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1 00:02:23 You take care of yourself.
2 00:03:52 I don't see your reservation.
3 00:03:55 I'm on the amazon camperforce list.
4 00:04:00 Try mcd.
5 00:04:02 - There it is. - Yeah.
6 00:05:06 Good morning everybody. how's everybody doing today?
7 00:05:09 All right. let me get a safety tip.
8 00:05:13 Three point contact.
9 00:05:15 Why is it important to maintain three points of contact?
10 00:05:17 So you don't fall down the stairs.
11 00:05:19 We don't fall down the chairs.
12 00:05:21 Can I get a standard work tip from you?
13 00:05:24 He's an oddball, right? Ed? He's an oddball.
14 00:05:40 - This is Carl. - Hi.
15 00:05:42 - This is Angela. - Hey.
16 00:05:44 Doug, Ryan, Teresa.
17 00:05:48 - Karie. - Good to meet you.
18 00:05:50 - And your good old friend Linda May - And i'm Fern.
19 00:05:53 This is my friend, Fern.
20 00:05:55 - Hi everybody. - Hey, how are you doing?
21 00:05:56 Another Smiths lyrics I have is
22 00:05:58 When you laughing, and dancing, and finally living
23 00:06:01 You hear my voice in your head and think of me kindly.
24 00:06:03 And then also, the one that means most to me is...
25 00:06:06 "home", is it just a word
26 00:06:07 Or is it something that you carry within you. So...
27 00:06:11 - I like that one. - Me too.
28 00:06:13 Like his lyrics are very deep.
29 00:06:37 - Yes. - No.
30 00:06:39 So, the guy that had the van before
31 00:06:40 He just had a mattress in the back but I didn't want to keep it that way.
32 00:06:43 I wanted to build a bed up, so I can have storage underneath
33 00:06:46 I got these storage drawers.
34 00:06:48 One set in the front,
35 00:06:50 so I can get in to them from the inside
36 00:06:52 And then another on the outside.
37 00:06:54 - Very smart. - I thought so.
38 00:06:58 Do you see that?
39 00:07:00 This is my husband's old fishing box.
40 00:07:02 I put this little latch on it
41 00:07:03 And then when I open it, the stopper holds it
42 00:07:07 And creates more counter space.
43 00:07:09 And then I keep my really nice stuff inside.
44 00:07:12 My dishes that my dad gave me,
45 00:07:14 He collected these, Linda May, from yard sales.
46 00:07:17 And when I graduated from high school,
47 00:07:18 He gave me the whole set
48 00:07:20 - they are beautiful. - isn't that great?
49 00:07:23 Yeah, it's called autumn leaf.
50 00:07:25 I don't have that many pieces with me, but you know...
51 00:07:27 What did you name your van?
52 00:07:30 "vanguard".
53 00:07:32 Ah, that is very strong.
54 00:07:34 She is.
55 00:07:52 Hey, what are you doing?
56 00:08:00 The bears held at the Polar Bear Holding Facility are troublemakers
57 00:08:05 Who are kept imprisoned until they settle down.
58 00:08:08 Which can take anywhere from two to thirty days.
59 00:08:31 Fern?
60 00:08:33 - Hey, Brandy. - Hi, Fern.
61 00:08:35 - Hey, kids. - Hi.
62 00:08:37 - How are you? - I'm good.
63 00:08:39 Good!
64 00:08:40 It's nice to see you. it's been a while.
65 00:08:42 How've you been?
66 00:08:43 - Good. - Good, you look good.
67 00:08:45 Thanks
68 00:08:45 - Cut your hair. - Yeah, I cut it.
69 00:08:47 - I like it. I like it a lot. - Thank you.
70 00:08:48 Are you working at Amazon again?
71 00:08:50 - Yeah. - Do you like it?
72 00:08:51 Yeah, great money.
73 00:08:53 Are you still doing the van thing?
74 00:08:55 Yeah, i'm parked over at the Desert Rose R.V. park.
75 00:08:58 We just drove by there today.
76 00:09:00 - Didn't we, girls? - How's your mom?
77 00:09:02 She's wonderful, she misses you a lot.
78 00:09:04 - Please tell her I miss her too. - I will. I will.
79 00:09:06 But really, Fern, if...
80 00:09:08 If you need a place to stay
81 00:09:10 You can come over and stay with us, we're worried about you.
82 00:09:13 Thanks. don't worry about me.
83 00:09:15 I'll let you know, I promise.
84 00:09:17 - Okay - See you, Aubrey.
85 00:09:25 - Hey. - Hey.
86 00:09:27 You still the smartest kid in school?
87 00:09:29 Yeah. kinda.
88 00:09:32 You remember anything that we worked on when I tutored you?
89 00:09:36 Yes.
90 00:09:38 Tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow
91 00:09:40 And all our yesterdays
92 00:09:42 Have lighted fools the way to dusty death.
93 00:09:44 Out, out, brief candle!
94 00:09:46 - That's really good, thank you. - Thank you.
95 00:09:52 My mom says that you're homeless, is that true?
96 00:09:55 No, i'm not homeless.
97 00:09:57 I'm just house-less.
98 00:09:59 - Not the same thing, right? - No.
99 00:10:02 Don't worry about me. I'm okay.
100 00:10:04 Okay.
101 00:10:29 Before I moved into this squeeze in
102 00:10:32 I was out looking for work and putting in applications.
103 00:10:36 2008, and it was just tough.
104 00:10:39 And I got to a really really low point.
105 00:10:46 And I thought about suicide.
106 00:10:48 And I decided I was gonna go buy a bottle of booze,
107 00:10:52 turn on the propane stove.
108 00:10:56 And I was gonna drink that booze until i'm passed out.
109 00:11:00 And if I woke up
110 00:11:03 I was gonna light a cigarette
111 00:11:05 and I was gonna blow us all up.
112 00:11:08 And I looked at my two sweet little trusting dogs.
113 00:11:11 My cocker spaniel and my little toy poodle.
114 00:11:15 And I,
115 00:11:16 I just couldn't do that to them.
116 00:11:19 And I thought.
117 00:11:20 Well, I can't do that to me either.
118 00:11:24 So I was getting close to 62 and
119 00:11:29 I went online to look at my social security benefits.
120 00:11:32 It said $550.
121 00:11:37 Fern, I have worked my whole life.
122 00:11:40 I've worked since I was 12 years old.
123 00:11:42 Raised two daughters, I couldn't believe it.
124 00:11:46 So I'm online and I find Bob Wells Cheap RV Living.
125 00:11:50 I could live in a RV, travel.
126 00:11:55 And not have to work for the rest of my life.
127 00:11:58 The RTR is a boot camp for beginner nomads...
128 00:12:03 Bob Wells looks just like Santa Claus.
129 00:12:06 - Doesn't he? - Everybody says that.
130 00:12:09 What's RTR stand for?
131 00:12:11 Rubber tramp rendezvous.
132 00:12:13 It is in Quartzsite, Arizona,
133 00:12:16 out in the middle of a dessert
134 00:12:17 On BLM land.
135 00:12:19 You should come. I'm gonna make you a map.
136 00:12:21 No, I don't think I'm gonna go.
137 00:12:23 I hope you come, I'm gonna make you a map either way.
138 00:12:26 That's what the RTR is.
139 00:12:29 It is a support system for people who need help now.
140 00:12:51 See you next year, Fern.
141 00:12:52 - Happy holiday. - Yeah, you too, Doug.
142 00:13:30 Carl had a stroke.
143 00:13:32 - Is he dead? - No. Not at all.
144 00:13:34 His daughter came and took him back east.
145 00:13:38 But they didn't take the dog?
146 00:13:40 They couldn't take him, would you like to have him?
147 00:13:43 He's really a good dog.
148 00:13:45 - He's real friendly. - No. no.
149 00:13:46 Okay, so you are leaving on Thursday, right?
150 00:13:51 - Yeah. - Okay.
151 00:13:53 - I just finished Amazon yesterday. - Okay.
152 00:13:55 Amazon pays through Thursday.
153 00:13:58 And then after that it's $375 per month.
154 00:14:03 Is there a discount if I don't use the electrical dump?
155 00:14:06 Because I just have my van you know.
156 00:14:07 No, but since you're in the van
157 00:14:09 It's easy for you to move
158 00:14:11 And to go south to a warmer place.
159 00:14:13 Yeah, but I wanted to get a job around here first.
160 00:14:16 Good luck with that.
161 00:14:19 That's tough.
162 00:14:21 - Bye, Patty. - Bye, Fern.
163 00:14:22 Will see you next year.
164 00:14:47 My husband worked at the USG mine in empire.
165 00:14:51 And I worked in human resources there for a few years.
166 00:14:54 That was my last full-time job.
167 00:14:55 I did a lot of part time job
168 00:14:56 The cashier at the empire's store.
169 00:14:58 I was a substitute teacher at the school for five years.
170 00:15:01 Didn't the empire mine shut down,
171 00:15:02 And then all of the resident workers had to relocate?
172 00:15:05 Yeah, about a year ago.
173 00:15:07 Wow. so when do you need to get back to work?
174 00:15:11 Now?
175 00:15:13 It is a tough time right now.
176 00:15:15 You may wanna consider registering for early retirement.
177 00:15:19 I don't think I can get by on the benefits and...
178 00:15:26 I need work.
179 00:15:27 I like work.
180 00:15:29 I'm not sure exactly what you would be eligible for.
181 00:15:40 - Hey! - Hi.
182 00:15:42 I'm Rachel. I'm the manager here at pop's peak.
183 00:15:44 - Hi, I'm Fern. - Hi, Fern.
184 00:15:48 I asked someone, they said I can park here overnight.
185 00:15:51 You're fine, you're more than welcome.
186 00:15:53 But you know, the temperature gonna drop
187 00:15:56 It gets really cold here at night.
188 00:15:58 - Really cold. - I can tell.
189 00:16:00 I don't wanna overstep my bounds here, there's a church down
190 00:16:05 By 7/11. it's a baptist church.
191 00:16:07 And they do have open beds.
192 00:16:09 - I'm gonna be good. - Okay. okay.
193 00:16:13 - We're here if you need anything. - Thank you.
194 00:18:19 I'm so glad you came.
195 00:18:21 - That's Bob Wells. - You can sit here. Keep the chair.
196 00:18:28 And the odd thing is that
197 00:18:30 We not only accept the tyranny of the dollar,
198 00:18:32 the tyranny of the marketplace
199 00:18:34 We embrace it.
200 00:18:36 We gladly throw the yoke of the tyranny of the dollar on
201 00:18:41 And live by it our whole lives.
202 00:18:43 I think of an analogy as a work horse.
203 00:18:46 The work horse that is willing to work itself to death.
204 00:18:50 And then be put out to pasture.
205 00:18:52 And that's what happens to so many of us.
206 00:18:54 If society was throwing us away
207 00:18:56 And sending us as the work horse out to the pasture.
208 00:18:59 We, work horses have to gather together
209 00:19:00 and take care of each other
210 00:19:02 And that's what this is all about.
211 00:19:04 The way I see it is the titanic is sinking
212 00:19:07 And economic times are changing.
213 00:19:09 And, And, so my goal is to get the lifeboats out
214 00:19:13 And get as many people into the lifeboats as I can.
215 00:19:21 - What's that? - This is vegan.
216 00:19:24 No, I'm a carnivore.
217 00:19:27 Okay, thank you though, looks good.
218 00:19:29 - Another carnivore? She's carnivore. - Okay.
219 00:19:34 You good? More?
220 00:19:36 Oh, she likes the red pepper.
221 00:19:38 - Cilantro? - No.
222 00:19:49 I'm a vietnam vet.
223 00:19:52 I got ptsd.
224 00:19:54 I really can't handle loud noises.
225 00:19:57 Big crowds. fireworks.
226 00:20:01 I got a pickup truck and a camper.
227 00:20:04 I can live out here.
228 00:20:08 Be at peace.
229 00:20:12 I had finally convinced my grandpa, and my papa, and my mama
230 00:20:18 That we should take off an rv and see the country.
231 00:20:23 But then both of them were told that they had cancer.
232 00:20:27 They passed away three weeks apart.
233 00:20:30 I began watching bob wells' videos on van dwelling.
234 00:20:36 Then I bought my van, paint.
235 00:20:39 Because she takes me where I ain't.
236 00:20:43 And started my healing journey two and a half years ago.
237 00:20:48 Um, I worked for corporate America, you know, for 20 years.
238 00:20:52 My friend Bill worked for the same company.
239 00:20:55 And...
240 00:20:57 He had liver failure.
241 00:20:59 A week before he was due to retire.
242 00:21:02 Hr called him in hospice
243 00:21:05 And said, you know, let's talk about your retirement.
244 00:21:10 He died 10 days later.
245 00:21:12 HHaving never been able to take that sailboat
246 00:21:15 That he bought out of his driveway.
247 00:21:20 And he missed out on everything.
248 00:21:23 Then he told me before he died,
249 00:21:25 Just don't waste any time, girl.
250 00:21:27 Don't waste any time.
251 00:21:29 So I retired as soon as I could.
252 00:21:31 I didn't want my sailboat to be in the driveway when i died.
253 00:21:36 So... yeah.
254 00:21:40 And it's not.
255 00:21:42 My sailboat is out here in the desert.
256 00:21:53 I can't imagine what you're going through.
257 00:21:57 Loss of your husband and the loss of your whole town
258 00:22:01 And friends, and village and...
259 00:22:04 That kind of a loss is never easy.
260 00:22:08 And... I wish I had an easy answer for you. but,
261 00:22:12 I think you've come to the right place to find an answer.
262 00:22:15 I think connecting to nature and
263 00:22:19 To the real true community and tribe will
264 00:22:22 Make all the difference for you.
265 00:22:25 I hope so.
266 00:22:51 - hey, Fern. - hey, linda.
267 00:22:54 Come over and join us.
268 00:22:55 No, I just good, talking a walk.
269 00:22:57 - okay. - be back soon.
270 00:24:03 - hey. - hey. good morning.
271 00:24:27 The only question I get all the time is
272 00:24:29 bob, I have to live in the studio,
273 00:24:31 I'd like to be out here but I can't.
274 00:24:32 How can I avoid the famous knock on the door?
275 00:24:36 So i've developed what I call the
276 00:24:38 10 commandments of stealth parking.
277 00:24:46 Stop being so quiet.
278 00:24:48 And then in and out. just...
279 00:24:50 You gotta make the hole bigger.
280 00:24:53 There you go. yeah, that's it. that's perfect.
281 00:24:58 Then you gotta...
282 00:25:02 I love this lifestyle.
283 00:25:03 It is a lifestyle of freedom, and beauty,
284 00:25:06 and connection to the earth.
285 00:25:08 Yet there is a tradeoff.
286 00:25:10 You gotta learn how to take care of your own shit.
287 00:25:14 Most of us in this lifestyle use the five-gallon bucket.
288 00:25:18 Most of us are in vans. or something larger.
289 00:25:23 I'm in a prius.
290 00:25:25 So I use a two gallon bucket.
291 00:25:27 If you have bad knees, you can use a seven-gallon bucket.
292 00:25:33 - hi, Fern. - hi, guys.
293 00:25:39 - I got these for you. - thank you.
294 00:25:47 You should take this one.
295 00:25:50 That's one is kinda funky.
296 00:25:51 - oh, these are yours? - yeah.
297 00:25:54 There's a black hole in every van, especially in mine.
298 00:25:57 One time I had seven of these can openers.
299 00:26:00 Doesn't happen to me.
300 00:26:01 Trade you for a pot holder, I make them.
301 00:26:04 Okay, sure. wow.
302 00:26:06 What is this, crocheted?
303 00:26:07 No, something different.
304 00:26:11 That is nice.
305 00:26:13 - it's going out with me. - okay.
306 00:26:16 - see ya. - Thank you. - Yep.
307 00:26:30 Seems like the work is not gonna be horrible.
308 00:26:32 Oh, it's sliding.
309 00:26:34 Do you take resumes?
310 00:26:38 I'll leave it with you just in case.
311 00:26:40 - no, just go... - go online?
312 00:26:42 - yeah. - okay.
313 00:26:43 I got a four pack for a hundred.
314 00:26:45 Just like that.
315 00:26:48 - did you feel it? - that's what it does to people.
316 00:26:51 - it scared me. - it scares them away.
317 00:26:53 You guys know, how much money is sitting here?
318 00:26:56 It's like they are dinosaurs.
319 00:27:01 Watch out. watch out. watch the steps.
320 00:27:04 Welcome aboard.
321 00:27:07 It's like a disco.
322 00:27:09 Oh my gosh.
323 00:27:12 The lighting is beautiful.
324 00:27:14 - washer and dryer. - oh my god!
325 00:27:17 You're kidding.
326 00:27:21 Ladies, where are we going?
327 00:27:23 Hawaii.
328 00:27:24 - no. - well, yeah, well.
329 00:27:25 There's water between here and there.
330 00:27:27 Let's not go to the east coast.
331 00:27:29 There's no place big enough over
332 00:27:31 there to park some you for a while
333 00:27:33 This is the magic bus. we can go to Hawaii.
334 00:27:38 # In our vans again #
335 00:27:41 # Goin' places that we've never been #
336 00:27:46 # Going places, we may never go again #
337 00:27:51 # And we can't wait to get in our vans again #
338 00:27:56 # Rubber tramps again #
339 00:27:58 # Like a band of Gypsies, we go down to Quartzsite #
340 00:28:01 # We'll see Bob again #
341 00:28:05 All right. In Quartzsite, Arizona,
342 00:28:07 Especially in the Quartzsite yacht club where
343 00:28:09 Line dancing is the long standing tradition. so here we go.
344 00:28:12 # Well I went down to Quartzsite #
345 00:28:15 # Been trying to sell my wares #
346 00:28:37 # I got the Quartzsite vendor blues #
347 00:28:42 Looks like you gotta a hankering to go out there
348 00:28:47 No.
349 00:28:48 You sure?
350 00:28:50 - okay. - Come on. - all right.
351 00:28:54 # And we can start over #
352 00:28:59 There are no professionals here.
353 00:29:04 # And fall in love again #
354 00:29:10 # And fall in love again #
355 00:29:13 # So have you ever thought of getting back with me #
356 00:29:20 # And maybe friends can be the way they used to be #
357 00:29:32 # If you ever think of getting back with me #
358 00:29:41 Goodbye, Fern.
359 00:30:22 Nice.
360 00:30:26 For your security while on the road or out in the bunyard.
361 00:30:30 Any questions you may have
362 00:30:32 Regarding rv system design, maintenance and troubleshooting.
363 00:30:37 Stop on by today, and bring your rig.
364 00:30:40 So we can help you take advantage of
365 00:30:42 What mother nature offers for free
366 00:31:23 Hey, Ron, can you come here for a second?
367 00:31:26 This guy has some really nice stuff.
368 00:31:29 This is Nudo, Roxy. it's Ron.
369 00:31:31 How is it goin', Ron?
370 00:31:32 - Roxy. - trying to make some gas money...
371 00:31:34 Nice to meet you.
372 00:31:35 Yeah, I think this is a really nice one. look at that work.
373 00:31:39 It's got nice...
374 00:31:41 Look. look, ron, look.
375 00:32:11 Hello, ma'am.
376 00:32:13 Can you by chance have an extra cigarette?
377 00:32:15 Yeah, sure.
378 00:32:18 Need a light?
379 00:32:19 I'll have one.
380 00:32:25 Need it?
381 00:32:26 Well, sure. thank you.
382 00:32:28 - what's your name? - Fern.
383 00:32:30 - Fern, Derek. - hi, Derek.
384 00:32:32 - well, it's nice to meet you. - nice to meet you.
385 00:32:34 I'll be seeing you.
386 00:32:58 What? what?
387 00:33:01 It's Fern, it's Fern, swankie. it's Fern.
388 00:33:07 - can't you see the flag? - yeah, i'm sorry.
389 00:33:09 - it means I don't wanna be disturbed. - I know.
390 00:33:11 I need a ride to town.
391 00:33:13 Why?
392 00:33:14 I blew my tire.
393 00:33:16 Well, go change it.
394 00:33:17 I don't have a spare.
395 00:33:19 You don't have a spare?
396 00:33:20 You're on the boondocks and you don't have a spare?
397 00:33:27 You can die out here. you are out in the wilderness.
398 00:33:29 Far away from anybody.
399 00:33:31 You can die out here, don't you understand that?
400 00:33:33 You have to take it seriously.
401 00:33:34 you have to have a way to get help.
402 00:33:36 You have to be able to change your on tires.
403 00:33:37 I appreciate it, thanks, swankie.
404 00:33:39 All right.
405 00:33:41 You can... you can pay me back.
406 00:33:43 I'm gonna go on this trip, i'm getting ready to leave.
407 00:33:45 I got a lot to do, I can't get it all done fast enough
408 00:33:48 - Yeah, sure. I owe ya. I owe ya. - you can help me finish things up.
409 00:33:50 - I really appreciate it. - you got it.
410 00:33:52 Here's what I suggest, don't get aaa, okay.
411 00:33:55 You gotta get something like a spot device,
412 00:33:56 a satellite device
413 00:33:58 We need to soak the sandpaper. it's called wet and dry.
414 00:34:01 We need it to be wet.
415 00:34:07 Now we need a mask to fender off
416 00:34:09 Because the white paint will land on the fender too.
417 00:34:11 Put plastic over this.
418 00:34:13 All right, let me just say,
419 00:34:14 That this is a lot more complicated than I thought.
420 00:34:16 oh, it's very very complicated.
421 00:34:19 It has taken me a long time to
422 00:34:21 patch all the peeling paint on this van.
423 00:34:24 So, are you quitting on me?
424 00:34:25 No, i'm not quitting.
425 00:34:27 When we get done with all of this,
426 00:34:29 I'm gonna give you all my paint
427 00:34:30 I don't wanna take anymore of it with me,
428 00:34:32 you can have it all.
429 00:34:33 'Cause, you know, your van looks kinda...
430 00:34:36 Ratty.
431 00:34:37 No, it doesn't.
432 00:34:39 She does not. she just needs a wash.
433 00:34:41 No, take my paint.
434 00:35:02 Ratty.
435 00:35:57 Fern, it's swankie.
436 00:35:59 What? i'm indisposed.
437 00:36:01 Where did I get all this stuff?
438 00:36:03 - yeah, well, it adds up. - where did it come from?
439 00:36:05 I just put on facebook quartzsite chatter the other day
440 00:36:08 That I was giving all this stuff away
441 00:36:10 and I asked people to come get it.
442 00:36:11 So i'm hoping they do.
443 00:36:14 - love this. - take it.
444 00:36:16 - are you kidding? - it's yours.
445 00:36:18 Wow, that's nice.
446 00:36:20 You look really good in that chair.
447 00:36:22 That's called red, white and blue jasper.
448 00:36:25 - what's that? - that's petrified palm wood.
449 00:36:28 And that's part of the same rock.
450 00:36:36 - careful with your arms. - that's another one of the
451 00:36:38 Red, white and blue...
452 00:36:40 And...
453 00:36:42 - what's going on? - what?
454 00:36:43 I don't feel very good.
455 00:36:47 Here, sit down.
456 00:36:52 Got it?
457 00:36:55 What's going on? what do you need?
458 00:36:57 My head hurts really really bad and i'm nauseated.
459 00:37:00 - water will help? - oh yeah.
460 00:37:08 Careful with your arm.
461 00:37:25 You all right?
462 00:37:27 I... I guess I'm all right.
463 00:37:41 Are you okay?
464 00:37:46 Doctors told me that...
465 00:37:48 Well, I had cancer removed from my lung a while back and
466 00:37:52 small cell carcinoma.
467 00:37:55 And they told me it's spread to my brain and
468 00:37:58 they've only given me seven or eight months to live.
469 00:38:02 I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
470 00:38:06 I'm gonna take my trip.
471 00:38:09 Gonna go back to Alaska again
472 00:38:11 Because of some good memories.
473 00:38:13 And, um...
474 00:38:15 Just do what I have to do.
475 00:38:17 I have this book called "final exit" by Dr. Kevorkian.
476 00:38:21 They call him... Some people call him "doctor death".
477 00:38:23 And it's like various ways
478 00:38:25 that you can end your life if you need to.
479 00:38:29 It's kinda like a recipe.
480 00:38:31 I have it if I have to fall back on it for some ideas.
481 00:38:35 But i'm not gonna spend anymore time indoors in a hospital.
482 00:38:40 No thanks.
483 00:38:47 I'm gonna be 75 this year.
484 00:38:49 I think I've lived a pretty good life.
485 00:38:51 I've seen some really neat things
486 00:38:53 kayaking all those places.
487 00:38:56 You know, like a moose in the wild.
488 00:38:59 A moose family on the river in Idaho and
489 00:39:04 big white pelicans landed just six feet
490 00:39:07 over my kayak on a lake in Colorado.
491 00:39:10 Or...
492 00:39:13 Come around a bend,
493 00:39:15 Was a cliff.
494 00:39:16 And find hundreds and hundreds of
495 00:39:18 swallow nests on the wall of the cliff.
496 00:39:20 And the swallows flying all around,
497 00:39:23 and reflecting in the water.
498 00:39:25 So it looks like I'm flying with the swallows.
499 00:39:27 And they're under me, and over me, and all around me.
500 00:39:30 And little babies are hatching out,
501 00:39:32 And eggshells are falling out of
502 00:39:33 the nest landing under water.
503 00:39:35 and floating on the water.
504 00:39:36 These little white shells.
505 00:39:38 That was like, it's just so awesome.
506 00:39:40 I felt like I've done enough.
507 00:39:41 My life was complete.
508 00:39:43 If I died right then, at that moment,
509 00:39:45 Would be perfectly fine.
510 00:40:06 I don't know.
511 00:40:06 Maybe when I die，
512 00:40:08 my friends will gather around the fire
513 00:40:10 and toss a rock into the fire in the memory of me.
514 00:40:19 Oh I just want to see something neat.
515 00:40:35 Here we go. And then pull it up, close that.
516 00:40:38 - How about that? - Oh, look at this.
517 00:40:51 My grandmother made that for me,
518 00:40:53 and gave it to me. So...
519 00:40:54 Enjoy, take good care of it.
520 00:40:55 - Thank you. - Bye.
521 00:41:16 Answer Me - Frainkie Laine
522 00:42:08 Can I tell you something, Swankie?
523 00:42:11 What?
524 00:42:12 I've been thinking a lot about my husband, bo
525 00:42:15 When it got really bad at the end,
526 00:42:16 they had him in the hospital on morphine drippin'.
527 00:42:19 I was sitting there at night in the hospital.
528 00:42:23 And...
529 00:42:26 I'd wanna put my thumb down on that morphine drip
530 00:42:29 just a little bit longer
531 00:42:32 So I could let him go.
532 00:42:35 Maybe I should've tried harder.
533 00:42:39 So he could've gone sooner without all that pain.
534 00:42:44 Maybe he wouldn't have wanted that.
535 00:42:46 Maybe he was trying to stay with you as long as he could.
536 00:42:50 I'm sure you took good care of him, Fern
537 00:42:55 I did.
538 00:43:02 Goodbye, Fern.
539 00:43:41 How about a drink?
540 00:43:43 How about a toast to our friends?
541 00:43:47 Not the friends you gonna see every day. No.
542 00:43:51 Instead we're gonna drink
543 00:43:52 to the friends who had to go away.
544 00:43:55 I bet you know just who I mean.
545 00:43:58 The friends who had to depart,
546 00:44:01 the friends in our heart.
547 00:44:05 # Hear the blues in my boogie, #
548 00:44:10 # can you see the blood in my beer? #
549 00:44:13 # Just help me laugh at pain. #
550 00:44:17 # Help me smile away the tears. #
551 00:46:30 - Hey, how are you doing? - Thank you very much.
552 00:46:32 Yeah, sure.
553 00:46:34 - This is black. So... - It's good.
554 00:46:38 Hello, coffee?
555 00:46:45 - I know you. - Yeah, hi.
556 00:46:47 Dave, right?
557 00:46:48 Guess.
558 00:46:49 - Fern? - yes.
559 00:46:51 I have your can opener.
560 00:46:53 Yeah, you do.
561 00:46:55 Are you working here now? Or...
562 00:46:56 Yeah, first year.
563 00:46:59 So coffee?
564 00:47:01 Yeah, sure.
565 00:47:09 Black, so.
566 00:47:11 If you want anything you can put it in.
567 00:47:13 - So, see ya. - Yeah. Have a good day.
568 00:47:15 I'm your camp post.
569 00:47:16 One thing you wanna make sure
570 00:47:18 that you always do is put on gloves.
571 00:47:20 You need to protect your health.
572 00:47:21 We have people from all over the world coming here.
573 00:47:24 Give 'em a little puff.
574 00:47:37 Walls too? Or just that silver thing?
575 00:47:39 Oh. walls too. Yes.
576 00:47:42 Where do you go and find scenery like this?
577 00:47:45 Right here is we'll go, the badlands.
578 00:47:50 We'd be the bitches of the badlands.
579 00:48:13 Some people!
580 00:48:14 Oh. that's almost a whole bag of Doritos.
581 00:48:16 - Excuse me. - Yeah. hey.
582 00:48:20 Are you the camp post?
583 00:48:22 Yes, I'm Fern, that's Linda May.
584 00:48:23 How are you guys doing?
585 00:48:25 - Good. - Hello, I'd shake your hand
586 00:48:26 - but not now. - You don't wanna touch this.
587 00:48:28 The power is out here.
588 00:48:30 We're trying to have our daughter's birthday party.
589 00:48:34 - Is it on? - It's on.
590 00:48:36 All right.
591 00:48:37 Do you want me to tie this one on your wrist too?
592 00:48:40 Taking off.
593 00:48:44 Which hand do you want it on?
594 00:48:46 That one?
595 00:48:50 Here you go.
596 00:48:52 Welcome to Badland Spa.
597 00:48:54 Can I please have a volunteer from the audience?
598 00:48:58 - Take me. - Okay.
599 00:49:03 Oh, doesn't that feel wonderful?
600 00:49:06 What's your name, miss?
601 00:49:07 - Linda. - Linda.
602 00:49:19 Hi, may I help you?
603 00:49:20 Yes, we're here for the tour.
604 00:49:22 The tour will be in about 15 minutes.
605 00:49:24 Should we wait right here?
606 00:49:26 You can wait if you want here.
607 00:49:27 I have got a great map of the local area here.
608 00:49:29 We have a schedule of some of
609 00:49:30 the summer activities right here.
610 00:49:32 You can take one with you if you like.
611 00:49:37 - Here you go. - Okay.
612 00:49:40 This is gonna be really exciting.
613 00:49:42 Rub two stones together.
614 00:49:44 And you see what happens as they start to get like sand.
615 00:49:48 That's why it's so easy for
616 00:49:51 Paleontologists to find fossils in here.
617 00:49:53 Why are there holes in the rocks?
618 00:49:55 Not bad. That's a very good question.
619 00:49:57 At one time there was air inside these rocks.
620 00:50:00 Like a little pockets, little bubbles of gas.
621 00:50:04 They were trapped inside the rock. That's what makes them so, uh, breakable.
622 00:50:51 Hey.
623 00:50:53 Find anything interesting?
624 00:50:56 Rocks.
625 00:51:17 Hey Greg, line that up.
626 00:51:20 Salute... to the Earthship.
627 00:51:22 To the Earthship.
628 00:51:24 - Thank you. - Thank you.
629 00:51:32 It makes your voice go high.
630 00:51:38 This is, this is my land in Arizona.
631 00:51:41 I could've built an Earthship.
632 00:51:43 It's a totally self-contained house.
633 00:51:46 Built out of tires and bottles and cans,
634 00:51:49 so it has no ways to, it, in no way harms the land.
635 00:51:53 - Self-sufficient. - Self-sufficient.
636 00:51:55 Looks like a living piece of art,
637 00:51:57 that you've made with your own two hands.
638 00:52:00 It's something that I can leave to my grandchildren.
639 00:52:03 This house will be there for generations.
640 00:52:06 Outlive us all.
641 00:52:08 That's good thing.
642 00:52:13 There. Now we're on.
643 00:52:15 When you get old, you get personality.
644 00:52:19 I am not gonna see you for a while.
645 00:52:28 You come and see me.
646 00:52:30 You come and stay as long as you like.
647 00:52:32 Whenever you like.
648 00:52:35 - Okay? - Thank you.
649 00:52:37 Thank you Linda May.
650 00:52:39 Oh thank you. You've given me so much.
651 00:52:48 - Ok. - Great, ok.
652 00:53:28 Hi Fern.
653 00:53:29 Hey.
654 00:53:31 I was at the gas station and
655 00:53:33 I think it's better if you don't drive through the park
656 00:53:36 When it's dark for your cigarettes
657 00:53:37 So I got you these.
658 00:53:38 What are they?
659 00:53:40 Licorice sticks.
660 00:53:41 - I can't smoke licorice sticks. - I know.
661 00:53:44 You can chew on these, they help curb the urge.
662 00:53:48 I am not gonna quit smoking Dave.
663 00:53:50 I know, but you... should try this.
664 00:53:52 They're good for the digestion too.
665 00:53:55 Fine, thanks.
666 00:53:57 What's going on?
667 00:53:58 Ants, I've got ants.
668 00:54:00 Oh, ants, they are ok.
669 00:54:01 No they're not.
670 00:54:02 They are in my food, Dave.
671 00:54:04 I can do it, thanks.
672 00:54:08 Where do you want that?
673 00:54:14 Fern I'm sorry.
674 00:54:15 I'm sorry, I didn't know that.
675 00:54:17 Go over there.
676 00:54:22 You don't have to shout.
677 00:54:23 - Stay over there. - Ok? I'm going.
678 00:55:16 No, we're closed.
679 00:55:31 You are one of those lucky people
680 00:55:33 that is from the United States.
681 00:55:35 Of the U.S. of A.
682 00:55:37 - Yes. - Yes, I am.
683 00:55:38 - And you can travel anywhere. - Yes ma'am, I know.
684 00:55:41 And they sometimes call you nomads,
685 00:55:44 Or people who don't have a home.
686 00:55:46 I see that you have this ring.
687 00:55:50 Are you married?
688 00:55:52 I am but my husband died.
689 00:55:59 I'm not gonna take that off.
690 00:56:01 That ring is a circle
691 00:56:03 and it never ends.
692 00:56:06 And that means that your love never ends.
693 00:56:11 And you may not be able to take it off, if you tried.
694 00:56:15 - I don't think I can. - No.
695 00:56:44 It's a nice setup, best one.
696 00:57:00 He has a case of diverticulitis.
697 00:57:02 - Which is an inflammation of his intestines. - Uh-huh.
698 00:57:05 So earlier the surgeon went and did a laparoscopic surgery.
699 00:57:08 He had surgery?
700 00:57:09 Whoo! cup noodle.
701 00:57:11 Yeah, well, it's good for when you're sick.
702 00:57:13 Animal crackers.
703 00:57:15 And for you.
704 00:57:21 - that's my favourite. - I know.
705 00:57:24 Thanks Fern.
706 00:57:25 So, what are gonna do next?
707 00:57:28 I'm gonna go to the beet harvest in Nebraska.
708 00:57:31 Uh, that doesn't start till October.
709 00:57:33 How about you?
710 00:57:35 I'm gonna start in Wall Drug.
711 00:57:37 I did that last year.
712 00:57:39 I can see if they have another opening.
713 00:57:41 - For me? - Yeah.
714 00:57:43 Got a great place to park.
715 00:57:47 Enjoy your kippers.
716 00:57:49 Get better. Bye
717 00:58:06 - How's it doing? - Good, good, good.
718 00:58:09 One...
719 00:58:13 - Oh, Michael - Hey, how is it going?
720 00:58:16 - Good, can I take these tomatoes and onions? - Yeah
721 00:58:19 Thank you.
722 00:58:29 I don't like it.
723 00:58:30 - I'm gonna put it right side of you. - Okay.
724 00:58:33 Please don't let her face get near me.
725 00:58:37 - Oh my gosh. - Isn't she beautiful?
726 00:58:41 I'm kinda kidding but I'm not really.
727 00:58:44 Oh no, it's really squeezing my arm a lot.
728 00:58:47 That's me.
729 00:58:52 He didn't get it.
730 00:58:53 Oh my God, look at how gross it is.
731 00:58:56 No, no, get out of there, Jerry, get out!
732 00:58:59 - Get out! - Fern, it's fine!
733 00:59:02 No, what is this? What's he feeding him?
734 00:59:05 - Oh no, it's rabbit. - Probably chicken or something like that.
735 00:59:11 He wants you, he wants you next.
736 00:59:14 Get in there, I don't want to be the one.
737 00:59:17 It's gonna come right through the glass.
738 00:59:43 Pack in, pack out.
739 01:00:02 I think they were actually this big.
740 01:00:23 It's right there.
741 01:00:24 Right straight up overhead.
742 01:00:26 That's the star Vega.
743 01:00:29 But it's 24 light years away.
744 01:00:32 So what that means
745 01:00:35 that light that you're looking at left Vega in 1987.
746 01:00:42 - And it just got here? - And it just got here.
747 01:00:45 So the telescope is set up on Jupiter.
748 01:00:49 Jupiter is the largest planet in our entire solar system.
749 01:00:54 Stars blow up and they shoot plasma and atoms out into space,
750 01:00:59 sometimes land on earth
751 01:01:01 nourish the soil.
752 01:01:02 They become part of you.
753 01:01:05 So, fold out your right hand
754 01:01:09 and look at the stars.
755 01:01:11 Because there are atoms
756 01:01:14 from stars that blew up
757 01:01:16 eons ago that landed on this planet
758 01:01:20 and now they are in your hands.
759 01:01:32 - Hi. - Hi, sorry, we are closed.
760 01:01:35 I'm looking for Dave.
761 01:01:37 I am his son, James.
762 01:01:39 He's in the kitchen right around the counter there.
763 01:01:42 - That one? - Yeah.
764 01:02:04 I've been through here.
765 01:02:06 - Oh yeah? - A couple of times, yeah.
766 01:02:09 This place ma'am,
767 01:02:11 I don't know why anybody wouldn't wanna let go.
768 01:02:15 Well，I can think of worst places.
769 01:02:19 You wanna know a good way to get to know a place?
770 01:02:21 What?
771 01:02:23 AA meetings.
772 01:02:24 - Really? - Well, for me.
773 01:02:27 Back when I was with the band I was traveling around
774 01:02:30 they just go to AA meetings everywhere.
775 01:02:32 It was a great way to get to know people and get to know a place.
776 01:02:35 How is the burger?
777 01:02:39 Yeah? He's a good cook, your dad.
778 01:02:41 It's not that hard to make a burger.
779 01:02:46 His wife Emily.
780 01:02:47 She is cute, hope she's older than she looks.
781 01:02:50 She's gonna have a baby.
782 01:02:52 You're gonna be a grandpa.
783 01:02:54 When's she due?
784 01:02:55 I don't know. Two weeks, he said.
785 01:02:57 He is on his way home, now.
786 01:03:00 - Wants me to come with him. - You should go.
787 01:03:11 I was.
788 01:03:15 I was.
789 01:03:18 He didn't like it very much that I wasn't around
790 01:03:21 When he was... he was young.
791 01:03:23 I tried to be around when he was older but.
792 01:03:26 But he was into his thing, and I was into mine.
793 01:03:31 I guess I just forgot how to... be a dad.
794 01:03:37 Anyway, I wasn't very good at it.
795 01:03:40 Don't think about it too much, Dave,
796 01:03:42 Just go, be a grandfather.
797 01:03:58 Do you want to come with me?
798 01:04:03 Maybe I can visit sometime.
799 01:04:06 Great.
800 01:04:09 Bye.
801 01:04:11 Good night.
802 01:07:48 You made it, Swankie.
803 01:08:23 Thanks, man.
804 01:08:27 I'm gonna get the Big G right here for Georgia.
805 01:08:30 And the big bulldog right here
806 01:08:32 It will be a full wrist for the Georgia Bulldogs.
807 01:09:14 Oh Jesus!
808 01:09:20 No overnight parking, you can't sleep here.
809 01:09:22 I'm leaving, I'm leaving.
810 01:09:53 OK. Uh, what we've got is parts and labor,
811 01:09:58 $2300 and tax.
812 01:10:00 I just looked up the value on your van.
813 01:10:03 With that high mileage, you're looking about five thousand dollars at the most.
814 01:10:07 I'd probably recommend, um,
815 01:10:10 taking that money and putting it towards a different vehicle such as
816 01:10:13 Yeah, no, well, I can't do that.
817 01:10:15 I can't do that, see, cause, alright...
818 01:10:19 I spent a lot of time and money building the inside out and
819 01:10:24 lot of people don't understand the value of that
820 01:10:26 but um, it's not something like you can.
821 01:10:33 I live in there.
822 01:10:36 It's my home.
823 01:10:38 Why can't you just wire to me?
824 01:10:41 I can pay you... I can... Dolly, listen, I can pay you back.
825 01:10:44 I'm gonna do Amazon again soon.
826 01:10:47 I'll be able to pay you back,
827 01:10:48 as soon as I get that check, it's gonna be...
828 01:10:55 Yeah, I'm being stubborn? Well, I think you're being a bitch.
829 01:11:43 Hi.
830 01:11:44 Hi Fern.
831 01:11:45 That doorbell works.
832 01:11:47 Yeah, well, I didn't hear it so... Hey!
833 01:11:52 - You want yours with cheese on it? - All right.
834 01:11:55 - Got my famous four-egg cake. - Alright.
835 01:11:57 Dolly talked me into it. Where do you want it?
836 01:11:59 - Okay. Put it there. - Here? Okay.
837 01:12:02 Ooh, that's looks good. I want that one.
838 01:12:06 - Alright, that's yours. I'll put your name on it. - Double cheese.
839 01:12:09 - Please. - You want cheese?
840 01:12:11 - I want two slices, please. - Okay.
841 01:12:16 This is my sister Fern.
842 01:12:18 - Fern. - Fern, I'm Jim.
843 01:12:19 Hi, sorry, lime on my hand.
844 01:12:21 Nice to meet you. This is my wife Pam.
845 01:12:22 - Hi Pam. Wet hand. - Hi.
846 01:12:23 Jim has been working with George for a long time.
847 01:12:26 Yeah, George actually sold us our first house, before I got in real estates.
848 01:12:29 Did they tell you how they met?
849 01:12:31 No.
850 01:12:32 I introduced them.
851 01:12:34 I introduced you to George, but I knew George before.
852 01:12:36 So I took her out and I said, listen.
853 01:12:41 George is a really good friend of mine.
854 01:12:43 I don't want you to mess this up.
855 01:12:45 If you are not serious about him.
856 01:12:48 Don't mess with him.
857 01:12:50 - And I didn't mess it up. - And you said, what are you talking about?
858 01:12:53 And, so how many years have you been together?
859 01:12:57 Thirty plus.
860 01:12:58 - Worked out pretty good. - Yeah, worked out pretty good.
861 01:13:00 I was able to take care of that on my own actually after that introduction.
862 01:13:04 You're welcome. - Things are looking good right now,
863 01:13:06 The prices are going up, you know, 2012 was a winner.
864 01:13:09 - Yeah. - I mean
865 01:13:10 I wish we would have the money in 2008 to buy everything
866 01:13:13 so I could sell it now.
867 01:13:15 Seems like real estate always ends up on the upside.
868 01:13:18 I don't want to disagree with you but I have to say I do.
869 01:13:23 It's strange that you encourage people
870 01:13:26 to invest their whole life savings
871 01:13:29 go into debt
872 01:13:30 just to buy an house they can't afford.
873 01:13:33 Fern that's rather limited look
874 01:13:37 - at what we do. - Is it limited George?
875 01:13:40 We're not all in a position to just
876 01:13:43 Chuck everything and hit the road.
877 01:13:44 Oh, you think, that's what I've done?
878 01:13:46 George, I chucked everything to hit the road?
879 01:13:49 - Is that what I did? - Alright, I'm sorry.
880 01:13:56 You know, I think that, um...
881 01:13:59 What the nomads are doing is not that different than what the pioneers did.
882 01:14:03 I think Fern's part of an American tradition.
883 01:14:06 I think it's great.
884 01:14:13 - Hey. - Hi.
885 01:14:20 Here you go.
886 01:14:22 Okay, yeah, thanks.
887 01:14:25 - You know, I'll pay you back, right. - Uh huh.
888 01:14:28 - I will. - Uh huh.
889 01:14:32 - Why don't you move in with us? - I can't live here.
890 01:14:35 I can't live in this room,
891 01:14:37 I can't sleep in this bed.
892 01:14:39 Thank you but I can't.
893 01:14:40 I know we are not as interesting as the people you meet out there.
894 01:14:42 That's not what I'm talking about.
895 01:14:44 No, that's what it is.
896 01:14:45 It's always what's out there that's more interesting.
897 01:14:49 You left home as soon as you could.
898 01:14:52 You married Bo after just knowing him a few month.
899 01:14:56 And then you moved in the middle of nowhere with him.
900 01:14:58 And then even after Bo passed away
901 01:15:02 you still stayed in Empire.
902 01:15:04 - I just didn't get it, I mean, you could have left. - Yeah.
903 01:15:11 See, that's why I can't come here.
904 01:15:18 I never said this to you before, and maybe I should have.
905 01:15:22 You know, when you were growing up, you were
906 01:15:24 eccentric to other people, you maybe seemed weird
907 01:15:27 but it was just because you were braver
908 01:15:30 and more honest than everybody else.
909 01:15:35 And you could see me when I was hiding from everybody.
910 01:15:40 And sometimes she could see me before I could saw myself.
911 01:15:48 I needed that in my life.
912 01:15:51 And you are my sister.
913 01:15:53 I would have loved having you around all these years.
914 01:15:59 You left a big hole by leaving.
915 01:16:08 That one's on me.
916 01:17:15 Hey.
917 01:17:17 Hi, want a sandwich, you hungry?
918 01:17:20 I think i've met you before.
919 01:17:22 Yeah, I'm Fern. I was working at T-Rock in Quartzsite.
920 01:17:26 - Fern. - Uh hmm.
921 01:17:27 You let Noodle sell his rocks there, didn't you?
922 01:17:30 Yeah.
923 01:17:31 Would you like a beer?
924 01:17:34 Yeah, ok, i'll trade you for a sandwich.
925 01:17:36 - Here you go. - Thanks.
926 01:17:38 It's cold, you know, you should sit down by the fire.
927 01:17:41 I got a little trouble from my knees, can you help me?
928 01:17:43 Of course.
929 01:17:45 Yeah, i'll do it. yeah.
930 01:17:47 - Alright. - Thanks.
931 01:17:49 You gave me a light, back in quartzsite.
932 01:17:52 You still have it?
933 01:17:54 No, that's long gone, but I do have this for you.
934 01:17:58 I want you to have it.
935 01:18:01 Thanks, it's really beautiful.
936 01:18:04 What is that, what's that stone?
937 01:18:06 That there is dinosaur bone.
938 01:18:07 Really?
939 01:18:08 I think so, but I only know what they tell me.
940 01:18:11 Where are your mom and dad?
941 01:18:13 Back home in wisconsin.
942 01:18:15 You think they worry about you?
943 01:18:20 You don't get lonely?
944 01:18:23 Got a girlfriend anywhere?
945 01:18:26 To be truthful, there is one.
946 01:18:30 She lives up in the north country, small farm.
947 01:18:34 She is happy with her life there.
948 01:18:38 I...
949 01:18:40 - write letters to her. - ah, smart man.
950 01:18:43 Very good, letters are good.
951 01:18:45 I just can't ever
952 01:18:47 Write about anything I reckon she cared about.
953 01:18:53 You ever tried poems?
954 01:18:56 Can't say I have.
955 01:19:01 Do you know any?
956 01:19:03 How about one, that I used for my wedding vow?
957 01:19:07 When I was not much older than you.
958 01:19:09 Well, right on.
959 01:19:11 Mind if I hear it?
960 01:19:13 Okay, let's see if I can remember it.
961 01:19:19 Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
962 01:19:22 Thou art more lovely and more temperate.
963 01:19:25 Rough winds do shake the darling buds of may,
964 01:19:28 And summer's lease hath all too short a date;
965 01:19:33 Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
966 01:19:37 And often is his gold complexion dimm'd.
967 01:19:40 And every fair from fair sometimes declines,
968 01:19:44 By chance or nature's changing course undimm'd;
969 01:19:50 But thy eternal summer shall not fade,
970 01:19:53 Nor lose possession of that fair thou owes
971 01:19:57 Nor shall
972 01:20:01 Nor shall death brag thou walk'st in his shade,
973 01:20:10 So long as men can breathe and eyes can see,
974 01:20:14 So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.
975 01:22:19 Fern.
976 01:22:21 Hi.
977 01:22:22 Hey!
978 01:22:29 - You made it. - Yeah.
979 01:22:36 - Yeah, it's nice. - Wow.
980 01:22:41 - Come on in. I've got... - ok, ok.
981 01:22:47 - This is Emily. - Hi.
982 01:22:49 - My daughter in law. - So nice to meet you.
983 01:22:51 - Hi. - Welcome.
984 01:22:53 Hey everybody, this is Fern.
985 01:22:58 - Hi, nice to meet you. - Nice to meet you.
986 01:23:00 - Welcome welcome. - Thank you.
987 01:23:02 - You know James. - Hi James, how are you?
988 01:23:05 Thanks for having me.
989 01:23:06 Who's that, is that the guy?
990 01:23:08 This is Daniel,
991 01:23:09 - Say hi. - Hi, hi, Daniel.
992 01:23:10 - Hi, daniel. - How's the drive?
993 01:23:12 It was great, little hairy in the end.
994 01:23:14 That's a scary road.
995 01:23:16 - In your van? We've heard about your van. - Yeah.
996 01:23:18 I'd like to see it.
997 01:23:20 Well, i'll introduce you, at some point. thanks, yeah.
998 01:23:24 - Where are you coming from? - that's peter.
999 01:23:26 - Hi. - Can I get you something?
1000 01:23:27 - Yeah, water would be great, thanks. - Water? great. sure.
1001 01:23:32 You've been on the road long.
1002 01:23:34 Yeah, I worked for a while
1003 01:23:36 Uh, but i've been traveling since I last saw you. yeah.
1004 01:23:39 There you go.
1005 01:23:42 You go to mommy.
1006 01:24:00 You had a flat.
1007 01:24:04 You had a flat tire in your van dave.
1008 01:24:06 Oh okay.
1009 01:24:08 I haven't noticed.
1010 01:24:10 Cause you're staying.
1011 01:24:13 Yeah.
1012 01:24:14 Good.
1013 01:24:15 Yeah, I never expected to...
1014 01:24:17 I never thought i'd spend another night under a roof but...
1015 01:24:22 This is a really nice place dave.
1016 01:24:24 Ah, you can stay.
1017 01:24:26 Good, thanks, I need to do laundry.
1018 01:24:32 I meant stay longer, Fern.
1019 01:24:35 They do have a guest house.
1020 01:24:41 I'm serious.
1021 01:24:43 What'd they think about that?
1022 01:24:45 I already asked them.
1023 01:24:49 I like you.
1024 01:24:51 Now, you are a good person.
1025 01:24:53 You...
1026 01:24:55 You get along well with people for the most part.
1027 01:24:58 And I...
1028 01:25:01 I like being around you.
1029 01:25:04 I like being around you.
1030 01:25:06 Oh, what's up, what's up
1031 01:25:13 # Sometimes you get into a notion, to jump into the ocean. #
1032 01:25:20 Here, he might be getting a little tired.
1033 01:25:23 - I gotta go to the kitchen. - okay.
1034 01:25:26 Just, there.
1035 01:25:34 Don't be gone long, dave.
1036 01:25:37 Okay?
1037 01:26:07 - Come on, let's go. - Come here.
1038 01:26:09 Come here.
1039 01:26:14 Could you come, look at all of those?
1040 01:26:17 How many do you have?
1041 01:26:19 I don't know how many of they are.
1042 01:26:25 That one's beautiful, look at those feathers.
1043 01:26:37 - Thank you. - I think it needs more stuffing and...
1044 01:26:40 - Corn? - Little corn.
1045 01:26:44 What is that called?
1046 01:26:45 Thanks Fern.
1047 01:26:47 Gravy?
1048 01:26:49 This turkey is so moist.
1049 01:26:53 - Incredible food. - thank you emma, thank you james.
1050 01:26:56 Just wanna say a little something...
1051 01:26:59 To welcome to Fern.
1052 01:27:03 To this a feast of a family and...
1053 01:27:06 The new one and
1054 01:27:08 And I guess the old one.
1055 01:27:11 And everybody in between, so...
1056 01:27:13 - welcome, Fern. - Thank you very much.
1057 01:27:15 Happy thanksgiving.
1058 01:27:20 I have the bells of a croissante.
1059 01:27:38 I like that name, Empire.
1060 01:27:40 You know, we had an airport, public pool.
1061 01:27:43 Golf course.
1062 01:27:44 Wow sounds nice.
1063 01:27:47 What was your house like there?
1064 01:27:50 Nothing special.
1065 01:27:51 Just a company track house.
1066 01:27:55 Actually it was special.
1067 01:27:59 We were right on the edge of town.
1068 01:28:00 And our backyard looks out at this huge open space,
1069 01:28:05 It was just desert, desert, desert
1070 01:28:07 All the way to the mountains.
1071 01:28:10 There was nothing in our way.
1072 01:28:14 You know, i'm really glad you're here.
1073 01:28:16 Dave really likes you.
1074 01:28:18 - yeah? - yeah.
1075 01:28:20 He talks about you a lot.
1076 01:33:24 Happy new year!
1077 01:33:28 Happy new year!
1078 01:34:02 Because she loved rocks.
1079 01:34:16 See you down road, Swankie.
1080 01:34:54 Bo never knew his parents, and we never had kids.
1081 01:34:58 If I didn't stay.
1082 01:35:01 If I left
1083 01:35:02 It would be like he never existed.
1084 01:35:06 I couldn't pack up and move on.
1085 01:35:10 He loved Empire.
1086 01:35:12 He loved his work so much.
1087 01:35:15 He loved being there, everybody loved him.
1088 01:35:20 So I stayed.
1089 01:35:23 Same town, same house.
1090 01:35:30 Just like my dad used to say.
1091 01:35:33 What's remembered lives.
1092 01:35:39 I maybe spent too much of my life just remembering Bob
1093 01:35:46 - You know what I mean? - I can.
1094 01:35:49 I can relate.
1095 01:35:51 I rarely ever talk about my son.
1096 01:35:55 But today would be
1097 01:36:03 Today would be his 33rd birthday and
1098 01:36:07 Five years ago, he took his life.
1099 01:36:14 And I can still barely say that in a sentence.
1100 01:36:21 And, and for a long time
1101 01:36:25 Everyday
1102 01:36:29 The question was
1103 01:36:32 How can I be alive on this earth, when he's not?
1104 01:36:37 And I didn't have any answer.
1105 01:36:41 And those were some hard hard days.
1106 01:36:45 But.
1107 01:36:48 I realized that.
1108 01:36:51 I could honor him by
1109 01:36:55 Helping people and serving people.
1110 01:36:59 It gives me a reason to go through the day.
1111 01:37:02 Some days, that's all I've got.
1112 01:37:07 And out here, there's lot of people our age
1113 01:37:10 Inevitably there's grief and loss.
1114 01:37:12 And lot of them don't get over it either.
1115 01:37:15 And that's okay.
1116 01:37:19 That's ok.
1117 01:37:21 One of the thing that I love most about this life
1118 01:37:25 Is that
1119 01:37:27 There is no final goodbye.
1120 01:37:29 You know, i've met hundreds of people out here and
1121 01:37:32 They don't ever say a final goodbye.
1122 01:37:34 I always just say, i'll see you down the road.
1123 01:37:37 And I do.
1124 01:37:39 And whether it's a month, or a year, or sometimes years.
1125 01:37:43 I see them again.
1126 01:37:45 I can look down the road and I can be certain in my heart
1127 01:37:48 That I'll see my son again.
1128 01:37:53 You will see bo again.
1129 01:37:56 And you can remember your lives together then.
1130 01:38:42 Are you sure you don't need any of these stuff?
1131 01:38:44 No, don't need any of it, i'm good.
1132 01:38:47 I am not gonna miss one thing.
1133 01:38:54 Well, we'll see you later.
1134 01:44:23 # I started out for that gold #
1135 01:44:32 # Findin' bits and pieces all worth their reach #
1136 01:44:36 # I've carried on #
1137 01:44:43 # Somewhere in the light #
1138 01:44:46 # I followed my eyes and went alone #
1139 01:44:55 # Ended up here with the fear, gripping a stone #
1140 01:45:07 # Drifting away, I go #
1141 01:45:17 # Driving down the highway #
1142 01:45:20 # Roll down the window, watch it go #
1143 01:45:29 # Listen to the secrets of my tires rolling down the road #
1144 01:45:40 # Somewhere in the night #
1145 01:45:42 # She knows that I'm all right when I'm alone #
1146 01:45:51 # But everything breezing keep me company when I roll #
1147 01:46:03 # Drifting away, I go #
1148 01:46:25 # Driving all day #
1149 01:46:31 # Driving all night #
1150 01:46:37 # Drifting away, I go #
1151 01:47:00 # Drifting away, I go #
