 00:36:51 We're lucky to live in a good town like Squahamish.
578 00:36:55 But the world is changing.
579 00:36:57 Let us stay strong against Satan's call,
580 00:37:00 lest sin creep in
581 00:37:01 and destroy the good life God has prepared for us.
582 00:37:11 You know what it's like to finally meet someone your age who gets you?
583 00:37:15 You know where else you can meet people your age who get you?
584 00:37:18 College.
585 00:37:22 You should send some emojis.
586 00:37:23 I'm not sending her emojis.
587 00:37:25 Do pineapple, owl, caterpillar with glasses.
588 00:37:28 What does that mean?
589 00:37:30 That doesn't mean anything.
590 00:37:31 Glasses make the caterpillar look smart.
591 00:37:34 Favorite food?
592 00:37:35 Braised pork over rice. Yours?
593 00:37:37 - Taco sausage. - Taco sausage.
594 00:37:39 Does braised pork have five-spice powder?
595 00:37:41 How do you know five-spice powder?
596 00:37:43 I kind of creeped in your cabinets.
597 00:37:45 I'm always looking for new spices.
598 00:37:47 Giving up on the taco sausage?
599 00:37:48 Oh, no way. I've been writing to the paper
600 00:37:50 in Wenatchee for months now.
601 00:37:52 If I could just get the guy to taste it.
602 00:37:54 - The gateway to greatness is Wenatchee. - Yeah.
603 00:37:57 You gotta try it.
604 00:37:59 What do the other Munskys think?
605 00:38:01 They haven't tried it.
606 00:38:10 Taco sausage has a nice ring to it.
607 00:38:12 Yeah, right?
608 00:38:16 Yeah?
609 00:38:18 What was your mom like?
610 00:38:21 Young, funny, dead.
611 00:38:24 No, before she died.
612 00:38:26 Young, funny...
613 00:38:30 fun.
614 00:38:34 She sounds cool.
615 00:38:36 Yeah.
616 00:38:41 I bet she would've tried the taco sausage.
617 00:39:36 What do you like about Aster?
618 00:39:40 She's pretty...
619 00:39:42 and...
620 00:39:43 smart...
621 00:39:44 and she's never mean.
622 00:39:47 And she smells like fresh-ground flour.
623 00:39:52 Why?
624 00:39:54 Just wondering.
625 00:39:56 What else could I like about her?
626 00:40:00 I don't know.
627 00:40:05 How her eyes look right into yours.
628 00:40:08 How...
629 00:40:10 she twirls her hair when she's reading.
630 00:40:14 How...
631 00:40:16 her laugh...
632 00:40:18 busts out like she can't help herself
633 00:40:19 and she stops being so perfect
634 00:40:22 for just a few moments.
635 00:40:26 She has at least five different voices.
636 00:40:28 How you could live in an ocean of her thoughts and...
637 00:40:33 feel like she knows,
638 00:40:34 like really knows...
639 00:40:40 I'm so stupid.
640 00:40:43 - I just meant-- - No, I'm so dumb.
641 00:40:46 - No-- - Like a real idiot.
642 00:40:47 - Don't think that I-- - No, what you said.
643 00:40:49 That's what you say when you love someone.
644 00:40:50 No, I-- I was just talking.
645 00:40:52 - I would never, ever actually-- - No, it is.
646 00:40:54 And-- And you don't even care.
647 00:40:56 I mean, I love her and I can't even...
648 00:41:16 You try...
649 00:41:19 harder than...
650 00:41:21 anyone I've ever met...
651 00:41:25 I mean, with the possible exception of my dad with my mom...
652 00:41:31 to show a girl that...
653 00:41:33 you love them.
654 00:41:37 And if love isn't the effort you put in...
655 00:41:43 then...
656 00:41:46 what is it?
657 00:41:52 Yeah?
658 00:41:54 Yeah.
659 00:42:45 I can't believe you drink Yakult.
660 00:42:47 Stadium vending machine.
661 00:42:48 Coach is gonna provide it free. Keeps him regular.
662 00:42:50 Seriously?
663 00:42:51 The only Asian grocery is three hours by bike.
664 00:42:57 Do not run after her train.
665 00:42:59 Do not.
666 00:43:01 Do not! Ugh.
667 00:43:03 - It's kinda sweet. - Kinda trite.
668 00:43:06 It shows that he cares.
669 00:43:07 It shows he's a moron.
670 00:43:09 Who outruns trains?
671 00:43:10 That girl's thinking,
672 00:43:11 "Thank God I got out
673 00:43:12 before wasting my life on that idiot."
674 00:43:16 She looks sad.
675 00:43:21 Then she's a moron, too.
676 00:43:56 *Safe and sound*
677 00:44:00 *As the night tore and spun around*
678 00:44:48 Lost track of time practicing for the senior talent show.
679 00:44:51 A little freaked about it, but whatever. Okay.
680 00:44:54 Aster. If she brings up immigration,
681 00:44:55 you've been talking about the recent--
682 00:44:56 - I know. - When in doubt, if the name is Italian,
683 00:44:59 probably an artist.
684 00:44:59 If French, it's probably--
685 00:45:01 *We could do it over and over*
686 00:45:04 Thanks.
687 00:45:04 *And over again*
688 00:45:06 *Over and over...*
689 00:45:10 Uh, sure.
690 00:45:12 I'm probably gonna crash and burn, but...
691 00:45:16 thanks for sticking it out with me anyway.
692 00:45:20 Well... not like you didn't pay me.
693 00:45:26 Well, uh... thanks.
694 00:45:35 You're not gonna crash and burn.
695 00:45:39 *Believe me...*
696 00:45:49 You're totally gonna crash and burn.
697 00:45:51 *And now we're alone...*
698 00:45:58 - I was wondering-- - What about the immigration bill?
699 00:46:02 Sorry, uh... go ahead.
700 00:46:05 No, no.
701 00:46:07 You.
702 00:46:10 The immigration bill.
703 00:46:16 Right?
704 00:46:18 Right?
705 00:46:20 Yeah.
706 00:46:23 Come on, dude.
707 00:46:35 We don't have to talk about...
708 00:46:38 serious things.
709 00:46:41 Okay.
710 00:46:49 What were you about to say?
711 00:46:54 It's still cool that we're... friends.
712 00:47:02 Yeah. Yeah, it's cool.
713 00:47:05 Friends.
714 00:47:28 You messaged me?
715 00:47:32 Uh, yeah.
716 00:48:27 You're not just a girl.
717 00:49:34 ...
718 00:49:42 I think you are...
719 00:49:52 You are...
720 00:49:57 No.
721 00:50:09 I don't want to be just friends.
722 00:50:10 Wait, what?
723 00:50:11 No, no. Bad. Sit!
724 00:50:17 I think you're pretty and funny and smart
725 00:50:22 and your laughter, it's like...
726 00:50:24 an ocean of thoughts.
727 00:50:25 Like five oceans of thoughts. Like five... voice--
728 00:50:29 I like you.
729 00:50:35 I don't... I don't know what to say.
730 00:50:40 Yeah, me neither.
731 00:50:42 I'm not a good talker.
732 00:50:50 That's okay.
733 00:51:00 Okay.
734 00:51:03 *When you reach the part*
735 00:51:03 BGM: If You Could Read My Mind by Gordon Lightfoot
736 00:51:06 *Where the heartaches come*
737 00:51:08 *The hero would be me*
738 00:51:12 *But heroes often fail*
739 00:51:16 *And you won't read that book again*
740 00:51:20 *Because the ending's just too hard to take*
741 00:51:38 What up, haters? Who rocked their second date?
742 00:51:41 Number 86, Paul Munsky!
743 00:51:45 And now, his side-girl's gonna rock the senior recital.
744 00:51:49 It's a piano solo.
745 00:51:50 - You're gonna be awesome. - I'm gonna be puking.
746 00:51:53 You're always playing for an audience.
747 00:51:54 On the side.
748 00:51:56 Not on stage, alone.
749 00:51:58 You're gonna crush it.
750 00:52:01 Oh, did I tell you that some food guy
751 00:52:03 from the paper in Tukwila wrote me?
752 00:52:04 He must have heard about me from the guy in Wenatchee.
753 00:52:06 He likes how my sausage sounds and he wants to try it.
754 00:52:09 It-- It's Munsky time.
755 00:52:11 Hey, look at you.
756 00:52:27 So...
757 00:52:30 what did you and Aster talk about?
758 00:52:34 Uh, I don't know.
759 00:52:35 You know, we got milkshakes and fries.
760 00:52:40 And we held hands.
761 00:52:44 It was, uh, quiet...
762 00:52:48 and...
763 00:52:50 nice.
764 00:52:52 And then she had curfew, so we walked back to her car and...
765 00:52:57 I kissed her.
766 00:53:01 How...
767 00:53:02 does that...
768 00:53:04 happen?
769 00:53:06 What?
770 00:53:07 The kiss.
771 00:53:10 I kissed her.
772 00:53:12 How do you know she wants to be kissed?
773 00:53:19 She gives you a look.
774 00:53:21 A look?
775 00:53:22 Yeah, like, um...
776 00:53:36 Okay, she gives you a look and,
777 00:53:38 when you see the look, you make your move.
778 00:53:39 Otherwise you look like a real putz.
779 00:53:42 And now we've got, like, a date date,
780 00:53:43 not just a friend date,
781 00:53:44 when she gets back from some youth group in Sacramento.
782 00:53:49 There are dressing rooms, you know.
783 00:53:52 - I'll just get this. - Really?
784 00:53:55 - Yeah. - No, it's just...
785 00:53:58 You know, without the jeans and the flannel shirt...
786 00:54:03 you look weird.
787 00:54:05 Gee, thanks.
788 00:54:06 It just doesn't look like you.
789 00:54:08 Uh, all girled up.
790 00:54:09 I know.
791 00:54:11 Go to the dressing room. I'll toss you some things.
792 00:54:14 But you're a dude.
793 00:54:15 I have a sister.
794 00:54:17 Go.
795 00:54:39 Well, our next senior needs no introduction.
796 00:54:45 What up, Squahamish! Moose!
797 00:54:51 You know who I am!
798 00:54:52 I know who I am!
799 00:54:53 Let's do this!
800 00:55:09 *The painted faces on the street*
801 00:55:12 *Caricatures of long ago*
802 00:55:15 *Oh, they were young and oh-so sweet*
803 00:55:19 *Down beyond the boulevard*
804 00:55:22 *Knock on doors and empty halls*
805 00:55:24 - *And still sometimes remember* - Oh, my God!
806 00:55:27 *The masquerade's forever*
807 00:55:33 Ellie Chu, three minutes till go time. Last chance to pee.
808 00:55:43 *They reached for tomorrow*
809 00:55:48 *But tomorrow's more of the same*
810 00:55:54 Chugga chugga.
811 00:56:05 Trig! Trig! Trig! Trig!
812 00:56:07 Trig! Trig! Trig! Trig!
813 00:56:09 Trig! Trig! Trig! Trig!
814 00:56:12 All right, let's give it up next for...
815 00:56:15 Ellie Chu.
816 00:56:21 Chugga chugga Chu Chu!
817 00:57:23 Next!
818 00:57:40 Play your song.
819 00:58:51 *Here we are *
820 00:58:55 *Took so long*
821 00:58:58 *Came so far*
822 00:59:01 *I slept*
823 00:59:03 *Half the way*
824 00:59:05 *On your shoulder*
825 00:59:13 *Safe and sound*
826 00:59:16 *As the night tore and spun around*
827 00:59:21 *And we had to get lost*
828 00:59:26 *To be found*
829 01:00:09 When did Ellie Chu get kinda hot?
830 01:00:33 - Come on. - Senior recital after-party! Whoo!
831 01:00:44 The Chinese girl came!
832 01:00:46 - Chinese girl! - Ellie Chu.
833 01:00:49 I just wanted to tell you we've had math together all four years
834 01:00:51 and I always wanted to say that I like your nails.
835 01:00:55 Yeah. Can't get the bike grease out.
836 01:00:57 They look badass.
837 01:00:58 Do you want to play Drinkers of Catan?
838 01:01:00 Okay. So it's like Settlers, but just, when you cross a fairway,
839 01:01:04 you take three shots and you just keep going.
840 01:01:13 That's a lot! That's a lot!
841 01:01:15 That's so much!
842 01:01:20 I will trade you wheat for rye.
843 01:01:21 Oh, bourbon it is.
844 01:01:24 Thanks.
845 01:01:28 I want you to know...
846 01:01:30 that I can tell I have been drinking spirits.
847 01:01:34 Because I have to pee far more often...
848 01:01:37 than would be indicated by plain punch.
849 01:01:41 So don't think I haven't been monitoring the situation.
850 01:01:44 Cool, cool. How many cups have you monitored?
851 01:01:48 Let's get you home.
852 01:01:50 Okay.
853 01:03:18 He's at practice, but you can leave it in his room.
854 01:03:20 Yeah, it's just something silly I thought he'd like.
855 01:03:32 We went as far as Sekiu once,
856 01:03:34 but we never made it all the way to California.
857 01:03:36 You're quite the little traveler. I would love to go to California.
858 01:03:40 Oh, it's Paul's Chinese friend.
859 01:03:41 I didn't hear you come in.
860 01:03:43 I was just, um, dropping off some books.
861 01:03:46 Aster was just dropping off-- Tommy!
862 01:03:49 Hands off the grinder!
863 01:03:54 Tommy!
864 01:04:07 So, uh, you-- you and Paul, you guys...
865 01:04:10 Oh, God, no. No, no, no. He is, like, totally, 100% into you.
866 01:04:17 You know about us?
867 01:04:20 He wanted to do some extra reading so...
868 01:04:23 I lent him some books.
869 01:04:26 He's doing extra reading?
870 01:04:28 For you.
871 01:04:33 That's, uh...
872 01:04:35 That's sweet.
873 01:04:37 It is.
874 01:04:40 On our first date, uh...
875 01:04:42 I just kept...
876 01:04:43 talking about books.
877 01:04:46 I think I almost drove him off.
878 01:04:49 I can be such a nervous idiot.
879 01:04:51 You could never be an idiot.
880 01:04:52 I mean, Paul would never think that about you,
881 01:04:54 because he's way into you.
882 01:04:59 - I should get back to the station. - No, yeah, no.
883 01:05:04 Oh, it's just some silly thing I made on my trip.
884 01:05:11 I like this stroke off to the side.
885 01:05:14 Lonely,
886 01:05:16 but hopeful.
887 01:05:19 Yeah.
888 01:05:21 He'll love it.
889 01:05:28 Can I come with?
890 01:05:31 To the station?
891 01:05:34 I already lied to my dad about where I'd be.
892 01:05:37 I have the day.
893 01:05:57 You get to do that every day?
894 01:05:59 Twice. 6:40 a.m. and 11:40 p.m weekdays.
895 01:06:02 12:10 p.m. and 9:20 p.m weekends.
896 01:06:05 Give or take an hour.
897 01:06:06 That is awesome.
898 01:06:08 - It's a real blast. - No, it's-- it's so...
899 01:06:10 master of the universe.
900 01:06:13 A teeny-tiny universe.
901 01:06:15 Oh, well. At least you rule something.
902 01:06:22 Hey, what about those?
903 01:06:24 My dad doesn't trust them.
904 01:06:46 Do you want to get outta here?
905 01:07:04 BGM: Seventeen by Sharon Van Etten
906 01:07:04 *I know what you wanna say*
907 01:07:11 *I think that you're all the same*
908 01:07:18 *Constantly being led astray*
909 01:07:23 Where are we going?
910 01:07:26 *You think you know*
911 01:07:27 To my favorite secret place.
912 01:07:28 *Something you don't*
913 01:07:36 *Downtown hot spot*
914 01:07:39 *Halfway up the street*
915 01:07:43 *I used to be free*
916 01:07:47 *I used to be 17*
917 01:07:51 *Follow my shadow*
918 01:07:54 *Around your corner*
919 01:07:58 *I used to be 17...*
920 01:08:05 Right?
921 01:08:16 Are these deciduous trees?
922 01:08:20 I wouldn't know.
923 01:08:35 We don't have trees like this in Sacramento.
924 01:08:38 Everything's reversed, so...
925 01:08:40 things die off in summer, turn green in winter.
926 01:08:44 Is that where you grew up?
927 01:08:46 Born there. Moved here.
928 01:08:51 My life story.
929 01:09:07 Is that long underwear?
930 01:09:14 Yes.
931 01:09:19 I almost forgot.
932 01:09:22 There's no cell service here, so...
933 01:09:34 It's like no one can reach us here.
934 01:09:41 Ellie not here.
935 01:09:43 Oh, this is for you.
936 01:09:48 Taylor Swift's yacht saves the day.
937 01:09:52 You know...
938 01:09:55 I don't think I've ever hung out with a girl
939 01:09:57 and not talked about boys before.
940 01:10:01 - Sorry. - Don't be.
941 01:10:05 It's nice.
942 01:10:10 Paul's cool.
943 01:10:16 He's confusing.
944 01:10:18 It's like when I'm with him...
945 01:10:20 I feel...
946 01:10:24 I feel safe.
947 01:10:25 He's a sweet guy.
948 01:10:28 Then it's like he...
949 01:10:30 writes these things that feel...
950 01:10:36 not safe.
951 01:10:39 Not safe?
952 01:10:42 I overheard Trig talking to my dad about...
953 01:10:46 our future wedding.
954 01:10:49 I mean, he hasn't even asked me yet, but...
955 01:10:55 he's just...
956 01:10:56 so sure.
957 01:10:59 And maybe that's love.
958 01:11:04 I should marry Trig.
959 01:11:08 Should I?
960 01:11:15 Oh, well.
961 01:11:17 God doesn't know either, if it's any consolation.
962 01:11:21 I don't believe in God.
963 01:11:24 That must be so nice.
964 01:11:27 No.
965 01:11:29 It's not.
966 01:11:32 It's...
967 01:11:36 lonely.
968 01:11:40 Yeah.
969 01:11:44 I wish I knew what I believed.
970 01:11:48 I keep asking God for a sign.
971 01:11:51 And then Paul's letter appeared in my locker.
972 01:11:56 I've...
973 01:11:57 never felt so...
974 01:12:04 ...understood.
975 01:12:11 It's...
976 01:12:12 It's silly, right?
977 01:12:14 No.
978 01:12:17 It's not silly.
979 01:12:23 You know what is silly?
980 01:12:29 What are you-- No, stop!
981 01:12:31 - Come on! - No. I--
982 01:12:33 Did you layer?
983 01:12:34 I am a Russian doll of clothing.
984 01:13:01 Gravity is matter's response to loneliness.
985 01:13:08 Who said that?
986 01:13:09 BGM: If You Leave Me Now by Chicago
987 01:13:09 *How could we let it slip away?*
988 01:13:14 I don't know.
989 01:13:18 *We've come too far*
990 01:13:21 Then you said it.
991 01:13:21 *To leave it all behind*
992 01:13:27 *How could we end it all this way?*
993 01:13:32 *When tomorrow comes and we'll both regret...*
994 01:13:37 My mom loved this song.
995 01:13:40 She said every song, movie, story...
996 01:13:44 has a best part.
997 01:13:57 Was that it?
998 01:14:00 Are you asking or saying?
999 01:14:09 *A love like ours*
1000 01:14:11 *Is love that's hard to find*
1001 01:14:12 That was it.
1002 01:14:17 Yeah.
1003 01:14:18 *How could we let it slip away?*
1004 01:14:27 *We've come too far to leave it all behind*
1005 01:14:36 *How could we end it all this way?*
1006 01:14:50 I hope you find something good to believe in.
1007 01:15:03 - I'm getting married, Walter. - You can't. You're a newspaper man.
1008 01:15:05 That's why I'm quitting. I want to go someplace where I can be a woman.
1009 01:15:08 - You mean be a traitor. - A traitor to what?
1010 01:15:11 To journalism. You're a journalist, Hildy.
1011 01:15:13 A journalist? Hell, what does that mean?
1012 01:15:15 Paul made a braised pork sausage. Pretty tasty.
1013 01:15:19 Yours is in the microwave.
1014 01:15:41 Do you believe in God?
1015 01:15:45 Of course.
1016 01:15:48 Yeah.
1017 01:15:50 Yeah, no, of course.
1018 01:15:54 I, uh... I got your painting.
1019 01:15:58 It was-- It was pretty.
1020 01:16:03 Thanks.
1021 01:16:49 Big game this week.
1022 01:16:51 Uh, training.
1023 01:16:53 I'll, uh...
1024 01:16:55 I'll see you after?
1025 01:16:57 Yeah.
1026 01:17:00 - Um, cool. - Okay.
1027 01:17:20 Paulie, are you marrying the garbage out there?
1028 01:17:40 Looks like another blowout with the Squahamish Moose
1029 01:17:43 down by 49.
1030 01:17:46 Fourth down on their own ten-yard line.
1031 01:17:50 Less than a minute left on the clock.
1032 01:17:52 Players are lining up for the punt.
1033 01:17:54 - Hut! - Whoa, bad snap.
1034 01:17:57 There's an awful lot of confusion out there.
1035 01:17:59 Looks like the punter is trying to free the ball up
1036 01:18:02 and salvage a few yards out of this horribly crooked play.
1037 01:18:07 Behind you!
1038 01:18:12 The punter takes a savage hit.
1039 01:18:14 Come on, Munsky!
1040 01:18:16 And Number 86 Paul Munsky's got the ball.
1041 01:18:21 Fifty! Forty!
1042 01:18:24 Thirty! Keep going!
1043 01:18:27 Keep going. He scores!
1044 01:18:34 Squahamish Moose have scored! First time in 15 years.
1045 01:18:38 We're on the board! We're on the board! We're on the board!
1046 01:18:43 We're on the board! We're on the board!
1047 01:19:01 - All hail the pride of Squahamish. - Thanks.
1048 01:19:05 You, uh, you didn't have to get me a Yakult.
1049 01:19:08 Yeah, take one.
1050 01:19:09 No, no, I don't, uh, want a Yakult.
1051 01:19:12 Good.
1052 01:19:14 Nah, I need to talk to you.
1053 01:19:15 Okay. Uh, my hands are full. Could you...
1054 01:19:26 So good.
1055 01:19:29 What?
1056 01:19:38 - What are you doing? - You don't want me to kiss you?
1057 01:19:40 - No! - Why?
1058 01:19:42 Is there someone else?
1059 01:19:47 Aster.
1060 01:19:50 Aster, this is not...
1061 01:19:53 We're-- We're not...
1062 01:20:04 You...
1063 01:20:07 - Paul. - You, um...
1064 01:20:13 You like Aster?
1065 01:20:25 It's a sin.
1066 01:20:30 You're going to hell.
1067 01:20:59 I'm onto you...
1068 01:21:00 Ellie Chu.
1069 01:21:04 This is a nightmare.
1070 01:21:06 I know why you're always hanging around.
1071 01:21:10 Popping up everywhere.
1072 01:21:13 Okay, it was just supposed to be one letter.
1073 01:21:15 - I didn't think-- - You're in love with me.
1074 01:21:19 Yes, Trig.
1075 01:21:21 I am in love with you.
1076 01:21:24 I get it.
1077 01:21:28 Get away! Go home!
1078 01:21:30 This is cashmere fleece, man!
1079 01:21:31 - Get out! - All right, all right, all right!
1080 01:22:07 BGM: Break the Rules by Ruen Brothers
1081 01:22:07 *Been a minute since we've been here*
1082 01:22:12 *I'd be wrong to say that I don't need you now*
1083 01:22:17 *Or need a friend*
1084 01:22:21 *Oh, it's nice to spend*
1085 01:22:23 Chug!?Chug!?Chug!
1086 01:22:24 *Time with you*
1087 01:22:25 Chug! Chug! Chug! Chug! Chug! Chug!
1088 01:22:33 *We've been waiting and watching*
1089 01:22:38 *Waiting for our hearts to take the stage*
1090 01:22:43 *See the lights*
1091 01:22:46 *Oh, it feels right*
1092 01:22:50 *Right next to you*
1093 01:22:52 Paulie, garbage duty!
1094 01:22:54 *Break the rules*
1095 01:22:54 Got it, Ma.
1096 01:22:56 Mom!
1097 01:22:58 Get out of here, man!
1098 01:22:59 *And oh, how our hearts all wonder*
1099 01:23:04 *Oh, how they roll like thunder*
1100 01:23:09 *Is it right to break the rules?*
1101 01:23:16 *And oh, how our hearts all wonder*
1102 01:23:21 *Oh, how they roll like thunder*
1103 01:23:26 *Did we ever break the rules?*
1104 01:23:38 See you next month.
1105 01:23:40 Paul.
1106 01:23:41 Sir?
1107 01:23:46 Did you and Ellie...
1108 01:23:51 break up?
1109 01:23:55 No, we weren't, um...
1110 01:23:58 together.
1111 01:24:02 She seems...
1112 01:24:05 sad.
1113 01:24:13 No, you don't, um...
1114 01:24:18 see her.
1115 01:24:21 See?
1116 01:24:27 See what?
1117 01:24:31 Who she is.
1118 01:24:34 Could be.
1119 01:24:38 Her.
1120 01:24:54 When Ellie's Ma died...
1121 01:24:57 I fell into a dark hole.
1122 01:24:59 I didn't move for days.
1123 01:25:05 A few days later...
1124 01:25:07 I woke to find Ellie in the booth...
1125 01:25:10 manning the switch.
1126 01:25:15 She looked up at me.
1127 01:25:17 Just 13... an adult already.
1128 01:25:25 And I...
1129 01:25:28 smiled.
1130 01:25:38 Have you ever loved someone so much...
1131 01:25:42 you don't want anything about her...
1132 01:25:45 to change?
1133 01:25:53 *Holy, holy, holy*
1134 01:25:59 *Merciful and mighty*
1135 01:26:05 *God in three persons*
1136 01:26:11 *Blessed Trinity*
1137 01:26:21 Outside are the dogs, the...
1138 01:26:23 You're late.
1139 01:26:25 I had to grind something.
1140 01:26:26 And to close our Easter services...
1141 01:26:29 our final reading today will be from Trig Carson.
1142 01:26:36 "Love is patient.
1143 01:26:39 Love is kind.
1144 01:26:41 It does not envy.
1145 01:26:43 It does not boast.
1146 01:26:45 It is not proud."
1147 01:26:47 Which is why...
1148 01:26:49 I love...
1149 01:26:51 this little lady.
1150 01:26:54 And why she'll make me a fantastic...
1151 01:26:57 wife.
1152 01:27:01 Aster...
1153 01:27:03 will you?
1154 01:27:19 No!
1155 01:27:23 I, um...
1156 01:27:30 Love isn't...
1157 01:27:34 It isn't--
1158 01:27:35 Thank you, Ellie.
1159 01:27:37 - Everyone-- - Love isn't pretending.
1160 01:27:43 I know, um...
1161 01:27:45 because I've been pretending.
1162 01:27:49 Only for a few months, but...
1163 01:27:51 it sucks.
1164 01:27:53 Paul.
1165 01:27:54 And I've been thinking about how much it would suck
1166 01:27:56 to have to pretend to be...
1167 01:27:59 not you...
1168 01:28:02 your whole life.
1169 01:28:07 I always thought that there was one way to love.
1170 01:28:10 Uh, one right way.
1171 01:28:13 But there are more.
1172 01:28:15 So many more than I knew.
1173 01:28:18 And...
1174 01:28:20 I never want to be the guy who stops loving someone...
1175 01:28:24 for loving the way that they want to love.
1176 01:28:30 And thank you, Paul.
1177 01:28:33 That was...
1178 01:28:35 odd.
1179 01:28:37 Now, let's give Trig--
1180 01:28:39 I also have been pretending.
1181 01:28:46 I've been pretending that--
1182 01:28:48 Don't worry, everyone, I, uh-- I think I know where this is going.
1183 01:28:52 Look, Ellie, I am so, so flattered, um...
1184 01:28:56 - but, see, you and I are never-- - You know, Trig,
1185 01:28:59 I have been writing your papers for the last four years.
1186 01:29:02 And if you'll forgive me...
1187 01:29:05 I'm just gonna rewrite you one last time.
1188 01:29:11 Love isn't patient and kind and humble.
1189 01:29:15 Love is...
1190 01:29:18 Love is...
1191 01:29:24 Love is messy.
1192 01:29:27 And horrible and selfish and...
1193 01:29:35 bold.
1194 01:29:43 It's not finding your perfect half. It's...
1195 01:29:47 the trying...
1196 01:29:49 and...
1197 01:29:51 reaching and...
1198 01:29:53 failing.
1199 01:29:56 Love is...
1200 01:30:02 being willing to ruin your good painting...
1201 01:30:07 for the chance at a great one.
1202 01:30:19 Is this really the boldest stroke you can make?
1203 01:30:27 You.
1204 01:30:31 Yeah.
1205 01:30:48 Aster!
1206 01:30:53 Everyone, please, take your seats.
1207 01:30:55 Everyone, take your seats.
1208 01:30:57 Wait.
1209 01:30:59 So I'm the good painting?
1210 01:31:01 Mommy wants you to know, in case you are gay, Mommy still loves you.
1211 01:31:04 - I'm not gay, Mom. - Thank God.
1212 01:31:07 I might want to change our sausage recipe, though.
1213 01:31:09 Are you insane?
1214 01:31:10 - I love that recipe! - Whatever Dad said!
1215 01:31:15 Now that is some divine intervention.
1216 01:31:38 This is a lot of dumplings.
1217 01:31:42 Six days, 18 meals.
1218 01:31:45 To Grinnell.
1219 01:31:52 We didn't come here so you could be like me.
1220 01:31:55 We came here so you could be like your mother.
1221 01:32:24 You don't mean dead, right?
1222 01:32:29 God, I hope not.
1223 01:33:14 You haven't been to church.
1224 01:33:18 I'm busy.
1225 01:33:20 Yeah?
1226 01:33:22 Yeah.
1227 01:33:25 You need four portfolio pieces for art school, so...
1228 01:33:28 Art school?
1229 01:33:30 That's great.
1230 01:33:32 Yeah, well, nothing's great yet,
1231 01:33:34 but we'll see.
1232 01:33:37 What's going on with you?
1233 01:33:40 Well...
1234 01:33:42 I'm headed east to Grinnell.
1235 01:33:44 - I'm leaving tomorrow-- - That's great, Ellie. Take care.
1236 01:33:49 Aster!
1237 01:33:52 I'm sorry.
1238 01:33:58 It was just...
1239 01:34:01 supposed to be one letter.
1240 01:34:05 I never meant to hurt you.
1241 01:34:28 Deep down, I probably knew the truth.
1242 01:34:32 You really didn't use enough emojis in his texts.
1243 01:34:36 I don't know what they mean.
1244 01:34:38 A puppy or...
1245 01:34:40 - a sausage-- - I should have sent you a sausage emoji?
1246 01:34:43 Fair point.
1247 01:34:50 For what it's worth...
1248 01:34:54 it's not like the thought never crossed my mind.
1249 01:34:58 You know...
1250 01:34:59 if things were different.
1251 01:35:05 Or I was different.
1252 01:35:12 You could never be different.
1253 01:35:15 "Am I sure I'm different?
1254 01:35:17 - How do I know I'm sure?" - Hey, I can be sure.
1255 01:35:19 "I mean, what does God think?"
1256 01:35:22 Oh, my God.
1257 01:35:23 - And on, and on, and on, and on. - And you know, you-- you watch.
1258 01:35:27 Okay? In a couple of years, I am gonna be so sure.
1259 01:35:30 Good luck with that.
1260 01:35:41 Find something good in Iowa to believe in, heathen.
1261 01:36:06 I'll see you in a couple years.
1262 01:37:08 I'll keep him busy tasting new ketchups.
1263 01:37:12 Nice write-up in the Town Crier.
1264 01:37:13 Yeah, Munsky Sausages is gonna blow up.
1265 01:37:15 I might get to Iowa before you do.
1266 01:37:17 I'd better get going then.
1267 01:37:27 Here.
1268 01:37:34 The caterpillar does look smart.
1269 01:37:36 Too smart to be crying on a platform like a wussy.
1270 01:37:39 I'm not crying.
1271 01:37:40 Wussy.
1272 01:37:44 Wussy!
1273 01:38:02 Next stop, Cle Elum.
1274 01:38:31 What?
1275 01:38:33 Paul, what are you doing?
1276 01:38:36 Stop! Stop! What are you...
1277 01:39:05 Moron.
1278 01:39:56 *Been a minute*
1279 01:39:58 *Since we've been here*
1280 01:40:01 *I'd be wrong to say that I don't need you now*
1281 01:40:07 *I need a friend*
1282 01:40:10 *Oh, it's nice to spend time with you*
1283 01:40:23 *We've been waiting and watching*
1284 01:40:29 *Waiting for our hearts to take the stage*
1285 01:40:34 *To see the lights*
1286 01:40:38 *Oh, it feels right*
1287 01:40:41 *Right next to you*
1288 01:40:51 *And oh, how our hearts all wonder*
1289 01:40:56 *Oh, how they roll like thunder*
1290 01:41:02 *Is it right to break the rules?*
1291 01:41:09 *And oh, how our hearts all wonder*
1292 01:41:14 *Oh, how they roll like thunder*
1293 01:41:19 *Oh, did we ever break the rules?*
1294 01:41:32 *Been a lifetime I've been trying*
1295 01:41:37 *I've tried to find the words to speak my mind*
1296 01:41:42 *Oh, my friend*
1297 01:41:45 *We'll come back here again*
1298 01:41:49 *That's all we can say*
1299 01:41:59 *But since you're next to me*
1300 01:42:04 *Bitter or sweet*
1301 01:42:07 *I'd like to think I made you smile*
1302 01:42:13 *And in a little while*
1303 01:42:16 *We'll laugh like fools*
1304 01:42:21 *Break the rules*
1305 01:42:26 *And oh, how our hearts all wonder*
1306 01:42:31 *Oh, how they roll like thunder*
1307 01:42:37 *Is it right to break the rules?*
1308 01:42:44 *And oh, how our hearts all wonder*
1309 01:42:49 *Oh, how they roll like thunder*
1310 01:42:55 *Did we ever*
1311 01:42:57 *Break the rules?*
