血书 Books of Blood(2020)(EN)Subtitles
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1 00:00:22 We all die.
2 00:00:25 But sometimes the tales of our passing are so shocking
3 00:00:28 that they must be forever carved
4 00:00:30 into our collective memory.
5 00:00:34 There is a place where these horrors are transcribed by the dead.
6 00:00:39 And they want their stories told.
7 00:02:27 Bennett, look, I‐I told you, I can pay!
8 00:02:29 I just need time.
9 00:02:31 Time ran out.
10 00:02:32 They want blood now.
11 00:02:33 I have something.
12 00:02:35 Something very valuable.
13 00:02:37 It's a book.
14 00:02:38 It's a rare book worth millions.
15 00:02:40 Go on.
16 00:02:42 I can tell you where to find it.
17 00:02:55 Thanks.
18 00:03:12 ♪ Deep six, six, six ♪
19 00:03:14 ♪ Six, six feet deep ♪
20 00:03:19 ♪ Deep six, six, six ♪
21 00:03:21 ♪ Six, six feet deep ♪
22 00:03:26 He tried to buy himself loose.
23 00:03:28 Gave me a tip on something
24 00:03:30 that could be our shot at cashing out.
25 00:03:31 Oh, yeah?
26 00:03:33 A book.
27 00:03:35 One of a kind, apparently.
28 00:03:37 Where?
29 00:03:40 Ravenmoor.
30 00:03:42 You do know that place is royally fucked up, right?
31 00:03:44 Something happened there.
32 00:03:45 They say it's like fucking Chernobyl.
33 00:03:47 Urban decay.
34 00:03:49 That's what happened.
35 00:03:50 Begin route to Ravenmoor, 47 Tollington Place.
36 00:03:55 You want to run with the fucking rats the rest of your life?
37 00:03:58 What's this book called?
38 00:04:00 The Book of Blood.
39 00:05:12 That's why I bought this place.
40 00:05:14 The view.
41 00:05:15 It's so beautiful.
42 00:05:16 So desolate.
43 00:05:22 It's like we're looking at two different places.
44 00:05:25 Ten minutes in that hellish water,
45 00:05:27 and you'd freeze to death.
46 00:05:30 Why do you do that,
47 00:05:32 and why can't you just enjoy anything?
48 00:05:36 What happened at school is on him,
49 00:05:38 not on you.
50 00:05:40 You don't know what happened.
51 00:05:42 Tell me.
52 00:05:43 Tell someone.
53 00:05:45 I mean, how do you expect us to help you
54 00:05:47 if you're not willing to talk about it?
55 00:05:52 Maybe Dr. Lerner needs to tweak your meds.
56 00:05:57 I stopped taking them.
57 00:05:59 what?
58 00:06:01 Yeah, I stopped taking the meds, like, a week ago.
59 00:06:03 You can't just stop your meds, Jenna.
60 00:06:06 The doctor was very clear about that.
61 00:06:08 They weren't helping.
62 00:06:11 They just made me feel tired and numb all the time.
63 00:06:14 Tired and numb is better than having a broken brain.
64 00:06:18 Yeah, well,
65 00:06:20 you're not the one who has to take them.
66 00:06:26 Dinner's ready, if you're interested.
67 00:06:32 Hello, Princess.
68 00:06:34 Women prefer to be called queens now, Dan.
69 00:06:38 Show a little respect.
70 00:06:40 For what?
71 00:06:41 When I was your age, I wouldn't be caught dead living at home.
72 00:06:45 What does that even mean?
73 00:06:47 ‐ What? ‐ "Caught dead."
74 00:06:49 You know, that's your problem, Jen.
75 00:06:52 You're so lost in the trees
76 00:06:53 that you can't even see the leaves.
77 00:06:55 The forest.
78 00:06:57 I think that's what you can't see for the trees.
79 00:07:24 Oh, here we go‐‐ Jenna off her meds.
80 00:07:27 You want me to dissolve the food in my mouth?
81 00:07:29 I mean, how can I eat without chewing, Jenna?
82 00:07:31 You're getting back on those meds,
83 00:07:33 because I am not going down that road again.
84 00:07:42 Three different shrinks since she was 10 years old.
85 00:07:46 Tutoring and private coaches to get her into college,
86 00:07:49 and then she flushes it down the shithole.
87 00:07:51 You said yourself she was a victim, too,
88 00:07:53 so don't blame the victim.
89 00:07:55 I don't want to blame the victim.
90 00:07:56 I want to bill the victim.
91 00:07:58 I'm sending her back to the farm.
92 00:08:00 And you know what? If she fucks it up, I am done.
93 00:08:02 They're coming to get her tomorrow.
94 00:08:22 Get over here.
95 00:08:24 Oh, my‐‐
96 00:10:06 Excuse me.
97 00:10:07 Has the bus for Los Angeles left yet?
98 00:10:08 Leaves in five minutes.
99 00:10:10 Great. I need to get a ticket.
100 00:10:12 Please.
101 00:10:39 Last call. Now boarding.
102 00:11:28 Okay.
103 00:13:44 Very pleased to meet you, Jenna.
104 00:13:46 Now, you just rest here a moment
105 00:13:48 while we go get your room ready.
106 00:13:50 Okay?
107 00:14:07 I knew it.
108 00:14:09 ‐ What? ‐ I just saw you in the web...
109 00:14:11 at Spider's Web Café.
110 00:14:15 It's, um... God, what's the word?
111 00:14:16 Like a‐‐like a coincidence
112 00:14:19 but more cosmic or something?
113 00:14:21 Synchronicity?
114 00:14:22 Right, synchronicity. That's it.
115 00:14:23 Like a...
116 00:14:26 a meaningful coincidence.
117 00:14:29 Your folks seem so nice.
118 00:14:31 No, they're a total nightmare.
119 00:14:33 Fortunately, they're back home in Sydney.
120 00:14:36 Oh. So you're not family?
121 00:14:39 We like to think everyone who stays here is family.
122 00:14:42 It's destiny.
123 00:14:44 Or synchronicity.
124 00:16:14 Oh, I'm so sorry, dear.
125 00:16:15 ‐ That's okay. ‐ I didn't mean to startle you.
126 00:16:17 Are you all right, dear?
127 00:16:19 yeah.
128 00:16:21 Yeah. I just think I'm really tired.
129 00:16:24 I saw you must love music,
130 00:16:26 so I put a radio right by your bed.
131 00:16:28 I don't really like music.
132 00:16:31 These are just so that I don't...
133 00:16:34 hear anything.
134 00:16:35 Oh, I understand.
135 00:16:37 You're sensitive.
136 00:16:39 Of course. You're an artist.
137 00:16:41 No, these are just, uh...
138 00:16:44 drawings.
139 00:16:48 In a strange town, in a stranger's home,
140 00:16:51 after a long night journey...
141 00:16:55 For moments like these,
142 00:16:57 the good Lord gave us tea and cake.
143 00:17:00 Come.
144 00:17:07 I wasn't planning on stopping.
145 00:17:09 I was, um‐‐
146 00:17:11 I‐I was headed to LA, and I just...
147 00:17:14 couldn't stand the thought of, uh, being nauseous
148 00:17:17 for a day and a half on a bus.
149 00:17:19 I'm sure you weren't nauseous, dear.
150 00:17:22 Oh, but I was.
151 00:17:25 Nauseous means you make other people sick.
152 00:17:27 Nauseated is what you were.
153 00:17:30 Ellie is very particular about words,
154 00:17:33 especially medical words.
155 00:17:35 See, Ellie was a registered nurse‐‐
156 00:17:38 you know, someone that does what a doctor does
157 00:17:40 for a dime, not a dollar.
158 00:17:42 Now, Sam Austin, that is not true.
159 00:17:44 Doctors and nurses are completely different.
160 00:17:47 Doctors treat illnesses.
161 00:17:48 Nurses treat people.
162 00:17:51 As for me, I don't know what to do with my hands
163 00:17:53 if I'm not building.
164 00:17:55 I did the chairs and this table.
165 00:17:59 Just did the cabinets.
166 00:18:02 Carved my own wooden leg.
167 00:18:06 No, kidding.
168 00:18:10 Can you imagine?
169 00:18:12 So did you build this house?
170 00:18:14 We just added here and there.
171 00:18:16 Oh, he's such a modest mouse.
172 00:18:18 He doubled the size of this place.
173 00:18:22 When you start fixing things,
174 00:18:23 you know how it is.
175 00:18:24 There's always something else.
176 00:18:26 Oh, no, don't.
177 00:18:31 Yeah, a little bit of a roach problem.
178 00:18:33 Don't worry about it.
179 00:18:35 I say we should just gas 'em, but Ellie won't hear of that.
180 00:18:39 It's so much easier to take life than to make life.
181 00:18:45 And on that cheery little note,
182 00:18:48 this old man's going to bed.
183 00:18:50 Good night, all.
184 00:18:55 What's in LA?
185 00:18:58 Tell you the truth, I'm not sure where I'm going.
186 00:19:03 Maybe the only way to know where you're headed
187 00:19:04 is to keep going till you find it.
188 00:19:07 Maybe.
189 00:19:09 I'm just taking some time to look around.
190 00:19:11 How about you?
191 00:19:15 You know what? Sorry. That's none of my business.
192 00:19:21 I had a bad experience...
193 00:19:24 at school with a guy.
194 00:19:27 Bad breakup?
195 00:19:28 More like a breakdown.
196 00:19:30 Life sucks.
197 00:19:33 Yeah.
198 00:19:35 Like my dad says, we ain't born laughin'.
199 00:19:38 Sounds like a smart man.
200 00:19:40 You know his one big piece of life advice‐‐
201 00:19:43 in this world, you're either the anvil
202 00:19:46 or the hammer.
203 00:19:48 Which do you want to be?
204 00:19:50 I'd rather be the ant.
205 00:19:53 What ant?
206 00:19:54 The ant crawling across the anvil
207 00:19:57 when the hammer comes down.
208 00:20:00 Then at least it's over quickly.
209 00:20:11 uh, sorry?
210 00:20:12 I just have a thing with mouth noises.
211 00:20:16 Any noises, really.
212 00:20:18 Sometimes I think I'd just be happier deaf.
213 00:20:20 Oh, don't say that.
214 00:20:21 JENNA: No, no, no. It's a‐‐it's a thing.
215 00:20:23 My doctor says it's neurological.
216 00:20:25 It's called misophonia‐‐ literally the hatred of sound.
217 00:20:29 Wow. That must suck.
218 00:20:32 Would've probably been better if I'd just
219 00:20:33 crawled back into the womb and stayed there.
220 00:20:36 You're weird.
221 00:20:39 I like weird.
222 00:20:52 Hey, so I'm getting up early to tour the college.
223 00:20:56 You gonna be here tomorrow?
224 00:20:57 Not sure.
225 00:21:00 I guess.
226 00:21:02 Well, uh, maybe we could meet up for coffee.
227 00:21:08 Text me?
228 00:22:19 She's fucking hopeless.
229 00:22:21 I want her out.
230 00:23:57 Maybe Dr. Lerner needs to tweak your meds.
231 00:24:58 Morning.
232 00:25:04 I do envy them.
233 00:25:08 Birds don't fly for pleasure.
234 00:25:12 Flying is just an endless, desperate search for food.
235 00:25:18 Well, it still looks fun.
236 00:26:31 - Can I help you? ‐ Hi.
237 00:26:33 Can I get a, uh, large coffee to go?
238 00:26:36 Decaf.
239 00:27:03 Large decaf?
240 00:27:04 Oh. Uh, no.
241 00:27:06 I'm‐‐
242 00:27:08 Are you okay?
243 00:27:13 You can't go in there.
244 00:27:40 Oh, my dear.
245 00:27:42 - What's wrong? ‐ Oh. Oh, I was just‐‐
246 00:27:45 I was‐‐I was supposed to meet Gavin,
247 00:27:46 and then he didn't show up and‐‐
248 00:27:49 I don't know. I don't know.
249 00:27:51 Sometimes I see things when I'm anxious, and...
250 00:27:54 I just‐‐I‐‐
251 00:27:57 Poor bird.
252 00:27:59 I'm working in the garden today.
253 00:28:01 Would you like to come see?
254 00:28:03 There's nothing like the quiet company of plants
255 00:28:06 to calm a soul down.
256 00:28:16 Angelica‐‐
257 00:28:18 excellent for building strength.
258 00:28:21 Oh, and here's basil.
259 00:28:30 Bay leaf, coltsfoot, devilwood...
260 00:28:33 Devilwood sounds dangerous.
261 00:28:35 Oh, no, dear.
262 00:28:36 Though if I put too much in Sam's tea,
263 00:28:38 he does get a bit persistent.
264 00:28:44 What's that one?
265 00:28:46 Feverfew.
266 00:28:49 As the name suggests, better for a fever
267 00:28:52 than anything you can buy in the drugstore.
268 00:28:56 First rule of gardening‐‐
269 00:28:58 intruders must be weeded out.
270 00:29:01 I hate to do it. Weeds are plants, too.
271 00:29:05 Got to protect the garden.
272 00:29:11 Sometimes I can't help thinking...
273 00:29:15 it'd be much nicer to be a plant.
274 00:29:18 Human life is so cruel...
275 00:29:21 especially for mothers.
276 00:29:23 Everything you birth is taken away from you.
277 00:29:26 Not here in my garden.
278 00:29:29 Here, things stay to grow where they're planted.
279 00:29:33 Do you have children?
280 00:29:36 Two.
281 00:29:37 My daughter Shiloh and her twin brother Sam.
282 00:29:42 Baby Sam...
283 00:29:45 passed away when they were newborns.
284 00:29:47 I'm so sorry.
285 00:29:49 Thank you.
286 00:29:51 And thank the good Lord for Shiloh
287 00:29:54 and my two beautiful grandkids.
288 00:29:58 We're a tight‐knit family,
289 00:30:00 and I intend to keep it that way.
290 00:30:06 Honey?
291 00:30:08 What's wrong?
292 00:30:09 Trust Ellie. Let it out.
293 00:30:12 There's more room out here than in there.
294 00:30:21 Something bad happened...
295 00:30:24 at college.
296 00:30:28 It just proved to me what I always knew...
297 00:30:32 what you just said...
298 00:30:35 the world is an ugly, cruel place.
299 00:30:39 Oh, my dear.
300 00:30:40 It is. It is.
301 00:30:45 And after what happened
302 00:30:47 at school...
303 00:30:50 I just didn't feel like myself.
304 00:30:53 I felt like everyone was staring at me.
305 00:31:00 I guess I got super paranoid
306 00:31:01 because my mother sent me to the farm.
307 00:31:04 The farm?
308 00:31:06 That's just what they called it.
309 00:31:08 The only vegetables they grew there were the patients.
310 00:31:14 And then after I left,
311 00:31:16 it just got worse.
312 00:31:19 What did you do?
313 00:31:22 I stopped taking my medication.
314 00:31:26 How did that feel?
315 00:31:29 Good.
316 00:31:31 Really good...
317 00:31:34 at first.
318 00:31:37 And then, I don't know, I just couldn't‐‐
319 00:31:39 I couldn't stay there, so‐‐so I ran,
320 00:31:42 and then...
321 00:31:45 what?
322 00:31:48 No, it's‐‐it's stupid.
323 00:31:51 Stop judging your feelings and just feel them.
324 00:31:55 Now, what did you feel?
325 00:31:58 Followed.
326 00:32:00 I felt like I was being followed by someone,
327 00:32:04 someone I'm pretty sure doesn't even exist.
328 00:32:06 ‐ Who could it be? - I don't know.
329 00:32:09 I think I just made a terrible mistake.
330 00:32:12 Maybe I should be in the hospital.
331 00:32:14 Hospitals make you sick and keep you sick.
332 00:32:17 No.
333 00:32:19 Everything you're experiencing comes from the withdrawal.
334 00:32:22 You're safe here.
335 00:32:25 Sam and I have your back.
336 00:32:28 But if you feel the need to leave,
337 00:32:31 Sam will drive you.
338 00:33:07 oh.
339 00:33:09 Gosh darn it. Just got a‐‐
340 00:33:13 Hey.
341 00:33:24 If it's all right,
342 00:33:26 I would like to stay a little longer.
343 00:33:34 You're right on the verge of freeing yourself.
344 00:33:37 Another few days, you'll be right as rain.
345 00:33:40 Come. Help me with my herbs.
346 00:33:43 This is what we did this morning.
347 00:33:45 You got to dry them all year.
348 00:36:40 Jenna? Are you all right, dear?
349 00:36:43 Yes, yes. Sorry.
350 00:36:44 Uh, bad dream.
351 00:36:46 Can I get you anything?
352 00:36:48 No, I'm good. Thank you.
353 00:37:25 Just open the door and let me help.
354 00:37:28 This is a critical time for you, Jenna.
355 00:37:30 You can't trust your senses.
356 00:37:32 I need you to open this door.
357 00:37:36 Jenna.
358 00:37:51 Ellie?
359 00:37:54 Ellie‐May?
360 00:37:56 Ellie!
361 00:37:59 Are you all right?
362 00:38:08 Ellie.
363 00:38:13 You upstairs?
364 00:38:14 Come, woman, answer me.
365 00:38:40 Oh, Lord, Ellie.
366 00:38:42 What happened? You're hurt.
367 00:38:44 She walloped me.
368 00:38:47 Okay.
369 00:39:20 Hey!
370 00:39:35 There's nothing to be afraid of here.
371 00:39:37 No torment, no pain,
372 00:39:39 no fear or anxiety.
373 00:39:42 That's all over.
374 00:39:44 Every member of this family,
375 00:39:46 every single person in this house
376 00:39:48 is perfectly cared for
377 00:39:50 by my natural painkillers and nutrients.
378 00:39:57 Settle now.
379 00:39:59 They're so excited to meet you.
380 00:40:04 I suppose I first heard the calling at the hospital.
381 00:40:09 All those poor, sick, lonely people.
382 00:40:14 I did what I could to keep them from pain.
383 00:40:17 It was all too clear
384 00:40:18 that their fate was to die a lonely death, in agony,
385 00:40:23 surrounded by cold and indifferent machines.
386 00:40:28 But I could save them from that fate.
387 00:40:34 I think the hospital knew what I was doing.
388 00:40:37 But they didn't want anyone else to know.
389 00:40:40 They gave me early retirement.
390 00:40:45 Then the plant closed, and Sam's work dried up, too.
391 00:40:49 And right about that time,
392 00:40:51 our daughter and her family
393 00:40:53 threatened to move out of the house.
394 00:40:55 It was starting to feel like maybe the saddest Thanksgiving
395 00:40:58 of all time.
396 00:41:00 Right back.
397 00:41:01 That's when it came to me,
398 00:41:03 just as I did at the hospital.
399 00:41:05 I knew how I could put together all my love and knowledge,
400 00:41:09 along with Sam's skills,
401 00:41:11 and keep our family together...
402 00:41:14 forever.
403 00:41:19 Shiloh didn't mind.
404 00:41:21 I saw the relief in her eyes.
405 00:41:24 Oh, that husband of hers didn't like it, but‐‐
406 00:41:28 I took care of him okay.
407 00:41:30 He was the first of Ellie's weeds.
408 00:41:32 And the little ones,
409 00:41:34 I rocked them in my arms till it took hold.
410 00:41:38 They didn't fuss at all
411 00:41:39 when we relieved them of their eyes and tongues.
412 00:41:44 Now we all live under one roof.
413 00:41:48 I tend the garden.
414 00:41:49 Sam maintains the house.
415 00:41:52 Life can be perfect
416 00:41:54 when you don't ask for too much.
417 00:41:56 And this bnb thing, we make enough to get by
418 00:42:00 and keep the garden watered and properly fed.
419 00:42:03 Oh, and sometimes it brings us something else‐‐
420 00:42:06 someone who needs our help.
421 00:42:11 Oh, I just can't look at one of the Lord's little flowers,
422 00:42:15 can't look 'em in the eye
423 00:42:16 knowing what the cruel world has in store for them.
424 00:42:20 You know, we measured you up
425 00:42:21 the first night you were here?
426 00:42:22 And watered you
427 00:42:24 with the first doses of my special formula.
428 00:42:27 Gavin‐‐he's here, too.
429 00:42:31 We helped him plant some roots.
430 00:42:33 The two of you belong together...
431 00:42:36 with us.
432 00:42:43 No, child.
433 00:42:46 Don't fret.
434 00:42:48 Just to make sure there's no pain.
435 00:42:51 Ellie has the kindest of ways.
436 00:42:53 You won't feel a thing.
437 00:42:55 Just the relief of not having to see,
438 00:42:58 not having to weep anymore.
439 00:43:01 And guess what.
440 00:43:02 I built you the tiniest, comfiest place.
441 00:43:05 The only problem we have there
442 00:43:08 is the damn cockroaches
443 00:43:10 will just keep nibbling away at everything.
444 00:43:13 Hush, Sam.
445 00:43:14 She doesn't need to think about that now.
446 00:43:16 Oh, sorry.
447 00:43:18 All that awaits is freedom forever
448 00:43:22 from all the cruelties of life.
449 00:43:42 Can I help you?
450 00:43:44 Um, have you, uh‐‐ have you seen this girl?
451 00:43:47 I've been following her for some time now.
452 00:43:50 I'm at the motel, and she isn't there.
453 00:43:53 I think she's been staying here.
454 00:43:56 Yes, she was, but she left early this evening.
455 00:43:59 Are‐‐are you sure?
456 00:44:01 I didn't see her leave.
457 00:44:06 Why don't you come on in?
458 00:44:08 We'll straighten all this out.
459 00:44:09 Thank you.
460 00:44:15 Please.
461 00:44:17 - Sit here, Mr.... ‐ Balsam.
462 00:44:20 Well, Mr. Balsam, you look exhausted.
463 00:44:23 You've got no idea how tired I am.
464 00:44:26 You stay right here.
465 00:44:27 I'm gonna bring you a nice cup of hot tea.
466 00:44:30 Thank you.
467 00:45:02 There we go.
468 00:45:05 My son Tony.
469 00:45:08 Oh. A very handsome young man.
470 00:45:12 He's a good boy.
471 00:45:14 Wouldn't hurt a fly.
472 00:45:16 He struggled with depression a bit,
473 00:45:18 but he's doing all right.
474 00:45:20 We were so hopeful when he told us
475 00:45:22 that he met a girl that he really liked,
476 00:45:24 one that really understood him.
477 00:45:26 A girl by the name of Jenna Branson.
478 00:45:31 Kids don't understand.
479 00:45:33 They've got no sense of proportion.
480 00:45:35 Everything is huge...
481 00:45:38 dramatic, apocalyptic.
482 00:45:41 It's a passionate time.
483 00:45:43 They'll learn.
484 00:45:44 Time's the teacher.
485 00:45:46 Tony didn't have time,
486 00:45:48 not enough.
487 00:45:49 The records show that he was on the phone...
488 00:45:54 with Jenna.
489 00:45:58 I just want to talk to her.
490 00:46:14 I'm not trying to blame anyone.
491 00:46:16 I just want to know.
492 00:46:25 You took your sweet fucking time.
493 00:46:55 Bring his car around back and be quick about it.
494 00:48:33 I'll take him out to the quarry
495 00:48:38 We'll get her back sometime soon, okay?
496 00:48:54 Okay.
497 00:48:57 Let's go. Help me.
498 00:48:58 Get his legs.
499 00:49:00 He's huge.
500 00:49:07 All right?
501 00:49:12 What are we gonna do about Jenna?
502 00:49:14 She's going nowhere. We'll finish with her later
503 00:49:16 after the weeding.
504 00:53:01 Where did this come from?
505 00:53:03 There was just an envelope by your door
506 00:53:04 when I got here this morning.
507 00:53:06 Throw it away.
508 00:53:10 "That tape was my first introduction to Simon."
509 00:53:13 "He embodied everything I despised,"
510 00:53:15 "all the pitiless parasites who take advantage of people..."
511 00:53:17 "at their most vulnerable,"
512 00:53:19 "but from the moment I met him, I sensed there was..."
513 00:53:23 there was something very different about Simon."
514 00:53:29 "But first..."
515 00:53:32 "I set out, quite frankly, to destroy him."
516 00:53:36 So love at first sight, then.
517 00:53:38 I'd say more like hate.
518 00:53:40 Yeah. I can confirm that.
519 00:53:44 Your book is really all about Miles.
520 00:53:46 I know it's hard, but can you talk about your son?
521 00:53:48 His last few days?
522 00:53:56 I was alone with Miles when he came into the world,
523 00:54:00 and I was alone with him when he left.
524 00:54:03 You know what? I'm his father.
525 00:54:04 He's my son, too.
526 00:54:05 You're not his father. You're just a man who walked out
527 00:54:08 because I refused to have an abortion.
528 00:54:10 Yeah, well, I'm here now.
529 00:54:14 My God, you're drunk.
530 00:54:16 Well, I'm handling this my own way.
531 00:54:20 Get out of my sight.
532 00:54:29 - you, mom? - Hey, Miles.
533 00:54:37 How you doing?
534 00:54:38 Good.
535 00:54:40 Can I get you anything?
536 00:54:43 Mom.
537 00:54:47 Where do you think we go...
538 00:54:50 after we die?
539 00:54:57 well, I think that we just...
540 00:55:02 We just go to sleep, you know?
541 00:55:07 That's all right.
542 00:55:10 I'm awfully tired.
543 00:55:13 Where do you want to go?
544 00:55:16 With you.
545 00:55:18 I just want to be with you.
546 00:55:21 Close your eyes.
547 00:55:29 Love you very, very, very much.
548 00:55:32 I love you.
549 00:55:39 I was like a fish trying to survive on air.
550 00:55:43 But then it all changed.
551 00:56:06 Hi.
552 00:56:09 What are you doing?
553 00:56:11 I was just saying hello.
554 00:56:12 No, what are you doing in my office?
555 00:56:14 Who let you in?
556 00:56:15 Which one do you want me to answer first?
557 00:56:18 What?
558 00:56:20 Who am I, who let me in, what am I doing here?
559 00:56:23 Can you please leave?
560 00:56:27 I thought this was your office hours.
561 00:56:29 You're a student?
562 00:56:32 Of life.
563 00:56:34 Right, you either leave,
564 00:56:35 or I'm calling the campus police.
565 00:56:37 And have me arrested? For doing what?
566 00:56:39 For daring to disturb
567 00:56:41 the famous Professor Mary Florensky?
568 00:56:44 I do dare, apparently.
569 00:56:46 Professor, this is not so much a profession for me
570 00:56:49 but a calling, a vocation.
571 00:56:52 And what exactly is your calling?
572 00:56:55 I'm a speaker for the dead.
573 00:57:01 You see my tape?
574 00:57:03 That was you?
575 00:57:05 Well, you're either a magician, or you're mentally ill.
576 00:57:13 I did go crazy there for a while
577 00:57:14 while I was refusing my calling.
578 00:57:17 I tried every numbing agent possible.
579 00:57:21 I'm still in recovery.
580 00:57:23 I always will be, they say, but...
581 00:57:25 other than that, I'm deeply and tragically sane.
582 00:57:29 Or a glutton for punishment.
583 00:57:30 You do know what it is I do?
584 00:57:32 Yes. Yes.
585 00:57:33 You expose frauds.
586 00:57:35 You publicly humiliate them.
587 00:57:36 I've read your books.
588 00:57:38 I've seen you on TV,
589 00:57:39 and, quite frankly, you are no fun.
590 00:57:41 Neither are frauds.
591 00:57:43 Why is it so important
592 00:57:44 that you convince everybody it's all bullshit?
593 00:57:46 Who are you really trying to convince, yourself?
594 00:57:49 Right, time's up. I'm very busy.
595 00:57:50 Now leave, or I am calling the campus police.
596 00:57:54 Professor, I don't want to be here
597 00:57:55 any more than you want me here.
598 00:57:57 Good. We agree.
599 00:57:59 Now leave.
600 00:58:03 I can't do that.
601 00:58:05 And why is that?
602 00:58:06 Because Miles sent me here.
603 00:58:10 Science was once defined as putting nature to the rack,
604 00:58:14 and I guess, in a way, that's what I did with Simon.
605 00:58:16 I tested him every way, everywhere I could.
606 00:58:19 So from skeptic to believer?
607 00:58:22 Believer?
608 00:58:24 No.
609 00:58:26 Faith is believing in things that you can't see,
610 00:58:28 but I saw what Simon can do.
611 00:58:31 Well, it's not me that does anything.
612 00:58:36 All right, what comes through him.
613 00:58:39 I challenge any of you to...
614 00:58:42 to witness one of Simon's convocations
615 00:58:44 and remain unchanged.
616 00:58:48 All right, our subject today is Simon McNeal.
617 00:58:51 He's 28 years old.
618 00:58:52 In addition to being a charming narcissist,
619 00:58:54 he's also a self‐professed medium.
620 00:58:56 Today we'll put those claims to the test.
621 00:59:14 So, as you can see, the room is bare.
622 00:59:18 Simon, too. Arms.
623 00:59:50 He's almost here.
624 01:00:04 For those of you that don't know,
625 01:00:06 I've recently lost my son Miles to leukemia.
626 01:00:08 He was 7 years old.
627 01:00:09 This is what people like Simon like to prey on
628 01:00:13 grief.
629 01:00:15 So today we're gonna make an example of him.
630 01:00:19 All right, Simon, can you hear us?
631 01:00:22 We're ready for your miracles whenever you are.
632 01:00:27 You're all gonna hear some very disturbing sounds.
633 01:00:29 That's part of the convocation.
634 01:00:31 But no matter what you hear,
635 01:00:32 that door must stay closed.
636 01:00:38 Mary, I've accepted your controls and your precautions,
637 01:00:44 but I need complete darkness.
638 01:00:48 Or rather, they do.
639 01:00:52 ‐ "They"? ‐ The dead.
640 01:01:29 Simon, can you hear us?
641 01:01:33 Simon?
642 01:01:50 Hey, hey.
643 01:01:51 It's okay. It's all right.
644 01:01:52 - Can you call a medic? - yeah.
645 01:01:54 It's okay, Simon. Breathe.
646 01:02:18 What happened back there?
647 01:02:21 I just let them speak.
648 01:02:24 I let him speak.
649 01:02:27 It's not possible.
650 01:02:29 Oh, Mary.
651 01:02:31 You aren't ready.
652 01:02:36 I need to know what happened back there.
653 01:02:39 You aren't ready, Mary.
654 01:02:41 What happened?
655 01:02:43 Ma'am.
656 01:02:45 Please.
657 01:03:11 He's not in there, you know.
658 01:03:14 Not the real him.
659 01:03:17 That's just some old clothes he's grown out of.
660 01:03:19 I see you've recovered.
661 01:03:22 ‐ I see you haven't. ‐ No, I haven't.
662 01:03:24 I can't stop thinking about him.
663 01:03:29 Is that why you asked me here?
664 01:03:32 Assumptions must be tempered
665 01:03:33 by an open mind to new evidence.
666 01:03:37 The best scientists always question.
667 01:03:42 I'm willing to have my mind opened...
668 01:03:45 by you.
669 01:03:47 I'm telling you,
670 01:03:49 he's not in there.
671 01:03:52 Then where is he?
672 01:05:42 He just wants to be near you.
673 01:05:44 That's what he said...
674 01:05:47 his very last words to me.
675 01:05:50 He's so much closer than you realize.
676 01:05:58 No, I'm okay.
677 01:06:02 Sorry.
678 01:06:04 I forgot.
679 01:06:06 Don't be.
680 01:06:07 I'm a better man on the wagon.
681 01:06:09 I've fallen off enough times to know.
682 01:06:13 Why would my son come to you and not me?
683 01:06:15 I'm his mother.
684 01:06:18 I don't understand. I need to understand.
685 01:06:24 Please.
686 01:06:28 Once upon a time, we were wanderers.
687 01:06:31 And long before we ever built a permanent home for ourselves,
688 01:06:35 we built homes for our dead,
689 01:06:37 places we'd return to in our wanderings,
690 01:06:40 to rest, to recover, to honor them.
691 01:06:44 And then as we stopped our wanderings,
692 01:06:46 we stopped building new homes.
693 01:06:48 We moved in with our dead.
694 01:06:51 We buried them beneath us as we continued to honor them
695 01:06:54 and be protected and nurtured by them.
696 01:06:57 But as time passed,
697 01:06:59 our conception of them changed.
698 01:07:02 We began to fear them.
699 01:07:05 And in that fear, we banished them...
700 01:07:09 from the homes to the churchyard
701 01:07:12 and then farther...
702 01:07:14 to outside the city walls.
703 01:07:16 Step by step, we exiled them to their highway,
704 01:07:20 leaving them homeless and voiceless.
705 01:07:24 They want their stories to be told.
706 01:07:26 They want their voices to be heard.
707 01:07:31 They want to be close to those they love the most...
708 01:07:34 like your son.
709 01:07:39 My son exists only in my memory.
710 01:07:44 Didn't he leave you a message?
711 01:07:48 Whatever happened that day, it doesn't prove anything.
712 01:07:55 Miles sent me to you for a reason, Mary.
713 01:07:58 Because if you, with all your tools of science,
714 01:08:03 with all your certainty, if you fail to prove me wrong,
715 01:08:06 it will change the world.
716 01:08:09 And at that point,
717 01:08:11 you will see how close your son really is to you.
718 01:09:06 Simon knew things that no one else could know,
719 01:09:09 and through him, Miles sent me messages
720 01:09:11 that couldn't be from anyone else.
721 01:09:14 I guess that's why I fell in love with him.
722 01:09:16 It's almost like Miles was giving me permission.
723 01:09:20 A year later, I can still feel my son
724 01:09:22 everywhere I go.
725 01:09:23 And then I began to realize
726 01:09:24 that this wasn't just about me and my son.
727 01:09:28 It was about all of us.
728 01:09:29 I mean, what if scientists were the ones acting on faith
729 01:09:34 instead of using our best resources to find the truth?
730 01:09:38 We have the ability to study quantum objects
731 01:09:41 a billion times smaller than an atom to...
732 01:09:45 the largest structure there is‐‐the universe itself.
733 01:09:48 And that's why we started this foundation.
734 01:09:51 With your financial support,
735 01:09:52 we would have access to the best imaging power
736 01:09:55 science has to offer.
737 01:09:57 Simon has a great quote for it.
738 01:09:59 Yes.
739 01:10:00 "The horizon is just the limits of our vision."
740 01:10:05 Isn't he something?
741 01:10:06 You have no idea what he's capable of.
742 01:10:27 What are you doing?
743 01:10:29 Oh, fuck.
744 01:10:34 I'm so sorry, Professor.
745 01:10:40 You want to stop looking at me like that?
746 01:10:42 Like what?
747 01:10:43 Like I just shot your fucking dog.
748 01:10:46 Explain yourself.
749 01:10:50 Can it wait till I'm sober?
750 01:10:51 No. Now.
751 01:10:53 Well, I think the crime scene speaks for itself, no?
752 01:10:58 This isn't you, Simon.
753 01:11:00 What if it is?
754 01:11:01 What if this is exactly who I am?
755 01:11:03 Don't do that. No.
756 01:11:06 Simon.
757 01:11:07 I know you.
758 01:11:09 You don't know me. You haven't got a fucking clue.
759 01:11:11 You're in recovery,
760 01:11:13 and this is part of the struggle with your gift.
761 01:11:16 What you don't know...
762 01:11:18 is that's where I met your ex.
763 01:11:22 I was his sponsor in the program.
764 01:11:26 He told me all about your dying son.
765 01:11:31 What do you‐‐
766 01:11:33 No, what are you saying?
767 01:11:38 No. You answer me!
768 01:11:42 I was small‐time, Mary.
769 01:11:43 You helped me go big‐time.
770 01:11:45 But investors‐‐that's another story completely.
771 01:11:48 I've been to prison.
772 01:11:49 I have no interest in going back there.
773 01:11:51 You don't fuck with people with money.
774 01:11:54 You understand me?
775 01:11:55 They don't take lightly to being conned.
776 01:11:58 What con?
777 01:12:00 Oh, Mary, wake the fuck up.
778 01:12:02 It was a con. It was all a con.
779 01:12:06 No. That's impossible.
780 01:12:07 You couldn't fake that. I was there.
781 01:12:08 That first time in the lab, I rigged it.
782 01:12:11 I paid a maintenance guy to cut the power.
783 01:12:15 And the messages from beyond?
784 01:12:17 I wrote those the night before.
785 01:12:19 I used phenolphthalein.
786 01:12:20 It's invisible until exposed to an activating agent‐‐
787 01:12:24 in this case, simple ammonia.
788 01:12:34 Oh, and the seizures?
789 01:12:36 That was a microdose of penicillin.
790 01:12:39 I'm allergic to it.
791 01:12:40 Takes an hour to kick in
792 01:12:41 and makes the drama all the more convincing.
793 01:12:44 You fell for it, Mary, but you fell too hard.
794 01:12:47 I tried to slow things down, but you were obsessed.
795 01:12:50 This ends here and now.
796 01:12:52 Your son is dead. He's gone.
797 01:12:54 He's six feet under.
798 01:12:59 Fucking piece of shit.
799 01:13:01 For what, Mary?
800 01:13:02 For telling people what they want to hear?
801 01:13:04 For giving them closure?
802 01:13:06 You fucking drunk!
803 01:13:11 Just remember something.
804 01:13:13 No one's gonna believe that you're not in this with me.
805 01:13:16 So, if I'm going to jail, you're going with me.
806 01:15:12 I'm not entirely sure what I said last night.
807 01:15:17 Uh, I blacked out,
808 01:15:19 which isn't surprising.
809 01:15:22 When you haven't fallen off the wagon in a while,
810 01:15:24 sometimes it can be a pretty big fall.
811 01:15:26 I get it.
812 01:15:29 Right, so what did I say?
813 01:15:31 You told me the truth.
814 01:15:34 Yeah, I was afraid of that. Um, I'm gonna grab my stuff.
815 01:15:37 Why? Where are you going?
816 01:15:40 I don't know. Uh, not here.
817 01:15:43 I assume you don't want me here.
818 01:15:44 You're not going anywhere. We have a lot of work to do.
819 01:15:48 What do you mean "we"?
820 01:15:51 Maybe I knew all along.
821 01:15:53 Hmm.
822 01:15:56 But that doesn't matter now.
823 01:15:58 This is much bigger than you and me.
824 01:16:01 I'm sorry. I'm not understanding.
825 01:16:03 The show must go on.
826 01:16:08 There's a lot of money on the table.
827 01:16:10 We still have investors coming tonight.
828 01:16:13 Go get yourself cleaned up.
829 01:16:14 Go on.
830 01:16:26 We're inviting you to become part of a Manhattan Project
831 01:16:29 to see over the horizon
832 01:16:32 that separates life from death.
833 01:16:34 The real final frontier.
834 01:16:40 Are you ready, my love?
835 01:16:43 Ready.
836 01:16:45 You're all in for a real treat.
837 01:16:48 Simon has agreed to perform a convocation tonight.
838 01:16:51 So, if you'd like to come upstairs,
839 01:16:52 you can witness what Simon can do.
840 01:16:55 Come.
841 01:17:02 What the fuck are you doing?
842 01:17:06 Just play along.
843 01:17:09 You'll see.
844 01:18:17 You know, you really pissed them off.
845 01:18:39 Now, you are gonna hear some very disturbing noises,
846 01:18:43 but you mustn't be concerned.
847 01:18:44 It's all part of the convocation.
848 01:18:46 The dead have highways,
849 01:18:48 and Simon creates an opening,
850 01:18:51 an exit, so to speak.
851 01:18:53 No matter what happens, no matter what we hear,
852 01:18:57 we mustn't open the door.
853 01:19:00 Isn't that right, Simon?
854 01:19:14 We're not sleeping.
855 01:19:44 What the fuck is this?
856 01:19:56 Mary! Save me!
857 01:20:04 What the fuck is happening to me?
858 01:20:07 It's very disturbing how he suffers
859 01:20:08 to communicate with the beyond.
860 01:20:10 Mary, let me the fuck out of here!
861 01:20:12 But we mustn't interfere.
862 01:21:42 shh.
863 01:21:55 I'm so sorry.
864 01:21:58 It's okay.
865 01:22:00 Shh.
866 01:22:04 Shh.
867 01:22:22 $7.50.
868 01:22:26 - Yes. - Thanks.
869 01:22:30 Ooh. I'm sorry.
870 01:22:31 I think I left my wallet in my other coat.
871 01:22:34 I got you.
872 01:22:38 Oh, fuck.
873 01:22:41 Would you allow us to take these with us,
874 01:22:43 and then we'll come by later and pay you?
875 01:22:46 Yeah, no can do.
876 01:22:48 Really?
877 01:22:49 Wow, man. Wha‐‐
878 01:22:52 That's gonna be $7.50.
879 01:22:55 Do you know Ravenmoor?
880 01:22:57 Yeah.
881 01:22:59 Is it a nice place?
882 01:23:01 No.
883 01:23:02 Well, we're headed there.
884 01:23:04 Unless you want to join us in the trunk of our car,
885 01:23:08 you'll surrender these beverages to us
886 01:23:10 and allow us to pay you later,
887 01:23:12 and you will do it very quickly so they do not get cold.
888 01:23:17 ‐ Okay, these are on the house. ‐ Thank you very much.
889 01:23:26 -Hey, hey! ‐ Oh, fuck!
890 01:23:33 Fucking kids with their headphones.
891 01:23:34 Generation of zombies, man. Sorry, B.
892 01:23:37 Whatever, man.
893 01:24:10 Place is royally fucked up, man.
894 01:24:12 Some bad shit happened here when I was a kid.
895 01:24:14 Everybody knows this whole neighborhood is haunted.
896 01:24:18 Hey, do you even know where we're going?
897 01:24:20 ‐ 47 Tollington Place.
898 01:24:21 It's probably up the street here,
899 01:24:23 a few blocks away.
900 01:24:24 Just keep driving.
901 01:24:26 Oh, fuck.
902 01:24:28 Shit, who's that, man?
903 01:24:30 That is my happy place.
904 01:24:31 We get this book, get out of here,
905 01:24:34 I'm buying a condo in Mexico on the beach.
906 01:24:36 Me and Jeannie, we're gonna sip tequilas
907 01:24:38 and watch the divorcees doing downward‐facing dog
908 01:24:41 on the yoga lawn.
909 01:24:44 And I'm gonna read.
910 01:24:45 Gonna read Jack Reacher and William Shakespeare
911 01:24:49 and leave the fucking rats in the sewer.
912 01:24:54 What the fuck, man?
913 01:24:56 You see that, man?
914 01:24:57 There was a‐‐ there was a woman, man.
915 01:24:59 ‐ What woman? ‐ She was just right there.
916 01:25:06 Aw, shit.
917 01:25:08 Aw, no, no, no, no.
918 01:25:10 Okay, pop the hood.
919 01:25:25 Hey, uh, what's wrong, B?
920 01:25:27 Hold on.
921 01:25:45 Stevie...
922 01:25:55 Try it now.
923 01:25:57 Dude, you hear me?
924 01:26:04 Hey, bro, where you going?
925 01:26:07 Where the fuck you going, man?
926 01:26:09 Steve!
927 01:26:20 Steve? Are you praying, man?
928 01:26:23 To God?
929 01:26:26 'Cause I guarantee He ain't listening.
930 01:26:29 Nah. Not God, B.
931 01:26:31 Then who?
932 01:26:32 My mom, man.
933 01:26:34 - Your mom? - yeah.
934 01:26:36 Yeah, you remember my mom, B?
935 01:26:40 Of course I remember your mom.
936 01:26:42 Amazing lady.
937 01:26:44 Yeah, she is.
938 01:26:47 Tell her I say hey.
939 01:26:51 She says, uh‐‐she says she always liked you, B.
940 01:26:58 What the fuck?
941 01:27:00 What are you doing, Steve?
942 01:27:02 She wants me to come with her, man.
943 01:27:05 Put the gun down, man.
944 01:27:07 Oh, it's nice where she is.
945 01:27:09 You know, it's a‐‐ it's a happy place, man.
946 01:27:13 Brother, listen to me.
947 01:27:15 You were right, man.
948 01:27:18 There's nothing here for us.
949 01:30:27 Where is it?
950 01:30:29 What?
951 01:30:31 The book.
952 01:30:35 Don't fuck with me, lady.
953 01:30:37 Just give me what I want, and I'll go.
954 01:30:39 Oh, I don't think you know what you want...
955 01:30:47 Or where you're going.
956 01:30:48 Believe it or not, I don't want to have to kill
957 01:30:50 anybody else today.
958 01:30:52 So I'm asking you one last time, where's the book?
959 01:30:56 What book?
960 01:30:57 The Book of Blood.
961 01:31:00 oh,that book
962 01:31:03 Well, you're looking at it.
963 01:31:06 And it's looking at you.
964 01:31:10 What happened to him?
965 01:31:12 You see, all the dead have stories.
966 01:31:15 In fact, that's all they have.
967 01:31:17 And they chose Simon...
968 01:31:21 to be their page.
969 01:31:23 He lives on so that the dead can have a voice.
970 01:31:27 Who are you?
971 01:31:29 What are you doing here?
972 01:31:31 I'm his sole reader.
973 01:31:33 The dead can be heard
974 01:31:34 all around these abandoned streets.
975 01:31:36 But all roads lead to Simon,
976 01:31:38 where the highways first opened.
977 01:31:41 Because of Simon, I'm exactly where I want to be.
978 01:31:44 I'm in my happy place.
979 01:31:49 I just want the book, lady.
980 01:31:52 So, if he's the fucking book, then I'm taking him with me.
981 01:31:54 You're not the first,
982 01:31:56 and you certainly will not be the last,
983 01:31:57 to seek The Book of Blood.
984 01:31:59 See, all their stories are on him, too...
985 01:32:03 as yours will be.
986 01:32:05 You've been writing your story your whole life.
987 01:32:08 And now it's time to come to its end.
988 01:32:11 My story doesn't end here.
989 01:32:13 All stories end here.
990 01:32:38 Fuck! Get off!
991 01:33:42 All right, one, two, three, and...
992 01:33:46 How much cake did you eat tonight?
993 01:34:02 Can I help you with something?
994 01:34:19 Got to protect the garden.
995 01:34:48 Recognize him?
996 01:34:49 I believe that's the father of her ex‐boyfriend.
997 01:34:51 You probably heard about what happened to the boy?
998 01:34:54 Jenna was quite broken up about it.
999 01:34:56 She hasn't been herself since.
1000 01:34:58 You ever meet him? Or the father?
1001 01:35:00 No.
1002 01:35:01 Well, he tried to see us. He wanted to talk to Jenna.
1003 01:35:05 - I wouldn't let him. - Why is that?
1004 01:35:07 What good would it have done, dredging all that up?
1005 01:35:10 I mean, the boy was dead.
1006 01:35:12 No fault of Jenna's.
1007 01:35:14 She needed to move on with her life.
1008 01:35:16 He believed your daughter was responsible
1009 01:35:18 for his son's death.
1010 01:35:20 He stalked her for some time
1011 01:35:21 and then either convinced her to meet
1012 01:35:23 or snatched her off the street and then drugged her.
1013 01:35:25 Vehicle software shows that it was parked
1014 01:35:27 before it sped off the cliff.
1015 01:35:29 That and the lack of any skid marks
1016 01:35:30 or signs of braking suggest that this was no accident.
1017 01:35:34 Best guess‐‐he was aiming for suicide and murder,
1018 01:35:38 but only succeeded in the first part.
1019 01:35:40 Your daughter is very lucky.
1020 01:35:42 I have no doubt that physically she will be fine.
1021 01:35:45 She has little memory of what happened,
1022 01:35:47 but given the drugs and the trauma,
1023 01:35:49 that's not unexpected,
1024 01:35:51 maybe even a blessing.
1025 01:36:06 Want to talk about it?
1026 01:36:11 It's okay. That's fine.
1027 01:36:13 You don't have to say a word.
1028 01:36:17 Mom's gonna take care of everything.
1029 01:36:26 All right.
1030 01:36:29 Lucky girl.
1031 01:36:31 Hmm. A law degree.
1032 01:36:33 Nice. You're set for life.
1033 01:37:05 I wish you were here.
1034 01:37:07 Wherever we are is here.
1035 01:37:09 I know, but still...
1036 01:37:12 Tell me again about the first time.
1037 01:37:14 You were right behind me in that ridiculous class.
1038 01:37:18 Deconstructing the Neoliberal Gaze.
1039 01:37:20 And you looked over my shoulder
1040 01:37:22 and saw me drawing everyone.
1041 01:37:24 Like a horde of zombie lemmings
1042 01:37:25 marching off the edge of a cliff.
1043 01:37:27 And you leaned in
1044 01:37:29 and whispered into my ear...
1045 01:37:32 "Life is a problem in search of a solution."
1046 01:37:36 I knew we were meant for each other.
1047 01:37:39 We are.
1048 01:37:40 - I just wish - What?
1049 01:37:42 That we could be together.
1050 01:37:45 We're joining the great, infinite nothing.
1051 01:37:47 We will be together.
1052 01:37:48 No, I mean...
1053 01:37:50 when we do it, we could do it together.
1054 01:37:53 No, don't you see? It's not just about us.
1055 01:37:56 It's about the sign we leave behind us,
1056 01:37:58 the footprints in the sand showing others the way.
1057 01:38:01 Our folks, all the students,
1058 01:38:03 they'll just think it was about us,
1059 01:38:05 that we were in love and‐‐
1060 01:38:06 I am in love with you.
1061 01:38:08 Me too, but that's not the point.
1062 01:38:10 It'll completely muddy the message.
1063 01:38:13 The message?
1064 01:38:14 That life is a lie,
1065 01:38:16 that we said no to all the bullshit,
1066 01:38:18 that we chose the freedom of annihilation.
1067 01:38:22 Right.
1068 01:38:26 If you want out, just say it.
1069 01:38:28 No, I‐I just‐‐
1070 01:38:37 Okay, try this.
1071 01:38:39 Close your eyes.
1072 01:38:42 Picture me.
1073 01:38:44 I'm right there with you. We'll do it at the same time.
1074 01:38:48 You're on the roof, right?
1075 01:38:50 Me too.
1076 01:38:53 I want to.
1077 01:38:54 I really, really do.
1078 01:38:58 I just don't think I can. I'm scared.
1079 01:39:01 If you don't do it now, you're never gonna do it.
1080 01:39:06 I thought you understood.
1081 01:39:09 I'm getting off the ledge.
1082 01:39:11 No, don't you dare, you fucking coward!
1083 01:39:13 Okay.
1084 01:39:17 I'm still here.
1085 01:39:22 Okay, good.
1086 01:39:24 Now we just do it, together.
1087 01:39:27 We do it right now, okay?
1088 01:39:29 We just fucking do it now!
1089 01:39:37 Hello?
1090 01:39:44 Tony?
1091 01:39:47 Hello?
1092 01:42:45 So many stories, my love.
1093 01:42:49 So many stories.
1094 01:42:54 Whose will be next?
1095 01:43:15 ♪ Yeah ♪
1096 01:43:22 ♪ It's like a stranger had a key ♪
1097 01:43:24 ♪ Came inside my mind ♪
1098 01:43:27 ♪ And moved all my things around ♪
1099 01:43:29 ♪ He didn't know snakes can't kneel or pray ♪
1100 01:43:32 ♪ Can't try to break ♪
1101 01:43:34 ♪ My psyche down ♪
1102 01:43:45 ♪ As if my feathers are wax ♪
1103 01:43:49 ♪ And your artillery lead ♪
1104 01:43:52 ♪ Do you like our bed? ♪
1105 01:43:58 ♪ Deep six, six, six ♪
1106 01:44:01 ♪ Six, six feet deep ♪
1107 01:44:06 ♪ Deep six, six, six ♪
1108 01:44:08 ♪ Six, six feet deep ♪
1109 01:44:13 ♪ Yeah ♪
1110 01:44:14 ♪ Watch yourself ♪
1111 01:44:16 ♪ Watch yourself, watch yourself ♪
1112 01:44:18 ♪ Watch yourself ♪
1113 01:44:21 ♪ Love is evil ♪
1114 01:44:23 ♪ Con is confidence ♪
1115 01:44:25 ♪ Eros is sore ♪
1116 01:44:27 ♪ Sin is sincere ♪
1117 01:44:29 ♪ Love is evil ♪
1118 01:44:30 ♪ Con is confidence ♪
1119 01:44:32 ♪ Eros is sore ♪
1120 01:44:34 ♪ So deep six, six, six ♪
1121 01:44:37 ♪ Six, six feet deep ♪
1122 01:44:42 ♪ Deep six, six, six ♪
1123 01:44:44 ♪ Six, six feet deep ♪
