八哥 The Starling(2021)(EN)Subtitles
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1 00:00:16 - Oh. How big are we talking? - Humongous.
2 00:00:19 Absolutely humongous trees with leaves and beautiful limbs.
3 00:00:24 I've always found Bob Ross very sexy.
4 00:00:28 You know, that hair, the mom jeans. I'm all in.
5 00:00:30 - I am. - Oh my God.
6 00:00:32 I totally forgot to tell you this. I was watching Katie sleep earlier on.
7 00:00:36 I did that thing where I fast forward into the future
8 00:00:38 and I can see who she's become and whatnot.
9 00:00:41 And I did it, and it was incredible. She's a podiatrist.
10 00:00:46 Our child's a podiatrist?
11 00:00:47 In Cleveland. Doing really well. Third biggest in her firm.
12 00:00:51 She drives a Lexus. Like, four years old, but it's pretty good.
13 00:00:58 - A butcher? - A butcher.
14 00:01:01 You know, so she'd take carrots and carve little rib eyes,
15 00:01:05 or her pork chops that'd really be made from cauliflower.
16 00:01:10 Do you think that we should put a bird up there?
17 00:01:12 Uh, birds are tricky. Ah, you just need to be gentle with them.
18 00:01:17 Hello.
19 00:01:19 -Aw! Look who's awake. -Did you have a lovely little nap, Katie?
20 00:01:22 Did you? Would you like to inspect your wall?
21 00:01:26 - Ta-da! - Pretty good.
22 00:01:29 She can tell I'm not a painter. She's so smart.
23 00:01:31 Mama's little butcher.
24 00:01:33 - Who's daddy's little podiatrist? - Or mama's little butcher.
25 00:01:36 Yeah, that's you.
26 00:01:38 Yeah, it is.
27 00:01:40 You're quite something.
28 00:02:14 Can you believe this guy used to be a therapist? He can't even talk to animals.
29 00:02:18 And now he has to talk to animals and owners.
30 00:02:21 It's so frustrating.
31 00:03:11 I'll get that.
32 00:04:45 Lilly to produce.
33 00:04:48 Lilly, produce.
34 00:05:07 Move, move to the left.
35 00:05:10 Stop. You know what?
36 00:05:12 -More left. -To my left?
37 00:05:13 Yeah, to your left. Okay.
38 00:05:15 Now, slide it, slide it all.
39 00:05:17 This way. A little more.
40 00:05:19 Too much.
41 00:05:20 Okay, there.
42 00:05:21 Hey, shouldn't we be doing inventory right now?
43 00:05:24 You know what?
44 00:05:25 - Oh, here. - Give me two.
45 00:05:28 Coming up.
46 00:05:30 Lilly.
47 00:05:31 I can drive to the Superstore and get two of these for four bucks.
48 00:05:36 Lilly?
49 00:05:39 Lilly?
50 00:05:42 -Mrs. Oberhoffer. -Those will rot your teeth.
51 00:05:45 Only if you eat 'em by the dozen.
52 00:05:49 -You go inventory something. -Okay.
53 00:05:53 How's everything, dear?
54 00:05:56 Everything's good.
55 00:05:58 How are things with Jack?
56 00:06:02 I'll be sure to tell him that you said hello.
57 00:06:06 I was talking to the pastor.
58 00:06:08 And we would like to come over for a visit
59 00:06:12 and talk with you.
60 00:06:14 I cannot imagine what you've been through.
61 00:06:17 Lilly to the freezer aisle.
62 00:06:19 Lilly, freezer aisle.
63 00:06:21 Give the pastor my best.
64 00:06:25 I'll shoot straight with you, Lilly.
65 00:06:26 People have been noticing you're acting sort of funny.
66 00:06:30 What do you mean, "funny"?
67 00:06:32 You know,
68 00:06:34 with that thing, all that's goin' on. You're distracted.
69 00:06:38 I'm not distracted.
70 00:06:40 Sweet tiny Jesus.
71 00:06:42 What the hell is that? Gum selfie?
72 00:06:44 Everyone is distracted.
73 00:06:46 - Nobody works. - Okay, Travis.
74 00:06:48 You know that I have to go to that meeting in Rosewood tonight.
75 00:06:51 -So maybe we can just pick-- -Again?
76 00:06:54 It's every Tuesday. It's gonna be at least once a week.
77 00:06:58 That's what I'm talking about. You're my right-hand man, Lilly.
78 00:07:02 But your mind's not in the game.
79 00:07:03 What good's a pro ball QB without a left tackle?
80 00:07:14 get with it.
81 00:07:16 Okay.
82 00:07:19 Sherri, no more selfies.
83 00:07:21 Bubblegum or otherwise. Okay?
84 00:07:24 We've talked about this.
85 00:08:05 Golly Wally! You're Lilly.
86 00:08:10 Yeah, that's my name.
87 00:08:13 -Um, he's getting these, right? -Yep.
88 00:08:15 Every week. I'll buzz you in.
89 00:08:21 Hello.
90 00:08:22 Hi, everyone. It's so great to see you tonight.
91 00:08:26 -Hey. -How are you?
92 00:08:27 - Hi, baby. - I'm doing great.
93 00:08:29 Yeah?
94 00:08:31 -Yeah. -You look good.
95 00:08:33 Okay, everyone. Let's take our seats. I believe we left off last time
96 00:08:37 talking about emotional triggers.
97 00:08:40 Does anyone have any thoughts or questions about that?
98 00:08:44 No?
99 00:08:47 You know me. I'm a sucker to peer pressure.
100 00:08:51 Yeah, but you hate those things.
101 00:08:54 They've got all these flavors now.
102 00:08:56 Okay. So, tonight I'd like to talk about trust.
103 00:09:00 Lilly, let's start with you and Jack.
104 00:09:03 Okay, sure.
105 00:09:05 Some families have a hard time adjusting
106 00:09:08 after they've been apart for an extended time.
107 00:09:10 Seeing how things are going to be different.
108 00:09:13 I don't think that's gonna be a problem for us.
109 00:09:19 Well,
110 00:09:20 changes are scary, but that doesn't have to be a bad thing.
111 00:09:30 - They scared. They scared. - She's fine.
112 00:09:32 Of course I'm fine. You're fine too.
113 00:09:36 Is that true, Jack?
114 00:09:38 Let's just move on, shall we? Lot of people to get to.
115 00:09:47 -We haven't. I mean-- -I mean, look.
116 00:09:49 If you wanna talk about it, let's talk about it. By all means.
117 00:09:52 Great. We should do that. Talk about it.
118 00:09:55 Let's talk about something other than vaping.
119 00:09:58 What's next week? Meth?
120 00:10:00 - Really? - Not appropriate.
121 00:10:02 Not appropriate, Lilly.
122 00:10:04 It's just, it's a joke. I don't mean that.
123 00:10:06 Never mind that. She has turned my only son against me. What about that?
124 00:10:10 Mother, you know I haven't--
125 00:10:13 -I am not your mother! -Can we talk about something else?
126 00:10:15 You know, I saw her on TV with that Dr. Phil.
127 00:10:18 -Velma. -Scheming to have him tie my tubes.
128 00:10:21 -Mama, calm down. -Mother.
129 00:10:22 -I am not your mother! -Velma.
130 00:10:24 - Velma, sit down. - Don't you talk to me!
131 00:10:27 Why do you keep telling me to be calm? I am calm!
132 00:10:35 Lilly.
133 00:10:38 Lilly!
134 00:10:41 You got a sec?
135 00:10:43 - Yeah. - That didn't go so well.
136 00:10:46 I don't know. I think Velma made some real progress tonight.
137 00:10:49 I deserve that one.
138 00:10:50 Not what you call a ringing endorsement for psychiatric care.
139 00:10:55 How's he doing?
140 00:10:56 Really?
141 00:10:58 It's gonna take some time, Lilly. He's been through a lot.
142 00:11:00 Yeah. Well, that's the way it looks.
143 00:11:03 And what about you? Are you getting back to a normal routine?
144 00:11:07 Have you done anything with Katie's things?
145 00:11:11 -What does that have to do with anything? -Emotional triggers like that are tough.
146 00:11:14 Are you saying I should get rid of her things?
147 00:11:19 How would that make you feel?
148 00:11:22 I think it's getting late, and I should get a move on.
149 00:11:25 Lilly, when you come here do you get anything out of it for yourself?
150 00:11:32 We're doing that. But are you seeing anyone?
151 00:11:36 I see people all the time. I see you right now.
152 00:11:40 Okay, Lilly.
153 00:11:42 You have to do the work too.
154 00:11:45 Okay. Well, great.
155 00:11:58 You know, there's a guy I used to work with that lives down your way.
156 00:12:02 A therapist.
157 00:12:03 Maybe you could give him a call.
158 00:12:06 Larry Fine?
159 00:12:07 Like The Three Stooges?
160 00:12:09 He's a good guy, Lilly.
161 00:12:10 Someone you could talk to.
162 00:12:12 Sure thing, Regina.
163 00:12:14 You know, it'd be nice to see someone, Lilly, before you have to see someone.
164 00:12:17 Yeah. Well, I'll see you next week.
165 00:12:32 -Oh, hello, Jack. Wait. -Thank you.
166 00:12:33 From Lilly.
167 00:12:36 She's consistent.
168 00:12:38 Is that a bad thing?
169 00:12:40 Thank you.
170 00:12:48 Welcome.
171 00:13:55 Come on!
172 00:14:48 Hey, little guy. Watch where you're going.
173 00:15:11 Shit.
174 00:15:32 Son of a bitch.
175 00:15:37 - How are you sleeping?
176 00:15:38 - Terrific. Thank you.
177 00:15:43 -Are you eating okay? -Oh, yes.
178 00:15:45 Yes. I mean, the food up here is exquisite.
179 00:15:50 I don't know if they give Michelin stars to mental health facilities,
180 00:16:00 And the medication.
181 00:16:01 How is it working?
182 00:16:05 I really don't know.
183 00:16:07 -What do you think? -It's not about what I think.
184 00:16:12 Has your wife come in to see you?
185 00:16:15 My wife?
186 00:16:17 Has she come in to see you?
187 00:16:19 Y-Y-You know, I've actually been meaning to ask, um,
188 00:16:23 does that have to happen so much?
189 00:16:25 The visits. I mean, it's just
190 00:16:28 I feel bad about her having to come the whole way up here every week.
191 00:16:41 My daughter?
192 00:16:45 No.
193 00:20:16 Excuse me, ma'am.
194 00:20:20 How much for the crib?
195 00:20:30 You got any plans for that recliner?
196 00:20:35 Not really.
197 00:22:37 Goldfish. Oh gosh.
198 00:22:44 Sorry for your loss.
199 00:22:45 Okay. Bye.
200 00:22:48 Can I help you? Uh, no.
201 00:22:49 I just think I've made a mistake. Are you here to see Dr. Larry?
202 00:22:59 Lilly Maynard?
203 00:23:02 - Oh! Okay. Wow! Oh! - Helen.
204 00:23:05 Helen, please.
205 00:23:06 All right. I can't help it. What do you think I'm here for?
206 00:23:09 Sorry.
207 00:23:10 Uh, what's your pet's name?
208 00:23:16 -No pet? -No.
209 00:23:19 Uh, Dr. Larry,
210 00:23:20 uh, Lilly has an appointment but no pet.
211 00:23:23 That's a first.
212 00:23:25 Oh my. Hey! Buddy, I'm married.
213 00:23:29 I get this 24 hours a day.
214 00:23:32 -I want his marbles knocked off. -Helen, it's called neutering.
215 00:23:34 Nobody's here to get their marbles knocked off, I presume.
216 00:23:38 Uh, I'm as advertised.
217 00:23:41 Did you have a question about an animal or what?
218 00:23:43 Well, uh, no, I don't.
219 00:23:49 A gal?
220 00:23:51 Regina Miller?
221 00:23:54 Is she still with the state?
222 00:23:56 Uh, she's at New Horizons.
223 00:24:03 Well, I have taken up enough of your time, so thank you.
224 00:24:07 No, no, no. Why don't you come on back?
225 00:24:09 Come on back. Him too.
226 00:24:14 Oh, that's how it is. Not you.
227 00:24:15 Sit. Sit.
228 00:24:17 Down.
229 00:24:18 Stay.
230 00:24:19 -Come. -Yep.
231 00:24:24 Am I supposed to be in here?
232 00:24:26 He doesn't mind. Don't understand why Regina did that.
233 00:24:30 I've been out of the mental health field. I left it ten years ago.
234 00:24:34 To become a vet?
235 00:24:35 Isn't that kind of weird?
236 00:24:37 It's an easy explanation really,
237 00:24:39 but, uh, let's leave it at weird.
238 00:24:42 What were you doing at, uh, New Horizons?
239 00:24:46 Well, I wasn't. I mean, I was,
240 00:24:48 but my husband is, you know, there.
241 00:24:52 - Is he getting better? - I guess.
242 00:24:53 -He says he's fine. -Well, that's good.
243 00:24:56 -What about you? -Me? Oh, I'm fine too.
244 00:25:00 Regina sent you to see me because you're fine. Well, it wasn't my idea.
245 00:25:04 - But you're here. - Yeah.
246 00:25:08 You know, she said it might help him a little
247 00:25:18 most of my furniture, for a pleather La-Z-Boy.
248 00:25:30 My daughter, our baby, died.
249 00:25:35 SIDS, that's what they told us.
250 00:25:41 That's awful.
251 00:25:45 My husband Jack didn't handle it so good.
252 00:25:48 And you did?
253 00:25:58 It's a good question.
254 00:26:06 I just don't do this sort of thing anymore.
255 00:26:10 Well, no offense, but you can kind of tell.
256 00:26:15 Maybe Regina can set you up with someone else.
257 00:26:19 Yeah. Yeah.
258 00:26:21 Okay.
259 00:26:22 If you have an animal problem, you know where to find me.
260 00:26:25 Thank you.
261 00:26:26 Trigger, hang in there, pal. It doesn't get better.
262 00:26:38 Relax. Treat it gently. You don't have to beat it to death, darling.
263 00:26:45 - It's an emoji.
264 00:26:47 - The poop one. - Looks very accurate.
265 00:26:49 - When do I get to put it in the oven? - Soon, dear. Very soon.
266 00:26:53 Jack. That's beautiful.
267 00:26:58 I have some finer utensils back behind the shelf over there.
268 00:27:04 Good work. It's more even this time.
269 00:27:07 Keep going. Keep going.
270 00:27:23 You found the utensils.
271 00:27:25 Yeah.
272 00:27:27 Um, what's that from?
273 00:27:28 It's just some old junk from back when this was a school.
274 00:27:32 -What happened to it? -The school?
275 00:27:35 Not enough kids.
276 00:27:38 Come on, let's go finish your vase.
277 00:27:41 It's done.
278 00:28:24 Go on! Get the hell out of here!
279 00:28:26 Go! This is my garden!
280 00:28:30 And don't come back!
281 00:28:34 Hi, Lilly.
282 00:28:36 -Who are you talking to? -You, Chuck.
283 00:28:52 Well, it doesn't need stitches.
284 00:28:55 - You got a tetanus shot recently? - Do I need one?
285 00:28:57 Just to be safe.
286 00:29:00 The bird obviously thought you were a threat.
287 00:29:02 Well, I am now.
288 00:29:05 It's, uh, breeding season, you know?
289 00:29:09 Eggs, hatchlings, that sort of thing.
290 00:29:12 -You might wanna stay out of your yard. -It's my fucking yard.
291 00:29:17 You always this angry?
292 00:29:20 What am I supposed to do, call the cops? I mean, you said call if I had an animal problem.
293 00:29:26 Are you familiar with stage three of the grieving process?
294 00:29:30 I'm assuming that follows stage two? Not, uh, necessarily.
295 00:29:34 But generally.
296 00:29:36 Uh, it's "bargaining and anger."
297 00:29:38 Nobody ever talked to you about this?
298 00:29:43 Nope. What comes after that?
299 00:29:46 Depression.
300 00:29:47 Great. I can't wait.
301 00:29:50 Mmm, you might not have to wait too long.
302 00:29:55 So you're done.
303 00:29:58 Thanks.
304 00:29:59 -Look, um, sorry about the hassle. -No hassle.
305 00:30:04 I guess I'm gonna try to find one of those people doctors.
306 00:30:07 Okay.
307 00:30:19 Um, I don't know. Dark, wings.
308 00:30:24 Why?
309 00:30:31 talk about it.
310 00:30:35 Yeah, the bird.
311 00:30:38 All right.
312 00:30:40 Yeah.
313 00:30:44 see you later.
314 00:30:45 Yeah.
315 00:31:06 Uh, you don't want that one.
316 00:31:10 Fungus.
317 00:31:15 Who does?
318 00:31:18 Do you have anything that might, um, scare birds away?
319 00:31:21 -Bird deterrent? -Yeah.
320 00:31:23 - Bird-go-away-ent. - That's funny.
321 00:31:25 I like a good joke.
322 00:31:27 How do you feel about spikes?
323 00:31:30 No, I don't, kinda, need to kebab 'em.
324 00:31:35 got it.
325 00:31:39 Kind of, um,
326 00:31:40 Asian beach ball.
327 00:31:42 Yeah. I got one by my pool. No birds come.
328 00:31:45 No people either.
329 00:31:48 You know? Got it.
330 00:32:02 Scares the shit out of birds too.
331 00:32:06 I'll take it.
332 00:32:20 How's that, you little shit?
333 00:32:35 When my wife passed away, I didn't think I could continue. I didn't know how to.
334 00:32:40 And if I'm being honest, I still don't know how to,
335 00:32:43 but I do.
336 00:32:44 Every morning I ask for strength and the courage to move forward
337 00:32:49 and be there for others.
338 00:32:58 Hello?
339 00:33:06 Never gonna believe what I'm watching.
340 00:33:09 It's one of those religious shows, The Higher Power.
341 00:33:13 Sounds like a utility company.
342 00:33:16 Or a pot store.
343 00:33:17 Do the kids still call it pot?
344 00:33:19 Feels like they'd have a cooler way of saying that now
345 00:33:26 They have it for everything.
346 00:33:30 Hey, guess what? I got the garden going again.
347 00:33:33 I found the watering can you painted with Katie.
348 00:33:37 It was buried in the brush.
349 00:33:39 Almost hit it with a lawn mower.
350 00:34:00 "And they make their lives bitter with hard bondage
351 00:34:05 in mortar of service in the field
352 00:34:09 wherein they made them serve
353 00:34:12 with vigor."
354 00:34:20 - Water? - I'm good. Thanks
355 00:34:27 Good. Bye.
356 00:34:30 See you later.
357 00:35:06 That's the one, officer.
358 00:35:09 The great-tailed grackle.
359 00:35:10 Well, he's a little far afield from the Okeechobee Swamps of Florida.
360 00:35:15 Maybe he's lost.
361 00:35:19 Guess you don't talk with your patients that often.
362 00:35:23 Oh, you mean 'cause they're animals? Oh no, we talk all the time.
363 00:35:26 Tends to be a one-sided conversation but fine with me.
364 00:35:32 How's Jack doing?
365 00:35:34 Good. I guess. Well, I have to see him tomorrow.
366 00:35:38 You have to?
367 00:35:39 Well, it's Tuesday. Tuesday nights are, uh, family night.
368 00:35:42 So that's what I mean. I have to go see him 'cause family night.
369 00:35:45 -Don't you want to? -Well, yeah. He's my husband.
370 00:35:48 I leave work every week early just so I can be there on time.
371 00:35:53 But I think I'd go nuts
372 00:35:55 if I was shut up in that place 24/7, but,
373 00:35:59 he doesn't seem to mind.
374 00:36:02 So was it Jack's idea to be admitted to the hospital?
375 00:36:04 Sort of.
376 00:36:07 Sort of?
377 00:36:11 -Is this how it works? -How what works?
378 00:36:16 No, no, no. If we were doing that, I'd just say,
379 00:36:18 "Sorry our time is up. Take this pill."
380 00:36:22 Anyway, we're just talking.
381 00:36:27 You know, sometimes we push people away just to see if they'll come back.
382 00:36:34 Yeah?
383 00:36:36 Maybe it'll be better this time.
384 00:36:39 You think?
385 00:36:41 Maybe.
386 00:36:46 You sure it wasn't a blue jay?
387 00:36:51 Very aggressive avian, that.
388 00:36:54 Don't think it was a blue jay. Oh. What's that?
389 00:36:56 -That's a hawk. -No. It wasn't a hawk.
390 00:36:59 I know what a hawk is.
391 00:37:01 You know, they used to be dinosaurs.
392 00:37:03 -Birds did. -Yeah. You probably knew that because you're a vet.
393 00:37:07 I knew that even before I was a vet.
394 00:37:14 What happened to your head?
395 00:37:19 Are you threatening it?
396 00:37:21 No.
397 00:37:22 No, I'm just minding my own business in the garden.
398 00:37:28 I don't care what she is. You can tell she don't cook. She's so skinny.
399 00:37:31 We got a new recliner.
400 00:37:34 What was wrong with the old one?
401 00:37:38 Nothing. Just thought we needed a change.
402 00:38:02 You gotta be kidding me.
403 00:38:08 Go on.
404 00:38:10 Get off my owl!
405 00:38:27 That is a starling.
406 00:38:30 You see the little white flecks that look like stars?
407 00:38:33 Very territorial.
408 00:38:35 You won't be able to scare him away easily. He's too smart for that.
409 00:38:38 -Smart? -Oh, they're brilliant.
410 00:38:44 Mozart had one as a pet.
411 00:38:47 And, uh, they found in his notebooks a melody from one of his concertos that he wrote out,
412 00:38:51 and next to it, the melody as the bird sang it,
413 00:38:54 identical, except for one or two sharps or flats.
414 00:38:58 Yeah. He was, uh, inconsolable when the bird died.
415 00:39:01 Even gave it a funeral.
416 00:39:05 There's an idea.
417 00:39:06 Two weeks prior to that,
418 00:39:08 Mozart did not attend his own father's funeral.
419 00:39:12 Apparently, his father was an asshole.
420 00:39:24 You the lady with the bird problem?
421 00:39:27 Yeah, that's me.
422 00:39:28 Yeah, well, here are the traps.
423 00:39:30 This is really more for a coyote.
424 00:39:35 No.
425 00:39:37 I could rent it to you
426 00:39:38 if you got it back to me first thing.
427 00:39:42 -Oh, no. This is just for a little bird.
428 00:39:45 -Oh. Well, you could trap it with this.
429 00:39:47 But you better release it in Mexico, or it's just gonna find its way back.
430 00:39:51 I do not want it to come back.
431 00:39:54 There's only one way to do that.
432 00:39:57 Remediate.
433 00:40:03 Like, kill it?
434 00:40:05 We don't like to use that word. It's inhumane.
435 00:40:13 There are 400 billion birds on this planet, lady.
436 00:40:18 -That seems awfully high. -It's not.
437 00:40:22 -It seems very high. -It's not.
438 00:40:25 It's my business.
439 00:40:27 I will tell you this.
440 00:40:28 Lady came in last month.
441 00:40:31 Glass eye. Bird attacked her.
442 00:40:34 -Oh my God. -I think it was a sparrow.
443 00:40:36 - You serious? - Extremely aggressive.
444 00:40:42 Never feel a thing.
445 00:40:48 It's really 400 billion?
446 00:40:51 It's a plague.
447 00:41:26 What if a raccoon gets at it?
448 00:41:29 Or a cute little bear cub.
449 00:41:32 Or, like, a baby koala.
450 00:41:33 It's a bird feeder. It's tiny. Nothing's going to get inside of it.
451 00:41:37 And you know there's no koalas in North America, right?
452 00:41:41 Oh yeah. That's true.
453 00:41:44 I saw a possum shimmy up a hummingbird water feeder thing one time,
454 00:41:47 a super skinny one.
455 00:41:49 I mean, it was bent like a palm tree in a tropical storm.
456 00:41:52 Okay. Well, that's not gonna happen here.
457 00:41:55 Probably not, yeah.
458 00:42:01 -Have you tried sugar water? -No, Dickey.
459 00:42:03 I have not tried hummingbird sugar water.
460 00:42:06 It's really sweet.
461 00:42:09 Any animal would go to great lengths to taste it.
462 00:42:11 Yeah, it's not sugar water. It's seed.
463 00:42:14 Right. Just seed.
464 00:42:16 Mixed with poison seed.
465 00:42:20 Crap. Now I've gotta go home and take it down.
466 00:42:23 I'll clock you out at 5:00.
467 00:43:12 I'm sorry.
468 00:43:14 You didn't deserve this.
469 00:43:29 - How are you sleeping? - Fine.
470 00:43:32 -Are you eating okay? -Fine. Yeah.
471 00:43:37 -Are you feeling depressed? -Okay. We don't have to go through this.
472 00:43:42 So you're ready to leave?
473 00:43:47 Believe me,
474 00:43:48 if I thought I could, I would.
475 00:43:51 Even if it meant pretending.
476 00:43:53 But I tried that. I already tried to do that.
477 00:44:04 Do you know what I do for a living? You know what my job is?
478 00:44:06 Yes. You are a teacher.
479 00:44:08 I'm a grade school art teacher.
480 00:44:15 So you go and look at those kids every day.
481 00:44:19 You try doing that.
482 00:44:23 And what about your wife? I'm sure she'd like to have you home.
483 00:44:33 You know, a few years back,
484 00:44:38 I joined this Frisbee league.
485 00:44:40 I don't know.
486 00:44:43 And Lilly, my wife,
487 00:44:44 she felt left out,
488 00:44:46 so she insisted that she become our sole cheerleader.
489 00:44:51 Just to be clear, Frisbee leagues do not have cheerleaders,
490 00:44:55 or indeed, spectators.
491 00:44:59 But there she'd be with her pom-poms.
492 00:45:02 I'd make out like I was this jock.
493 00:45:07 She got me this letterman jacket.
494 00:45:12 It was so dumb.
495 00:45:16 I don't know how to get back there.
496 00:45:21 I can't be
497 00:45:24 who I was for her.
498 00:45:29 So, what is your plan?
499 00:45:35 I just need a minute to figure out what happens next.
500 00:45:54 It's okay then?
501 00:45:56 It's okay for me to stay?
502 00:46:01 I believe that's what's best for now.
503 00:46:23 Where are you? Where'd you go?
504 00:46:28 Yeah. Didn't expect that, did ya?
505 00:46:30 Look, can we just
506 00:46:46 I put it out. You know why I put it out.
507 00:46:53 bad.
508 00:46:54 And I shouldn't have done it.
509 00:46:58 I'm dealing with some pretty heavy shit right now if you couldn't tell.
510 00:47:04 'Cause everybody's rolling along, living their lives like nothing happened,
511 00:47:08 you know? And I'm saying, "Stop." 'Cause I wanna get off for a little bit.
512 00:47:16 It's pretty weird me talking to you.
513 00:47:22 And you're actually
514 00:47:24 listening.
515 00:47:28 Oh, there you go.
516 00:47:33 Right. Well, good session.
517 00:47:35 It's my co-pay.
518 00:48:04 Whistle that, bitch! ♪ Let me tell you, honey child ♪
519 00:48:10 ♪ That morning sun ♪
520 00:48:13 ♪ Has come to greet you ♪
521 00:48:17 ♪ She's peekin' round the corner Just waitin' just to meet you ♪
522 00:48:24 ♪ Shinin' down on all your troubles ♪
523 00:48:30 ♪ Let me tell ya, child ♪
524 00:48:32 ♪ Let me tell you, honey child ♪
525 00:48:37 ♪ 'Cause this world wasn't made For dreamin' ♪
526 00:48:40 ♪ This world wasn't made for you ♪
527 00:48:44 ♪ This world made for believin' ♪
528 00:48:47 ♪ In all the things you're gonna do ♪
529 00:48:50 ♪ Now, honey child ♪
530 00:48:54 Here you go.
531 00:48:56 The, uh, Naugahyde stains.
532 00:48:58 Yeah. Thanks.
533 00:49:01 How did you find me?
534 00:49:03 Only one "L Fine. DVM" in the directory.
535 00:49:14 I just thought a walk would do me good.
536 00:49:16 In the rain?
537 00:49:22 -How did your visit go last week?
538 00:49:23 -Great. Swimmingly.
539 00:49:27 Well, that's good. Thanks for coming by. It's late. I'm gonna go to bed.
540 00:49:31 I don't know what you want me to say.
541 00:49:37 This whole thing,
542 00:49:42 You'll talk about her, you know?
543 00:49:44 It's about Jack and you. Jack and you.
544 00:49:46 How do you restart? How do you have a marriage, now?
545 00:50:07 He hadn't been sleeping well.
546 00:50:31 Yeah, he just wanted to go to sleep
547 00:50:34 and not wake up.
548 00:50:36 Like Katie.
549 00:50:41 You must've been pretty angry.
550 00:50:44 I wasn't angry.
551 00:50:46 No, he was depressed.
552 00:50:50 So did you, and you didn't try to end your life
553 00:50:53 and leave your husband behind.
554 00:50:56 Alone.
555 00:51:00 You blame yourself.
556 00:51:02 Who's to say anybody's to blame?
557 00:51:04 -I do. -Oh, that's shitty, Larry.
558 00:51:06 Not 'cause it's right or wrong, or good or bad, but because that's what we do.
559 00:51:11 We can't stand the idea of something so tragic happening for no reason at all.
560 00:51:20 and they always do. So we kick the cat, or we kick the dog,
561 00:51:23 or poison a bird.
562 00:51:26 And worst of all,
563 00:51:28 we turn on ourselves.
564 00:51:51 Does Jack know how you feel?
565 00:51:57 Bathroom's down the hall to the left.
566 00:52:05 Talk to him, Lilly.
567 00:52:07 Come on.
568 00:52:27 Do you like it, being here?
569 00:52:30 Do I like it?
570 00:52:31 You know, is it helping?
571 00:52:35 Yeah.
572 00:52:38 I thought maybe we could go up to the lake again,
573 00:52:40 when you get home. You know, for the Fourth.
574 00:52:43 -Sure. Yeah. -That's fun, right?
575 00:52:46 Yeah, it'll be just like it was, like nothing ever happened.
576 00:52:49 I didn't say that.
577 00:52:54 I'm supposed to just go back to being my good old self,
578 00:52:57 and we can all get on with our lives.
579 00:52:59 - It's just gonna take time, that's all. - Don't, don't, don't. Please.
580 00:53:04 that time is gonna make all of this okay? It's gonna make us okay?
581 00:53:08 I'm not saying that. I'm just saying that we can't stay here like this.
582 00:53:12 -This is not good. -I know.
583 00:53:14 But I don't know how I fit anymore.
584 00:53:19 I don't know how we fit,
585 00:53:21 how any of it works.
586 00:53:27 You're not like me?
587 00:53:30 I carried her inside me for nine months.
588 00:53:34 So why are you here?
589 00:53:38 -Why did I sleep in that morning? -Don't do that!
590 00:53:40 I could've just gone over and woken her up.
591 00:53:43 I could've done something.
592 00:53:45 But I overslept.
593 00:53:47 Every morning, when I wake up, the first thing I hear is our baby crying.
594 00:53:52 And in that brief moment,
595 00:53:54 I get to imagine that I just wake up.
596 00:53:58 Like I always did.
597 00:54:00 That precious moment of agony,
598 00:54:03 it's the highlight of my day.
599 00:54:07 So please, don't talk to me about time,
600 00:54:11 because I've got loads of it, Lilly.
601 00:54:14 And I hate it. It never ends.
602 00:54:16 - Honey, please. - I wish I knew how to stop.
603 00:54:19 I wish. I don't.
604 00:54:25 I got rid of all her things.
605 00:54:31 I didn't know what to do.
606 00:54:35 I just kept staring at her closed door.
607 00:54:39 I got rid of all of her things.
608 00:54:43 I just couldn't.
609 00:54:44 -I just wanted-- -You should go, I think.
610 00:54:46 - I'm sorry, I-- -No, I think--
611 00:54:50 I should've asked you.
612 00:54:54 Jack?
613 00:54:58 Jack!
614 00:55:08 You made me a lunch?
615 00:55:10 What do we have here?
616 00:55:13 -What? -My mother used to put those in my lunch.
617 00:55:17 ♪ Hostess 'Cause I love you the mostess ♪
618 00:55:57 - That's good. Maybe toward me. - She's doing it again.
619 00:55:59 Poor thing. She's not doing well.
620 00:56:05 I don't know. Maybe it's in the wrong aisle.
621 00:56:45 Lilly.
622 00:56:46 They wouldn't buzz me in. I was starting to think something was wrong. Is he okay?
623 00:56:50 Why don't we sit down?
624 00:56:51 - Is he okay? - Yeah.
625 00:56:55 -Why don't we sit down? -I don't want to. I wanna talk to Jack.
626 00:57:01 Actually, he's requested to not see any visitors for a while.
627 00:57:09 It's not unusual for a patient to want some space.
628 00:57:12 Space? Uh, I drive an hour both ways to get here.
629 00:57:16 -That's all the space he gets. -Legally, he has the right.
630 00:57:19 -Legally, I don't give a shit. -Lilly, please, sit down. That's it.
631 00:57:22 Fine! God! There! It's all better now that we're seated.
632 00:57:26 Did you look up that old colleague of mine?
633 00:57:29 Yes. And maybe you could've mentioned that he also treats poodles.
634 00:57:31 He'd never tell you this,
635 00:57:33 but Larry was on track to run the whole show at Johns Hopkins.
636 00:57:35 Yeah, but he didn't, did he?
637 00:57:38 So he's a quitter like everybody else.
638 00:57:43 When do you think I will be able to see Jack?
639 00:57:48 I don't know.
640 00:57:49 That's up to Jack.
641 00:57:56 You know what?
642 00:57:59 Here. Give him that.
643 00:58:02 I drove an hour. That's what I do.
644 00:58:04 For us.
645 00:58:06 And you don't wanna see me.
646 00:58:07 You think I like driving an hour here and an hour back?
647 00:58:17 I get it.
648 00:58:19 I mean, you want your space.
649 00:58:21 You want space? I'll give you space. I'll give you an-hour-both-ways space.
650 00:58:27 You never ever thought about what I did, did you?
651 00:58:31 Not once!
652 00:58:33 Not even once!
653 00:58:35 I feel shit too, Jack!
654 00:58:40 You don't wanna see me? You know what? I don't wanna see you!
655 00:58:43 I don't wanna see you either!
656 00:58:45 Did you ever once think about that, that I don't wanna see you?
657 00:58:49 Get another visitor!
658 00:58:55 Jack?
659 00:58:57 Jack.
660 00:59:27 All I hear is a grown man wailing. Shh.
661 00:59:33 Okay, here's the deal.
662 00:59:35 What?
663 00:59:36 Give him his medicine. Twice a day, with food.
664 00:59:40 And no more truck-stop food. Dry food only.
665 00:59:43 -Okay? -Okay, I got it.
666 00:59:44 I mean it.
667 00:59:46 Okay, I will tell him. Hey. Hey, you hear that?
668 00:59:49 Hey, hey, no more nachos.
669 00:59:52 No more corn bread. Huh?
670 00:59:53 No more corn dogs. And no more Cheetos.
671 00:59:56 Don't look at me like that. Why are you looking at me?
672 01:00:03 -Your mom really isn't here? -She's coming back to get me later.
673 01:00:06 Yeah, well, let's wait for her, okay?
674 01:00:08 I know what you're gonna say. She gets tired all the time.
675 01:00:12 My brother says she's getting skinny too.
676 01:00:23 I'm talking about the quality of her life.
677 01:00:25 I'm talking about the quality of life to a ten-year-old. Did Howie's mom not say anything about--
678 01:00:29 I told you. She signed off on it. She's coming back later.
679 01:00:32 - Okay? - It's not her fault.
680 01:00:35 She's not good with these things.
681 01:00:43 Are you sure there's nothing?
682 01:00:46 I'm sure.
683 01:00:51 It's okay.
684 01:01:02 You've got to stop with the just-showing-up business.
685 01:01:05 I need a favor, Larry.
686 01:01:08 He won't see me, and they won't even let me talk to him.
687 01:01:10 -Well, that's within his rights. -So I hear.
688 01:01:15 Doesn't work that way. But you know how it does work,
689 01:01:21 -This isn't the best time, Lilly. -Well, no shit, Larry.
690 01:01:24 I've been scratched off the guest list in a mental hospital by my own husband.
691 01:01:29 Here's what you do.
692 01:01:31 Go and talk to Fawn and make an appointment.
693 01:01:33 Make an appointment?
694 01:01:34 Aren't you supposed to be helping me? Isn't that what this is?
695 01:01:38 Non-therapy therapy,
696 01:01:40 pretend therapy, whatever? Isn't that what we've been doing?
697 01:01:44 -What, am I on this island all alone? -I'm not a therapist anymore.
698 01:01:48 And I am certainly not your therapist.
699 01:01:51 You got that right.
700 01:01:53 Because you're a shit one.
701 01:01:55 Maybe that's why you quit.
702 01:01:57 I mean, what is it that makes
703 01:01:59 this so much better, huh?
704 01:02:01 'Cause wha-- Is it 'cause cats don't talk back?
705 01:02:06 No, they don't. They do, however, make appointments.
706 01:02:11 What do you want from me?
707 01:02:16 You want me to say everything's gonna be okay?
708 01:02:18 Yeah.
709 01:02:21 Answers are good. People want answers.
710 01:02:24 I don't have the answers.
711 01:02:27 I never did. I just talked.
712 01:02:29 And the moment I figured that out, I quit and stopped pretending.
713 01:02:33 You think you can fix Jack? You think that's the solution?
714 01:02:39 What am I supposed to do?
715 01:02:42 I'm supposed to quit?
716 01:02:44 Like him?
717 01:02:47 Or like you?
718 01:02:49 At least quitting is an active choice.
719 01:02:53 Why don't we quit?
720 01:02:54 I'm so sorry. I never should've started this.
721 01:02:56 It's my fault.
722 01:02:57 Let's just agree to not do this anymore, okay?
723 01:03:07 Sure thing, Larry.
724 01:03:55 You son of a bitch!
725 01:04:09 Okay, you little shit. Here comes the pain.
726 01:04:52 Oh God.
727 01:05:01 Oh, Lilly.
728 01:05:11 Hi, Jack.
729 01:05:14 Being there for others is exactly the answer I was searching for.
730 01:05:19 You reach out to someone today.
731 01:05:22 Pastor, I can tell you
732 01:05:23 that you made a difference in my life when you reached out to me.
733 01:05:30 I was lost. I was broken.
734 01:05:34 Addicted.
735 01:05:36 Sleeping around.
736 01:05:38 I'm not proud of it.
737 01:05:40 Reminds me of Ephesians 6:7.
738 01:05:47 Not to men. Amen.
739 01:05:48 Not to men. That's the journey.
740 01:05:50 That was the takeaway for me.
741 01:05:53 Because there were so many men.
742 01:05:57 So many men.
743 01:06:00 A lot of men.
744 01:06:02 Pretend you're a tiger.
745 01:06:03 Chase your tail.
746 01:06:05 - Whoa, I'm dizzy! - Now, sit up.
747 01:06:08 Good tiger, good tiger.
748 01:06:10 Now let's roar.
749 01:06:12 Down, tiger. Good boy.
750 01:06:15 - This is fun. - Keep going.
751 01:06:17 Sit up.
752 01:06:19 Spin around.
753 01:06:20 Now roar.
754 01:06:23 - Louder.
755 01:06:25 Again, again!
756 01:06:28 - Good tiger. Good boy. - Hey, I wanna play.
757 01:06:31 - Can I play? - Okay.
758 01:06:33 -I'm the lion tamer. -Oh, and a good one.
759 01:06:38 - I'm a tiger. - Oh, you're a tiger!
760 01:06:43 You frightened the life out of me. That was really good.
761 01:06:47 Well, if we're a circus, we're gonna need some more animals, I think.
762 01:06:50 Uh, I spy a giraffe.
763 01:06:53 Hey, Mel. You're a giraffe.
764 01:06:55 Come on. You're a giraffe.
765 01:06:56 - I'm giraffe? - Yeah.
766 01:06:58 -All right, I'm a giraffe. -You're a giraffe.
767 01:07:00 Okay, we've got our giraffe.
768 01:07:01 Oh! Who's that playing in the mud?
769 01:07:03 I found our elephant! We need an elephant, don't we?
770 01:07:06 Bob, you're gonna be an elephant. Can you do it?
771 01:07:09 -Yeah. -Yeah, that's it.
772 01:07:11 All right, everybody.
773 01:07:13 - Come on, giraffe. - All right.
774 01:07:14 We've got our lion tamer to tell us what to do, okay?
775 01:07:17 Can we do the sounds. What's the sound? What is the sound like, Bob?
776 01:07:26 How about our tiger?
777 01:07:32 Young lion tamer, what is thy command?
778 01:07:39 - I don't wanna play. - Sweetheart. It's okay.
779 01:07:43 Hey, listen, why don't we do a parade instead--
780 01:07:46 - I wanna go now. - Okay, Jack.
781 01:07:50 Here come the clowns. You wanna be in the parade band?
782 01:07:54 - Come on, everyone. - Hold on.
783 01:07:55 - Hey! - Come on.
784 01:07:59 - Where'd my giraffe go? - Jack?
785 01:08:01 - What do you say you go inside? - Mel, what's going on?
786 01:08:04 -Don't touch me. -You're scaring people.
787 01:08:06 -What do you say you go inside? -I don't wanna go inside.
788 01:08:08 -Okay, Jack-- -I don't wanna go in! Jack!
789 01:08:11 - Sorry. - Ow. I'm all right.
790 01:08:13 Get off! Okay. I don't wanna go in.
791 01:08:16 Regina, I don't want to go inside. I wanna play outside. We were just playing.
792 01:08:20 I don't wanna go back.
793 01:08:22 Oh my God, this is crazy.
794 01:08:37 Uh, can I get a price check on register two?
795 01:08:43 Uh, need a price check on register four.
796 01:08:48 - Y'ello. - Hey.
797 01:08:49 We need another checker on four, and three, and two.
798 01:08:58 Travis, to the front, please. Lilly.
799 01:09:02 What the hell are you doing? Doing the price changes that you asked me to do.
800 01:09:06 Since when do we charge a nickel
801 01:09:09 for a package of feminine hygiene products?
802 01:09:14 Or a bag of crispy fish fry?
803 01:09:17 Or just about every other damn item in the store?
804 01:09:25 What color is the sky in your world, Kemosabe?
805 01:09:29 We need a price check in the bakery.
806 01:09:35 before people start to get the wrong idea.
807 01:09:38 It's all five cents over here!
808 01:09:42 Or maybe I should take a break. Just take the rest of the day off, sister.
809 01:09:47 You're gonna have to earn this back.
810 01:09:50 Thin ice, Lilly. Thin ice.
811 01:09:52 Sir, sir, nothing in the store is five cents.
812 01:09:55 Nothing. We need a manager up front.
813 01:10:46 ♪ You already know me ♪
814 01:10:49 ♪ It's like you drew me and then ♪
815 01:10:53 ♪ Colored me in ♪
816 01:10:55 ♪ I was paper thin ♪
817 01:10:56 ♪ No shape For the state of mind I was in ♪
818 01:11:00 ♪ I thought you would hurt me ♪
819 01:11:09 Lilly Maynard.
820 01:11:14 Lilly Maynard.
821 01:11:15 ♪ So I wanna hear that song ♪
822 01:11:18 ♪ For the very first time ♪
823 01:11:22 ♪ I wanna feel the way that I ♪
824 01:11:26 ♪ Did in my prime ♪
825 01:11:32 ♪ And rewind ♪
826 01:11:37 ♪ I don't wanna know when it will be ♪
827 01:11:40 ♪ The last time ♪
828 01:11:43 ♪ So I wanna hear that song ♪
829 01:11:46 ♪ For the very first time ♪
830 01:11:50 ♪ I don't wanna know ♪
831 01:11:53 ♪ When it will be ♪
832 01:11:56 ♪ The last time ♪
833 01:12:01 The problem in dealing with a territorial creature,
834 01:12:05 such as a starling, is that people begin to take it personally.
835 01:12:17 inexplicable, so randomly cruel.
836 01:12:21 And you try to find a reason for it.
837 01:12:25 And when you can't find any,
838 01:12:35 And she came to see you about the bird?
839 01:12:38 Well, yes, uh, technically.
840 01:12:41 And now you're here to talk to me about the bird?
841 01:12:54 just talk to Lilly.
842 01:13:03 No, no. It is only my intention to punish myself.
843 01:13:11 -Did she tell you why I'm here? -Yes.
844 01:13:19 So she came to you for help
845 01:13:24 but in a vet form.
846 01:13:31 Okay.
847 01:13:32 She came
848 01:13:34 to talk.
849 01:13:37 And I'm afraid I just didn't do a very good job of that.
850 01:13:42 Then why are you here?
851 01:13:43 I told you.
852 01:13:49 Yes. Okay.
853 01:13:54 You came here to make you feel better.
854 01:13:57 Well, you did it. We talked.
855 01:14:03 feel better.
856 01:14:15 You want a beer?
857 01:14:16 - I know I could use one. - Thanks, man.
858 01:14:21 This place is really nice.
859 01:14:23 Yeah, it was my grandpa's.
860 01:14:26 It's a bitch to mow.
861 01:14:29 - Is that the one? - Yep, that's him.
862 01:14:32 - He looks pretty harmless.
863 01:14:33 - Oh, don't let it fool you.
864 01:14:35 You can't do anything about it?
865 01:14:37 Some things are just out of our control.
866 01:14:41 And the sooner you figure out what they are,
867 01:14:44 the faster you can let them go.
868 01:14:51 Look at that. You got a philosophy.
869 01:14:57 Little guy's coming this way. Oh, shit, shit!
870 01:15:00 Holy shit! That bird's crazy!
871 01:15:03 It's coming back. He's circling around.
872 01:15:06 Yeah, yeah, yeah, throw it. Throw it!
873 01:15:10 Whoa!
874 01:15:11 -Oh shit! -Nice shot, Mrs. M!
875 01:15:14 - Shit! What did you do, Lilly? - Oh, you nailed it, man.
876 01:15:17 - That was awesome. - No, no, no, no.
877 01:15:20 -Go get me something. -Okay.
878 01:15:23 -Wait, what am I getting? -Like a towel or something.
879 01:15:25 -Okay.
880 01:15:26 Where do you keep-- -Dickey, just get a towel!
881 01:15:28 Just get it? Got it.
882 01:15:37 It's in shock.
883 01:15:38 It's suffocating. This is the best I could do on short notice.
884 01:15:41 -Avian anatomy's not our specialty. -That looks like a hummingbird.
885 01:15:44 - They're all the same. - Yeah, it's the anterior air sac.
886 01:15:48 But I don't know how I can get in there. Uh, I don't know.
887 01:15:50 -Uh, where's my bird box? -You don't have a bird box.
888 01:15:53 Yes, we do. It's got all the right instruments.
889 01:15:55 -Great. It's a vet without a bird box. -Will you wait outside?
890 01:15:58 -No. -What about a coffee stir straw?
891 01:15:59 -Good idea. -Have you not done this before?
892 01:16:02 No, I haven't. Have you?
893 01:16:03 -You wanna wait for a specialist? -Is that an option?
894 01:16:06 I'd love to, cause you're talking coffee stir straws.
895 01:16:08 -Could you wait outside, Lilly? -No! I won't wait outside!
896 01:16:10 - Out, out, out! - Go, please.
897 01:16:12 -What do you need?
898 01:16:15 Well, uh, surgical soap, sterile drape,
899 01:16:18 and, uh, vodka.
900 01:16:19 Vodka?
901 01:16:20 Oh, for you.
902 01:16:22 -We have a bottle of gin. -That'll do.
903 01:16:37 Jack?
904 01:19:02 Tonight, I'd like to talk about the importance of being honest.
905 01:19:07 With ourselves.
906 01:19:09 Velma, would you like to start?
907 01:19:11 - I'm sick of all the damn talkin'. - Okay.
908 01:19:14 That was honest.
909 01:19:15 I'll go.
910 01:19:18 If, uh, if that's okay.
911 01:19:21 Yes, of course.
912 01:19:34 I'm depressed. That's why I'm here.
913 01:19:47 Um, my little girl passed away.
914 01:19:50 And then I tried to pass myself away.
915 01:19:55 That's not funny. But that is what I tried to do.
916 01:20:04 That is my daughter's name. Katie.
917 01:20:09 But if I'm being honest with myself,
918 01:20:12 I have been in and out of this state since I was in my 20s.
919 01:20:17 And I don't know how to get out of it.
920 01:20:22 I've been to therapists. I've taken the medication.
921 01:20:26 And sometimes, it works. It does feel a bit better.
922 01:20:30 And then after a while,
923 01:20:33 I quit.
924 01:20:38 Because I don't need that shit.
925 01:20:50 Quit on myself so fast.
926 01:20:55 And then I quit on the people who love me.
927 01:20:58 I mean, my wife.
928 01:21:02 "My wife."
929 01:21:07 My wife wouldn't know how to quit.
930 01:21:12 Wouldn't know where to start.
931 01:21:14 She just keeps at it.
932 01:21:15 Just keeps hoping and believing
933 01:21:18 and moving around in the world. And I hate her for it.
934 01:21:26 And I love her so much for it at the same time.
935 01:21:35 I wanna not quit with her.
936 01:21:40 Not for her.
937 01:21:46 I wanna not quit with her.
938 01:21:58 Yeah, so that's my day.
939 01:22:04 a happy day.
940 01:22:12 Jack.
941 01:22:15 You asshole.
942 01:22:17 Tissue.
943 01:22:19 I know.
944 01:22:23 Thanks for sharing, Jack.
945 01:22:29 Might as well take him home. There's no point in staying here all night.
946 01:22:32 What do I do?
947 01:22:33 Uh, just try to get a couple drops of this into his throat every couple of hours
948 01:22:38 if you can. Will he wake up?
949 01:22:43 It's hard to say.
950 01:22:46 -What's on his wings? -They're bound so he can't fly away.
951 01:22:56 If the wound doesn't heal, he won't be able to protect himself.
952 01:23:06 Funny how that works.
953 01:23:08 How what works?
954 01:23:10 Oh, just the idea of this little guy trying to survive
955 01:23:12 out there in the cruel world all by himself.
956 01:23:16 Starlings are different than other birds.
957 01:23:22 and they protect the nest.
958 01:23:25 Together.
959 01:23:26 They even feed the hatchlings together.
960 01:23:29 They're just not meant to exist in the world alone,
961 01:23:34 on their own.
962 01:23:39 Real subtle stuff, Larry.
963 01:23:42 I thought so.
964 01:23:53 Okay, that's enough.
965 01:23:57 Maybe just a little.
966 01:24:10 You know you like this.
967 01:24:25 I read that if you talk to somebody in a coma, it can help them heal faster.
968 01:24:36 Come on. Come on.
969 01:24:47 Hello?
970 01:24:51 I'm a little busy here, Jack,
971 01:24:53 so I don't really have time to listen to you breathe.
972 01:24:57 You know that you're not the only one in pain, right?
973 01:25:05 And then you did what you did.
974 01:25:07 Which is not okay, Jack.
975 01:25:13 I haven't had five minutes
976 01:25:16 to think about my own feelings.
977 01:25:18 We never seem to get around to that, right?
978 01:25:20 Which is pretty fucking selfish, isn't it, Jack?
979 01:25:24 So when you get back, shit's gonna change.
980 01:25:27 Things are gonna be said,
981 01:25:28 tears are gonna be shed,
982 01:25:29 and then we're gonna move on and move up.
983 01:25:33 And we're gonna find a different
984 01:25:35 but even better life than the one we had
985 01:25:38 because I am not interested in some kind of lateral move.
986 01:25:45 And you're gonna say sorry to me
987 01:25:47 for trying to take you from me.
988 01:25:53 You're gonna say it every day.
989 01:25:56 You're gonna say it every day for the rest of our lives.
990 01:25:58 That's gonna be a very long, long time.
991 01:26:02 'Cause we're gonna live a long life, Jack.
992 01:26:04 And we're gonna do it together.
993 01:26:55 Can you understand?
994 01:26:57 You're married, right? I mean, I'm assuming you're married.
995 01:27:00 At least, are monogamous?
996 01:27:03 At least? I don't know.
997 01:27:04 Are birds monogamous?
998 01:27:12 I don't know how that works.
999 01:27:18 Here's your tube.
1000 01:27:20 Come on. Come on.
1001 01:27:27 Excellent, Sarah. Watch your fingers.
1002 01:27:34 Oh! Looks like the picture. Very nice.
1003 01:27:40 Velma, what do we have here?
1004 01:27:42 See? You got the switch.
1005 01:27:43 It goes right in there.
1006 01:27:45 You turn it on, and it stays up.
1007 01:27:50 - Yes! Up! - Ooh, it's, yes, creative.
1008 01:28:03 I think, um,
1009 01:28:04 you forgot something?
1010 01:28:12 Can I just leave it?
1011 01:28:14 How would it work?
1012 01:28:17 Does it have to work?
1013 01:28:22 No, I guess not.
1014 01:28:24 It's lovely.
1015 01:28:27 Thank you.
1016 01:28:32 Good-lookin' tree.
1017 01:28:45 - How are you sleeping? - Fine.
1018 01:28:48 And how are you feeling?
1019 01:28:50 - You are a creature of habit. - So you're feeling good.
1020 01:28:54 Yes, I am.
1021 01:28:59 But what if I stop feeling good? What if it doesn't last?
1022 01:29:02 That's a possibility.
1023 01:29:07 Can I just say I found our time together fairly unhelpful overall?
1024 01:29:10 But you've made progress.
1025 01:29:12 I have.
1026 01:29:13 I just don't know if it was because of you.
1027 01:29:19 There will be good days and there will be bad days, Jack.
1028 01:29:22 Gonna miss these gems.
1029 01:29:24 Living is predictable in that way.
1030 01:29:26 Embrace routine.
1031 01:29:29 It's good for you.
1032 01:29:31 Ah yeah, the routine of living.
1033 01:29:33 Make dinner, go to bed, wake up, make your bed, kiss your wife.
1034 01:29:38 But eventually, you'll go back to work. You'll be around children again.
1035 01:29:42 Maybe you can start planting in your garden.
1036 01:29:44 And one day, you will say your daughter's name without thinking about it.
1037 01:29:50 It will just slip out
1038 01:29:52 in remembrance and not in anguish.
1039 01:29:56 And that'll be that.
1040 01:30:07 -That was actually pretty good.
1041 01:30:09 -Thank you.
1042 01:30:12 Maybe there's hope for you yet.
1043 01:30:31 Wow, hello.
1044 01:30:34 Don't, don't, don't, don't do that.
1045 01:31:02 I am gonna pick you up.
1046 01:31:10 It's okay.
1047 01:31:13 There we go.
1048 01:31:23 I'm not afraid of you.
1049 01:31:25 You're very small.
1050 01:31:28 My helmet is very close too.
1051 01:31:32 I'm gonna take you outside.
1052 01:31:56 I think he was wrong about you.
1053 01:32:00 Maybe I was too.
1054 01:32:16 Okay. Come on. Fly, fly.
1055 01:32:22 Come on, fly. Please go.
1056 01:32:24 Go, go, go, go!
1057 01:32:27 Fly, fly, fly, come on, fly!
1058 01:32:30 Fly! There you go!
1059 01:32:32 There you go, you son of a bitch!
1060 01:32:53 Did I mention that we have a new recliner?
1061 01:32:56 Maybe.
1062 01:32:58 It's kind of leather-esque.
1063 01:32:59 It smells like, a little like beef jerky.
1064 01:33:03 Well, that's a smell I generally like.
1065 01:33:08 You know, I was thinking, uh,
1066 01:33:10 a sectional sofa would work in that room.
1067 01:33:14 Where?
1068 01:33:15 In the window nook, facing in.
1069 01:33:18 Where Katie used to play.
1070 01:33:21 That'll work.
1071 01:33:25 Oh, shit. I, uh,
1072 01:33:27 I made you something.
1073 01:33:30 Oh, it's lovely.
1074 01:33:33 You don't know what it is.
1075 01:33:35 - Does it have a purpose? - Yes. It's a light switch cover.
1076 01:33:40 Oh, well,
1077 01:33:42 there's no hole for the switch.
1078 01:33:47 Does it need a hole to work?
1079 01:33:51 you gotta have a hole for the switch, or you can't turn the light on or off.
1080 01:33:56 And then what?
1081 01:34:00 I'm sorry.
1082 01:34:05 I'm so sorry about it all.
1083 01:34:11 -You deserve better. -It's okay. It's okay.
1084 01:34:15 It's okay.
1085 01:34:25 this makes up for everything.
1086 01:34:33 We'll cut a hole in it.
1087 01:34:35 That's smart.
1088 01:34:37 That's smart.
1089 01:34:39 Just cut a hole in it.
1090 01:34:43 of being in constant darkness or constant light.
1091 01:34:47 And that's just nuts.
1092 01:34:50 -I mean, no offense. -No, that's fair.
1093 01:34:59 ♪ Hang on ♪
1094 01:35:01 ♪ Just hang on for a minute ♪
1095 01:35:03 ♪ I've got something to say ♪
1096 01:35:06 ♪ I'm not asking ♪
1097 01:35:08 ♪ You to move on or forget it ♪
1098 01:35:10 ♪ But these are better days ♪
1099 01:35:13 He's gonna be fine. ♪ To be wrong ♪
1100 01:35:15 ♪ All along and admit it ♪
1101 01:35:18 -How are you doing? -Not so good.
1102 01:35:20 ♪ But to be loved ♪ Sit down.
1103 01:35:29 Tell me about it. ♪ Tell me ♪
1104 01:35:33 ♪ Did I go on a tangent? ♪
1105 01:35:36 ♪ Did I lie through my teeth? ♪
1106 01:35:40 ♪ Did I cause you to stumble ♪
1107 01:35:43 ♪ On your feet? ♪
1108 01:35:47 ♪ Did I bring shame on my family? ♪
1109 01:35:51 ♪ Did it show when I was weak? ♪
1110 01:35:55 ♪ Whatever you see ♪
1111 01:35:59 ♪ That wasn't me ♪
1112 01:36:01 ♪ Oh, that wasn't me ♪
1113 01:36:06 ♪ Do I make myself a blessing ♪
1114 01:36:10 ♪ To everyone I meet? ♪
1115 01:36:13 ♪ When you fall ♪
1116 01:36:15 ♪ I will get you ♪
1117 01:36:17 ♪ On your feet ♪
1118 01:36:20 ♪ Do I spend time with my family? ♪
1119 01:36:24 ♪ Did it show when I was weak? ♪
1120 01:36:30 Yeah, I gotta admit, I'm, uh, I'm a little bit scared
1121 01:36:35 Me too.
1122 01:36:36 ♪ That will be me ♪
1123 01:36:40 ♪ That will be me ♪
1124 01:36:50 Put this on.
1125 01:36:54 Okay. Carrots, tomato, and a head of lettuce.
1126 01:36:56 If you can get to the cucumbers, grab two.
1127 01:36:58 Got it.
1128 01:37:00 On three?
1129 01:37:01 One, two, three.
1130 01:37:04 ♪ Did I go on a tangent? ♪
1131 01:37:08 ♪ Did I lie through my teeth? ♪
1132 01:37:11 ♪ Did I cause you to stumble ♪
1133 01:37:15 ♪ On your feet? ♪
1134 01:37:18 ♪ Did I bring shame on my family? ♪
1135 01:37:22 ♪ Did it show when I was weak? ♪
1136 01:37:27 ♪ Whatever you see ♪
1137 01:37:30 ♪ Do I spend time with my family? ♪
1138 01:37:34 ♪ Did it show when I was weak? ♪
1139 01:37:41 ♪ When that's what you see ♪
1140 01:37:48 Son of a bitch!
